So I think for the next few months I am gonna keep an eye out for the World Wildlife Fund BuildABears on Ebay...
I already have 5 of them and I want to complete my collection.
Unfortunately I can't have them out because my daughter thinks they are fun to play with... and well she is rough with them and they all mean a lot to me . So till i can get them a home up somewhere high they are locked away in storage (sad day)
Anyways these are the ones i KNOW I still need
The Wolf: Still need
The Cheetah:Still need
The Zebra: Still need
The Bengal Tiger: Still need
The Panda: Still need
Ones I know that I currently have
The Polar Bear: OWNED
The Giraffe: OWNED
The Leopard: OWNED
The Snow Leopard: OWNED
The Lion: OWNED

After I get all of these I will have to make sure i keep an eye out from now on to keep up with the collection as a whole...
That and I like the feeling of knowing when i buy them brand new I am helping towards a good cause ^__^

I want to draw so bad and I have ideas and images in my head, but getting them out is another demon all of its own.

I always feel like I can draw like others that I watch, but in reality the skills I have are not up to par like the others. So ultimately the image I see in my head turns out more like a two year olds scribbles. I now no longer draw because if this more often. I rather not ruin the beautiful image I have in my head by putting the slop I draw on paper or tablet.

I should go to a few drawing classes again and see if something comes if it.

First Artist:

Username: Galagya
Page: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/galagya
Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3917606/

Great Artist... she and her partner really need some help and it is for a good cause.


Second Artist:

Username: Adiago
Page: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/adiago/
Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3920058/

Another one of my favorite artists... She really needs help with her hospital bill and what a great way to help by also getting some art ^___^


anyways thought I would link these so people could help out a little.

Who wouldn't want a tail from this lovely lady!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3860317/
Fallow the rules as always!!!

So while back in Seattle for rainfurrest I saw a lot of sketchbook art and I really started to miss it.
I have been trying digital so much I am now lackin in traditional skills, which in all honesty makes me sad because I had worked so hard to get my traditional skill to a level I enjoyed. Anyways... I'm going to attempt a half a half. Probably sketches on paper for a long while then outline and color digital. Then once I get co
Comfortable in my sketches I will drag out all the color pencils and take a swing at it once more.
Complicated things though will be left to digital. Like the yiff art couples... Yea I need layers there because I do each person on a different layer. Can't do that so much on paper.

Anyways... Adam bought me a new sketch pad so we will see how this goes. Only need a scanner now x.x

Ahhhh.
No more lupinar. It was fun while it lasted, but to much stress.

I deleted everything off there.
Poses, rooms my account all together.
I got one pose commission to color and then I am gonna go back to living without chats or chatlands.

Who knows will probably be a lot cheerier.

So this is how my first con went ever.

I didn't spend long at Rainfurrest this year. Sorry guys, but I have officially not slept in 24 hours and being caffeine overloaded.... Probably not so healthy either
Anyways people I got to see
Kirazi (Amy)
Yote (Frankie)
Azuel (scott)
The Wild Nugget (Frankie and Scotts daughter)
Jaxis Black
Rooster

Lol I also have discovered my horrid hearing does NOT get better if I am wearing a furry hat. In fact it gets worse... Lol sorry again Rooster and Jaxis. I really didn't mean to have you guys repeat yourselves 10 billion times.
I also got my first Con badge by  DremNeverwolf <~~~ Check him out great work.
I also got sketches for both Adam and myself of our chars... and only for a DOLLA.  reddyeno5 <~~~ another person to check out.

I got to wear my tail which is awesome thanks Tiff for my beautiful tail it worked well and I loved the crap out of it. I saw the furry parade and honestly I can not wait till I finally order my partial fur suit.

Well I think I am gonna crash... I am so tired.
AND
got a zoo trip tomorrow
great con I can't wait till next year hopefully by then I can pull my art skills up enough to maybe do some sketches for people.

It is FINALLY here... Tomorrow at 7am when I finally clock out from my job I will be headed to seattle for Rainfurrest. I am only going one day but that is enough for me.
Hope to see a lot of my favorite artists and maybe snag some cute pictures and have a good time.

^___^

So i have ome to this road in life where I am quite bored with Amable.
Well actually not Amable I will always be Amable and keep the name, but her look, her breed and her colors.
I really am debating selling her off, but what would be the point seeing as I can not give away all the art to go with her.
My name is attached to it all. I refuse to give up her name :(

That and I would not even know where to begin with what too sell and what not to sell.

My other option would be to start from scratch... to scrap it all and go back to square one, but I find this is hard to do seeing as I always have all the old art laying around and I find a sort of comfort in something I know and have been with for so long.

I really do not want a new character I really have troubles getting attached to characters.
as is I only have 3
Amable (my fursona)
Godrik (My male char. for those days i just tire of being female)
Neon & Attraction (my femme mawtail)

I have tried to change her colors once and it worked for a while, but then i went right back to what i knew best and the easy way.

I dunno this is quite the debacle for me.

Has anyone ever felt this undying need to like... strangle the stupid out of someone?
Or like imagine the though of bashing a persons face into the concrete till they stop moving or at least render them incapable of typing or talking ever again?

I feel like I need help, but then again this only happens with a very select few people.
I am really tired of people who believe they are "intelligent" using it as a way to be rude and fucking vile to others.

*sighs*
I just want everyone to get along.
Or
I just wanna have special powers where when I felt the need I could make someone incapable of doing anything. So they have to just lay there while everything goes on around them.

Yes...
I should draw a little to clear my mind some.

If you can't earn it yourself... Don't down grade but inserting your head in someone else's ass.
It is not very attractive and most people notice all you are is fake.

*sighs*

What ever happen to people working hard for things?
Why is it all about who can blow the boss better?

So as per usual on a monday night I log into my normal 2d chat site and sit down to chat, draw or just space out as I read.
Well I am coming to find more and more that I dislike the general public that "administrates" these chats and the children that choose to come on.
I see a lack in reading abilities on most... quite frankly the stupidity and immaturity is lacking in most as well which in turn shows age almost instantly.
Tonight it was calling another user names... People need to grow some thicker hides.
If you don't wanna be called cruel names don't make stupid shit up to lie about for attention and have it back fire on you then.
Also I find it quite hilarious that most fall of the attention seeking bullshit that spews across the screen on a daily bases. So if you don't want name calling then maybe just maybe you should stifle the problem at the source rather then blaming the actual people with brains.
Which last time I checked was the child or children who have to make up stories to get attention.
Why is it always the people who have intelligence and point out the lying the ones who get the ass end of the deal?
That and I have noticed that stupidity is getting mistaken as intelligence these days.

I will continue to hold my tongue though for the most part until I find a good reason to open it.
I have a feeling I know who will be the one to break the camels back and I find it almost amusing seeing as I already know this person lacks intelligence on almost every level and usually has to find people to fight their battles for them in this case.

Anyways rant over for now.

Ama out
<3

I really want to send my friends this tablet we have at our house that we do not use as often as we would like, but it seems every time we get ready to send it and box it up my fiance picks it back up...
He has no real need for the small tablet, but he uses it so that he can spoil me with the Cintiq that came with him that I practically stole from him and use more often.
Either that or he has some strange attachment to a tablet he never uses.

Also the more I talk to the fiance about it the more he just states.... WELL how about an art trade for the tablet... LOL which I don't think either person would mind. Both people are great artists.
But they also I believe deserve something new for once and not something used.
I know this tablet we have works and is in great condition that is not my issue.
I just spoil my friends and these ones are close to me and I feel for them.

Anyways I have this issue of blabbering and not getting to the point.
I would like to either raise enough money to put towards a new tablet for my fiance
AND
get enough to get at least
http://www.wacom.com/en/Products/Ba.....ooConnect.aspx for them.
They honestly are gonna kill me if I buy something outright new for them, but I figure if I do it this way they can't say much because it would be a gift from lots of people and NOT just me.

ANY IDEAS?!?!?!?

Anyways my friend Gala is having a raffle for a free scupture all you pay is shipping...
thought I would join in on the fun and see if I can get her some lovins while I am at it...

The Link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3660625/

Now come on Bro's we need to get her some peeps
lol
Bro

BROOOOOO


Okay I am done

Ama out.

So the man things has decided to make a deal with me...
And because i was overly starving at the point of this deal. My brain totally fucked me and well here I am drawing something that I in no way find exciting or thinking I will be able to pull off.

The Deal:

Adam's half: For the next week that we are broke he will actually cook dinners every night so that we don't starve. *All my brain could think being the fat kid i am was.... oh gawd yes FEED ME*

My half: Adam will pick a picture from his photo's *there are millions mind you* and I am required to thus draw that particular pose AS Amable and then cell shade thus pose. OH and while I am at it... Make a simple background. Two of the things I awesomely suck ass at.
Now I am sure you are wondering... Well Ama it can't be THAT bad. No not as bad as he could of gone, but none the less not a category that I am particularly into drawing.

The Picture: I can't link it because well I am pretty sure it is not one of Adam's own photo's and I am NOT really sure who's photo it is *probably out of the idea folder... yes another folder with millions of random photos*
Anyways can describe it to the best of my ability. It's simple really. A girl in a white chair standing over a rubber Peen and I am assuming slowly moving down to insert thus peen.
All I am thankful for is the fact it is simple...
*sigh*


Damn you food...

Ama out.

So I am watching a rather talented fursuiter and artist now a days...
Well low and behold she is holding a raffle for a free fursuit tail.
I am dying for some of her work so here I am joining in on this awesome offer.
Other should join me that watch me yes?

So let give her some love AND
the more the merrier I think

 SarahDee's journal link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3596656/
Please make sure if you are going to join in to read ALL of her rules.

Hope to see a few of you there

Ama out...

So after feeling rather down that I couldn't go to Anthro Con. Or well any con for that matter. I went on searching...
Go figure there is ONE... in my state that I can make.

Now comes the planning and the Fursuit pieces that I have to get made.
1. I need an Amable Tail and Ears at least.
2. Learn how to put my hair up in a moehawk.
3. Get Some Amable dog tags.
4. Get Both Adam and Myself Badges for this convention. (can't go to a con without a damn badge)
5. Make plans with  Galagya because bitches we are totally meeting up to have a blast as our furry selves

I am gonna try my damnest to make it to this convention.

So all you washington peeps come join us.

I really need to start uploading my art here... It has been so long. Should probably come up with an icon as well.
*Hammers one out in the mean time*

should also doodle something to add... Who knows