Back again with some stuff.

Some changes tho.

I'm not really as much as a furry as I used to be. Like, I still like furs, but they've taken a backseat lately as I've grown as a person.
Same can be said with a few old stuff I used to make. I may still make them but it wont be as often.
Still, I'll post whatever I see fit here, whether people will like my new content or not.

Still a horribly shy person and may not make the first move to say hi to people, but I'm working on that.

So. As some of you may already know, I'm  greatwhitejill under a new account.
Some of you may have many questions but I will try and explain the situation that happened as best as I can.

To be frank, I fell into a dark place. I left for a really long time to try and cope with what was going on. For the longest time it really wasn't working out. I became reclusive, started to cut connections from friends and those close to me, and became more a lone as time passed. Things just got way too much for me to handle.

To keep a long story short. This was caused by several things, the high pressure that was put on me in my final college years and the interactions with a few bad eggs I had with the community. I will not be naming names. Period.

These interactions ranged from violations of my denial for requests of advancements in various ways, unsolicited nudes, and in one specific instance, the mental torture of blaming me for their own personal bad happenings irl when I refuse to be with them. The were from the people I thought were my friends at the time. I was clearly wrong. From this, my anxiety shot through the roof. I didn't know who to trust and kept all of my problems bottled up. This was a mistake. It affected me so badly in so many ways I even at one point started to give up on many things, including the one thing I loved doing which was drawing.

I had just officially broke from that torturous depression and I don't plan on going back. I decided I wanted to start off fresh with a new account and some updated characters. I feel that my old fursonas are all tainted because they were both involved in various instances and I feel really uncomfortable bringing them back the same as they were. This is why Jill has had a major change from the ground up. Almost everything about is revamped to be a new character. I may do the same for Alisia at some point in the future.

As for old unfinished commissions. Sadly during my depression I couldn't bring myself to complete them. I no longer wish to continue those pieces so I have fully refunded all of those I can remember. If I have missed anyone please contact me through my PMs to let me know. I am truly sorry that you guys had to be caught up in this mess.

I am not too sure what directions I am taking this account. Most likely it will be a mix of things, but I have changed as a person over these years and many of my old interests have also changed. This now brings us into the topic of my relationship with  taluthus. Unfortunately, I had also pushed him away during my leave and no longer have the same old spark I used to. But despite that, we are still very close friends because we've known each other for many years and have supported one another for a long time. With that said, our characters, Taluthus and Jill will still be together as a symbol of our strong friendship. We both agreed that the two work very well for each other and wanted to keep the two going.

I'm not very sure if any of what I have written made that much sense because this is quite a hard topic to bring up. I am still healing and I want to come back and make some friends again. I don't know where I am going from this point onwards, but definitely somewhere much happier.

So this is the new me at the start of 2019. Hope that we'll all have some fun again.

Not new to FA here, but rather a returning user with a brand new profile.

Will update on what happened later on