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cheap commissions by a cute artist!
General | Posted 11 years agomy friend zoezoe is having a sale of sorts to get her income up so please check her out :3 she has a cute, and wonderful art style that is forever getting better, and i know she would love the work!
let her know that lome sent you :3
loves to all
let her know that lome sent you :3
loves to all
zoezoe is having a sale!
General | Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5789196/
go check her out and observe the awesomeness and cheapness of a good deal!
i know not many people will read this, so all the more important that you give her a look if you can :3
the cause is good and the art is awesomely cute.. go ahead... YOU waaaant tooo *waves a pocket watch back and forth in front of you and tries to hypnosis you all*
but seriously you wont be disappointed :P
go check her out and observe the awesomeness and cheapness of a good deal!
i know not many people will read this, so all the more important that you give her a look if you can :3
the cause is good and the art is awesomely cute.. go ahead... YOU waaaant tooo *waves a pocket watch back and forth in front of you and tries to hypnosis you all*
but seriously you wont be disappointed :P
damn mouse and antivirus
General | Posted 12 years agonow my mouse is double clicking when i am single clicking, making it impossible to play games and do anything. luckily i have a wacom tablet and i use that to get around right now.. still it is a pain.
and my antivirus ends in 30 days.. i have to hope it goes on sale or something... not a lot of money coming in right now..
and my antivirus ends in 30 days.. i have to hope it goes on sale or something... not a lot of money coming in right now..
Happy new year
General | Posted 12 years agomay it be your best, each and every one of your best.
love you all
remember tonight "candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker"
be safe and happy. i would say see you all next year but... too late :3
love you all
remember tonight "candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker"
be safe and happy. i would say see you all next year but... too late :3
I did it!
General | Posted 12 years agoi actually enjoyed the holidays!
sure i did have problems. i did cry, and feel sad.. but i also felt a big relief about it.. like it was ok to feel so.
i had 2 flashbacks that hurt emotionally, and one did physically too.. but in all i think it was my best holidays ever since i was little! i cant be completely sure because i dont know what happened during most of my childhood, but it is coming back, here and there.
so yah. i came out of it without cuts, without self abuse, and actually the ability to be proud of myself. to say "i made it" is somehow not enough.. but i dont know what else to say...
I made it!
sure i did have problems. i did cry, and feel sad.. but i also felt a big relief about it.. like it was ok to feel so.
i had 2 flashbacks that hurt emotionally, and one did physically too.. but in all i think it was my best holidays ever since i was little! i cant be completely sure because i dont know what happened during most of my childhood, but it is coming back, here and there.
so yah. i came out of it without cuts, without self abuse, and actually the ability to be proud of myself. to say "i made it" is somehow not enough.. but i dont know what else to say...
I made it!
happy D Day baby
General | Posted 12 years agoanother year older on the other side..
ever since i stopped seeing you and your mom i have been happier.. but i still miss you so much... is that bad?
i am getting by.. i am struggling but at the time striding. being stationary and yet my mind is mobile. the biggest thing is i can now only imagine you instead of actually seeing you.. kinda lonley despite who is around... like i have been cut off somehow.. it hurts.
but this year i am safe... i can take comfort in that.
happy death day my child. ill see you again someday in the flow..
ever thinking of you...
DADDY
ever since i stopped seeing you and your mom i have been happier.. but i still miss you so much... is that bad?
i am getting by.. i am struggling but at the time striding. being stationary and yet my mind is mobile. the biggest thing is i can now only imagine you instead of actually seeing you.. kinda lonley despite who is around... like i have been cut off somehow.. it hurts.
but this year i am safe... i can take comfort in that.
happy death day my child. ill see you again someday in the flow..
ever thinking of you...
DADDY
i gotta cord, i gotta cord, igottacord heyheyhey!
General | Posted 12 years agomy cord is new and operational! i can start to do art again digitally.
i have to pay off my commissioner, who helped me buy it, with art!
yayyayay!
i have to pay off my commissioner, who helped me buy it, with art!
yayyayay!
Thank you my friend
General | Posted 12 years agofirst i want to say a thank you to all who read and commented on my last journal. thank you all so much i lovesya!
and now i want to say a very special thanks to
vosur because he let me give him a future commission in exchange for the money to buy my new cord! sometime after this week i should have a good one and i am excited to get back to work.
until then i will keep myself entertained with video games (it has been a while so why not?) traditional art and writing. maybe i just needed a break and somehow took that literally on my cord :P it was a stupid move on my end and i have learned.
moving on
and now i want to say a very special thanks to
vosur because he let me give him a future commission in exchange for the money to buy my new cord! sometime after this week i should have a good one and i am excited to get back to work. until then i will keep myself entertained with video games (it has been a while so why not?) traditional art and writing. maybe i just needed a break and somehow took that literally on my cord :P it was a stupid move on my end and i have learned.
moving on
F**K.. it is my fault
General | Posted 12 years agoi have damaged my intuos tablet cord. i know that this is easily fixable and can simply be replaced, and cheaply.. but i have bills that have to pay first and i dont know how long i can wait. and on top of that i have been working on a pic for my cousin for in honor for his 3 month old baby.. now i have to wait.. damnit. i should have been more careful.. i should have not moved so fast and taken care. instead i yanked it out so fast that it broke the cord....F**K
suppose it could be worse...i could have damaged the tablet *knocks on wood for good juju* and that would have been ridiculously expensive. the cord is like $15... thank the divines for that.
oh well i guess i just wanted to get that off my chest..
suppose it could be worse...i could have damaged the tablet *knocks on wood for good juju* and that would have been ridiculously expensive. the cord is like $15... thank the divines for that.
oh well i guess i just wanted to get that off my chest..
wonderful new artist friend that has sales
General | Posted 12 years agoshe is a wonderful artist, deserving everything she gets and more. please check her out, she has some great deals and they all are cheap!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5189542/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5189542/
Reduced prices for poses!
General | Posted 12 years agoReduced prices
i have a new potential for income so i am changing my offers i made before....
No Bidding anymore! you want it and you put the money down, you get it. first come first served!
all poses are reduced in price for a limited time only! $7USD for Black and white and $11 for a color. if possible i would like there to be no, or simple backgrounds
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
be well everyone! i loves ya!
i have a new potential for income so i am changing my offers i made before....
No Bidding anymore! you want it and you put the money down, you get it. first come first served!
all poses are reduced in price for a limited time only! $7USD for Black and white and $11 for a color. if possible i would like there to be no, or simple backgrounds
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
be well everyone! i loves ya!
look people at the awesomeness!
General | Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5139767/
little foxen just needs $25 before the month is up and she doesnt take handouts... hell all the better right? just see what she has to offer. they are cheap and fun and very cute.. you cant go wrong!
check her out ok?
little foxen just needs $25 before the month is up and she doesnt take handouts... hell all the better right? just see what she has to offer. they are cheap and fun and very cute.. you cant go wrong!
check her out ok?
Reduced prices and a new policy!
General | Posted 12 years agoi have a new potential for income so i am changing my offers i made before....
No Bidding anymore! you want it and you put the money down, you get it. first come first served!
all poses are reduced in price for a limited time only! $7USD for Black and white and $11 for a color. if possible i would like there to be no, or simple backgrounds
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
be well everyone! i loves ya!
No Bidding anymore! you want it and you put the money down, you get it. first come first served!
all poses are reduced in price for a limited time only! $7USD for Black and white and $11 for a color. if possible i would like there to be no, or simple backgrounds
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
be well everyone! i loves ya!
Foxen is open for business!
General | Posted 12 years agocommissions for our foxen is open, but she will only take what she earns so have your character sheet available!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/.....urnal/5135048/
cute and awesome badges and head shots are available now and you cant beat her prices! check her out!
YCH Auction!
General | Posted 12 years agoPLEASE HELP ME PAY FOR ANYTHING I CAN AROUND HERE. I CANT GET A JOB YET WITHOUT HAVING MED ISSUES AND I NEED THE MONEY FOR BILLS!
_________
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely :3 the bidding for a pose will end an hour after the first bid on it is placed, or if the pose is bought outright.
______________
if you want to just buy the pose Black and white it is $20 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for black and white shaded pics start at $13USD and can be increased by bid by $1USD at a time.
simple backgrounds... light/shadows and simple textures that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
___________
if you want to just buy the pose it is $25 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for colored pics starts at $15USD per pose and can be risen by $1USD at a time per bid.
simple backgrounds... colors slight designs that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
_________
I love you all, and i mean that *HUGS TO ALL* be well my friends
_________
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely :3 the bidding for a pose will end an hour after the first bid on it is placed, or if the pose is bought outright.
______________
if you want to just buy the pose Black and white it is $20 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for black and white shaded pics start at $13USD and can be increased by bid by $1USD at a time.
simple backgrounds... light/shadows and simple textures that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
___________
if you want to just buy the pose it is $25 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for colored pics starts at $15USD per pose and can be risen by $1USD at a time per bid.
simple backgrounds... colors slight designs that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
_________
I love you all, and i mean that *HUGS TO ALL* be well my friends
help the zoezoe
General | Posted 12 years agocheap and cute art for all, and she needs us too help her!
check out all the cuteness and commission her!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11735372/
check out all the cuteness and commission her!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11735372/
YCH AUCTION RULES AND EXAMPLES! PLEASE READ!
General | Posted 12 years agoPLEASE HELP ME PAY FOR ANYTHING I CAN AROUND HERE. I CANT GET A JOB YET WITHOUT HAVING MED ISSUES AND I NEED THE MONEY FOR BILLS!
_________
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely :3 the bidding for a pose will end an hour after the first bid on it is placed, or if the pose is bought outright.
______________
if you want to just buy the pose Black and white it is $20 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for black and white shaded pics start at $13USD and can be increased by bid by $1USD at a time.
simple backgrounds... light/shadows and simple textures that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
___________
if you want to just buy the pose it is $25 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for colored pics starts at $15USD per pose and can be risen by $1USD at a time per bid.
simple backgrounds... colors slight designs that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
_________
I love you all, and i mean that *HUGS TO ALL* be well my friends
_________
PAGE 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754802/
PAGE 2:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754887/
PAGE 3:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754832/
PAGE 4:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11754858/
your finished versions will be much bigger and can be colored, or black and white only. this finished pic will be emailed to you so you will have a copy that is full sized.
you are free to repost your finished versions as long as i get credit for the art, not your character.
i WILL post the finished version on my page to promote myself, BUT i will give you full credit for the character and link it back to you.
examples:
color without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11753402/
color with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11602840/
black and white with background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11480689/
Black and white without background: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10889379/
the poses can be whatever species you want so i will try to fit your character. if i cant i will let you know but i am always open to new things to put in these poses.
the symbols to the right of the poses are the allowed genders that the character can be so choose wisely :3 the bidding for a pose will end an hour after the first bid on it is placed, or if the pose is bought outright.
______________
if you want to just buy the pose Black and white it is $20 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for black and white shaded pics start at $13USD and can be increased by bid by $1USD at a time.
simple backgrounds... light/shadows and simple textures that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
___________
if you want to just buy the pose it is $25 and you will be garrenteed it, as long as you claim it early. if the bidding gets there before you buy it flat, it will be given to whomever gets the highest bidder.
the bidding for colored pics starts at $15USD per pose and can be risen by $1USD at a time per bid.
simple backgrounds... colors slight designs that i am allowed to come up with (though i will show you them before i finish) are free
complex backgrounds may go up to $5USD higher on ending bid depending on difficulty.
________________
PAYPAL ONLY. sorry everyone but i cant take checks and cash/money order... my new apartment rules state i cant accept anything by mail that is money-based in fear of stealing.
_________
I love you all, and i mean that *HUGS TO ALL* be well my friends
moved!
General | Posted 12 years agoi am finally moved into my new apartment with my bunnyhunny and it feels great, aside from a few minor setbacks, and the fact that it is much hotter here. really nothing we cant handle.
so far i am loving the new place. we are stocked up and all 53 boxes have been opened and i put everything away more or less. i have the internet and tv and air conditioning AIR CONDITIONING! no longer am i suffering in the heat.
i can take care of my own space and look out for me and my bunnyhunny and that is all i need to do because there is no one here. niiiiiiice.
i walk around naked all the time, i am in my undies right now! and i could get up and go to the fridge in the other room without putting any more clothes on! i can relax anywhere, i can do whatever i need to in my own space! freaking freedom!
anyway that is my info... how is everyone else?
so far i am loving the new place. we are stocked up and all 53 boxes have been opened and i put everything away more or less. i have the internet and tv and air conditioning AIR CONDITIONING! no longer am i suffering in the heat.
i can take care of my own space and look out for me and my bunnyhunny and that is all i need to do because there is no one here. niiiiiiice.
i walk around naked all the time, i am in my undies right now! and i could get up and go to the fridge in the other room without putting any more clothes on! i can relax anywhere, i can do whatever i need to in my own space! freaking freedom!
anyway that is my info... how is everyone else?
moving
General | Posted 12 years agoon thursday i am moving to my new apartment with my beautiful bunnyhunny. we are finally starting a life just us. i am happy, but my nerves are on fire! i has so much to do still and it is so hard not to just throw up. i almost did that this morning but i controlled it and it went away. i peed purple 2 times in the past 3 days that shows that i am nervous and scared to the point of sickness... maybe i am so happy it is effecting my nerves or something, because i AM happy! i am looking forward to making a home my own and cooking, cleaning, hell i am looking forward to wash laundry and dishes.
someday ill be able to get a job too, and ill be able to drive again. i am actually looking forward to driving, but i am freaked out about getting a job. get this though.. we are making enough to live as we are. it will be tight but we will manage. this is why i will be doing commissions someday soon too to help pay bills and save up for a new comp (i am thinking when i have enough money, i will need one) and a cintiq pad.
i hope you are all well because i am doing GREAT aside from the nerves :3
someday ill be able to get a job too, and ill be able to drive again. i am actually looking forward to driving, but i am freaked out about getting a job. get this though.. we are making enough to live as we are. it will be tight but we will manage. this is why i will be doing commissions someday soon too to help pay bills and save up for a new comp (i am thinking when i have enough money, i will need one) and a cintiq pad.
i hope you are all well because i am doing GREAT aside from the nerves :3
YCH slots open (6 poses left)
General | Posted 12 years agoi will be doing this more often so keep your eyes open!
if you are intersted go here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11313529/
if you are intersted go here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11313529/
Great but Scary news
General | Posted 12 years agomy bunny and i are getting an apartment! we paid the down payment and we are working on packing stuff up now. september 5th we are going in to paint and the 6th we are going to take messurements and plan then we are moving in a day later! i am so excited.. nauseatingly excited.. this is a big step and i am so happy that i am freaking out, but yet i am ok. i am going to need to get a job when i get there, but i really want to learn more about digital coloring and Dave, if you are still there, i would really like to further my training after my cusin's wedding in september. i am making a big acrylic painting for them and i am running low on time...
in other news, my baby and her mom are now gone. they told me that i didnt need them anymore and they kissed me. in those kisses i felt.. i dont know... energized and happy.. and at the same time i was scared. it was like loosing a piece of myself, but i also am really happy that they are at rest.
weird they told me they had to leave and that i was going to start a life for myself days before my bunny and i got our apartment... i dont believe in coincidence anymore... this happened the way it happened because i think i am ready now. like completing a puzzle i think it just fell into place when it counted.
i am so happy and scared, but excited and nervous.. i am not sure what i am feeling, but i am sure i can make it something good.. i am sure :)
love you all
and emmy... you were right. i love you and you were so right.. now i have to understand all that it means
in other news, my baby and her mom are now gone. they told me that i didnt need them anymore and they kissed me. in those kisses i felt.. i dont know... energized and happy.. and at the same time i was scared. it was like loosing a piece of myself, but i also am really happy that they are at rest.
weird they told me they had to leave and that i was going to start a life for myself days before my bunny and i got our apartment... i dont believe in coincidence anymore... this happened the way it happened because i think i am ready now. like completing a puzzle i think it just fell into place when it counted.
i am so happy and scared, but excited and nervous.. i am not sure what i am feeling, but i am sure i can make it something good.. i am sure :)
love you all
and emmy... you were right. i love you and you were so right.. now i have to understand all that it means
help a foxen
General | Posted 12 years agomy friend, 
Mary-Jane 
Vixens-Den is in trouble financially, and she makes the cutest and, if you want, sexy stuff too : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11224642/ check her out and message her for the awesomeness REALLY GREAT PRICES!
$2 for badges
$3 for a bust
$4 for waist up
$5 for full lines
go check her out and look at her cool stuff! all money goes to getting her out of debt that her insurance company brought upon her.. unfair. and as one artist to another, anything you could do would mean the world to her.
Foxen i hope that you get back on your feet soon, but ill be here if you need to talk. i also hope to commission you someday :3
Mary-Jane 
Vixens-Den is in trouble financially, and she makes the cutest and, if you want, sexy stuff too : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11224642/ check her out and message her for the awesomeness REALLY GREAT PRICES!$2 for badges
$3 for a bust
$4 for waist up
$5 for full lines
go check her out and look at her cool stuff! all money goes to getting her out of debt that her insurance company brought upon her.. unfair. and as one artist to another, anything you could do would mean the world to her.
Foxen i hope that you get back on your feet soon, but ill be here if you need to talk. i also hope to commission you someday :3
help a foxen
General | Posted 12 years agomy friend, Mary-Jane is in trouble financially, and she makes the cutest and, if you want, sexy stuff too : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11224362/ check her out and message her for the awesomeness REALLY GREAT PRICES!
$2 for badges
$3 for a bust
$4 for waist up
$5 for full lines
go check her out and look at her cool stuff! all money goes to getting her out of debt that her insurance company brought upon her.. unfair. and as one artist to another, anything you could do would mean the world to her.
Foxen i hope that you get back on your feet soon, but ill be here if you need to talk. i also hope to commission you someday :3
Mary-Jane is in trouble financially, and she makes the cutest and, if you want, sexy stuff too : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11224362/ check her out and message her for the awesomeness REALLY GREAT PRICES!$2 for badges
$3 for a bust
$4 for waist up
$5 for full lines
go check her out and look at her cool stuff! all money goes to getting her out of debt that her insurance company brought upon her.. unfair. and as one artist to another, anything you could do would mean the world to her.
Foxen i hope that you get back on your feet soon, but ill be here if you need to talk. i also hope to commission you someday :3
vacation
General | Posted 12 years agoi am headed north tomorrow at 7:30am to have a vacation with my bunny as a present from her mom and my parents for our anniversary... 6 years feels like longer and yet shorter.. i honestly cant remember when i was without her and that makes me happy.
anyway i love you all and i hope to sign in when i get back on monday.
be well all! love ya!
anyway i love you all and i hope to sign in when i get back on monday.
be well all! love ya!
i wish the convention could have been at least 3 days longer
General | Posted 12 years agofurcon 2013 was awesome! it kicked my lily white ass into freakin space it was so awesome! i got to see so many people i hadnt seen in waaaaay too long, i got to buy great art, got my own room, and i got to swim for the first time in years in a warm pool! i got personal gifts and i gave a few of my own... i met some awesome artists, and made some new friends... hell i think that someone could have kicked me in the groin and called me "Charley" and it would have still been better than any other con i have ever been to!
can i get a "HELL YA!"?
can i get a "HELL YA!"?
