Ello crew been gone a long time. Had a lot gone on in life especially during covid.
Plus no longer married to ShadyIMG.
Just didn’t work out sadly took 6 months to start feeling better and to move on❤️‍🩹
But I’m happily dating with a new other half.
Been still in the furry fandom even when not on FA been part of local fluff meets since 2017. I’ve had a few surgeries in last 5 years nothing crazy bad just minor.
Hence been busy with life gaming with friends and regular stuff.
I plan to eventually post more furry highlights here as well as some art I done mostly personal favourites. Old stuff and old commissions from artists be in the scraps.
Ether way get back to spring cleaning this dusty FA page of mine lol 🫧🧹🫧

I’ve not been on here much due to sorting life circumstances out which I won’t bore you with the details but things should hopefully get back to normal at last by the time early Ma time thus till then find me on twitter as I’m more active there.
But I will pop back here occasionally. 🌸☕️

My page needs a proper tidy since not on
here much and rather produce
my own arts when
I get sorted finally with a tablet got a
laptop a bit ago but mostly been
focused on helping saving
for the visa towards
my partner’s visa as that’s top priority.

Sorry not been here a while
don’t really hang about here much
I’m usually on twitter and tumblr.
Anyways after a long wait of 4 years
getting surgery at last to remove a
tumorous haemorrhoid thats made me
physically miserable so will feel tons better.
Also going back to college late September to
top up my computer games degree.
Hopefully have a tablet by
then and my partner ShadyIMG be finally
coming back to me during the summer 💜

Mostly waffled on in this pic

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28605282/

about being finally back properly after a long hiatus.

Hi sorry not been active in a while still focusing on getting
My partner back as due to circumstances
from moving finally out of that horrible flat that was damaging my psychical health as well as my emotional wellbeing. Both Ian and I have still yet to save up enough for the damn visa to bring him back to UK from the USA
£3000. Course nether of our parents want to help and say it’s our problem
yeah true but least a little help be nice so basically alone in this mess
which my mother had ruined it anyway by pestering and wearing me down out of my back payment plus the rent at the old place was £550 a month plus it was getting jacked up to £650 if I wasn’t going to move in time.

I know me and Ian will make it just feels a
royal drag at the moment and breaks my heart
missing out fun and lovely times together and
I try not to get sad when seeing couples together.
Least new place is better to live in and made friends
with a neighbor whom has a puppy and go on
walks with and symphony gets along fine with.

Both me and Ian not given up on eventually getting fursuits
as its part of what we want to do together on occasions.

...Or possibly early March depending on when fridge gets
delivered as having to get a microwave to put me on till
electric cooker gets delivered. The flat is pretty bare at the moment
So needs new carpets in both living room and bedroom.
Rest of the floors will be lino flooring.
Best thing it being a council property you can paint and
decorate how ever you want
plus rent is cheaper then what current private rented is.

Will eventually post pictures as I usually hang on tumblr these days
But will come back properly once saved for computer now that be able to once settled in new home 🎁
Till then happy valentine’s day ♥️

Yay 🌸🍓🎁

Not permanently but not be on as much till get my life sorted out
Got enough drama as it is with my life through been ill and due yet again to remove a tumour as last hospital was having a biopsy and going to the docs next Tuesday for another surgery referral as the pain is emence.

Still trying stuck on council housing trying to find a new home as current apartment is still is in disrepair even though paying rent and overpayment for my partner thats
Not living with me and still stuck in Portland Oregon.
My great aunt had passed away last week and her funeral was on Tuesday.
The building complex had a fridge freezer fire in apartment above
me on the 3rd July which is 4 weeks from now.
Symphony been taken to the vet yesterday and treated for an infection.

Hence just floating on and off till can have life back to normal since not much point been here with out a computer.

Had a lot on and still no computer and Ian
coming back to me is still slow and emotionally hard still.
Also I been referred for surgery soon it's nothing
life threatening just get rid of something thats caused me pain in the last 3 years on and off.
Any way will pop on some times but currently hanging out on tumblr
And shut down my fursona fb page as too many creeps were being pests.

Hopefully will have things back to normal one stepping stone at a time.

Sadly a dear treasured little feathered flat mate and muse "Sherbert" has passed away 💔

Heartbroken and all over the place as came home from work and went to check on Sherbert as she usually tweets hearing me come home only she had passed away 💔
Only slight bit of comfort is my little cath kidstons budgie cup, one of the budgies has Sherberts likeness.

Been talking to Ian, family and close friends
But still feels hard 💔

Much I'll be missing Ian will try to enjoy my birthday
and look forward to late April when he can
finally come back to me and we pick up where we left off 💖💜

Not going to be on much due to lack
of computer since April and current life events hoping to move out this rubbish flat now got on high priority on council housing as area currently living innis not getting any better.
First time in a long time not looking forward too
much to Christmas due to missing Ian plus
We are both going to miss our birthdays in January and our wedding anniversary in February. Thus only month can look forward to is
April which Ian can come back as the stuffy
home office said before it be April 2017.

The summary of this year been 40% nice ( mainly Edc with Zal and Ross
plus the last two months Ian could stay before leaving.
60% stressful and emotionally hard to he rest of the year.
Only good from 2016 is Pokemon sun and moon,
And Other good upcoming games.
Plus good films.

Really hoping 2017 be nicer year for most folk.

Got offical word last Thursday by the landlord's estate agent
The complex has been sold and partically all the folk have to be out by 24th October
aside from student apartments and tenants contracts up to July are staying...
Thus I have be out by 24th October.

Hence been house hunting since and applying for a coucil house near my parents
So hoping it be soon as possible as the paper work was a nightmare.

In a sense be glad to move out of here
as had it since late June with flat 1 letting their 10 month boder collie making the garden a waste ground
I've from the word get go, been polite, pleasent
and talked to them but the couple from Spain just taken the piss out of my good nature.
Over and over 💔
The landlord even told them off to go to the massive garden at the back of the buliding but they don't hooting well listen.

I kept the garden lovely and never let Symphony go to the toilet on the grass
Only on the dirt bit as I take him out for walks.

If I get a little house with a little garden least I can relax knowing it will stay nice
and not have to clean up flat 1's tab ends and they don't always pick up their dog's dumps...
I'm the only bugger that disinfects after my dog plus thier dog

I'm not the complex maid >x<

Been really busy since last thursday so new job been nice
Bosses and co-workers are really nice and not once felt like a mug as the last job last year was working in charity shop from may to november as was doing too much for nothing ( examples: till work, tagging and labaling products, stock checking, steaming garments clean the back room kitchen make drinks, clean the toilet and clean the shop floor.
and was treated quite rubbish hardly appreciated.

Thus really glad this job is so much nicer and better atmosphere 🍭
Also fab perk about this job
Is get free lunch and free hot and cold drinks ☕️
So been helping keeping loneiness away

It be Apirl 2017 before Ian is legally allowed to fly back to the Uk
God damn heartless asshole home office!!!

What a rotten night had and couldn't sleep a wink till 5:30am =x=

The guy from flat 9 was sexually harassing me via text at midnight last night bloody wouldn't leave me alone for 40 mins it carried on. And he has a bloody partner too!

Then god at 4 am a random guy took a piss on the bushes by my garden steps which leads to the path of my flat so the bugger went through the complex gate and trespassed.

I yelled at him from bedroom window to get out or I call the police he laughed but he was off.

Soon as he was gone 5 minutes later,
I bleeched the bush and steps as he made a massive puddle >x<

God get me out of this place. >x<

Botched up day from rotten news is utterly gutted.

Long story short moving is cancelled as my reference was not good enough to get the house wanted to move into. 💔

Interenet where I currently live is been rubbish and still don't have a computer
Will be moving mid August to a new home paper work stuff still going though.

Once the papers have comfrim will show pictures of new place its a victorian 2 bed house with a decked garden
My mother and I went to view it wed just gone
we booked the veiwing on monday thank god we were first in as their were 2 other viewings after us plus this place allowed pets and was not going to look for another place for 4 months thus snapped it up.

Be glad to relax on the little trip with Zal and her chap as need a holiday after months of stress and hell. Ian still working in the states and saving for his visa to come back soon as possible.

Even with antibiotics still chesty and sneezing a lot
Its been mostly a cold May and still cold start of June in England.

My mother been on my case a lot saying Ian won't come back and don't love me enough which is so heartbreaking to hear that 💔
Need resprite.

Been ill with chest infection and flu since last friday
Didn't think would get it again since March 💔
Feeling rough as a badgers bum.

Been to the docs yesterday and got antibiotics so can clear up the rubbish.

Also side note a cute and naughty ych going by AkumuShiro

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/200.....#cid:108747130

Too much rubbish happen last few days all in one week and got enough on my plate💔
Had a bad fall on tuesday and bladly grazed my knee.
Then thursday night a bus ride home turned to hell at quater 9.

Thug chav ( trashy) girls
Verbally abusive and one kicked me in my crotch while the other one tried to slap me I whacked them back out of self defence.

All started because they jumped the bus cue I was in front to begin with and I walked passed saying excuse me then they started verbally abusing me
I sat down and they sat behind me and still laughing and mocking me and I moved upstairs to get away.

Then 20 seconds latter they only bloody followed me
Then when I tried to record them they got nasty.
The bus driver told me to phone the police when I reported them.

The police were sweet and understanding and took me home and sorted out a statement.

Once they had gone I broke down in tears 💔☔️

Selling old mac to help put towards a rose gold ipad-pro with smart keyboard and apple pencil

Ian and I chatted about computer upgrades and thought be best to club together a finance plan for both our ideal computers
when he comes back to live with me in October this year.
Plus I'm still currently house hunting for a new home thus need stuff to carryone I do manage to find a new place.
I will pop on FA using my iphone some times but it be least a month or 2 before can be back on FA properly.

Till then will do my best xxx

One of my faves passed away YxY
his music will always live on
its been royally cruel to classical music gems that brought music we love into our daily lives which the memory will live on. Hope the musical diamonds rock it out in heaven
while on Earth the music rocks on in their honour.

Music and art is salvation and love.

its nearly been a month nearly pushing two months starting May, since Ian left to country to Portland.

that was heartbreaking enough but we talk every day so its not mega bad even its lonely at times
much as I have Sherbert and Symphony.

It was been struck down with both chest infection that lasted for nearly 2 weeks and Tonsillitis that was double the beat down.

Assumes it it was caused both by catching the virus and stress triggered and I have not had Tonsillitis since I was 6.

My typos were embarrassing and flunky more then usual while was ill and was a struggle to look after Symphony as he is 11 month old and still got patches of naughty teen stage. My brother came round to help me but he ended up poorly.

It would have been better if Symphony stayed in kennels for least a week as I was that bad just wanted to rest up and struggling to get up and in pain so Symphony would be taken care off.

Sherbert was not a trouble but I had to disinfect my hands constantly with antibacterial hand gel and careful not to breathe on her while feeding her, changing water and cleaning her out.

That was physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted I felt in a long time.

No one should go through been ill alone and deal with every thing on the same plate.

On a good highlight is I have a job interview next week at Love Rouge cafe only thing is half dreading it despite I have done waitressing in the past and had a volunteer job in charity from May to November last year.

Is worried may not have enough experience despite my ambition and heartfelt effort to do my best to get the job.

Has also entered
Peter Smith's impossible selfie contest
I may post the picture here if any one is interested will put in scraps.