FA+
Shop
I'm now in the gym
Posted 10 months agoI've officially signed up for a gym year membership! That's means I'll be getting into shape and doing more for myself.^^
I turn 26
Posted 10 months agoWell another birthday, another year I get bumped up in age.
🎄Have a good merry Christmas🎄
Posted 11 months agoHey everyone. I hope you all have a good holiday. This will be me and my sister's first Christmas in an apartment we've lived in for almost eight months. We'll definitely visit our dad and his fiance for a nice Christmas dinner of course. But I hope everyone has a safe and merry ChristmasGot officially hacked
Posted a year agoWell got hacked on Discord. This time successfully. The guy got my account, goes by Victor Lambert (if that's what his name is.) I believe a fellow FA member by Spongeblake got hacked too and made me believe that I was reported on as a scammer. Believing this and accepting Victor's lies, I only switched my email with his, and that's all it took to kick me out of my Discord.
So if anyone like me and Spongblake gets into contact and says that you were being falsely accused of being a scammer, chances are, you'll be scammed by this nut.
So if anyone like me and Spongblake gets into contact and says that you were being falsely accused of being a scammer, chances are, you'll be scammed by this nut.
Life update
Posted a year agoHey everyone.
So there's gonna be a lot going on for the coming week. My sister and I have finally found a decent place to stay in one more week. It's very exciting for us, since we will be more independent and live closer to town, being able to do things that doesn't require a vehicle to get there.
Along with that, I managed to get a job... which does require transportation to get there. But this will definitely assist me and my sister's bills and groceries.
The third is rather upsetting. My friend had passed from an overdose. Something that I and his closest friends and family were unaware of. Ever since we were very little, he told me that he considered his little brother. Something that I never heard from before from a friend. Gonna miss him so much.
But yeah I thought I'd tell what was going on. Hopefully once I settle in, I can get back to art.
Best to you all
So there's gonna be a lot going on for the coming week. My sister and I have finally found a decent place to stay in one more week. It's very exciting for us, since we will be more independent and live closer to town, being able to do things that doesn't require a vehicle to get there.
Along with that, I managed to get a job... which does require transportation to get there. But this will definitely assist me and my sister's bills and groceries.
The third is rather upsetting. My friend had passed from an overdose. Something that I and his closest friends and family were unaware of. Ever since we were very little, he told me that he considered his little brother. Something that I never heard from before from a friend. Gonna miss him so much.
But yeah I thought I'd tell what was going on. Hopefully once I settle in, I can get back to art.
Best to you all
🎂A Quarter of my life🎂
Posted 2 years agoWell. Today is my birthday and I turn 25 years old. I've now reached a quarter of my life. Only a potential 75% of my life left to go.
Happy New Year!!!
Posted 2 years agoHappy New Year everyone!!!
I hope everyone's new year is better then the last!^^
🎄Merry Christmas!🎄
Posted 2 years agoHello everyone!
Merry Christmas.
I hope that you, your friends, and your family all have an amazing, safe Christmas.<3 100 Watchers!!
Posted 2 years agoI have reached 100 watchers! Thank you artists, furries, and art enthusiasts for watching me. I know I said I'll do more art of Valaring and her world of Zima. But over the years it has been rather difficult to find that inspiration. So for now I'll commission someone on doing an art piece of Valaring. Soon one day I'll draw Tempest and more characters.Very important link about internet censorship bill
Posted 2 years agoPlease check this link from a friend of mine. I might not be from the US, but this is extremely wrong for how the internet will be.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52869965/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52869965/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52869965/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52869965/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52869965/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52869965/
Free art raffle by TEKILAO
Posted 2 years agoRaffle here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52449105/
The future for Valaring
Posted 2 years agoSo I've been thinking for awhile about my main OC Valaring. She hasn't gotten much attention and I haven't got to any of her friends and foes.
So I wonder if she should have a 3.0 reference sheet. To my fellow watchers, if there's something about my character that you might think that could be altered, please comment or note me so I might consider to use if I ever do a 3.0.
So I wonder if she should have a 3.0 reference sheet. To my fellow watchers, if there's something about my character that you might think that could be altered, please comment or note me so I might consider to use if I ever do a 3.0.
Potential disaster
Posted 2 years agoSo it seems the site will delete your art pieces or outright suspend you if your art contains childlike proportions.
I think it's a little ridiculous. True we shouldn't draw underage characters, but I believe it's stupid that a character that looks youthful or shorter then they seem is considered (to the admins eyes) as underage.
I don't know if I'll get hit with a warning or if one of my friends online will be warned because of the child like proportions. But I want to be perfectly clear that my ocs are 18 years old, and I have no intention of making them any younger then that.
I think it's a little ridiculous. True we shouldn't draw underage characters, but I believe it's stupid that a character that looks youthful or shorter then they seem is considered (to the admins eyes) as underage.
I don't know if I'll get hit with a warning or if one of my friends online will be warned because of the child like proportions. But I want to be perfectly clear that my ocs are 18 years old, and I have no intention of making them any younger then that.
Getting things off my chest
Posted 2 years agoHey everyone. So I’ve been thinking about getting things off my chest and to say things about how interacted with people and those online. I’ll be explaining step by step on what shaped me, my life, how I treated people, and what I’ll be doing in the future for FA. To my watchers and to anyone else, you can respond and say whatever you want about it, but I felt like saying all this so that I could move on and improve myself.
• My Mom
To some of you who read one of my old journals, I explained about my mom passing away three years ago. However in this journal I will explain my rough time I had with her. My mom has been an explosive person who rarely was ever nice to me and my other family members. She would lay on the couch or in bed all day and watch old movies and if we didn’t give her the attention because we didn’t want to lay in bed with her all day as well, she would go off and emotionally break either me, my sisters, or even my own dad just to make us feel like villains to her. After she would drink with her friends on nights she would get worse and made the rest of us very terrified of what she might do next. It had gotten so bad that my youngest sister was contemplating on well… you know. Having had enough my mom left us to go stay with her friends. My dad mostly thought that with her time away from us that she would better understand us and not treat us like crap anymore. But then a few weeks later, my mom died of a stroke. I think it was due to her being very unhealthy with eating and smoking. Then my dad came clean to us that she did cocaine, probably doing it before and after I was born. I don’t know if it was something else, but I felt that the woman that gave me life treated me and family so badly that it made me resentful and bitter towards her.
• My School Friends
In my school life I was diagnosed with autism that made it very hard to listen to others. While I did excelled at some parts of school, it was very difficult to say, listen, or even write that I had to go to principle’s office to think things over. Thinking back at it now it might have been excuses to not do the work I was supposed to. It was very hard to make friends at school because they said that they either were busy or had hokey practice, which made me create a bubble around myself. In my elementary years however that I met a true friend that also had autism. He was very passionate with groups and with video games and that he has a religious family. We’re still friends to this day but he’s currently staying in another city that’s hard for me to reach him, now we just contact each other with whatever Wi-Fi connection he has. Then there was another however didn’t last. I met her in a high school when she was drawing and that was something I had in common with. She seemed kind and willing to listen even if she was with her own group. After graduation though she became very distant till she ghosted me entirely, haven’t received a response since last year.
• My Fears
Like a lot of people I was afraid of certain things like spiders or stuff from films that can scar you from a young age. But as an adult there has been something that has had made me paranoid and terrified about. I would have nightmares where my entire town was nuked like with how Sarah Connor felt in Terminator 2. A lot of that stems from real life events and the fear of the entire world being destroyed by the 1% of mankind. The wars that are going on, these threats being made by powerful people have made me anxious and so scared for not just myself, but for the rest of the world that are being affected by this. See I don’t want to have kids having the same thoughts about this sort of thing happening. But there’s nothing that can be done and it’s made me feel depressed about it.
• My Life on FA
I believe I was 13 browsing through my computer, browsing through the internet until I came across a furry website which you all know what it was. I was fascinated that there was talented artists that drew these amazing and beautiful characters that I created an account to be just like them. I thought about drawing a furry character by the name of Valaring, a combination between a wolf and a fox that was edgy and on tribal planet. I wanted to make a comic series with more characters with my furry character like with Twokinds. However it was very difficult to accomplish because of how complex and hard it would be to make a comic, I wanted to gain help from other artists that could assist me. Over time though I realized that my dream of making this comic was getting harder to reach. So I shelved it till I could find someone who can help me. During my time on FA I learned about role-plays and that it helped express sexual fantasies. While it was fun to do this kind of thing with others that wanted to RP, I made a foolish mistake with one individual who didn’t want to roleplay. I wasn’t forcing or guilt tripping this person into it, but they felt like that was all I cared about. We got into a spat and after it made me feel like there was truth to what they said. A few weeks after I apologized to them about how I behaved and that I cared about what they were going through.
• In Conclusion
So to wrap things up I sometimes wished that things were different with my mom, I’ve been feeling very alone, I don’t want to have these awful feelings of what might happen to the world, and I want to apologize to how I treated people on FA with not conversing with them about their life and being mindful about it. I’m not exactly sure what I’ll do for the future on FA or with my life, but I felt like posting this so that everyone on here knows what I am and that I want to aim to be a better person.
• My Mom
To some of you who read one of my old journals, I explained about my mom passing away three years ago. However in this journal I will explain my rough time I had with her. My mom has been an explosive person who rarely was ever nice to me and my other family members. She would lay on the couch or in bed all day and watch old movies and if we didn’t give her the attention because we didn’t want to lay in bed with her all day as well, she would go off and emotionally break either me, my sisters, or even my own dad just to make us feel like villains to her. After she would drink with her friends on nights she would get worse and made the rest of us very terrified of what she might do next. It had gotten so bad that my youngest sister was contemplating on well… you know. Having had enough my mom left us to go stay with her friends. My dad mostly thought that with her time away from us that she would better understand us and not treat us like crap anymore. But then a few weeks later, my mom died of a stroke. I think it was due to her being very unhealthy with eating and smoking. Then my dad came clean to us that she did cocaine, probably doing it before and after I was born. I don’t know if it was something else, but I felt that the woman that gave me life treated me and family so badly that it made me resentful and bitter towards her.
• My School Friends
In my school life I was diagnosed with autism that made it very hard to listen to others. While I did excelled at some parts of school, it was very difficult to say, listen, or even write that I had to go to principle’s office to think things over. Thinking back at it now it might have been excuses to not do the work I was supposed to. It was very hard to make friends at school because they said that they either were busy or had hokey practice, which made me create a bubble around myself. In my elementary years however that I met a true friend that also had autism. He was very passionate with groups and with video games and that he has a religious family. We’re still friends to this day but he’s currently staying in another city that’s hard for me to reach him, now we just contact each other with whatever Wi-Fi connection he has. Then there was another however didn’t last. I met her in a high school when she was drawing and that was something I had in common with. She seemed kind and willing to listen even if she was with her own group. After graduation though she became very distant till she ghosted me entirely, haven’t received a response since last year.
• My Fears
Like a lot of people I was afraid of certain things like spiders or stuff from films that can scar you from a young age. But as an adult there has been something that has had made me paranoid and terrified about. I would have nightmares where my entire town was nuked like with how Sarah Connor felt in Terminator 2. A lot of that stems from real life events and the fear of the entire world being destroyed by the 1% of mankind. The wars that are going on, these threats being made by powerful people have made me anxious and so scared for not just myself, but for the rest of the world that are being affected by this. See I don’t want to have kids having the same thoughts about this sort of thing happening. But there’s nothing that can be done and it’s made me feel depressed about it.
• My Life on FA
I believe I was 13 browsing through my computer, browsing through the internet until I came across a furry website which you all know what it was. I was fascinated that there was talented artists that drew these amazing and beautiful characters that I created an account to be just like them. I thought about drawing a furry character by the name of Valaring, a combination between a wolf and a fox that was edgy and on tribal planet. I wanted to make a comic series with more characters with my furry character like with Twokinds. However it was very difficult to accomplish because of how complex and hard it would be to make a comic, I wanted to gain help from other artists that could assist me. Over time though I realized that my dream of making this comic was getting harder to reach. So I shelved it till I could find someone who can help me. During my time on FA I learned about role-plays and that it helped express sexual fantasies. While it was fun to do this kind of thing with others that wanted to RP, I made a foolish mistake with one individual who didn’t want to roleplay. I wasn’t forcing or guilt tripping this person into it, but they felt like that was all I cared about. We got into a spat and after it made me feel like there was truth to what they said. A few weeks after I apologized to them about how I behaved and that I cared about what they were going through.
• In Conclusion
So to wrap things up I sometimes wished that things were different with my mom, I’ve been feeling very alone, I don’t want to have these awful feelings of what might happen to the world, and I want to apologize to how I treated people on FA with not conversing with them about their life and being mindful about it. I’m not exactly sure what I’ll do for the future on FA or with my life, but I felt like posting this so that everyone on here knows what I am and that I want to aim to be a better person.
I'm now 24 years old.
Posted 3 years agoJanuary 11th is my birthday everyone! Wahoo! I hope that your all having a good day as I.
Merry Christmas Everyone!
Posted 3 years agoMerry Christmas to my wonderful watchers on FA, and a happy New Year!
My apologies
Posted 3 years agoTo many people that watch me or do certain RPs with me, I am so sorry. I've been busy with my home life and with a lot of literal heat from summer, it gave me alot of burn out. With how little or no responses that I gave to some, know that I'm not ignoring you nor am I getting bored from the RPs. Summer just hasn't been my favorite season right now, but I want all of you to know that I will try my best to respond and even give my energy to respond thoughtfully. I hope that I didn't make you worry or that I didn't disappoint you.
Good News Everyone!
Posted 4 years agoI'm finally back! Me and my sister bought a new advanced tablet and when I get used to the new model, I will be back to drawing my characters again!
