First of all, sorry for being very silent and absent these past two weeks but we're facing one shitty situation.

I'll make it short : the administration of the place we were living before in France suddenly realized two years ago (we've left France three years ago) that we left with some taxed unpaid.
Taxes we never heard about before. Better, they sent letters and letters to our former address in France while we had an appointment and signed papers at the City Hall to give them our new address in New-Caledonia before we left three years ago.
And, two weeks ago I met a law clerk for the first time in my life. He brought me an official paper with the loveliest news : tax bill with interests of course <3

Of course, we could start court proceeding. But imagine we don't win ? We'll end up with the tax bill + interests + lawyer bill. And actually, we don't want to deal with so much stress... Flutter's work situation isn't easy and we're both preparing exams to try to get even better jobs.
So... We've decided to pay.

Total amount of the taxes + interests bill is something around $2,000 USD (1800€) which represents ALL of our current savings. And these were supposed to be savings for this year's taxes and car+appartment insurances.

We have untill the 10th of July to collect the money.

So, now you know the whole story and shitty situation we're into. ^^'
And to try to get out of this shit Flutter and I will submit journal entries to offer auctions, items, CAMEOs, and many other things.
We have a ko-fi too if you want to donate (we'd be forever thankful for it T_T ) : https://ko-fi.com/A8623SXN
If you're willing to help, please consider them ? And if there is something you think we can do for you or that you might want from us, please note me ! We'll consider any offer ^^''

Sorry to bother you with the bad news and thank you for reading. T_T

I wish you all a peaceful week-end ! >o<

PS : All the money earned from Patreon won't be used for personal matter.

We know you're all very excited to get the results of this design contest !
But first of all, I'd like to thank you all who entered this contest as I was very nervous to suggest such a personal topic as a competition. It might still seem weird for some people that I needed something like this to ponder one of the biggest decisions we could have to make in life but, truly, and deeply, it helped me, a lot. So, deep from the heart, thank you to you all.
I'm still not absolutely certain about what I want, but I'm feeling better with the idea and decided to take the time to let this feeling grow by itself inside me.

Alright, let's talk about your entries and the results now !
And all of them were very inspirational and full of feelings, I mean it when I say ALL OF THEM <3
So, don't feel bad if you didn't win, you didn't lose neither and your work weren't bad or wrong !

And honestly ? It was too hard to choose...
We first came up with a top 6 for each Flutter and it soon appeared that we couldn't make a decision or agree on which we could definitely not choose...
That's why we've let fate decide ! He, after all, isn't it what it is really going to happen ? I mean, we won't be able to choose what the baby will look like, right ? So we asked fate and a random generator to choose for us. We generated a list of six numbers from one to six (after giving our six favorite from each of our lists a number) and this is what we got :
1-  aryabehsk with http://www.furaffinity.net/full/27133923/
2-  Mlle with http://fav.me/dcb3rkm
3-  TFOTR with http://www.furaffinity.net/full/27370689/
4-  muramuri with https://orig00.deviantart.net/72be/.....ra-dcbx1tg.png
5-  yasei_ayame with http://fav.me/dcbaa7n
6-  felinar with http://img110.xooimage.com/files/d/.....ar-545df6f.png

I'll contact each of you personally to get your paypal addresses ! (And... probably ask each of you a little something...)

So, if you didn't win, blame Fate ? Or Flutter who got the idea of using a random generator. XD

Oh and... because we definitely couldn't choose only one winner... There will be two winners ! (I can have twins, remember ? XD ) And then, a sixth winner !

But as we can't offer twice $120 to the 2 first winners, we wanted to know if you'd be okay to share the first price ? ^^'
Please contact us so we can discuss about it !
 mlle, aryabehsk, contactez-moi pour qu'on discute du premier prix que vous avez toutes les deux gagné ensemble ! Merci !

And finally, with 14 entries you were so close to unlock the first bonus prize that we've decided to offer it anyway !
So, we'll hold a raffle during this week for the two cameos prizes including all of you ladies and gentlemen. ;) Get ready !

So, did you have fun ?
Anything you'd like to say ?
Please feel free to comment this journal !

And once more : thank you all so much for your help and participation !
We'll keep you informed on our big decisions !
<3 Lots of love to all of you. <3

As we realized that next week is going to be very busy for Flutter and I we've decided to change the contest's deadline and to give it another additional week.
As we won't be able to judge on the entries this coming next week, so, more time for those who still want to enter and less wait between the end of the contest and the results' announcement !

Yeay ?

And link to the contest XD : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8704349/

Woohoo, how can we stop this wheel of Time ?
Oh you say there is no way to do it ? Okay then, I guess all I have to do is to relax and enjoy this supposely special day then ?

And I will, with all of you too I hope !

Also, a quick note on how the convention is going : it's nice and cool, but we're so new and shy that we mostly feel very lost in there as international little French furrs. XD
We'll be back on the 7th !

Oh and, don't forget to check this crazily weird contest out XD : https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8704349/

Sorry for the wait and thank you to you all ladies and attendees for your patience.
We know you're all very excited to discover tonight's winner of the big Cérès « Unmated to Mated » show ! And, of course, the lady who'll steal our gentleman's heart after receiving the last remaining precious but also highly coveted rose ! Sorry I had to make it XD
Alright, are you reeeeeeeeeeeeadyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?

And the lucky lady is :

 kizmet's dreamy and adventurous Elu from the Zuni tribe !

Congratulations young lady ! You finally found your own true love ! <3
Or, to be exact, you will meet him very soon ! ;)
(You'll receive a note from me soon !)

Now, and because it's « tradition », we wanted to show you the detail of our choices, this way you'll understand how the winner was chosen !
And because, this might be interesting ?
How the votes worked :
Judge 1 :
1st choice : Elu
2nd choice : Mia Karuma
3rd choice : Koyo
Judge 2 :
1st choice : Elu
2nd choice : Mia Karuma
3rd choice : Koyo / Kierta
Judge 3 :
1st choice : Elu
2nd choice : Eos
3rd choice : Kierta

And don't worry, we know our boy very well and we tried to think first about what would be the best match and choice for him. <3

And to all the other contestants and ladies who tried their chance, you were all great and lost with elegance. Please don't be sad ! There will be more contests !

And take a look down there :
- Mia Karuma (after a small color edit)
- Koyo
- Kierta
- Adsila
- Penny Wydra
- Nuan Shui
- Eos
- Yuna
- Khati
If your character's name is on this list, your character is now considered as eligible to Cérès' Cameo raffles, auctions or YCHs here and many other bonuses and rewards on our Patreon (doodles, more cameos and more !) !
Check it out :
https://www.patreon.com/cerescomic
https://www.patreon.com/cerescomic
https://www.patreon.com/cerescomic

I truly hope everyone had fun with this contest again !
Again, thank you to you all ! You are all wonderful guys and girls !
❀ ✿ ❁ We deeply thank you for your interest and participation ! ❀ ✿ ❁


After a nervous breakdown yesterday night.

Flutter and I were supposed to have a lovely two days vacational break in a small island called l'Ile des Pins (also known as the "Closest place to Paradise") from last tuesday night to thursday afternoon.
And it ended in a total nightmare and the peaceful and beautiful place ironically turned into the closest place to Hell. Ha ha.

First day was okay, but the second one we were told by the flight company that a cyclone called HOLA (ha ha, and here we go with much irony) were about to hit hard on the island and they decided to cancel all the flights. While the cyclone was still pretty far but they didn't want to take any risk. Okay, understandable.
So all the customers of the hotel got no choice but to stay and wait, and the hotel just decided to make us pay the high price for the additional nights and meals. And they did, putting lovely bills on our doors every additional day we had to stay. knowing that we couldn't go anywhere else with all the rain and strong wind outside. They didn't even care for our safety or give us any directions on how to deal with the situation and cyclone coming. (Fortunately, I know what to do in such situation but they didn't help us at all to secure the rooms...) The windy weather and big trees shaking hard all around the rooms were scary...
Needless to say that we felt trapped and chocked.

Also, with Flutter, we decided to avoid the hotel's restaurant and to pay an expensive price for food. So, they let us walk under the rain and through the wind to find some very simple mini-market and buy instant noodles. These are the only food we ate for a bit more than two days.
(We ate pizzas yesterday night and cried tears of joy. Oh my god, it was simply just too good, I never knew I would cry for eating pizzas XD )

We were able to take a flight on Saturday afternoon at 5 PM. And to get back home on the evening. And here we are, exhausted, disgusted, with a loss of more than 300 euros and sick.
Of course, we've started to fight with the flight company to get a refund on all the additional hotel costs. Oh and Flutter lost a whole working day.

All this to say, we'll never go there again. NEVER.

And, Yahto's soulmate were chosen (ironically, we had nothing else to do. And that's a good thing that we both have a good memory because we had no internet XD ) but it might take me a bit more time to write some decent announcement.
I hope you'll forgive me.

Hey, at least, we're still alive ? Ha ha XD

!!! NOW OFFICIALLY CLOSED !!!

I know, it’s late !
But in order to celebrate ♡Valentine’s Day♡ we’d like to offer to one of you the chance to get one of your beloved characters included as a canon character into Cérès’ world and comics thanks to the power of LOVE !
And this might be the perfect day to find the perfect mate for one of our nicest and most precious boys : Yahto !

♡♡♡ A few words about Yahto (he’s the otter guy holding a pick on sixth panel here : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13184286/ ) : ♡♡♡
Yahto is a 38 years old boy of the loyalest kind with a big and generous heart when it comes to the people he considers as closed friends and family. He’s Aleshanee’s cousin and her best ally. He’s not the strongest or the fastest but he’s clever and cautious. He’s also a very active member of the Wind Memories village.
Of course, he should have met his mate before he hit the thirties, but we’ll discuss details with the winner only. ;)

♡♡♡Okay so, here are a few rules :♡♡♡
- Your character MUST be FEMALE.
- Your character can be between 15 and 40 years old.
- Your character MUST be part of the species you can find on here : https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery...../61853/Species
(otters are prefered but he’s more than willing to give a chance to someone from another species or even to an Hybrid ;) )
- If chosen, your character MUST remain loyal to Yahto and Yahto ONLY !
- Written descriptions of you character are accepted if you don’t have a visual ref.
- You can create a completely new character for the occasion, up to you !
- A small description of the character’s personality would help.

♡♡♡And some important informations :♡♡♡
- This contest is for free and for everyone !
- We reserve the right to cancel this offer and open it again later if none of the characters seem to fit our boy’s tastes and personality. Please don’t take it personally !
- If your character is chosen she’ll become officially part of the world of Cérès which means that everything related to her will be considered as CANON ! Think about it !
- There might be some little « gift » offered to the winner. ;)

Entries can be submitted on this journal until : ♡4th of March 2018♡.

♡♥ Good luck to everyone ! And may the Love be with you ! ♥♡

Not so much to say, last 2017 night was a very rough night because of my mother's stupid dog.
Let's hope that 2018's first day will be a better one.

Anyway, I hope you all had fun, stayed safe and celebrated your own special way ^^

Happy New Year to all of you !
May 2018 be a great year for all of you !
And best wishes !

Also, any New Year resolutions you'd like to share ?
My top 3 are :
- Working like crazy to sign my permanent contract.
- Try to let go of all the negative things.
- Believe in the future.

May your day be filled with love, compassion kindness and generosity. Because this is what Christmas should be made of ^^
And may this day be a great source of positive inspiration for all of us for the many days to come. <3

Be thankful for the gifts you've got and don't forget to give endlessly <3

Take care of the ones you love and enjoy every moment together <3

<3 <3 <3 Merry Christmas to you all ! <3 <3 <3

PS : Sorry, no gifts this year... we ran out of money... T___T *Feels terrible because loves to make gifts*

I've read a journal from an artist that I really appreciate on DA and found the idea very cute.
That's why I've decided to make something similar and to give voice to my characters this year to let them tell us what they deeply and secretely want. Even if most of them have no idea what Christmas is. XD

★ ✩ ✮ ✯ ✰ ☆ So, here are some of my characters' secret wishes for the end of the year : ★ ✩ ✮ ✯ ✰ ☆

Fizz : « More than to become a leader just as great as my father, all I wish is for everyone from our clan to leave in peace and to be happy. I'll just try my best to protect my parents' legacy. I wish I can make this right. »

Ama : « I wish.... for the pain and sadness to disappear from this world. But... I know it's ridiculous... Still, this is my biggest wish. And... maybe... I should make another one... a more... personal wish... To find the courage to tell my family about some big secret... Cérès... please help me... »

Iris : « A wish ? How cheesy. But if you really want me to make one, alright, here it is. I wish for everything that was taken away from me to be given back to me... »

Yhel : « I want all the ladies to be treated like queens and to get what they deserve. To feel loved of course ! If you miss love sweeties you can still come and get some. <3  »

Naï : « What's that ? My biggest wish ? Dude, I don't even know myself what it is ! But... if my whole family could be reunited for more than a day, wow... That would be awesome !! »

Kishi : « I wish I could be normal. But this is hopeless. So, I'd better wish for my belly to be full with tasty fishes every day instead . Pleaaaaaaaaaase ! <3 <3 »

And because someone asked about Flutter and I's special wish for Christmas :

Clément : « I wish I will find a thousand gems then I could buy my wife and myself a lovely house that we could customize together. <3 I also accept donations via Paypal, bank transfer and international check. :D » (Don't forget that I'm a Fox ! I don't know what shame is !)

Fanny : « To be honest, I think I was blessed enough this year with new fantastic friends, meetings, projects, with one of the most wonderful travel we've ever made together with my husband and soulmate, with a car (gifted by the most incredible friends I could ever have) which might be old and not perfect but just what we needed. And I've got so much love, from my greatest and number one partner, my small but caring family and few but very precious friends. What more shall I wish for ? Yes, a better job, but this is me who can find one. To buy a house, I'd love it, and I know we'll make it. To find the courage to make up my mind and maybe give myself a chance to believe that I could be a good mother ? Maybe this last one is my special wish for this Christmas and New Year. But I also can't help myself wishing for our travel together to last forever my love. <3 »

Don't hesitate to ask for more characters' wishes to be revealed !
Ask ANY of  fluttershyspy and I's characters and they'll answer the big question before Christmas !
The list of wishes will be edited every time someone asks a new character.

❄ ❆ ✯ ✰ ☆ And may all of your wishes come true ! ✯ ✰ ☆ ❄ ❆

I'd like to try something new for this year and make a wishlist BUT for my beloved characters !

The problem is : I have too many of them. XD (Sorry guys !)

So, I wanted to ask you : which character would you like to tell you about his/her special wish ?

You can ask ANY of my characters ! They don't have to belong to the world of Cérès ;) And you can ask more than one.

I'll try to have the wishlist ready on next week-end.

After having a long conversation with my dear husband and taking a day off yesterday I'm feeling much better now.

Apparently I need to care less about what people want from me or think of my work and to focus on just having fun doing what I'm doing.

Time to learn to let go and take it easy. And to remember the real reasons why I've decided to start working on comics and else.

Sorry to have worried you because of my previous journal if you've read it and thank you to all of those who answered it and tried to encourage me to move on.

Am I just a failure at creating ?
Dunno, I'm just feeling down and my mind is foggy and I needed to put this somewhere.
It's just one of "those days".
Don't comment if you have nothing constructive to say, I'm not begging for comfort, thanks.

Maybe I just need to vent. Or sleep. Or to be more original and creative. Or to become rich.
I think I just don't know what people really want. And maybe that's not important.
Bleh. This all sounds kinda stupid.
This will be deleted later.

And sorry Foxy, I know you're doing your best to support me. I'm an idiot sometimes but you're wonderful. I love you <3