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10 Years
Posted 13 years agoSo today is my 10 year anniversary for my Kidney Transplant. I always prayed I would get this far- many more to come. Here's to my next 20 years
Wow...
Posted 16 years agoOh wow! I really forgot about this place fore some time! Sorry guys! I have been so busy with my business which I am very pleased to say it really taking off in these bad economic times we (may family) may actually make it!
I have some new arts for all of my fans... who ever may still be watching! See you all around I hope!!
I have some new arts for all of my fans... who ever may still be watching! See you all around I hope!!
I Feel Ill...
Posted 17 years agoObama won... and to him people like me are disposable... I am really ashamed of my country... and I feel sick with these results...
Good game all you Obama supporters... good game...
Good game all you Obama supporters... good game...
Happy Birthday Me? Another Year...22
Posted 17 years agowell.. I was contemplating posting this. Yeah sure I'm excited I am now 22... but does anyone here care? I am not expecting pictures or even comments to this entry... just thought to be 'cool' and say OH LOOOOOK! I HAVE A BIRTHDAY TOO!!!!
haha oh well.
I don't think my family is celebrating it... barely did last year, went out and did the traditional 21st 1st 'legal' drink. No plans for tomorrow though...
Oh well!
Happy 22nd Me!
haha oh well.
I don't think my family is celebrating it... barely did last year, went out and did the traditional 21st 1st 'legal' drink. No plans for tomorrow though...
Oh well!
Happy 22nd Me!
Harry Potter *blah blah blah*
Posted 18 years agoJust a vent...
Is anyone else BLOODY FUCKING SICK AND TIRED of hearing about this garbage!?
sorry it's just everywhere! and is vetting VERY old!!!
Is anyone else BLOODY FUCKING SICK AND TIRED of hearing about this garbage!?
sorry it's just everywhere! and is vetting VERY old!!!
Taking Commisons
Posted 18 years agoI might as well try. This page is a W.I.P.
Examples of my Painted Figures:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v.....s/DSC00866.jpg
Commission Info:
http://www.geocities.com/hopelessde.....Commision.html
Note: I am starting anthros, so please be patient with me until I get the anatomy right. It may take some time and convincing.
Examples of my Painted Figures:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v.....s/DSC00866.jpg
Commission Info:
http://www.geocities.com/hopelessde.....Commision.html
Note: I am starting anthros, so please be patient with me until I get the anatomy right. It may take some time and convincing.
Wonder What's Next
Posted 18 years agoYeah.
This time yesterday I went into the hospital for an emergency biopsy of my transplanted kidney. This was my 3rd biopsy in under 5 years. I am so fucking sore right now from them going through muscle and nerves with a 15 inch needle. I got the call around 7 pm that "You have borderline Changes" okay... so that means they have NO idea what the fuck is going on!! I have to drink lots and repeat my labs.
Now if this with my kidney isn't fucking enough, this morning at 4 am mom is pounding on my door screaming at me to get up because the house was on fire!! What the FUCK!? There was no explanation WHY I had a candle going on the porch (where it was burning/ had burned) but I blew it out, maybe the cat knocked it over. Some lady ran onto our porch (By the fucking fire!) and was beating on the door! Had she not come, it would have been more than just the porch and almost living room. Our house is old and there would have been no way we would have made it. Mom put it out and no one was hurt, just a lot of damage from heat and smoke. I am just glad she happened to be driving by and was brave enough to to stand so close to those flames to wake us up!! Of course I was the last one up, I am a heavy sleeper and it took mom busting in my room to get me awake.
I am just... waiting... for something else. I don't think ANYTHING could surprise me now! Hit me!
Edit: Well... We could be looking too much into all this. But we did 3 experiments with the same candle that I might have lit. And there was NO way that it could have burnt like that did (especially 6 hours later)
Now tonight someone stopped at the end of our driveway- in the opposing lane and pitched an empty beer bottle into our drive.
We think the fire was started by someone, not a candle that may or may not have been lit. The candle wasn't lit 4 hours before the fire.
on that note as well... if we had not caught it then, even 5 minutes later, we probably would not have made it out alive. That's what the fire chief said...
makes one feel real freaking safe >.>
This time yesterday I went into the hospital for an emergency biopsy of my transplanted kidney. This was my 3rd biopsy in under 5 years. I am so fucking sore right now from them going through muscle and nerves with a 15 inch needle. I got the call around 7 pm that "You have borderline Changes" okay... so that means they have NO idea what the fuck is going on!! I have to drink lots and repeat my labs.
Now if this with my kidney isn't fucking enough, this morning at 4 am mom is pounding on my door screaming at me to get up because the house was on fire!! What the FUCK!? There was no explanation WHY I had a candle going on the porch (where it was burning/ had burned) but I blew it out, maybe the cat knocked it over. Some lady ran onto our porch (By the fucking fire!) and was beating on the door! Had she not come, it would have been more than just the porch and almost living room. Our house is old and there would have been no way we would have made it. Mom put it out and no one was hurt, just a lot of damage from heat and smoke. I am just glad she happened to be driving by and was brave enough to to stand so close to those flames to wake us up!! Of course I was the last one up, I am a heavy sleeper and it took mom busting in my room to get me awake.
I am just... waiting... for something else. I don't think ANYTHING could surprise me now! Hit me!
Edit: Well... We could be looking too much into all this. But we did 3 experiments with the same candle that I might have lit. And there was NO way that it could have burnt like that did (especially 6 hours later)
Now tonight someone stopped at the end of our driveway- in the opposing lane and pitched an empty beer bottle into our drive.
We think the fire was started by someone, not a candle that may or may not have been lit. The candle wasn't lit 4 hours before the fire.
on that note as well... if we had not caught it then, even 5 minutes later, we probably would not have made it out alive. That's what the fire chief said...
makes one feel real freaking safe >.>
I Give.
Posted 18 years agoWell... things have only been getting worse around here. I can barely hold a pencil up lately so I am about the throw it in for a while if not for good. I thought I hit rock bottom but I guess I'm still falling. Sorry if I am letting anyone down... but I can't bring myself to care. I am not looking for attention or images...
I am not strong enough anymore. There is a lot more to this than many people see. Many couldn't even fathom it, heck I barely can fathom this level of pain. I seem to be truly living up to my nick name lately.
I hope to keep drawing... at least finish what I've started.
Broken
I am not strong enough anymore. There is a lot more to this than many people see. Many couldn't even fathom it, heck I barely can fathom this level of pain. I seem to be truly living up to my nick name lately.
I hope to keep drawing... at least finish what I've started.
Broken
Boo to TLKFAA
Posted 18 years agoAlright, I am sooo freaking tired of that place! The flaming the fighting and the hypocrites! I was posting a bulliten that I was done with trades, People never finish them for me and I am sooo tired of that too! I am not sure if I should delete everything and come here and Sheezy and DA or just leave it and not post anything where I am going or what not... I need to vent but am almost too afraid to because I only piss people of. I am just about ready to say 'screw it' to all of this stupid art shit, I suck anyways, at least that's what they insist on... that place has been breaking me since the get go, I realize I am already 'Broken' but not with art, not then.I may just quit after I finish the trades I promised and leave all together... who care's any way? Supposidlty I am just a self righteous bitch who only outlines coloring books >> too bad I don't have coloring books any more ... fuck them
I'll Miss You Pen-Pen
Posted 18 years agoWell... this is dumb... but my family's dog Penny died today. I already miss that little Crout Dog
http://www.dogster.com/pet_page.php.....t&i=315379
Sorry for wasting your time... just saying goodbye to my little Pom.
She was my dad's parent's dog... I feel bad for him... it's like loosing them all over again...
Bye Penny... you are in god's hands now baby.
http://www.dogster.com/pet_page.php.....t&i=315379
Sorry for wasting your time... just saying goodbye to my little Pom.
She was my dad's parent's dog... I feel bad for him... it's like loosing them all over again...
Bye Penny... you are in god's hands now baby.
Gorillaz Betta Needed!
Posted 18 years agoHey guys. I am going to need a Beta here soon. I and a friend are writing up a Gorillaz rape fic(NC-17)- and I wont post it without it being looked over by a beta. Does anyone know of or is a Beta for Gorillaz fics? Contact me if so!! Please?
Thanks!!
Thanks!!
Taking Commisions!
Posted 19 years agoAlright, I am trying this out. I do hope these prices are far, my materials for real media are high quality and pretty expensive, so those are a bit higher.
One Character Pencil Sketch- $3
w/ Back Ground- $5
Two Character Pencil Sketch- $5
w/ Back Ground- $7
One Character (B&W- lineart)- $4
w/ Back Ground- $ 6
Two Characters (B&W- lineart)- $6
w/ Back Ground- $8
One Character (color- Photoshop)- $10
w/ Back Ground- $13
Two Characters (color- Photoshop)- $12
w/ Back Ground- $15
One Character Colored Pencil- $14
w/ Back Ground- $17
Two Characters Colored Pencil- $16
w/ Back Ground- $20
One Character Marker- $15
w/ Back Ground- $18
Two Character Marker- $18
w/ Back Ground- $20
Please note- these are base prices. Cost may vary according to amount of detail the picture requires. Please include links to reference pictures.
Commissions will be completed in the order they are received. I ask that you please pay first (not months ahead of time- I will note you before I start your picture to request payment)- I know of many artist who have had issues with people not paying. I accept money orders and PayPal. Also, if you'd like to receive a printed copy PM me with your address. Will be sized 8.5 x 11 inches (21.59 x 27.94 cm).
One Character Pencil Sketch- $3
w/ Back Ground- $5
Two Character Pencil Sketch- $5
w/ Back Ground- $7
One Character (B&W- lineart)- $4
w/ Back Ground- $ 6
Two Characters (B&W- lineart)- $6
w/ Back Ground- $8
One Character (color- Photoshop)- $10
w/ Back Ground- $13
Two Characters (color- Photoshop)- $12
w/ Back Ground- $15
One Character Colored Pencil- $14
w/ Back Ground- $17
Two Characters Colored Pencil- $16
w/ Back Ground- $20
One Character Marker- $15
w/ Back Ground- $18
Two Character Marker- $18
w/ Back Ground- $20
Please note- these are base prices. Cost may vary according to amount of detail the picture requires. Please include links to reference pictures.
Commissions will be completed in the order they are received. I ask that you please pay first (not months ahead of time- I will note you before I start your picture to request payment)- I know of many artist who have had issues with people not paying. I accept money orders and PayPal. Also, if you'd like to receive a printed copy PM me with your address. Will be sized 8.5 x 11 inches (21.59 x 27.94 cm).
