Have been quite lately and drawing a few ideas...
Sometimes it feels like I'm making no progress, but I'm actually starting to like my art... strange, I never like anything I build or draw.
Maybe old age is catching up to me?
4 is definitely old for a coyote

I don't know why I'm here o.o

So guess I'm catching up with inktober theme and thought figure most won't want at least now you can see what I can (or can't) do so willing to try and include anyone just shoot me a note, ref and idea.
Going to try for a picture/sketch a day total and thought I have tons of characters would be nice to try something different, will send to you if you like it.
Pencil, pen maiby a little marker, but not full color 5.5x6.5 sketch paper.
No guarantees, but will try my hardest ^.^

Oh, willing to send anywhere btw, thanks

Didn't mean for my last journal to feel or sound so down, sorry and thanks ^ . ^

Trying to come up with a few sketches/ink only pictures...
Not going to be loading many>.>

Better than a three year old, but not by much :p

Coyot pup sketches... hopefully a few will enjoy :)
Do find it a bit strange drawing diapered animals while at a truck stop diner, just gotta let the inner pup take charge that always makes things better :p

ACDC, back in black
Metallica, for whom the bell toll's
Ozzie, momma I'm coming home
Evanescence, bring me to life

Inspiration, yip, yip!

I have two fursuits, been to several cons, camping and adventure over past year...
Crossed the US and Canada both for work and fun with weeks off and time to think.
Have been clean and sober 30 days today for the first time in 17 years.
All this and I still hate my reflection, still looking for something, still just a lost pup o.o

One minute I want to build a work room and pursue building suits the next just go back to fitting in and getting rid of everything furry... only problem I would still be me...

I think it's funny, success really doesn't change a thing.
Being stable with a carrier and time off with the opportunity to go anywhere in the world is kinda pointless if the only problem you have in the world is looking back at you every day.
I always felt every writer, poet, artist, singer, actor was depressed or at least on a different track then everyone else.

When there's nothing left to do or gain do you give everything away and start over?

Spent a year living without limitation and only got burned, now I'm just searching for a new horizon and left with nothing, but a headache x.x

Life is unexpectedly annoying and pointless, but still dreaming thought at times I can't even remember what the dream is. One paw in front of the other until time run's out and possibly i find out what the point was.

Happy days y'all
Never quit dreaming

Feel like rainfurrest and fc where basically flops not really sure why I'm pursuing another con...

Staying, gsr top floor suite

From, Thursday-monday

Plans... Get drunk and Fursuit

Parties, not sure

Picture's, sure

Hugs/snuggles, non sexual fine I'm a snuggle pup

Finding my almost impossible hanging with also difficult will be spending whole con chasing shiny things and handing out stuff's thought usually the only one swimming at 5am ^.^

Might make furlandia, but thinking about new paths to take and just plain tired so probably won't see this pup around next year or so unless you make burning man or some local hippie festival, love the suits, but sometimes just not feeling furry anymore

Sitting in Indiana feeling vary down and small.
Wish I could just bring my Coyote plushie (dressed as batman ^.^) with me and doodle while I wait for my food without feeling like.... Ya.
Not to mention there busy and I always feel like everyone is watching me and bringing a shield deflects that a bit, sigh
I don't even want dinner like this x.x
Only crazy people wanna grow up

Kinda wish I was in Louisiana right now where is your dream home?

Thought still a ways off, but paid up and room booked ^.^

Bringing a bus load of furries with me and will have crash space $50 a night luxury room with full breakfast drinks and party for the sophisticated furr or any babyfur!!!

Free ride available leaving Stayton Oregon Thursday morning back Monday

Planning a wedding most likely Friday morning and party Friday night

Help spread the word my room is good for a lot of folks 11,000 sq ft
Multi bed, bar and lounge so let's make this BLFC the best con ever!

Will most likely order pizza Friday as well so free food!

21+ please have id as my room and floor is all 21+

Thanks, will update and hopefully see y'all there!!!

Going Thursday-Monday and might have some extra room

Babyfur, so going to be in diaper and T-shirt or pajamas at night/relaxing

Clean! Disorder bugs this pup thought I do bring way to much stuff and drink a bit heavy at cons :p

Hopefully showing off my new suit and making friends feel free to tackle me, buy me drinks or and hugs and snuggles welcome (within reason...)

Good luck finding me or keeping track of me as I will wonder off at any and every given moment or if I spot something shiny... Wonders off...

Anyways, hope to see y'all there and hopefully have some fun...
Honestly, half terrified and everything in me is saying skip it x.x

Should any little furrs want a story book reader for a night or get together let me know ^.^

Wishing for the best, Coyot

Trying to stay up and looking through my photos at the past year...

My first con, BLFC Reno Nevada was my first ever vacation (even if only three days) and the first time heading out in my own rig for something that far... Kinda scary and I drive for a living :/

Then Furlandia with friends following weekend for my second con, never tackle life half way :p

BLFC was the first time fursuiting and I'm horribly addicted x.x

Sister got married, flew to Vegas lived like a millionaire with my work comping most of it and really made for a vary busy month.

Made RF thought was sad my second fursuit was not completed and so tired was kinda a flop, but got to visit with friends and have fun so not all bad ^.^

Christmas was so busy with friends and family the week off just flew by now it's new years and I'm sitting in the Colorado hills wondering about life and reflecting on life...

And that's just the tip of the iceberg, wondering what 2016 holds???

Wishing you the bestest most awesome new year's ever!!!!!!!
Lots of love, Coyot

Hopefully you're with friends/family, enjoy a drink, maiby light a firework!
I will hopefully be in New Mexico dreaming ^.^

FC is right around the bend and really honestly don't want to go.
Booked everything, time off and now getting cold paws x.x

0° in Wyoming right now so really cold paws x.x
How can one be scared of fursuits/fursuiting and make them?
Way to many people! Sorry Coyot panic attack, want my deep woods or prairie all alone, but then I get lonely.
Stupid yote =\

New year. Enjoy :)

This pup is sending them out, want one?
Custom one of a kind puppy approved, just note me a address and name preferred ^.^

Ever have a vary simple experience that changed your whole outlook on the day?

Sitting in Texas 2,000+ miles from home and family for Thanksgiving with endless troubles along the way and a winter storm moving in kinda putting this pup in a grumpy mood!

Then after pulling into the truck stop for the night work my way across the lot to do laundry and take a shower when I notice a swift truck pulling in to fuel with a air leak in the trailer tire.

Now, you should check your rig and trailer when fueling, but I know what it's like when you're in a rush so I walk over to let the driver know they should check there tires.

It was a small black girl and I scared her a little (6'+ dirty...) She thought I wanted money and thought I know swift dose not pay well (anything x.x) she instantly dug into her well worn bag for a buck happily... Hear I was grumbling and feeling down while she was happy to have a job and willing to help a complete stranger out with what little she had.

Took a second to explain I was just letting her know a tire was out (barely spoke English) but had me thinking about how greedy and lazy American's really our and the immigrants that want protection, but the chance that one in a thousand might be bad is big news or the lack of jobs...
No American will proudly do blue collar work anymore and I really wonder why?

I wish her and anyone coming to our country the best and reminds me to be thankful for a dry bed, food and clean water... Thousands die for things we don't even think about and we complain that our 4g went out x.x

God bless America, may she always stand for freedom and the "pursuit of happiness" never a guarantee, usually just a dream, but what a dream. Thanks!

Christmas, being the key word.
Thanks, hopefully find that magic and how to share it ^.^
Happy holidays y'all

And there saying "will leave the light on for you" ever realize how alone we our?
That something so simple could make, or break someone's day.
Listening to public radio talking about a guy that scammed lonely guys with a idea that they where writing lonely girls "angles" and sending them money and honestly I don't feel he scammed them thought he may have taken things far all I need to do is look at how little or much a single post or comment can mean to someone a little more alone then other's.
Just realized I left my sketch book and binder in Cheyenne Wyoming other night and realized how much something of no practical value means to me.
Funny what matters in life and what might give a person a reason to keep fighting or not.
Big tuff world out there and sometimes all one can do is one step forward, best of luck y'all hopefully someone will turn the light on for you ^.^

This pup will finally attend the biggest little fur con ever!!!


Rooming with... Bunch of weirdos x.x

Plans... Get drunk and make friends!!!!

Personal space.... Tackles you, Coyot loves everyone no personal space needed ^.^

Drinks!!!! Yes and I will buy you two!

Puppers..... Yes, extra padding and willing to help change ^^

Staying, flow over x.x several rooms thought...

Hugs... Love them!

Coyot loves and wants you, but no yifffing.
Might be a happy con, but I do have my limit's, sorry, but this Coyot is a one mate pup ^.^ thanks!!!

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Brat
98% Pet
93% Bondage receiver
92% Submissive
87% Experimentalist
82% Primal (Prey)
73% Switch
71% Slave
71% girl/boy
70% Ageplayer
69% Masochist
65% Exhibitionist
46% Degradation receiver
43% Vanilla
29% Voyeur
28% Dominant
24% Bondage giver
21% Daddy/Mommy
20% Brat tamer
19% Non-monogamist
16% Master/Mistress
11% Sadist
10% Degradation giver
9% Owner
8% Primal (Hunter)
8% All-Rounder
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=481921

fairly accurate ^.^

Stolen from jinxyfalina jinxyfalina

1.Appearance:
[x ] = You have blue/green eyes.
[x ] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[x] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[x] = You have a baby face.
[x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[ ] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

2.Innocence:
[] = You're a virgin.
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

3.Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[ ] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

4.Personality:
[] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy. (sometimes)
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[x] = You like "Cutesy" music.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

5.What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[ ] = You like babies a lot.
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go 'awwwwww'

TOTAL: 19

Multiply how many you got by 4. (20x4=76℅)
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute"

Going? Trying but broke down in phoenix Arizona at the moment x.x

When? Saturday all day part of Sunday

Rooming with? Shimmery and winter ^^

Parties? Probably not

Drink? YES, want free kigo pajamas just buy me a drink or something

Hugs? Yeppers, hugs snuggles I don't have personal space

Suiting or preforming? Maiby....

How do I find you....... I'm lost O.O

Will be running round whole con causing mayhem till I pass out or em put to bed x.x
Still a bit in the air if I will make it as broke down 1,300 miles away.

This pups bought to BLFC and have plenty of extra stuff for little furrs as well as extra kigos... Just surprise me (arts, drinks, surprise tackles) and claim a pair, first come first serve.

What hotel are you staying at?
Grand Sierra Resort

Arrival/Departure
Thursday - Sunday

Means of transportation?
Driving from Stayton

Are you sharing a room with someone?
Not less your there o.o

Who do you hang out with?
Me, myself and I

Relationship Status
Single

How old are you?
31

How tall are you?
6'

Are you an Artist?
Kinda

Do you have an artist table?
Nope

Do you take commissions?
Stick figures.

Do you do trades?
Maiby

Are you a Fursuiter?
Hopefully

Attending parties?
If invited

Do you drink?
Yes

Can I buy you a drink?
Yeppers thought will probably buy you two ^.^

Do you smoke?
No

Are you attending any panels?
Maiby...

Stage or public performance?
Depends how drunk I get :p

How do I identify my self to you?
Pretty much however you want.

Rules of engagement (physical contact)?
Less I tell you no, don't worry

How can I find you?
I didn't know I was lost...

Can I talk to you?
I hope so

Can I give you lots of money?
No strings?

Can I give you stuff?
Plushie!!!

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure ^^

Can I come to dinner with you?
I rather not eat alone

Can I hang out with you?
Most likely

Can I take your picture?
Yeppers

How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset)?
Coyot may wonder off, but looking to socialize

Personality Type?
Fluffy/friendly scatter brain

What's your goal for the con this year?
Have fun :)

May have stolen this :p

Crash space available as a lone Coyot in the top floor at this point x.x

Even Paddington Bear makes me cry and makes me wonder where in this cruel world there's a place for a coyote pup?

So I got a room at the top floor and looks like this yote will be there all alone O.O
Crash space, spare bed just cover you're part if you want you're own room key.
21+ and being top floor exclusive elevator and lounge free breakfast, etc...

Pup friendly thought I'm a fairly laid back and friendly yote pup ^^

Driving up Wednesday night or Thursday morning till Sunday, know anyone looking for crash space send them my way.

Anyone in rought free ride as well (help this yote stay awake!) stayton, Oregon to Reno, Nevada.
Probably take the back roads through eastern Oregon.

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/16106671/

So anyone wanna be this yotes first ;)
Free and open to all.