I need something that will give audience to the FA members some entertainement because I don't know anything about patreon accept being a viewer than a member. I need trustworthy members somehow... I just wish I have time to think about something hotter then waisting my time doing nothing except maybe social group with members. I tried, I am getting even lonelier if I don't post anything else and in time. I'm not sure what to do, if there is something interesting to do with the holidays or anything. I just need a gift by anybody if there was a chance, please give me time for a chance because I'm not just a random member for nothing. If there was a chance, I could sketch a pic for social media messages of how I feel about any member that I follow and not leaving things ignored without any reasons behind before Xmas.

Let me know in your comments below or leave a shout to my userpage if theres anything you like to say for yourselves for now. Cheers to next season ! 🪄

My mother's younger brother just died last morning with a heartattack, This is just getting too real for the moment, I have to get close with my mother's grief over her little brother, I bet his kids(my younger cousins) are devistated right now. I want you all to try to avoid this fate to save your own life if you wish to not get what he has before passing away. He wouldn't be old at all, who is always loved may rest in peace.

You see, heartattacks are a serious condition to those who fears it more than ever to remember by. where ever there was a shock of anxiety or could be in bad health. Otherwise, we won't live without guidence. I don't want to live in that same condition either, it terrifies me even I can't tear up from this horror about my uncle. To me, I don't want to lose anyone I'd be willing to meet and suddenly slips away my life either. No matter what reality hits hard on us, we will never give up on our hopes or dreams. As old saying goes, "It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live. Pity the living, and, above all those who live without love."

R.I.P. Allan, you may rest in peace who's always loved by always, our family. 🌼

Last night, I am in a desperate messures right now, I couldn't think anything better to find a single bottom guy from FA in Canada to claim my appreciation, it is hard to struggle without a hot daddy figure in person. And what's worst is that I get all moody to cut off my mother's guessing game from some video. And to make matters worst, she got a headache when I tried to apologise so went back in my room with tendrums. When she heard this, she explained that her brother was at the hospital with a heartattack and told me to relaxe. Alot is going on in my head right now, I just don't know what to do for my art without a hottest encounter somewhere in my country. I want your thoughts in your comments below, because I am so sick and tired of being ignored without positive responses. If I find one, I continue with my artworks.

I know it is not the best to post my journal about problems, but I hope somebody understands how I couldn't figure or anxious to ask about their sexuality status because of my disability from not doing anything.
I didn't go to gym very often, I only take a shower because my same house with my parents are out of hot water and couldn't afford it. I wish my chances to find someone but I don't know how or where to start. Again, leave your comments down below just incase if I had a hard time finding anyone hot at all. If FA Americans knowing this, I can't leave Canada behind, it's where I was born and I'm right where I was, period.

PS: Just to warn you all in FA that I get picky when someone's not hot enough for me but I don't want to miss out their secret personas if there ever was one in my country because America is absolute dangerous.

Wish me a happy birthday today! I am getting my teeth fixed this weekend so I'll be celebrating my b-day on the next weekend. But again, wish me a happy 30th birthday from all of you. Cheers! 🍻

Hope you all have a great time on your holidays because I got Hogwarts Legacy for my computer, it may take a couple of days after christmas... Again, huzzah to you all! 🌟

My folks are taking their time before helping me getting ready to start my own life. While they organize things out, I'll post some hot stuff about old western fetishes involved horny rodeos and wet saloons. 🤠

Wish me all the birthday wishes I could get! I'm getting my second vaccination shot this time, hopefully this will turned out pretty well.

🎉 Wish me a happy birthday reminder on February First, I'm turning 29 years old and still stuck with my parents thou, peace be with you all! 🎉

Hoper you all have a happy new year when I am going to create some pics about fixer-upper of the creepy mesa since I found some of cowboy bulls around to get a horse. Again, merry Christmas and a happy new year to you all! I am fully ready to create a series for my hot favs during the holidays and making some rodeo vibes around the Christmas Cactus. Cheers to you all a happy holiday partner! 🤠

Well now the moment has past, it's back to work on researching for new cowboy trio of the western themed area. Anyways, I have figured out some of new Ideas of some steampunk fetishes with Victorian Western styles with so many shadow bears as my horny hallucinations reminded me of one bear with his rubber army. Also, I found one bull and I still need to find another two to fit the puzzle. Cheers! 🤠

Wish me the best this year while celebrating the winter vacation at home. Hopefully can get some better Ideas for artworks and belated submissions, plus I'm mostly topping their kinks in leather or rubber in shining black gear. 🖤 Likewise, Enjoy the winters of the year, and that is all I can say to the rest of everyone. Peace! ✌🏻

I love to have a good western information with any FA members who are bulls along with buffalos or cows, and what their main old west roles are like to be in the brand new mesa away from the roaring chaotic city life. I also love to see any pics what are made of and step right up with all the hot looking cowboys at the strange desert plains in the middle of the road to nowhere or the secret lush farms near the pleasant point of view under the river blossom hills.

First things first is this, who will be the modern masked bull 🖤 in disguise? Who has the good villain side of the west who loves to humiliate for fun to any party type of cowboys desperate for intense passion for pleasure? We have ourselves a trustworthy Sheriff Bear 🐻 in our side while waiting for some certain employees to find the masked bull on the wanted list. A lone ranger? A bounty hunter? A star deputy? Or a marshal, that everyone calls moo? 🐮 I like to have anyone's thoughts in FA and see what those rodeo bulls make a pretty good law cow as spiritual successors to these main code of the west trio. ⭐⭐⭐

PS: Stay safe and sound out there and have a healthy cowabunga life. 🤠

It's been 48 hours without power and it's frustrating to wait for the power to come back on. So anyways I am back on my feet again. ^_^

It's time to get started with the characters and lore I create and what their reality appearances actually would look like is something to figure out for ourselves. Books, Games, or Movies it's all the same or different.

I like to create something that may be officially canon from original and creating something that look like would actually make a lot of sense from dates and time periods. Also "Easter Eggs" don't forget that in mind, it may felt like playing with chess or something like that but in reality, when a several misguided men misused power gets a taste of their own medicine from their consequences exposed from sense of guilt and regrets. So anyhow, stay tuned for characters and stories as I however laid-back but ready for making progress with my Ideas cause I am obsessed with hot ass cowboys, saloon strippers and aliens in the good old fashion wild west.

Don't forget to find me here https://twitter.com/RyanDaw72144011 on twitter and hopefully this year or another will heal before we can finally see our faces again.

Cheers to all who wished me a good happy birthday this year and hope I get a good gift of being changed by fresh start from scratch. Now let's celebrate with some pizzas and cakes since I inspired the FNaF series.

I'm not sure what to do anymore, I know a lot of people are completely unsecured about stalkers or strangers but they should know better than what they thought. So I can never start working on my pics without permission and show my art before submitting my hottest pics. As to the other ones who are somehow close to me, just ask me anything what you want me to draw for you so I can draw something hotter. If you were under 18 or older, if my art is too much minor to you, don't watched me at all. Also I wanted to ask the ones who are somehow attractive can make a bondage picture and show them to me on twitter or discord and then ask before posting your pics. I only prefer huge thick and himbo guys especially the ones who are older than me with their hottest gears like what you see most of the time. I don't want to be pushy, I just wanted to ask first or at least get to know better before thinking of creating and posting hottest pics. The Dippy ones or the ones are younger than me is not my exception to bond with. So please ask me anything about creating holiday bondage pics and give me a little chance to show you and ask before even thinking of posting them on submission and media. Otherwise I won't be finding anyone else looking attractive. If you want to look at my pics on your message, don't abandon my results without responses. I just needed to know if it's okay to you, if not, just ask me what you want me to draw for you. I don't like posting late holiday pics on the wrong holiday because I don't just draw and post my pics for nothing. The last thing I need is a good sense of little respect.

So stay alive out there and do be more carful what you have to do.

I am going to create some sexy valentine fetishes and bonding pics to my favorite guys to avoid my laziness at the proper moment.

So sit back and see what I'm about to make more hot pics for valentines day night.

And have a good valentines day, because the night's going to be hotter these times.

Seems there isn't any new sexy pictures to seek, so why do I have to make anything myself? However if so, then consider my laziness to keep up and post more ideas of how I feel about any users who create fetish pics. I wonder whoever I find is the hottest guy to satisfy my vibe more often? It must be a mystery or a certain surprise.

Yes, I'm turning 26 today. I hope you all wish me a better day and night, especially midnight before dawn. I hope I can have notes with sexy pics whatever you boys create, I take it and leave the rest of your ideas. Maybe now or after, I was willing to fav your art about me whoever I can encounter something sexy. Never fear of creating something more seducing fetishes, I love to encounter more fetish daddies and big bros whatever you big guys have in mind for pleasure.

For awhile I'm still living with my parents again during covid, I'm still focusing my fetish arts of leather daddies in fetish uniforms while I find the way to pronounce the main protagonists of everyone's favorite video game series of all time into an anime concept artwork of Sakurai's story. After some researching, I've always pictured game designers' childhood as main cast of the original series. Hopefully, I'd be glad to wait for what I am getting from or what else can I get. Anyways I'll be focusing on the concept characters for the game's creator and see what happens next after this moment.

I got my new headset with mic to speak to all and My very own printer/scanner! Now I don't have to worry about using my dad's scanner in my parent's computer room anymore and use mine for myself! ask me later if you want to talk to me on discord, and have a happy holidays to you all! 🎄🎁

I am happy to be in my room all the time. (even I still live with my parents all the time.)

I hope all users have a safe season during covid-19. And wait for the Vaccine next year.
Maybe it might come during the spring or later, I'll still keep drawing carefully and maybe I'll write some scenarios as an author and send them to comic artists and see if it was good to work on it. Once we get
an exclusive vaccine shots every year, let's be best to find someone other than the ones with aids, so help me god to wish each other's luck.

During my isolation, is watching youtube while eating, (which is something I've been told to not eat so much for my folks' sake.) and trying not to get tense towards my folks while looking after them, period.

Stay safe out there!

In order to go on about life, I have to focus on supporting my parents whenever I'm ready for commissions, This might take awhile to figure out which ever pictures is most impressive. I mostly sure everything's fine for now. So let's all lay back awhile and see what's new for us to do for art.

 Fodxp accuses me for being a sexual harasser. I never crossed him like that and not only that I don't want to lose all of my stuff behind me. In case he forgotten that I was autistic, I only wanted to make friends on Furaffinity and show my art to the public. Even if it's rated adult work, everyone can. It just breaks my heart and wishing for not making risks. I am scared and I never want to turn against anyone if they never want to comment my pictures.

So this is my apology, If you need me and never want me, I might stay. If you want me or no longer needed me then I'll go.

I do wish I can go outside to be able to work out to satisfy my mother for being able to stay active. I would able to meet anyone from furaffinity who are way older than me somewhere in Canada and I don't feel like moving to another country because of deadly situations since ages ago. There are backstory reasons why other regions are sometimes deadly. My mom's aunt is killed by a huge spider in Florida. The time before my maternal uncle met his wife as my Italian-american aunt, she survives in her house from getting strangled by a murderer who killed her father on their driveway in New York. My older half-sister on my mother's side works at the airport and has been to Cuba "alive" finally returns home safely.

I was hoping to find some big squeaking latex daddies to lounge with otherwise I will still be isolate myself in my bedroom again.
My original plan is athletics and arcade tourneys. Like my sister, my statues are also open for big boys. I haven't met one yet but when the virus is all over, I will approach one sluggishly. Good luck and stay safe out there.