So I've decided to come back into being more active within the Fandom. I think that it's that time and I think that I'm in a place in my life where I can do it and really be happy and meet new people and lead a positive existence. It's been a long time coming for sure and these last 5 years of my life have been turbulent to say the least. I'm learning new ways of behavior and how to continuously transform my thinking and actions into better more positive things. I think that I have a ways to go, but I'm going to get there eventually. I have a wonderful boyfriend named  Brinxt that I've been dating for over a year now. I've got a new Fursuit head thanks to Blueharbor, I've got a new body suit to match in the works, and I've got new and exciting things just waiting for me.

I'M BACK!!!
*stage dives*

Well tonight is my final night of work at the airport. I'm being laid off permanently alongside 699 other people. It is a shitty feeling no doubt but maybe its the start of something better for my life. If anyone out there is looking for a responsible room mate maybe you could adopt me!

I'm at Anthrocon right now! Anybody who reads this that feels like hanging give me a ring! My celly telly is 9376942592.

Pretty much what the title says. I have cash in hand willing to shell out a decent sum of money for anyone who is willing to take the initiative and help get things rolling. Message me if you are serious about a build and want details. Thanks!

No seriously, I need someone that can build me a new head. What did you think I was talking about? Oh... get yer mind outta the gutter!

I'm looking for ANY artists with a good track record who could build me a new Husky head for the tune of 400-500 dollars, and have a good turn around time to boot. I know this is difficult to ask or put into a time frame but if you do good work and can do a non fubar moving jaw setup by all means please send me a private message.

Thanksz <3 :)
LorenHusky

Pain has brought me here once again. I'm not going to get on here and cry to you about how I wish things could have been different, because I do but their not going to be. I'm quickly learning that the only thing I have in this world to rely on is myself. People aren't who you think they are or what they appear to be. Love seems to be neither here nor there. Such is life.

Time to move on once again. Husky is a single little pup looking for a good home to go to.
Cheaters need not apply.

As a younger kid, I often wondered where I would end up after High School. I sat and dreamed of the pimped out car I would have, and the sweet job I would score and I would work hard and eventually fall in love.

It's funny how just a few short years after High School can change how you percieve the world to be, how brutal and non forgiving it really is, and how many people you find out aren't who you thought they were. It's a rather large day to day struggle with me to remain in contact with my few remaining friends from High School, as I've had to let most of them go for turning into douchebags or drug addicts.. or both.

What I thought was realistic a few years ago seems to have a high probability of not ever becoming reality these days. With this economy almost nobody is hiring, and if they are their slots are filled so fast it would make your head spin. But what about that love?

I'll tell you what. It's been the biggest hellish nightmare possibly of my entire existence. I have never been happier, and more depressed at the same time. I've never loved another human being so much, and been so hurt by them, had them take me to the edge and hold me there like somebody being held under water and drowning. You thrash hard, violently and you want so desperately to get out, but after so much struggle you begin to give in to whats happening as you see the end near. My relationship is in much this manner killing me. I'm in over my head with problems and I'm drowning quickly. My heart tells me to fight harder, but my mind is sure that the end is near.

It seems like recently, given as happy as I had been since october with the way things were going that my life is now crashing down all around me. People I thought I knew aren't what they seemed, my trust has been broken multiple times and theres just so much drama and bullshit that could be prevented if only people cared enough about anyone besides themselves to do so. My patience has grown to an all time low and I don't see it getting much better in the near future.

This journal goes out to all the real people who understand how trying to be the best person we can gets us stepped on in every relationship we have.
Maybe some day somebody will truly appreciate us but until that day, it certainly seems all downhill from here...