This is your local Linck. It's been about 2.5 years since I've posted to this place and it's good to know that I still have a couple of friends. ^_^

Anyway, my knuckleheaded brother has open commissions and is welcome to any ideas you want drawn up! Well, almost any of them. Just check his restriction list (if he has one) and COMMISSION SOMETHING! D:

Go see ::JayHusky::

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/jayhusky

I keep finding myself back here as if anyone stops by to comment on anything. XD I've been gone for about a year now after so much had occurred.

I suppose that since this place is just as good as a fur can find, it's somewhat hard to leave knowing that the brats you've fallen in love with are STILL here. Lol.

Are there people watching me even though I don't frequent this site anymore? XD

Maaaaan. That's kinda interesting, indeed. I like all of you as well. ^_^ Ummm, I'm just an art critic but if you're interested with me and wanna chat some time, you drop me a message and I'll hook you up with one of my accounts to contact me at! :D

Thanks for the watches everyone!

I haven't been here in a while. I wonder what I've missed. Lol.

~What if?~

● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~What do you think about my~

● Personality:
● Eyes:
● Hair:
● Family:
● Smile:

~Would you~

● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~Have you ever ~

● Lied to make me feel better?
● Wanted to kiss me?
● Wanted to kill me?
● Broke my heart?
● Thought I was unbearably annoying?
● Hated me?
● Wanted to tell me something but didn't?
● Wondered about my sanity?
● Wanted to do something to me?

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

I was right.

From now on, I will only befriend those that did not forget that the internet is where we play, not live. At the end of the day...

I'm loved by many and losing friends only means that someone isn't close to you anymore. You live, you learn, you move on.

I did verify something else too: One can never have a best friend when the other party never truly gives anything for that title.

With that being said, oh well.

I finally decoded what I am...that hidden part of me!

So, I'm an Arctic Wolf/Grizzly Black Bear Hybrid! <3 When I get mad, I noticed that I'm relentless...but my cunning as a wolf always forces me to think about my next move~

<3 So...I need someone to commission for a Reference Sheet now for a cheap price...but, of course, I'll need the work to be really good! Does anyone have any suggestions? O_O

Heeeeeelp~

The reason that I was going is no longer in my life. Friends come and go...every day.

So yeah, while I was psyched for my first ever Furry Convention...it seems that destiny has me on another path. ^_^ So much for that.

Once again, I won't be there. I apologize to all the friends that wanted to meet me irl (especially since that would solidify the fact that A) you all exist and B) You're true to yourself and character to me. That kinda sucks...but oh well. That is all~

So, I've been reading and listening and reading some more about the actions and errors of artists, animators, 3D designers, and the like.

Simply put, this is EXACTLY what some artists have become:

1. Disillusioned from reality. Honestly, do not assume that because you can draw or whatever that you can just up and rid yourself of those around you in RL. Such selfishness is SEEN by many in the furry community and RL. Get it together. You MAINLY focus on your internets and the artist furs there.

2. You have many fans, few real friends. Damn it all to hell, can you realize that everyone who smiles at your ART is only trying to be your friend to get shit drawn for them? While some furs are not like that, a good deal only become "friends" with others for that sake...and in turn, start being selective about who they talk to.

3. I draw, you draw, he draws; Why in the heck do you not associate with some furs that do not draw? Come on...you know you do it, dear conceited artists. I know a GRAND amount of furs that only converse with other furs only because they draw. No other reason. There is no other reason. You ask how many non-artists they talk to and you get a BIG Z.E.R.O. Ugh...it's obvious and I think that if you're mad at this, then you're one of the ones that does it.

4. Hello. I want to yiff you. I have a code of ethics...but fuck it, because you're millions of miles away and no one will ever know. By the way, I'm gonna draw it and post it later, kay?

...

WTF. You're an Asshole to "LOVE" someone 5 countries away. Do us all a favor and stop fucking it up furries. Even more so, STOP DISGUISING THE REALITY OF YOUR "REQUESTS" and "GIFTS."

There, I'm done. Please make sure that if you read this that you actually READ it. Have fun.

10 Things I wish I could say to people:

-You think you're nice to everyone but you're truly an asshole for not enjoying who and what is in front of you.
-You're just a worthless bitch.
-Fuck off.
-I'd rather jizz in your face.
-I ABHOR people like you...
-You're a fake ass bitch whose dick obviously gives EVERYONE the pleasure that they need but you will only "love" them from a distance while they obsess over you. -Lick both of my balls and make my money.
-Ummm, can you go take a shower? You smell like someone just buttfucked a gorilla...
-You honestly think I care about your feelings? Go somewhere and DIE!
-Commit suicide. It's YOUR last chance to actually be noticed.

9 Things about myself:
-I hate failing something that I should be able to do without a problem.
-I wanna be a dad some day.
-I'm a huge black guy who is looking to actually get bigger.
-I love cheesesteaks and pizza.
-I'm lazy...at home.
-I love joking about sex with those that have less experience than me (I'm actually a virgin but I've fingered my fair share of females~).
-I LOVE FEMALE SQUIRTERS! X3
-I'm the eldest out of my siblings...but I still don't have a single baby brother to play and hang with.
-For some people, I'm willing to give EVERYTHING up just so that we have time together...just for a little while.. That includes identity, safe zones, etc. Lol.


8 Ways to win my heart:

-Don't be a fake person.
-Don't lie to me about a situation, a new relationship, or anything that impacts our relationship.
-Don't ignore me when I come to see you and spend 5-8 hours of my fucking day in your room.
-Listen to me when I'm in need.
-Hang out with me.
-Call me and drag me out of my boredom.
-Be friendly to me.
-Don't be an idiot, half-wit, dumbass, jerk, so-called nice "bitch," or arrogant artist type (Definition: Someone that only associates with other artists because they think they've gotten so damn good that they forget who was with them first.)


7 Things that cross my mind a lot:

-When will I find love?
-Do I have something important to do?
-I wonder how much money I have left...
-Is my rod big enough for anyone after seeing so many bigger than my own?
-Who has to die today?
-Who will I have fun with?
-Why do cubs cling to me so much? D:


6 Things I do before I fall asleep:

-Pee~
-Think about my friends
-Shower
-Strip
-Pack my bag for the next day
-Iron out my clothes for the next day


5 Places I want to visit:

-Japan
-Heaven
-Australia
-China
-The White House

4 Things I'm wearing right now:

-Nothing
-Nothing
-Nothing
-NADA

3 Musical artists I listen to often:
-Leona Lewis
-YUI
-Ayumi Hamasaki


2 Things I want to do before I die:
-Find actual love...
-Destroy as many liquor stores as possible.


1 Confession:
-I get upset over people sometimes...but it's only because I never wanted to let them go. XD There are even people I let go that have no idea that I've let them go. That's a damn shame...lol.

Well, this was interesting. My kind demeanor has once again been unmasked. XD

Well, it's like this:

I haven't played the piano in a while so I'm taking this summer to get reacquainted...

Can you all suggest some music that I could play? Nothing that looks too difficult but...moderate. ^_^ Help me out everyone! :D

tl;dr version below...

I just don't get it...

I keep trying so hard to be calm and not angry...
To be kindhearted and loving...Why does it hurt so much?

...I wish that someone would feel pained for me one day...I wish someone would cry actual tears for me...I'm sad because...

Even though people are millions of miles away from me, I can't feel the emotions they put through...no, that's not it.

I'm sad because I have no one to share my own emotions with. Love...is painful...and all I can do right now is let the tears flow. I should have never looked at the profile that I saw...because now I realize that I was only covering for what I lacked...

And while our separation was for the best...I find that there is no one to hold me...and that I can hold back. But why him...? Of all damn people...why is this person a male and why him?

And even worst, why here? Why is it...I can't find anyone online or off? What am I doing wrong? ...So the damn liers and so-called NICE people get some type of emotion but I can't...? *sigh* I'm hurt...and I don't know what to do now...but sleep.

TL;DR version:
I'm sad because I have no one to share my love with. I want someone but right now, there is not one person in this world that can match up with me. I looked at a former friend's page and saw that no matter what happens, this deluded world of his on FA is his realm and he has found his place and love while I have not. ...What do I do now?

And apparently, I have one.

Today's my B-day! XD A lot of people are never gonna find out now. XD

ARGGGGH! Every time I see that name...I boil in anger...

And I want DEATH! ...Why...? WHY DO I...

....Anger is a feeling I rarely feel like this...this abyssal...HATE...

*sigh* Long story short, I'm gonna just stop talking to some artists.

Because I have no drawing ability, I don't think I can make them feel better. After all, I can't give them any materialistic items to help them. Welp, game over. XD

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT (aka "The Challenger").


"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.



How to Get Along with Me

• Stand up for yourself... and me.

• Be confident, strong, and direct.

• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.

• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.

• Give me space to be alone.

• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.

• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.

• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.



What I Like About Being a EIGHT

• being independent and self-reliant

• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on

• being courageous, straightforward, and honest

• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life

• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me

• upholding just causes



What's Hard About Being a EIGHT

• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to

• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence

• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it

• never forgetting injuries or injustices

• putting too much pressure on myself

• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right



EIGHTs as Children Often

• are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit

• are sometimes loners

• seize control so they won't be controlled

• figure out others' weaknesses

• attack verbally or physically when provoked

• take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings



EIGHTs as Parents

• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted

• are sometimes overprotective

• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

So yeaaaaah....

I stole this from:  squirrelfox

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

tl;dr version: I know that now, I really don't give a damn about other people's conditions or feelings.

O_O

It's bad that I look at something and the first thing I think is:

You had it coming.

*sigh* I've come to the point in my life that I truly have stopped caring. I mean, I pretty much removed someone that used to be close to me from existence...not that I feel bad about that but that is the point in itself.

I've been reading some journals and other things and I realize that...I just no longer give a damn. For all the friends I have left, thank you for being next to me...at least I know something petty will not separate us. As for those that are eliminated from my list or believe they are...well, you'll have to find out the best way you know how.

I'm not sad...just...in a state of realization about my new emotional state; it's obviously one of strength and ability to see through the bullshit I was previously fed.

This is annoying. People are getting cut off. Good bye. That is all.

Not. But no...I'm done. I don't see the point in ranting about this. It's pointless.

1 - Do you shower in the morning or evening? Morning...but I like both...
2 - Do you use liquid or bar soap? Bar~
3 - Do you use shampoo and conditioner or just shampoo? Both when time permits.
4 - Do you brush your teeth in the shower? Nope...
5 - Do you shave in the shower? I've never done that before...
6 - Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes. *blushes*
7 - Do you use a washcloth? Yep!
8 - Do you have a door or a curtain on your shower? Curtain~
9 - Have you every taken a call in the shower? Yep!
10 - Have you ever showered in your swimsuit? Uh huh! But that was the last time I went to the pool and I was babysitting! XD
11 - Have you ever showered with a member of the same sex? Yep, not ashamed since they were younger relatives.
12 - Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex? *giggles* My childhood...was interesting...
13 - Do you share a bathroom with someone? WTF. EVERYONE. UGH.
14 - Do you listen to the radio in the shower? Nope.
15 - Do you wear a shower cap? Nuh uh...
16 - Do you wash behind your ears? YES!
17 - Describe your shower in three words..(how about sentences)... Small, Quaint, Too easily stained.
18 - What one thing would you change about your shower? XD If I gotta choose...space.
19 - What would make your shower time better for you? *sigh* If I had time to enjoy it.
20 - What celebrity would you like to shower with? LEONA LEWIS. :D
21 - What celebrity would you NOT like to shower with? Michael Jackson. D:
22 - What is the one thing you can't do without in your shower? Soap. I NEED SOAP.
23 - What is the oddest thing that has happened to you in the shower? Umm...well, when I was showering with someone close, I got hugged and it just felt odd because...I knew it was loving. It felt good too...then the water turned ICE COLD and shit got SERIOUS! XD
24 - What is the best thing that has happened to you in the shower? I felt love in a regular, non-lover way...it's nice to be loved and not have that person in love with you sometimes.
25 - When was the last time you showered? This morning.
26 - When are you going to take a shower next? Either tonight or Tomorrow morning.

Errr...fun I guess.

How big is your penis? 6.5 @ 90%
How thick is your penis? Average I guess.
Do you have foreskin? Nope.
Does it Curve or is it straight? Curve!
If it curves which way? Slightly to the left...
Does it grow hair? My penis? No...just the space around it...
Do you shave yours? *nods* When I'm able.
Do your balls sag or are they tight? Depends on my feelings and temp...but I think it's becoming tight...
Have you ever pierced it? Hello no!
If so with what? N/A
What kind of underwear do you usually keep it in? I like boxers...
Has it ever touched another penis? Ummm...not that I know of...do you mean outside the clothing?
Does your penis have an Penis Boyfriend? ??? Eww...no.
Does your penis have a name? Nuh uh....
Have you posted pictures or video of your penis on the web? Not online but I showed it to one of my friends! XD
Have you had art done of your furry character with its penis showing? Uh huh! I like it cuz it makes me feel...sexy. :D
Will you post this up for everyone to repost? I suppose so...no shame in this. ^_^

Something crossed my mind a moment ago...

Depending on the situation, I've come to the point that I...got hit with something I cannot imagine. It's not in my sight. Odd... Hmm...Lol.

LOL, AMBIGUOUS MESSAGE!

No Holding Back

1. What is your character's name?
Linck Black

2. What is your character's name in another language?
リンク、結ぶ(むすぶ)

3. How old is he/she?
20

4. What is your character's race/species?
Unknown Wolf Type

5. Do they have a crush?
No.

6. Do they have many friends?
Indeed

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth

8. Does your character like to eat?
Indeed

9. What's his/her favorite food?
I don't think I have one...

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Root beer...secretly

11. Is your character annoying?
No, he just lays back.

13. Is your character loved?
...I wonder sometimes.

14. Is your character hated?
I don't know. Possibly.

15. Is he/she emo/goth?
Nah.

16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Straight

17. Is he/she a virgin?
... ;_; Yes...

18. Name 3 hobbies
Studying, Playing video games, and Mentoring

19. Is your character normal?
...Did you really ask that question? Far from it.

20. Is your character attractive?
That's up to whoever is looking.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
He either resists or embraces them completely and lets them out.

22. Does your character have other forms?
...That's a secret.

23. Does your character overreact?
Sometimes...most furs have just a moment...

24. Is your character a criminal?
Nah...

25. Does your character go to school?
Yes...college in fact.

26. What's his/her IQ?
It's more than likely in the 130-160 range.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Nope.

28. Is your character dead?
Nah uh.

29. Does your character have a family?
...No.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
If it wasn't a massacre of his kind as a child, it was a battle to the death against a former classmate.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
Finding his Wolf Blades in the woods near his origin.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
...I don't have one.

33. Is your character single?
Yes

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
A couple.

35. Does she/he have an element?
Wind.

36. Do you role-play your character?
Often enough.

37. Do you write about your character?
Not too often.

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Not often.

39. Does your character get depressed?
Yes, but he breaks out of it quickly.

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Doesn't have one.

41. Does your character have any fears?
No...

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Probably.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Not really.

44. Does your character like music?
Yes...

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
JPop / JRock

46. Is he/she impatient?
No.

47. What's something funny about your character?
Though he mainly a loner, he likes taking care of cubs.

48. Name 5 nicknames
There aren't any...

49. Does your character curse?
Tries not to.

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
"*sigh* Is there...anything else?"

Okay everyone! I need some help! I need someone that can create something sweet and passionate for me while keeping to a budget of $30!

I...have something I need to do. I don't know if it'll help me or anyone else but...if I make it, maybe I'll mean more to myself!

I can't get into details! Just help me find some fur to make me the best possible piece of art! It is emotional based and I will put a poem and letter to it (the letter will not be displayed to the public...). Help me out! :D

001. Real name → Jason
002. Nickname(s)→ Linck, Lincky, Perv, Big Bro...

003. Zodiac sign → Tarus
004. Male or female → Male.
005. Elementary → Gaywood Elementary School.
006. Middle School → ??? IDK.
007. High School → Laurel High School
008. Hair color → Black~
009. Long or short → Long and bushy!
010. Loud or Quiet → Both. :D

011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → ???
013. Health freak → Learning to be one...
014. Drink or Smoke? → No to both.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Nope...
016. Eat or Drink → Drink
017. Piercings → None...
018. Tattoos → None


HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yes.
020. Been in a relationship → Yes
021. Been in a car accident → Yes
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes...and blacked out, only to find out I won by...gruesome means.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Never.
024. First best friend → ...Josh
025. First award → Honor Roll
026. First crush → A girl named Latasha in Pre-K and K-5
028. First big vacation → Florida.
029. Last person you talked to → Mother.
030. Last person you IMed → Falox~
031. Last person you watched a movie with → No one.
032. Last food you ate → Cheesesteak sub.
033. Last movie you watched → Sherlock Holmes
034. Last song you listened to → Regret (Duet Version) by Gackt
035. Last thing you bought → Points for an online game.
036. Last person you hugged → ...a kid I was like a mentor to.

FAVES:
037. Food → Hmm...IDK.
038. Drinks → RED. XD
039. Clothing → Something that looks good on me and in silk...Silk breathes...
040. Books → Mystery, Fiction, Research, inspirational.
041. Music → Something that invokes a high emotional feeling in me...
042. Flowers → Roses...
043. Colors → Black, White, Dark blue.
044. Movies → *shrugs*
045. Positions → Umm...Educational Leader...Boss...
046. Subjects → Math, science, computer science, education...

IN 2009 I....

047. [ ] kissed in the snow.
048. [] celebrated Halloween (with Xmas songs~)
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [X] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [] Came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant (OH GOD HOW DID YOU KNOW T^T)
054. [ ] had an abortion (MY BABY!!!)
055. [X] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [X] pretended to be happy
059. [X] met someone who changed your life.
060. [x] pretended to be sick.
061. [ ] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [ ] traveled to high mountains.
064. [ ] ran a lot on the beach
065. [ ] live on a beach
066. [x] stayed single a whole year.

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing
068. Drinking → nothing
069. I'm about to do → some reading!
070. Listening to → Nothing
071. Plans for today → Sleeping
072. Waiting for → a lot...

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → YES!
074. Want to get married? → Sure~
075. Careers in mind → Teacher, principal, psychologist, computer programmer, professor/doctor...

OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → shorter
078. Romantic or spontaneous → both.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → both is good x3.
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive and soft but can get loud....
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Hmm... A bit of both.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes.
084. Ran away from home → Yes.
086. Killed somebody/thing → Hmm...
087. Broken someone's heart → YES
088. Been arrested → Nope~
089. Cried when someone died → No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → I think so. XD
091. Miracles → Indeed.
092. Love at first sight → HELL NO.
093. Heaven → Yes...it's a part of us and not...
094. Santa Claus → Pfff.
095. Sex on the first date → Nuh uh...
096. Kiss on the first date → I guess, if we hit it off that well.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Not really
099. Do you believe in God → Yep. ^_^
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → 20 huh No. :D