Ah, to address the topic told thereat topside title, I guess it would only be fairly just', as to admit my make-to to amends, for of even to that of ado and woe, mayhaps I even too have says to speak-of 'ere too?
I do sosuch however think, ahem, that certain-worded "confession"s would be of necessary now, and needed alike, given that of how much my mounds of mountains (as-per FActivities) 've grown in my "in"activity seemingly, and it is too unfair of me and mine myself, as not to be addressing these kinda faced-facts sooner, honestly, when there has been messages and-else of notices, have and has gone unattended for at-soon at-about a/n month to more-so months, even-ever, - and I do too does feel "obligated" by-self (and my own\ed sense-of-right and responsibility/ies), as to at the very least, share my truthful and honest sorries, towards this matter of my lack-'ereof of seemed socializings, and my utmost-made apologizings therefore that,

ah, but dareth I be of say for my reasons too, as to remark about, hmm?
~IT, ahem, bes a tad bit of veering itself unto the charmed cliché side o' things, truly, but them and these circumstances, 've been ratherly stemmed, due-to of a something, and nah, but a someONE busily takin'-up my leisurely lazy, - and that of time, that I once, then before him, sorta more-so wholly instead, put towards else of others' social interactions and its aplenty dedications, mhm,
but since now though, for things of time/in', are not as to what they used to be bein', way-back when, nah, and no-more the same's times as left-over, as it once was, (when in applied to anowadays), yes,

[...] for truth-told throughout, since months now, of previous and past, I've been going-steady and strong, 'n' growing ever-stronger, in and of an relationship proper and romance alike, with a VERY especial piece of snaptor scaly, ah, and whilst I do know that the wordsakes of "love", in this-case, seems too-poor an excuse to make for me and mine's appalling absences, ah, but for too ~there is more, to this sir o' scales, then made apparent, and as-per our bound bonds to one another, I do even at some times think though, that that of the togethered term "soulmate", puts it still-lighter said (just by a li'l bit), then as of to truly reflect our mutually-shared truths, in ours' sometimes, mhm.

And, if I may as well admit, that in addition, there were recent times, just a li'l while back, whose conditions left me rather in-troublin', as-if traumatic, and a time that too were deeply dramatic for yours truly "lombnut",
because it was then and there, yet another trip to the ER and hospital for him, (as it is sometimes an do-necessity, due to his ailments and ills, of an weaker-health's disposition), and oft, [troublingly-so], he needs to have his acute and emergency stays at "lesser" hospitals, and the kinds of whose "health"-"care", has almost ended his life untold-timeS before, - and sometimes too, when he goes in sick, 'tis always a somewhat gamble, between living and the demise, given its severity of seemed situations.
--- Suffice to say [lightly], I've never ever before, been so-scared in my whole life, as I was then and there, to think that I almost lost him again, but for-good and gone, - (and I knows alike, that I'll never-ever stops to be worried so-profuse, whatsoever senseless and panicy, when-ever "this" circumstance do come occurred, no-matter the in\frequent), - and from then and that moment, I've sorta dropped all my pieces per-activities then and there, at the sounds of these kinda worrisome news [when with 'bout him], mhm, and I have been strugglin' ever-since its date (and before its one too), as to pick-up my slack and stuffs alike, that I temporarily left behind, and untended to, ah...

Admittedly, while this however of alls in scenario, fared themselves towards the well-er this time around,
I have, ever-since he came back to me and my sides, [...] 'tis been a struggle, to make time be spent and last elsewhere then else when with 'im, when I've been feelin' so... truly clingy. I've been real scared, to ever let him go, as such-as to not be 'round and leave his side, just for a moment even, 'cause I dunno when nexts' bout of sickness comes creepin' (nor does he himself), and I don't wanna turn my back 'round, only for somethin' to go-gone happened again, when my time could have been better-spent by his sides instead, since, I never know when its our last. - [And] In my lifetime after his, and 'lone then-without him there, I don't want-to spend my remainder of days, in these depths, of deepest regrets... so I needs to makes as much and many moments and memories (to treasure thereafter) as I can do whatsoever, while he's still there and here, yeah.
[...] Hence, I have since our incident of illness', been rather hesitant, to find time to take towards whoms and whats and whatsoever-else that isn't he and him, mhm, because right now right here, I just wanna cuddle and be cutesy 'n' close, as close as can be, with the one nearest and dearest to me - so therefore hence 'tis been a strugglin' task for me, as to find time "fur" else and others, while I still haves he to me, so-easily nearby instead, yeah.

Though, to thoughts told too, there's come tears at-times, - and sometimes achin'; in a pain, of knowin' somewhat that the two of us most-likely be'd not to grow old-er together, and that his clock is always tickin' to tock, and his days somewhat more-so numbered, and much-more then my owns... His time 'live, will always be up 'n' said-stop before me and mine my own, I knows so for surely, for of our lifespans' lengths, they bes muchly different, - but still... still I say, for know he'd never be "too"-sick, as to not have my love evermore, because in sickness and health, he've earned it, he's worth it all, and he deserves it incredibly, wholly so, mhm, of love, of our love, and me myself alike.
- And knowing, that too, with the two of us, I usually tries to dream small, buuut of a BIG wish of mine, would be for of boths of us, to be to celebrate our 30th\thirtieth "hatch"days' in eachothers presence; with me to and beside him on his biggest bday, 'n' he to me and to myself on my own one, mhm. ~I'll try to dream small (as achievable), but this said, this above is a something of dreams worth keepin', that I'd want for reals, real-bad and big.

... Ah-ahem, but therefore know, that it is rough for me, to at some times, find a space and place for each and every of fine folk to fur in my livin' life online, heh, because for that at a nowadays, I'm living for two <3 - and when for my [wonderful-er] other half, then ohmy, it's such an easy choice sometimes t' pick, that I struggle so, when as to ever put him second-ary, rather then of foremost and firstly... and, as made obvious in the months since passed, I've... I've not been too-well at that, aha, for he finds ways to "thieve" my times away within his "purr"fecting person and 'ality, that've caused|left else of deeds and doin' sorta to the wayside, ah? Never-ever forgotten, per say, but more-so, lemme say, temporarily of neglected? ~'tis not the kindsa fate I wished for me and mine FurAff' alone, but... it is hard on me, to make my took times and as for 'em to last for each and every, to those whose kindly company seeks mine likewise. :( Recently, has been a struggle, socially-speakin', for so and such times' sake, because I have kept findin' myself back at into his 'waitin' arms, 'n' never-ever wanna leave 'r go, for in recent, it has only been he and me, of/in our Notes, and of us, and just us alone, with all our wrote words, our verily warmth, and "our world" awhile, and... I've sort of, kinda loved it, mhm, yup. And, I am not always willin' to, 'r would, give that up, as to make time for else and others, when there's him too, ah.
--- Still though, for I begs of furs and folks, as y'all to not fret all-too-much, because gimme due enough of time, and I shall do my bestest, as to catch-up and be caught up-to-speed, per say, - but at the same time, however it is important to know, that in seemingly bouts and bits of inactive, I'd be spent by beside him instead at-times, because... because, there's only so-"much" time in and of my daily days, as for all to fit into, and, there's only one of me, but a untold-numbers of others, and... it is strugglin' for me, to make me myself last, only of I alone, to and for so many of sweet and s'well souls, [...] so there needs sometimes be these compromises, wherein one's presence takes precedence over the other/s, and vice-versa, for there'll be a time for him and there'll be a likewise time for y'all; - but, I can't do that all and manage both-aspects all at once, because... because, I ams only one, so sometimes I needs to switch what I'mma be doin', and right now, right here, there's only him at the and this moment, ~wherein whose reasoning behind this choice, I am hoping to have been made clear, by now? - There will be a time for the rests of my FActivity too apart from he and his, buuut all will be in select sessions whatsoever, so therefore, I do beg pardoning, if for my seemingly random li'l "internet breaks", if you so wills? Please understand, and do be patient, with this ol' lombs, because I'mma be gettin' lotsa slow-er within my saged ol' age. ;b
I'm honestly just an tired ol' geezer-gay, who finds it hard to keep-up with y'all spirited youths etcetera, 'tis all. ^^ I'll do promises though, as to never stop tryin' on and in this matter of keepin'-up with you alls in-tofo bundles and abuncha, mhm, 'cuz there's faaar too-much to give-up 'r just leave-behind, yeah, tru dat (<3) - but right here and now, I have this sheenly han'som' scaliness, who needs my hand unto his somethin' scales real-soon, and so for so, I do hope it can be respected, that he needs to take the and that top-space in placement and precedence firstly? There will be a time for each and every one, but as for right now, I only have the time for his, ah..

~

To say and speak some written wordings tho' on and in his own regards, of about he who is mine;
for he's by the namesake of Artemis', and who's "just" 'nother disabled, handicapped furry, - but with as two together, we ride pridefully onto his steed of steel (his beheld wheelchair), and he's the kinda Digimon who makes t|his Tamer's heart beat [with heat] to his bipbops, heh~ Casper, he'd be likely called, but though to him, I am his "Mr. Lomby Epsilon", with a notioned nod towards wearin' proudly his surname, for of which gladly, I'd accept (I do). ;3

!~Bah, but 'nough schmaltzying round-'bout though,
for I do hope this thorough -ly-tellin' journey/journal, would suffice to lend answers to those who whom were wondering about my abrupt absences of tofros in these amany months' since past/passed, yeah and yup? 'tis a real simple answer tho' really, 'cuz for "love happened" actually, etc. and other of sappy guff 'n' gubbins like that. :p

~I love ya 'll tho',
I'll always do, (<3), MY purdy folks 'n' furs,
mhmhm, - and so don't ever let my "in"activity fool 'r steer ya from that emotioned notion, m'kay?

--- and as an added extra here, to the "Jeremine" and my special one, who of whom ~Iii juussst knoows, be readin' this right now and here, heh, know that I am cocurrently workin'-up and working-on your li'l stressor Note somethin'-fierce, ...sooo just you be an patient[-ly awaiting] love"dove" and "Guil"y guy, 'kay mitt hjärteguld?
your swede-heart loves ya sosoosooo muuch, my 'murrican lover'monstarh <3 <3 ;D

Greetings, furs and scalies, with many more, and lesser fews - lombs here speakin'.

I'm hereby glad to announce a return to former self; a much sought-after past in this present, and to reawaken my laid-dormant account of furtastic splendor - to breath life onto here once more.


It still seems to be however, that in many respects, ways and forms, that this site of ours, is the same as it was before, at least to me; as if I never left in the first place - a comforting familiarity, after such a l o n g time away. So similar, yet I am also sure, very different... Yes, the days, months, and even years, have all passed us by, gone, but know that not a moment to me has been unspent, reminiscing of what has been.

Truly, I have missed this community, for this site holds a special place in my heart; occupied by it, and only it. While my stay on here may not have been as extensive, nor as lengthy in its existence, when in comparison to that of my deviantART account, what times I've had spent, has been ones of joyous occasions. My draw to such a place as this, is the perception, the perceived feelings, of mutual openness, and overall kind demeanors - a small world of kindred spirits. I've found furs (alongside many others within said grouping) to maintain a highly infectious, degree of acceptance, and consideration, much more so then other kinds of beings - all of which, are the facts that made me feel right at home, me being an man of oddity myself. I never felt outcast due to being different, nor for lacking the staples of the furred community, such as a fursona, etcetera, but rather, I've been made welcome regardless of that. I've been at home, as odd as I am, along with other, likewise odd, kind beings, of furs and scales, and many more. I guess, in a less long-winded summary, that I like it here, because I'm surrounded by well-meaning creatures, doing good things, in a great environment, of open-mindedness. It really is a haven for us who are different, in so many ways, and I just... love it.

I love it, and I am glad to be here once more.


In my plans laid out before me, I will spend the nearest days to come, catching up with what has been left behind, so bear with me as I work my way through my backlog. I also have a piece of artistry I wish to publicize to the public audience, but, such will come after my attended duties, and in due time - be patient, dears.

Looking over some of the comments on past posts, it seems I have made some new friends, and gained a few fans, in my abhorrent-lengthened absence, so expect a friendly greeting and hello in soon to come, for I look forward to meeting you.


Well, I guess I now better start “working” on getting back to prime onto here - “less talk and more action”, as they say. It'll be a fun challenge to dedicate myself to; getting through my backlog, to reconnect once more, and to see all that has been in my time away. It shall be most delightful to see y'all pop up here and there again - a humble sentiment which I hope (some of) you share in regards to yours truly, for I do so to you, in earnest truthfulness.


See you [all] around!


/ lombs~

My sincerest salutations, friends and fans, be it old or new, as I greet you all once more.


First off, may I speak the words to say that I apologize utmost, for further prolonging my absence - it being more so then I would have had intended or envisioned. I am a man of poor judgment in time's passage, hence my last journal statement in regards to a return of activity, rang sadly untrue.

Lest it be said however, that I do not care; for a single day went not in passing, wherein a thought was not spent in returning to what is like that of a second housing to me. For these past many months, a moment in each day, was spent longing, pondering, thinking.

I miss my past, I miss what I once held dear, and most of all, I miss all of you.

Truly, I do, and have done so for every day, of every month, and for every year, that I have been absent; for these thousands of digits, these unfathomable days in numbers - waiting, for the opportunity to showcase itself, for life to become lax, and work to become next to none; insignificant in exhaustion.


That moment is now, and I feel that it is time to reclaim something of grave importance to me; just lost, but never, never ever forgotten. The community, the people, and the spirit - I want it all back. Let it take the time that needs taken, for I have made it my mission in future to come.

Starting off with my two emails accounts for job-life and leisure, for they too have been left barren and inactive in my online absence. That will be followed by tracing my steps back to the furred community of FurAffinity, amidst paws and suits, furs aplenty. Thereafter, I saved the most time-consuming for last to overcome; deviantART, with its arts, crafts, and valued connectivity in bonds.

Sites will be revisited in order of magnitude and importance to me, and know that I will spend what time is deemed needed, for each and every one, so I ask of you all to once again be patient and understanding, for all will be in due time, and await me until so. Know that you are [all] in my thoughts along the way, throughout this journey of recovery, rediscovery.

It will not be an easy task ahead to shoulder; to reclaim such vital pieces of myself, but I feel that I at least owe all of you that, doing it just as much for me as I am for you.


Once I return proper, to the site of devious and deviating artistry, and its artful people, I will write something more extensive, nay, thorough, and telling, about my time in absence, and the ventures and paths held within - laid out for those willing to indulge in a rambling listen and a hefty read, of course. It will be much, and for the many, but all is to come in due time.


Until then...

I love you,
and See you soon.


/ Pierre~

” Greetings to you all - watchers, fans, friends, and dearly beloveds~

To address the obvious, I am most regretful towards my inactivity online, be it on deviantART, FurAffinity, FanFiction.Net, Hotmail, etc.

My now work occupation has robbed me of all too much pleasantries, and I simply haven't had the time, energy, nor devotion needed for such pursuit of interests, and social networking/ communications.

I hope you can all find it in your hearts to forgive poor ol' lombs for my worrisome absence, and leaving unnoticed...

As my parting words, know that I shall return in the future, although a date and time will go unspoken, as I can not promise when. It will be when it will be. ”


The above sentiments, reposted in a more official, journal format, for the sake of garnering more widespread visibility, in servitude for those of a concerned nature, towards my wellbeing.

Truly, I have been that of a fool, selfish, and careless, for casting such a deafening absence over my online activities. My emotional resonance towards much, have now gone lost, and the connectivity I once held so dear, now seem so far away. Friendships, suddenly abandoned, out of my own folly.

I harbor such regrets over these actions of mine, and there has not been a day in passing, wherein I have not given thought to such a sought-after, distant past - to revitalize such a communal kinship. Guilt struck, and ashamed; both feelings, gnawing away at me.

Alas, what has been, has been, and what happened, had to happen - it was an inevitability, wherein I could not juggle two wholly different, yet similar lives at once, and ultimately, I had to put the first and foremost at hand, in my focus, and before the second one. A necessary sacrifice, at that moment in time. Logic dictates, that without a first life, one can not sustain a secondary life, henceforth the choices of happenings.

To break this haunting tranquility, may I speak up on the matter of an considered, estimated return of presence. Life has become more bearable on my end, as of late, and things have gone lax. Hence, dare I say, in wishful thinking, that maybe somewhere around the start of two thousand fourteenth. Only time will truly tell the tale, but, until then, I bid you all adieu.


With utmost love;

Pierre~

First journal post on here, and also first time questioner;

Is there anyone on here who takes requests for (mature) stories, to see it as
writing practice? I got a drawing that I made recently that I would love to see
expanded on in the form of writing, but sadly I am a man of little wealth and
just a tiny student income, and I don't consider myself a good enough artist
to make a gift in return, nor do I have the time for such, so, the only thing I
can give in return is my eternal gratitude to whoever's willing to shoulder such
a task.

Actually, I now got some free time ahead of me, so I
might consider a trade. It all depends on the task I'm
given though, of course.

There is just some things I can't and won't draw, but hey, if
you like my stuff, and you have a talent in writing, perhaps
this is your chance to get something done by yours truly. ;}

Lemme know if you're interested. Task completed! You can
read the story here, if you so wish. If you enjoyed it, leave
the gal a nice review, or just some kind words on it. She so
deserves it <3