Woah.. that took some long ash time to remember!
What exactly?..~ Oh..my password.
Yeah, I know..silly, a bit overdone, but.. still.
It happen that way.
But.. luckily, I'm back =)
This time to continue on what I'd started back then..
you'll know what I'm talking about when I finally get a scanner, which..shouldn't be long from now..then again... hmm..
Idk, it might take longer.
So I'll just have to practice and work on everything else in the meantime.

~Anyway..
I hope everyone has had some good memories made during the past holidays and stuff <3
I know I have ^^-
Hopefully they won't end today..
or anytime soon for that matter >.<'
I hate changes after all.. I just, don't get easily adjusted at times.
Either way... *hugs to all*
I'm glad to be back and I'm SO ready to kick butt! So bring on any request/submissions/etc!

First of all, I would like to apologyze to everyone who has been waiting for what's become the longest of all waiting periods. I'm sorry I haven't been around at all. There has been so many things happening in my life, all together.

It has taken sometime to get myself back on track.
First one of my friends in the army was killed around the 20th of july, in Afghanistan... Stupid wars and battles that sacrifice innocents!!We have to wait for the remains to be sent back.... so he may have a proper funeral....
And...it makes me sad to think..that the only reason he was there was to get enough money for college!...so that he could finish his education..have a career.....So that he could live a good life.... ...something that he never got to see happening...... ='(

Then I got robbed at gun-point at the entrance of my neighborhood when comming from work at night. Since my father is a total jerk and hates me, he never actually bothered about who's bringing me home or anything. And my co-worker from work had the day off that day and well...since she was the only one I trusted and really knew back then; I felt uneasy asking anyone else for a ride. I don't like bugging people v.v
So I walked....got my wallet stolen...I called the cops and everything...but they've haven't found that guy yet. All type the entire thing later on..if you guys want to hear it...

Then after that, my boyfriend had to leave... He was moving in to his dorm in VSU ...so ..we were trying to spend time together and did. That was another one of the reasons I haven't been around.... Then he left and I got depressed...I mean I was happy, because it's a good thing he still studying..but..I miss him T-T ....lots....The longest time we have had w/out seeing each other before he left has been like a week...now it's nearly a month TT-TT

Right after that, I found out I've been transfer to another school!! >=O ....and that I wasn't going to be seeing my friends anymore...w/work and all, it's hard to visit them...and such...so I was expecting to see them when I went back to school...but then this happens... how wonderful!! *in as sarcastic way* T-T
Oh! and on top of that, some of my credits got "lost" IN the transfer...so they want me to take the same classes I ALREADY TOOK AND PASSED at my former high school!!! ....

Then one of my closes friends' birthdays was comming in August the 21st...and instead of celebrating that day, we ended up mourning..for one of the young persons (friends) I'd left at school when I was transfered to Open Campus...
Also died..his...was of natural death... He died in his sleep...he died of a stoke... His mother hadn't realize he was dead...she thought he was asleep... ....and went to the kitchen to get the meal ready...then...called him again..but he wouldn't come...So she sent her older daughter...(another friend of mines) to go and get him up...So...my friend went inside the room...and ..realize he was in a deep sleep from which he wouldn't wake up again...
at least ...not until the final day...

So it's been taking some time...to get over so many changes....and I'M NOT ..good with changes...I hate them!! Even when it's for the best....it still takes me some time to get used to reality.... ... ....so...now you know....guys....
I'll be on my room listening to music now...I wanna sleep....and easy the pain...before facing the world again tomorrow...at school...at work...at home... *sigh*...
Hope you guys have a nice day though.... *sad smile* ...

I was taking my time through the forums of one of the websites I visit the most. When it caught my attention the fact that a lot of people are still not able to tolerate others. Like for example; $exu@l orientation~
I don't get what's up with people who critize gay, les, bi (whatever) people, because truthfully, it's not like they're doing any better. It gets on my nerves, because the intolerance of society, makes it harder to find happiness for these individuals. I say, as long as they don't mess w/you, don't mess w/them. As an, even if you don't like ppl w/a different $exu@l orientation, let them BE. Because if they're not causing you any trouble, then don't start it. Because everyone deserves a chance for happiness, and if that's their way, then let them go on ahead =P

Another thing would be, don't judge others base on their appearance. You'll never know what type of person you're standing next to, unless you give them a chance. 1/2 of the time, the ppl u less think about are the ones there for you when u need them. It's just hard for us to recognize it =| , face it. Anyway, take time to know someone, before 'classifying them' please....

And last, everyone's different, so don't get mad or upset (or whatever) if someone doesn't like what you like, or the other way around. Also, respecting other people's opinion does NOT mean you're with them. It only means that you're mature enough to handle different perspectives and dealing w/them.

That's all for now, thanks for reading ^^ n feel free to comment.

Well, let me start by introducing myself, you can call me Pam. I live in the U.S. and I'm 19 yrs. old at the moment (almost the exact same time as my friend -who was also the one that invited me to this awesome site-  sikuchan ). I like to watch anime and draw, a lot. Also writing >>' I'm actually already working on 'my first manga' LOL =P I hope to make new friends in here, and if you ever need something, feel free to ask ^w^