Alright, listen, I'm trying to do some serious fundraising. My mum is having a heap of medical emergencies that she in no way is going to be able to cover the costs of. Seizures and blacking out, a lump on her lung that they aren't even looking into, as well as a few other things...

My mother is a nurse. She helps people for a living. She's worked in the NICCU at Johns Hopkins, a nursing home, a hospice, and an ER, and now she's learning programming to help write a program to be used nationwide by medical institutions.
I want to help her out by any means possible, which at this point means raising money to try and help her out with the outrageous ills she's going to be facing.

http://www.gofundme.com/oq3zyw is my gofundme I made, with not a single donation or share so far.... But it has the full story and more information and everything like that.

No matter what you donate, if you'd like, I'll draw you something.
Please just... Spread the word, donate, anything. It would mean the absolute world to me. I'm terrified right now...

Selling to gather funds for my New 3DS, yup yup.
It's in perfect working condition, though there are some scratches and missing paint and such on the outside... That's why it's $110. The inside is wonderful however. Comes with the Circle Pad Pro and the MH cover as well.
It will be a fresh system when you receive it, as I'll be transferring all of the data currently on it onto my New 3DS when it arrives.

Pictures

Comment here or note me if you're interested.

_{Only using the account for this since I've got so many watchers over here...}

I'm sick of this username. It's grating, it really is. Aside from being called the wrong thing constantly, it just brings back a lot of upsetting memories.
Nope.jpg plz

Ending the profile
Disabling notes once again

If you need me, find my new account. It's not that hard. If you've got me on Skype, feel free to ask for it.

I probably won't be posting new art of Red anymore, as she's become far more personal to me than I ever intended her to be... And I'm really cringing at every single creepy comment, or "nice" that I get on her art. Aside from the newest picture I received of her, art from now on will be 90% of my alt sona.

Need things to do at work on breaks/at lunch/etc.
Post refs.
Lots of refs.
ALL THE REFS.
My usual preferences apply.

Do you think that messy diaps should be tagged as "adult"?

I personally really think they should be... Because it's kind of one of those things that shouldn't be seen by kids. Like... ick...
I have nothing against messy pics, I enjoy some, but still. When I'm on SFW browse it's because I don't want to see things like that.

And by the same extent, I think depending on the context (if it's a diaperfur, not a babyfur), wet diaps should be marked as "mature". Which is the one between general and adult.

Idk feel free to disagree or agree, but I'd like to know opinions!!

I need like... $40? I'll do a full colour with background, MAYBE two character? To be done tonight or tomorrow.
;u;

Hey everyone!

I'm sure you aren't aware, but joeydragon and I's anniversary is next Saturday! It'll be two lovely years of us being together now. I sort of have a present for him, but there's something I'd really like to get him that I need to save up for.

I've got PWYW commissions open right now! Note me about them, or comment to find out more!
I'm offering art slave slots, $50 for a drawing a day, with two on a Saturday. I work full time currently, so I can't proper offer more art than that.

I also have TONS of characters that I'm up to sell.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/1c8o0z4k.....r_-n-H6za?dl=0
The more art they have/the harder the folder they're in is, the more money I would like for them. If they don't have a price listed in their name, it means OFFER. Comment here or note me if you're interested in any of them, and with an offer if you have one!!

((Also I have a commission I owe to Kasper, and a package that's being shipped out tomorrow.))

I'd really like to get some art of my secondary sona.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/02uhiyw8.....1ZYfZkhTa?dl=0

As with any furry, I'd prefer it be free, but I'm not opposed to paying, ahaha. Just lemme know if you'd be interested in drawing her, what you'd be looking for in return, ect.
I might be willing to do art trades with you if I like your style enough!!

(Ps. This is her actual ref sheet it's spot on so... https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15.....che=1422906919 )

Sigh.

I'm really stressed and frightened about this, to be honest. I start tomorrow.
I'll be doing tech support for AOL, meaning for random people THROUGH AOL. I'll be doing phone and computer support, where people can call/chat in with problems with any electronics they may have.
It'll be my job to be all like
Oh, you need help upgrading your iPhone to IOS 8.2? I can help with that.
and

Oh, your wii won't turn on? How about you make sure it's plugged the fuck in?

You get the jist.

I'll also be doing things like remoting into peoples computers to help with virus removal, to clear up old files, etc. etc.


And don't get me wrong, I'm super excited, because this is a full time job. $11 an hour.
I'm just afraid of what might happen if I get it all wrong, really. What if I don't make it through training? What if, what if, what if?

Anyone interested??
It works so that you give me a ref, tell me how much you want to pay, and then I'll respond with what you can get for the amount with that particular character. If we are agreed, I'll give you my paypal and tell you to send the money. These will be finished hopefully later tonight and tomorrow.

Comment in this journal, or note me with that info if you're interested!!

I'm sick of this.
I'm sick of it.
I'm so, so, so sick of it.

I'm done with people thinking I'm being a shitty person when I explicitly state, before I say anything else, that I'm not intending to be rude.
I'm sick of not understand why people think things I'm doing or saying are wrong.
I'm totally over this whole getting upset at the slightest hint of someone being upset with me.

I can't properly understand others emptions towards me, though I'm overly empathic, and see emotions that apperently aren't there.
I see anger and upset towards me from lots of people, and I see even more dislike from them.
I can't talk to people because I know that if they don't know me already, they don't pay much attention to me.
And even then I feel like my friends don't sometimes.

I hate having to apologize when I can't understand why I have to. I mean I know apologizing when you hurt people's feelings is right, but I mean when I don't understand what I did to hurt them in the first place.

I hate having to try and explain myself, and my thoughts and reasonings for things, and not being able to because I think so differently. What I say doesn't come out in a way that makes sense to others, when it comes out at all.

And worst of all, I'm absolutely sick and tired of being afraid that when I tell people I have Aspergers, they'll just think I'm using it as an excuse and get even more pissed at me.

I don't want to live like this.
I'm sure Aspergers on it's own is bad enough, but I also have Depression, ADHD, Borderline Personality Disorder, and Social Anxiety. I'm a mix of everything possible to make people thing I'm a weirdo and not like to talk to me.
How the hell do you think I feel having to explain myself and hope you listen?

Not from me, my writing isn't all that great, but from my lovely mate joeydragon !
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15513121/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15513121/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15513121/

That's his newest dribble of us being huge babs. Uh. Diaperfur/Babyfur warning I guess? Nothing gross or weird, just cutesy stuff.

Go check it out, and if you're interested in commissioning him, comment HERE or send ME a note. I'm handling everything for him to make it easier.
u//w//u

Who would be interested?
I'd probably have a starting bid of like $50, and you'd get two drawings a day for a week??

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Switch
97% Pervert
96% Bondage Receiver
93% Daddy/Mommy
93% Girl/Boy
89% Bondage Giver
88% Exhibitionist
88% Masochist
86% Primal (Predator)
86% Primal (Prey)
85% Degradation Receiver
79% Voyeur
76% Sadist
71% Slave
70% Submissive
68% Master/Mistress
63% Brat
63% Non-monogamist
58% Dominant
56% Brat Tamer
54% All-Rounder
54% Degradation Giver
54% Experimentalist
21% Vanilla
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=48447

Looking for GameCube games, like the title says!!
I'm looking for both Pokemon Colluseum, And Gale of Darkness.
I'm also looking for any Megaman games.
This is gonna sound stupid, but I'd also like a copy of Piglet's Big Game, because the copy I bought doesn't work...
As well as a copy of the SpongeBob Movie game. B/c I had the PS2 version and it was actually rlly good...

But if you've got other games not listed, I'd totally be willing to look! These aren't the only games I'm looking for, but these are the ones that specifically come to mind.

I can offer art, maybe some merch, and maybe money depending on how much you want? I'm also looking for at least one more GC memory card. I've got a 54 MB one only, b/c my others have all disappeared. ;o;

Note me/comment if you've got anything? And plz say what you'd be looking for in return for them!! Plz and thank you!!

Things in Hard and above can only be traded for (art, merch, adopts) unless they have a price, boop boop. though i guess you can offer cash for them but idk if I'll accept
Elliot IS co-owned, with prickpocket.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/1c8o0z4k.....r_-n-H6za?dl=0

Note and comment if you're interested in anyone

Heeeey!
;u;

I restarted my town because it got overrun by ugly villagers, and so now I have like no money whatsoever, ahahaha.

SO I want to do commissions for bells! Lemme know if anyone's interested, alright? Just go ahead and comment here.

And it's... -21.... With wind.
Somebody. Save me. Plz.
I don't wanna live in NY anymore.
;~;

//huddles under 80 blankets and cries

What would you do? What would you think? If I told you I was done with this fandom, what would you say to me?

Would you offer to buy her? Assuming you had unlimited money, how much for? (Don't give a high number just because, assume she was up for auction. What would be the highest you would bid before backing off?)

What would you change about her? What would you keep the same?


_{Note that none of this is really happening, I'm just extremely curious of this situation! I'd love if anyone else took this and decided to do it as well.}

1) People that RP in submission comments. JFC get a life and stop, UGH. There's a few people that do it almost all the time, and there are like three people who's pictures ALWAYS get spammed with it. It kind of makes me sick. And it's 99% Babyfur or Yiff related as well, which makes it that much worse IMO.

2) SEE PART 1

((I actually had 2 but I can't remember the 2nd now ahahaha))

I wanna DRAW A BITCH OR TWO. So gimmie your refs!
They'll probably be rough and sketchy b/c I'm just rlly in the mood to sketch?? May or may not be coloured.

HUMANS PREFFERED as usual, but furs welcome too! I prefer pastel colours, and I really dig spots right now. ;w;

But feel free to try with anyone~!

You need to all learn that making your commissioners pay the PayPal fees is 1000000% against PayPal's ToS. I mean, it's basically like a store making you pay them them the fee they get charged for you to pay through Credit Cards. It's actually tax evasion, as in, you are actively avoiding paying taxes where they're due.
Not to mention that if PayPal realizes it, they can shut your account down.
C:

So.
Stop being scumbags, and get your damn shit together. It makes me really not want to commission some people I'd really like to.

Thanks.

- Red

I'm gonna start posting a lot over there. I really like the site format, and honestly basically anywhere is better than this shithole.

I mean, I'm not leaving here per se, because I basically only commission from here, and I love a lot of artists here. But I'm sure I'll be posting a lot more things like sketches and stuff over there than I ever would here because of the nice folder system.
uwu

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I'm not sure what the hell's wrong with me today. I'm paranoid of absolutely every single noise I hear, it sounds like people are going up and down the stairs (shared entryway apartment stairs), which doesn't ever happen. I want to take a nap but I'm legitimately terrified someone's going to break in and rob me or murder me or something while I'm sleeping. I've been clutching my airsoft gun in my arms for an hour now ready to shoot absolutely nothing.

And it's Joey's birthday. I really need to fix whatever is wrong with me before he gets home.