things in my life are rolling onward and I am happy. room mater moved out plans to move in my loveable sharky are moving forward.
Even if the world is going crazy. well, Crazier! At least I don't try and hide my insanity XD I am who I am and that honestly will never change <3

You can look forward to more of tabletop adventures. and more sexiness of my avatars I put together <3

Love you all!

Hey guys.
Just a simple update on life.
Things have been going smoothly.
Bills are paid got food. water.
and.... honestly why do I type these things XD
Not sure who cares.

Been having some bad dreams lately.
Waking up in a dark room.
Alone and hearing Voices in my head laughing, calling me a failure and such.
Nothing to bad I just laugh it off.

Going to keep on smiling.
Love you all!

Hey All thank you all for the support and favorites and watches.

Just letting you all know I'm doing alright for the most part.
And I'd like to thank all of you who help and support me.

I'm still suffering with my illness and those of you that know me know what I'm talking about
Still struggling along. your average issues.
Bills.
Rent.
Food.

For my work and other uses I have Opened up my PayPal account again.
If your interested in supporting me. Or just wanna help some one out.

Thank you all for standing by me and i love you all.


If you want to help or support me~
paypal.me/LuminaLux

https://paypal.me/pools/c/8BdUm5DTcP

wow Another 365 days gone by in a flash huh?

Welp I'm still here and kicking.
I'm thankful for all the watchers I've gotten =3
I hope you all continue to enjoy the random things I post.

You all have a merry Christmas and a Happy new year.

As of 6:16 pm
Friday June 7th 2019...
My mother who had been struggling for 2 weeks on a ventilator...
Has lost her fight...

I am now dealing with the chaos that fallows.
I thank you all for any and all support.
I will be fine. I just wanted to let you all know what happened.

Just a lil update.
Got myself a new job.
It's eating up some time but I'm still posting art again <3
I should be back up and fully running I hope come next month.
And thank you all for those who supported me. I love you all.
Sorry to all my watchers for the lack of art and for the possible explosions or possible post spams to come ^^;;

Welp another year comes and gos. the 6th was my birthday ^^ had cake talked and had fun with friends and family
got some gifts. some shoes a few models to tinker with.

been working on a few drawings I hope to put up when I have proper net up and running
and may open my random request board again for you who bother to watch me ^^

Welp people
That's it. they found black mold in my home the old AC unit is the cause and the insurance is fixing it.
I'm put up in a hotel till the replacement of the whole north wall if finished.

September 19 is a fearful day because I'll be going into the hospital for a week or two for observation.
They will be running tests and attempting to induce my seizures to see what is wrong with me.
And what causes them.

<.< as far as we do know the are very real but not caused but flashing lights or anything normal.
basic testing showed nothing. So see you all on the other side yeah?

Or what ever may come.
Love you all. <3

Ah November I love it and I hate it XD
It's nice and cool and now it's the 6th.
So yay I leveled up XD
Thank you all who still like me and hang out with me
I love you all.

Thank you to everyone who decides to gift me something.
And if not that's cool too lol
You all keep up the awesome work <3

IDK what happen but I can't access my old Skype anymore so instead of waiting for the valued customer service I;m just making a new account.

Add me. DanielWertzTech

I got taged by  Blaze_Water_Sage


• What is the name of your Fursona?
Tech Coresair

• Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
The idea he loved to build things and tinker with machinery. and one of my favorite old war plans.
But Coresair in ym Sona's world also means, great leader of the people.

• What species is your Fursona and why did you choose that species?
He is Highgon dragons that have left their old world in search of a promised land having found it and founded their empire. Because Ilove dragons XD

• What colour is your Fursona and why? Hair/fur/eyes/etc
Green wiht red shoulder markings. Brown hair and belly scales. Blue eyes that glow.

• What is your Fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL
He is brave thoe often dosn't know when to shut his mouth. He can be Blunt But he is kind and friendly.
This almost completly mirrors me in real life.

• What is one item your Fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
A large mythril blade left to him by hi family. I have a large 13 inch panther blade my Dad left me. Before he died.

• What is one thing you think you would say to your Fursona if you could meet?
Take me with you. =3

• What is one thing your Fursona would say to you if you could meet?
I extend to you a greeting from the Mechinode Empire. XD *hugs!*

• How has your Fursona changed over the years?
Tech started looking like a Silver mask wareing allagator and slowly over the years made his way to looking like a real dragon.

• How long have you had this Fursona?
For as long as I coudl draw him! ^^


• Would you like to be more like your Fursona?
Kind of yes! =3 all the Mecha and monsters!! OMG yes!

• Now tag three people:
Any of my friends or watchers that might like this.

Yeah yeah not much to say in this Journal except my Birthday is on the 6th
So yeah the green dragon is another year older XD

I'm looking for someone whos good at makeing Meesh avatars. for Second Life.
If you know of one Please link me to them >.<
I am seeking someone to make an actuall SL version of my main character Tech Coresair.
I can provide details and my gallary has tones of pic of him.
I currently am using the KZK green gator
I can work with their prices if the quality is good.

If you fell asleep and woke up the next dawn. You didn’t quite feel like yourself. Something feels completely off. You reach out with your hand to check your alarm clock only to see it rip apart circuit by circuit!? Would you think it odd? My Child you have awoken a Voice will tell you. You have with in you the power to rip the world asunder! Go forth test you new found power your ... “Gift.” Would you do as the voice details and go forth and test your power…. Would you rip the world apart remake it as you saw fit? You could reach into a person. Turn them inside out or into another creature all together. Would you Use this power for your own sake. Would you use this power to help others? What if I told you such power lay at the bottom of a lake far more Vast than any city known to man?



I ask you again. What would you do with such power?

Well lately I've been feeling like... Well crap actually.
I've been thinking. People can be cruel at the best of times.
Falling for all the lies all the fake smiles.
Oh.... I'll admit I've lied my rear off about something's.
But not how I see people. How I feel about people.
This dragon knows.
But it really gets me to thinking.
Maybe I know to much for my own dam good.
People become distant every time. My mask brakes even just the slightest.
Aguish. Suffering. Love. Happiness.


Just a some venting...
Took a small dollar bottle of whine but I think I'll feeling better.

Hello everyone this journal is to let you all know I'm finally starting up commission.
You can look at my commission 's TAB to find out my prices. Just note me if you want better details or examples of my work for each commission type.

my First commission slot and commission virginity gos to!
 arbiterzero

Attention I'm currently looking for anyone who might be able to craft a Version of Tech in Second Life.
If you know anyone. I'd like you to link me to them. SO I can find out their prices.
Please ^o^ *hugs and kisses*

Hi hi hi hi ^^ Just droping this journal to wish every one of you a very happy V-day!!

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“The Blade.” Everyone has one. That little knife in their hand. People are impossible to fully trust. A flaw most…. Maybe all people have. It’s not enough that some go and plunge this knife into your back. But there are even those who twist it as they stab. Leaving a larger wound then if it where a simple stab. But What gets me the most is when someone you really trust or care for. Someone who you had 100% loyalty to.. Take out their knife and thrusts it into you back So hard and deep. It pierces your heart. I know from experience I have enough knife wounds that would last me a life time and likely will. There are even those wounds that still drive me to great pain. Ever sense I was a child I’ve had knife after knife stabbed into my back. Growing up and then high school it was worse. Maybe a little funny to most. I still recall the mocking list that was posted all over the school two maybe three days befor graduation. Of who was voted to most likely do what. I was rather amused by it myself. That was until I found out I was listed as the most likely to bring a gun to school and shoot up the place. I was never popular in school hell I only had 2 friends. If you could call them that. I had a collection of classes meant to teach me to behave in school. You know those behavior management classes. The only real thing that made me learn. Was that people want you to keep everything bottled up. No one wants to hear how you feel. Right now… I can feel it all creeping under my skin. A hungry shadow just waiting ready to swallow me whole… I’m not sure but I’ve been having seizures lately... Each has lasted about 10 minutes. But the last one a while back lasted near an hour befor I finally fought my way awake. Maybe I’m just being emo or maybe the shadow is trying to rip me apart. Either way I’m getting off topic. Not like anyone will read this long winded crap anyway. In truth most of you will just likely see this journal on your watch list and click the nuke or delete button. But I can feel it all welling up inside me… Another knife in my back… their silken hand still on the handle. Twisting it… turning it. Burring it deeper.. I feel lost. In a dark void with not light. I try to be brave. Put on a mask to chase it all away…. Forsaken?… Betrayed?...

Comment and I will...
1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2) Tell you a colour you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your journal.

Just check mark the boxes after you copy paste this into the reply! If you don't want to say things publicly, to bad! This is for fun, post it here.

✔ <== Here so you can just copy paste xD

WOULD YOU.....
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

((((I am okay this is just constructive Venting.))))
I stepped into the shadows. More like I fell into them. I found my self in a cold soundless void. I bumped around not knowing where to go. Every chance I spotted the light it faded befor I could reach it. But no matter how hard it became I would always try. Even when i felt hope fleeting away. I would see another line of light.... This one I though. This one had to be it... So I reached out my hand. Hesitantly I reached for this shining ray of hope. Fearful if might vanish the instant I got to close...
I stopped only a few feet away from it.
And I looked back.
There and then I thought.
Would it be better to stay in this shadow this void?
Between the possible light and hope.
And the Darkness in my own heart.
I closed my eyes. I heard nothing.... Darkness again.
And when I opened my eyes again. I still found myself in that Void.
I reached out toward both the Light and the Darkness.
I felt my soul being tuged both ways...
I felt as if I would be torn a sunder...
Between the Darkness and the Light.
What hope did I have. I am alone now. I recall all of my friends. How each I cried with. I laughed with. And the loss of anyone of them would being a killing blow to me. How tightly we cling to all that we have.

Again. The Darkness tugged at me. The shadows called my name.... once. twice... Would I answer?
At the very end of this Nightmare. Just as I was about to give into the shadows.
I felt hands on my shoulders.... And the warmth of all of my friends.
To each and every one of you weather you care as much about me as I do you or not.
To each and every one of you. Thank you for being here and sticking with me.

well here we are jet another year going by.
The 6th of November was my birthday. Blah blah blah... Wasn't the greatest day in my life.
Did manage to get a nice RC heli to play with. you all know the type gas powered.
Might augment it to carry a battery power BB gun later.
But yeah just figured I'd go a head and say hi to all of you guys and gals again ^^;

OKay listen up if I had you on my MSN my old account got blocked and can;t be reopened so I'll have to add you all again please note me your MSN names and I appologise for this inconvinance >.< Dumb MSN protacalls!!

Greetings all Just figured I'd take the timt to update this thing a little.
first off.
YES! I do take requests.
Two.
it still going to be a bit longer till I has net at home so don;t feel bad if I haven;t replyied to any requests.

Other then that I;m haveig a very good time. Finding myself all kinds of lovely and hansome characters to try my hand at drawing. and I like posting up random gifts for people of their characters. A good thing to do is watch me XD lol.
you never know what might come out of the storm of papers and pens I can cause.