Sooooooo i hit 100 follows, das neat, might do something for it but idk

Go join the raffle do http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8967984/

It be my bday today, nuthin much else

Yaaaay

Happy pumpkin day people, hope you all will have a good one. Also What are you guys plans for today? I would like to know!

Hello everyone, lolorama here, this is just a update journal for a few things, the first thing is request are on hold still and will be for a while, sorry for the inconvenience for that by the way, my art skill isn't good enough atm to complete them especially because of art block and drama that has happened with friends in the community here.

which brings me onto my second point, i fuck up, a lot, and ive hurt some of my closest friends because of it, from joining a discord server which I wasn't wanted in, to acting immature, childish, annoying and all of the drama ive caused in the past and recently, ive also bugged a lot of people and even pushed a lot over the edge, and for that im truely sorry, im hoping that adressing these things to you guys will show you i want to stop with all this drama and move on from it, i cant do anything about the past as much as i want to but for any of the people ive upset i will do anything to make it up to you.

The next thing i want to adress is that im trying to improve and get rid of the old me, so Im going to try and get rid of the faults ive hurt people over, yes this will be hard but i hope over time i will eventually become a better individual, but i do want to ask this and this will stand to the day i die, if i annoy you in any way shape or form tell me and if you can, i would like some advice on stopping things that I do that annoy you, so yeah thats all, sorry for making the second bit personal, I have had a bit on my chest because of the people I have hurt and the sorrow Ive put onto people, and if anyone i have hurt sees this just know i mean all of it

Now this one is kinda a explanation on why i haven't done art recently, simply put i have a mood where I can draw and a mood where I cant and my art fucking sucks, so sorry if requests take a bit because i only get 2 full days off to draw in the week and if im not feeling like i can draw that day I wont because it'll suck, sorry for the inconvenience peeps!

Im gonna start doing the requests now, im doing least complicated to most (aka most is 2 characters, difficult poses ect) so look out on my tumblr for em!

Heya, due to some reasons the requests are on hold, they will be posted on my tumblr tho when I do complete them

Gonna do a few pics for a couple people, I have 5 slots open, to enter leave a message here with what you want me to draw for you in the comments, I do messy/wet and clean, note it will not be coloured, good luck to the people who enter

So here’s a journal I didn’t know I would make, so the situation is I’ve had a migraine every day for the last 3-4 days and I’m not sure if it’s serious, might be strain or some kind of decease/parasite but I’m not sure, I’m going to the doctor to check it out soon so let’s hope it’s just a passing feeling, my head feels like hell on earth so I’m not sure what to do, paracetamol doesn’t help neither does sleeping so I’m at a loss. If anyone can help me with naming this it would be a great help, I’ve also got a bit of a hunger loss, feel like I’m going to vomit and drinking feels weird. If someone, anyone can help it would be great.

So most know I’m on tumblr atm but most friends on there rather ignore me or just don’t talk to me anymore, I’m not sure if it’s something I’ve done or something in their life or something but I’m guessing the first cos jee I’m a massive fuck up most of the time by accident. So yeh das all, sincerely lolorama

So um I was informed that I forgot the link to my tumblr so here it is https://www.tumblr.com/blog/obsidia.....amperedbraixen

I’m here but not to stay, jus checking on here for now, I’m still on tumblr, so yeh, also I kinda miss dis place, but wutever, anyway see you on tumblr

Hiya all, im now on Tumblr, username is the same here as there so create a account, follow n say hi!

Firstly I miss a lot of stuff from the old days and can barely keep myself from thinking about the old times, for better or for worse I miss all of it, it made me actually able to do something and not be bored, that’s changed, and so has my mindset. I’m more stressed and I constantly get headaches, I wish I could turn back time or have it all back, but I can’t, but here’s the plan, whenever I can get on here I’m gonna rather post another update journal or how I’m feeling, like the last journal, but it’ll be a while, at least 2 years till I can come back. I’ll try and update about life n stuff but yeah, all I think of atm is sorrow




So yeah, I’m gonna be a while, see ya in the next journal

Have you ever had a feeling that your life is falling appart, that you are loosing your mind and nothing goes right, that you are in constant stress and struggle, headaches and feeling not quite alright, like something is ripping you appart but you can’t do anything about it, that you want to cry but you can’t because you know you want to try and get through it. That’s my feelings right there, exsams and life gets a hold of you and violently shakes you until you go unconscious, well that’s how I’m feeling...







That’s all for now

I’m alive and well, managed to get on here, just going to say I’m fine and nothin else, I miss you guys and I won’t be able to get on here again for a while, sidian out

So... Im gonna be leaving for a while because of unfortunate sercumstances, maybe for a year or 2. Dunno yet, but yeah, for now this is lolo, signing off

Hey, Ive made a discord chat group, ya can come say hi to meh if ya want or something, I dunno

Chat group link here ---> https://discord.gg/Yw9TwbS

I've made a few rules about commenting because idk
1: don't say harmful things that would offend me/ anyone else (e.g. Political stuff, religion or just general hate)
2: don't just put 1 word replies (e.g. Cute, awesome or anything else) because I want the comment to be meaningful and not just a singular word
3: have alright grammar, I don't want to just see a bunch of sentences I can't understand
And 4: don't act / say stuff that is random and doesn't make any sense or doesn't have anything to do with the pic

This starts from today and if you ignore the rules I'll delete the comment

Have any questions about it ya can ask

 ShayShay~ Is a stinker and stinks more than me so you should go and bully him >:3c

Just gonna premote this here ---> https://mobile.twitter.com/Lolorama1

For anyone who I'm rping with at the moment I'm gonna stop for a while, because I'm constantly on this site refreshing the padge every few seconds so I need to stop for a while

...and a messy new year