Go here ^_^ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4211158/

Definitely not my favorite one... The tree had literally 3 things under it due to low income for all of us. We went to visit my grandmother at the cemetery and I ended up getting in a fight with my mom's racist asshole boyfriend over some racist crap and threats/insults he said. So yea... definitely not my favorite Christmas, I'm glad that day is finally over.

I really don't give a fuck anymore. I am who I am, and I have no plans of ever changing that. I think horrible things about my enemies just like every other person, its in our nature. Those who can't understand that and claim those who think that way are crazy can just go fuck off, they obviously don't understand what kind of spiteful evil species they come from. I'm not an awful person for the things I feel and I don't need to change myself just to make others happy.

Thank you so much  immortalvixen for reminding me this.

All I do is start drama and annoy people over stupid shit... I even lost one of my closest friends tonight over my stupidity.... I don't deserve some as kind and caring as you as a friend... You were a true friend and were there for me when I needed you most, all I did was push you further and further away. I'm sorry and I need to go get myself help.

Relationships, love, mates,... such a pointless thing to try and establish. Being alone is so much nicer, no restrictions, no heartbreak, and pure freedom. No fears of being left or abandoned by the one who claims to love or care about you. I think I'll enjoy this, relationships are a waste of time.

I hope you enjoy yer life without me and a few friends of yours. All you did was just string us along, got us concerned and then out of nowhere decide to cut us off for no reason. well I hope all the shit yer supposively going through where you're kills you!


Also if you're reading this you cunt, I hope you enjoy some songs I picked about you.
https://youtu.be/zGZM2fQ3PJM
https://youtu.be/fkBU1aD88z8
https://youtu.be/_bzQOKQAnBc
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4800732/

Anyone know what happened to  S1X ?

His page is empty and he unwatched and (I'm assuming) blocked everyone. Did something happen?

well tomorrow, the 24th will be exactly one year since my grandmother passed away, and then the 26th will be the 9th aniversary of my godfather's passing... and finally the 28th is my birthday, kinda a bad week for me coming up....

all she does is act like a paranoid fuck, cares nothing about my feelings and only cares if Im gonna pay her fucking bills...

I hope her back gets worse and cripples her, I hope her brittle bones break beyond repair, I hope her precious boyfrienmd makes her miserable, I hope she loses everything. I FUCKING HATE HER!

 SythraWolf is offering requests, be sure to read his rules before commenting
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3267846/

I cant seem to have a relationship that I don't end up fucking up....

that is all...

As of tonight me and <3  Darcin-Fire <3 have become mates. I just thought I'd share with everyone that FA has another couple of lovebirds now :P

I loves my stinky foxie with all my heart <3

made a new account for all art I've recieved  SilverFang_the_lonewolf

Earlier tonight I plugged my ipod classic in to my computer to charge it and itunes said it was in recovery mode and needed to be restored in order to work again. I need help finding a FREE program I can use that will be able to back up my ipod's 22610 songs, 100 or so videos and over 400 pictures onto my computer. I wouldn't have an issue restoring it if the data was on my computer already but unfortunately its from the drive I had crash on November 2010 Dx

Any help would be greatly appreciated

[EDIT] Most of my issues have been worked out after a good amount of seareching and testing multiple programs. All I need now is to back up about 400 or so pictures that are still on it (after this program finished backing my entire music library up)

I love how you always tell me to do something and mean something entirely different.
I love how you always tell me where stuff is and yell at me when you turn out to be wrong.
I love how you always bitch at me that I'm not working when you see me searching.
I love how you always treat me like shit and expect me to treat you like gold.
I love how you always compare me to others.
I love how you always threaten me.
I love how you always make me hate my life.
I love how you always limit me.
I love how you always seem to know the best way to piss me off.
I love how you always think you know whats best for me.
I love how you always get in my face when you're pissed.
I love how you always get on my case for the stupidest things.
I love how you fail to understand me.
I love how you never leave me alone.
I love how you always try to control me.
I love how you always harass me about my friends.
I love how you always call me lazy despite the fact I'm always helping you.
I love how you always say I'm acting stupid when I get confused.
I love how you always yell at me in front of friends.
I love how you say I'm making excuses when something happens.
I love how you always put your boyfriend before your own kids.
I love how you always treat me like a little kid.
I love how you always pretend to care about me.
I love how you think you're the center of the universe.
I love how you're greedy.
I love how you're mistrusting.
I love how you're nosy.
I love how you're obsessed with cleaning your house and yard even when there's nothing needed to be done.
I love how you try to make me feel guilty.
I love how you made me a hateful person.
I love how you and you're ex-husband made my childhood something I regret having.
I love how I can't depend on you.
I love how I can't trust you.
I love how you always jump to conclusions.
I love how you automatically accuse me of things I didn't do.
I love how you never believe me.
I love how you lie to me.
I love how you always judge me.
I love how my friends are more of a family then you'll ever be.

 wobbah is still looking for someone to help him get from Rhode Island to Wisconsin.

He's got no other way there and'll end up on the streets for Christmas if he can't get a way there...

I would help but I'm in pretty much the same boat as him and have no money or gas..

Any help would be GREATLY appretiated, I don't wanna see my cubby get thrown on the streets

He's offering the following to anyone who'll drive him there:

7 diapers, 17 xbox games, all his art books including the preston blair, a sharktooth necklace, and some sonic stuff.

My good friend,  yourfur is taking commissions for cheap.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6844527/ <- Info in description (warning pic contains messy diaper :P).

Whenever I show my love for someone they turn out not be in love back or just stop caring about me.... my last few relationships proved that to me...

I'm getting sick of this loneliness, anger, hatred and depression I've been feeling... I need to find someone who actually cares about me and won't just toy with me...

1TB hard drive
3GB RAM
and Windows 7 (fuck you vista and all other shit that sucks as much as you do :P)

just thought I'd share the good news and a song thats been stuck in my head all day

https://youtu.be/pOSaDbb9gaQ

I'm quitting my job, it's way too fast and everyone there even my boss treats me like shit. My family doesn't understand anything about me and are constantly trying to make me be the perfect little zombie they tried raising me as and are constantly pushing way too hard and comparing me to my "perfect" cousin and saying that if I don't be what they want me to be that I'm gonna end up like my uncle (long story short addicted to everything you can imagine, been in and out of jail entire life, drink and smoke and living with mother the part of life not in jail). I need a way out of this hell and away from all if this before I end up killing them all.

I just got a job at Dunkin Donuts part time, starting tomorrow at 6 am. Also Im gonna be fully recovered from my laptop crashing sometime this week since I'm getting my grandma's computer tomorrow afternoon. Well that's all for now, iPod battery's about to die >.<

This day isn't helping at all either... It shoulda been a very happy day for me but all it's doing is making me realize I have nobody...

I don't even know why I'm bothering to type this, no one's gonna read this anyway...

As the title says, my desktop is still not connecting at all even though we had comcast come and fix the router... (they did it while I was away for a week, go figure).

On a happier note my week was enjoyable, I got to see some friends I haven't seen in a long time and got to visit with my master.

Also since its been stuck in my head all week...
https://youtu.be/B80sdXiMo48

She decided it would be ok to unplug then redo the settings etc.. on the router and now even with the correct password the desktop refuses to connect to the router. Because of this I'm stuck on just my iPod and psp again... Not even skyle works this time either...

She really needs to learn to leave shit alone and not mess with that which she doesn't understand...