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I'm going to fly off the handle

General | Posted 13 years ago





im gonna do some sort of acrobatic fucking PIROUETTE off the handle and win like a medal or some shit 





Best. Line. Ever.



Seriously, i almost snorted my soda



Ahh  you have drug me into a very strange and hilarious world that is Homestuck :o

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I've been fined...

General | Posted 13 years ago





Stolen from 





The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.

You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

NOTE: fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.



Smoked weed -- $10

Did acid or pills -- $5

Ever had sex at church -- $25

Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40

Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25

Had sex for money -- $100

Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20

Vandalized something -- $20

Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10

Beat up someone -- $20

Been jumped -- $10

Cross dressed -- $10

Given money to stripper -- $25

Been in love with a stripper -- $20

Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10

Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15

Ever drive and drank -- $20

Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50

Used toys while having sex -- $30

Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20

Went skinny dipping -- $5

Had sex in a pool -- $20

Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10

Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20

Cheated on your significant other -- $10

Masturbated -- $10

Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20

Done oral -- $5

Got oral -- $5

Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25

Stole something -- $10

Had sex with someone in jail -- $25

Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15

Had a threesome -- $50

Had sex in public -- $20

Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25

Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20

Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20

Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25

Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50

Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25

Went streaking -- $5

Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15

Been arrested -- $5

Spent time in jail -- $15

Pissed in the pool -- $0.50

Played spin the bottle -- $5

Done something you regret -- $20

Had sex with your best friend -- $20

Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25

Had anal sex -- $80

Lied to your mate -- $5

Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25



my fine's are $285.00 O_o

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Come watch the Eclipse

General | Posted 13 years ago





http://www.inquisitr.com/239812/wat.....ht-live-video/



They have a live stream of it :o

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Unexpected Kiss

General | Posted 13 years ago





Has got to be one of my favorite kinds of kisses.



Like, seriously hnnnng <3333333



Whether it be on me or in a particularly delicious anime/manga :D



The unexpected, sweet, sexy kiss that makes you melt into a pile of buttery goodness <33



Random info from my head.

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Coloring Contest

General | Posted 13 years ago





I'm thinking of doing another coloring contest.



If so, what would you like to see me draw? What would you like to color?



Throw me some suggestions :o

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PIMPING

General | Posted 13 years ago





We got ourselves a new artist on FA :O



GO GIVE HER A WARM WELCOME as she spreads her amazingness everywhere!! :D

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Clients from Hell

General | Posted 13 years ago





If you've never been to the site, go google it. Perhaps even you have a story or two to add XD



I think I'm getting a headache from the amount of facepalms and IQ drops I've experienced on this site XD



clientsfromhell.net

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No Excuses

General | Posted 13 years ago

 



I have no excuses for my absence besides the fact of..



Just. Not. Wanting. to Draw....



I'm making an attempt today. I will be working on 's full color piece, and will be posting a WIP shortly after this post.





After i finish that pic, I need to contact  about his contest winner piece.



that is the older stuff. From there, I'm on to Stuff in this journal here



After that, I'll work onto everything else =__=

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Hi.

General | Posted 13 years ago







Just figured i'd let people know i'm not dead or gone forever lol



I've been caught in a slump. I pick up a pen or tablet and my hands start shaking.



I just haven't wanted to draw. 



I know i owe things to people. A fair amount of things.



I won't apologize, because I already have and I don't want to be redundant.



I'm still....here I guess, lol.



I will be posting some of the last bits of my traditional art up hopefully here in a bit. 



After everything's done, I'm not going to open anything for awhile. I might do some personal crap, but i almost doubt it. 



No, i'm not leaving FA, I'm just....taking an extended break...



I know I said I wouldn't apologize again but...Well, i'm sorry.



I'll TRY and be a bit more active.

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Kitty's hungry (closed)

General | Posted 13 years ago

 



and so is 



We want chicken. :o



Need about $30 to get the family meal n' such



I'm opening some really quick icons!



Grumpy Fluffs for $8

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7553954/



Or some Quick Normal icons for $2

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7191712/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7196877/



Yes, i'm still working on my older stuff too. I've got almost all my tradish stuff in WIPS and most just need lining and laminating.



paypal is xxlost_lovexx[at]yahoo.com



 are always lovely too :D

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A Goal I'll Prolly Not Make Lol

General | Posted 14 years ago





i want to somehow manage to go to AC this year. I discovered recently that it's the weekend right after my birthday :B (I'll be 22 this year!)



I'm going to try my hardest to be able to go this year <3 (though will most likely fail xD)



Wish me luck! If I can ever manage to motivate my ass to finish these damn commissions, I'll open more and begin to save up :P

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New Developments from Our Top Fehrrologist

General | Posted 14 years ago





https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3224557/



A more detailed desc about the Fehrr Species.

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The Fehrr Species

General | Posted 14 years ago

 



Is called a Fehrr (pronounced Fair or Fear)



It's not you becoming the beast, but moreso the beast taking over your body.



Fehrr feed off of fear, anxiety, anger, jealousy and viciousness. 



While it is possible to detach from a Fehrr, there is a high chance that you could lose your soul or all emotion.



Fehrr lurk around us, invisible, waiting to feed off of our negative emotions. They strengthen these negative emotions, making you feel worse then you did as they gorge themselves. 



Unless you can get yourself out of your slump, they will attach to you, making you feel worse and worse, until they become apart of you, melding and mutilating your body into their dark, shadow-y forms. 



Once corporeal, they become carnivorous and feed on the flesh of whatever living thing might be around.



Detaching from a Fehrr, while dangerous and risky, is still a slim possibility. If the victim's Fehrr-infested body can be detained and held in one place for at least a week, it will start to lose it's hold on them, due to lack of nourishment. A Fehrr cannot be killed, but can only be sent back onto it's original plane of existence. The lack of food can drive Fehrr mad, weakening them till they fade off the body. However, they will fight tooth and nail to stay attached, which is a colossal mental strain on the victim, causing them to go mad, lose all emotion or die. 



Fehrr are not pleasant creatures.



Here's A more detailed Desc from our Top Fehrrologist:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3224557/



Fehrr, when attached to a host, turn the hosts main color black, but keep the host's markings, usually just changing the colors:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/7492665/



Fehrr Body Structure

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7495881/

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My Que (for my records)

General | Posted 14 years ago





Commissions I owe:



 Flat Color Maybe Shaded Piece (will be livestreamed at commissioner's request)

 Badge 



Freebies/Requests/Prizes:



 Full Color/Shaded Piece





IF YOU ARE NOT ON THIS LIST, PLEASE MESSAGE ON THIS JOURNAL

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TFF Fund!

General | Posted 14 years ago





PLEASE READ THE WHOLE JOURNAL IN IT'S ENTIRETY



I'm going to start a donation pool to get me to TFF



MY GOAL

$40/$320

Gas $120 + Hotel Room $150 + Souvenirs $50



I'll Be Opening Select Commissions For This!



Note, that I still have things i need to finish before I start on this load of work. But with TFF looming ever closer, I wanna make sure I has the money to get there!



Con Badges $10

 I cannot color these, as I do not have access to everyone's colors. The most I can do is give the eye some color. But they will be laminated. My only examples are my Katakana/Kanji Badges because it isn't often I do badges. I'm sure I could manage some other things if you want me to, just ask. If you will not be a TFF, Then I will need your address to send the badge to you.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7166710/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7220302/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7005639/



Table Flip Icons $15

Nothing too specific here. Just need a reff and what you want your character to say when flipping. For $2 extra, you can choose what you wanna flip.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7166965/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7210424/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7220701/



Nom Nom Icons $10

You get to choose what you nom nom on :P You can also add in a small bit of customization if you want as well.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4441652/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3892211/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5924760/



"Carlton" Icons $10

Ummm...I think I failed on the initial design of this icon, but I think you'll get the idea lol. You can choose your facial expression if you so wish

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7200190/



Full Color/Shaded $15-$20

I really suck at backgrounds, so if one is included, it'll be on me. I'll do up to 2 characters at base price, but anymore are $5 extra.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6968027/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6954265/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6987657/



Flat Color No Shading $10-$12

No background. Again, up to 2 characters normal price. Anymore are $3 extra.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6978566/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7015076/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7027909/



Shake It! Icons $5

Shake yer booty! You get to choose your background color

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7031072/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7010822/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6983484/



Aaa! Eee! Icons $8

IMPORTANT. If you want to be chasing someone or wanna be chased, I have to lower the quality of the icon to fit the 50kb limit.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2997440/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5732266/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2985474/



Reference Sheets for $15-$20

The more you want on the reff, the more it'll cost, just lettin ya know.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5829298/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4357984/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5572962/ 



Tribal Tattoo Designs $10-$20

From simple tribal head shot to full body.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4880808/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6141059/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5561998/



Heee! Icons $6

*Runs Back n forth*

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4467168/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4650066/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4736818/





That's all I'll put up for now. Hopefully I can get all I need before the end of Feb. I do need at least $40 before Feb 1st so I can pre-reg and avoid the long lines, lol. Thank you for all your support!



Paypal:

xXlost_loveXx[at]yahoo.com



And as always,  are appreciated!!!

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Table Flipping Icons

General | Posted 14 years ago





DO NOT NOTE/SHOUT FOR COMMISSIONS. POST ALL INFO HERE



I have other things I need to finish before I can truly start these, but because all of my stuff is in the negatives right now, I'll go ahead and open them now. I need about $100 just to get out of the negs.



Table Flips will be $15 a pop. I'm opening 10



1.  Finished

2.  Finished

3.  Finished

4.  Finished

5.  Finished

6.  Finished

7.  Finished

8.  Finished

9.  working

10.  



I don't hold/reserve slots, please don't ask D:



Paypal

xXlost_loveXx[at]yahoo.com



 are always appreciated!



DO NOT NOTE/SHOUT FOR COMMISSIONS. POST ALL INFO HERE

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Skyrim Trololol

General | Posted 14 years ago





I was going to draw a comic for this, but my drawing skills are a bit...lacking right now, ugh.



So I'm in a ruins and sneaking around like I always do and I come across a pathway littered with traps. I have Light Foot so I don't have to worry about triggering any of them. When I turned to say something to  I turned back to a Draugr running right at me. I could have killed him in one hit, but instead, since I didn't expect it, I backed up and kept backing up till i was at the beginning of the hall.



Now the fun part!



I love the fact the the Skyrim baddies can also activate their own traps XD



The Draugr kept on coming, activating every trap there, a swinging spike gate and a lot of fire. I ran into a wall when backing up and the Draugr was then upon me!....



only to be hit by the second swinging spike wall and sent flying XD



Unborn and I just sat there staring at the screen for a second before bursting out laughing XD



I'd totally do it again if I could. Kinda wish I could have recorded it :3



Here's my sad attempt to comic the scene:

http://cl.ly/2l1S2e1z1h3N2W033h0y

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I'm Alive o.o

General | Posted 14 years ago





I've been gone a lot longer then I said I would be D:



To be honest, when I went home for the holidays, I didn't even wanna touch a computer. And when I came back, I STILL didn't want to touch it. It's like I got extremely burnt out. I'm trying to come back now, as I know I owe plenty of people art n such and plus, this is still my only form of income.



Happy New Years n all that such, I hope this year goes better then last!



UPDATES



Bad News?



I'm getting sick, lol. It always happens around the holidays. THANKS FOR THE COUGH  WHAT A GREAT GIFT. (totally kidding, I love you)



Good News?



My ratties had BABIES!!! eeeee!!! Totally didn't see that coming! It looks like she had them maybe a couple of days ago, but I hadn't been in my room much and didn't notice till Yesterday. Cross had 7 babies in all, two looking like the daddy and the rest like her (unless some come out Albino). It really caught me off guard lol xD I'll post some pics here in a bit. This is the first time any rodent I owned had babies o.o

I'll keep maybe 1 or 2, but the rest will prolly go to my snakes. It's the original reason we got the rats.





So anyways, here I am. I MIGHT be a little scarce, due to still getting over the burnt stage, but I'll start posting commissions here n there. (Plus there's Skyrim) xD



Luv you guys <3

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Coloring Contest Winners

General | Posted 14 years ago





1st Place

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7029225/



2nd Place

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6991106/



3rd Place

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6995329/



Honorable Mention

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6993084/



I wanna thank everyone for participating <3



Please look forward to my next contest!!

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Dollar Icons

General | Posted 14 years ago





Kitties and Puppies and Ratties have no foods D:



Doin' some $1 icons like these:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6864166/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6862397/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6864264/



Or I can do some Christmas themed ones in that same style for $2



paypal

xXlost_loveXx[at]yahoo.com



Now that i have my card, I can use the money right away! So useful :3

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Coloring Contest Ends Today

General | Posted 14 years ago





I'm going to be going through the judging later today, so if anyone has any last minute entries, now would be the time to put them up.



Contest:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6989248

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GUESS WHO GOT HER PAYPAL CARD

General | Posted 14 years ago





THASSRIGHT





ME



WOO



NO MORE MIDDLE MAN



*dance*

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A Bit Burned Out

General | Posted 14 years ago





yeah, sorry i haven't been around. I was having one of those 'i really don't want to be near the computer' moments.



It's still going on too. I'm burned out at the moment on art =___=



In an estimate, I'll prolly be getting more commissions done after Christmas, as I'm also hoping to try and get home to Abilene for a holiday with family. I'm hoping to leave either tomorrow or in the next day or two.



Also, would anyone be willing to let me borrow $20? It's for Christmas Presents for my mom and step dad. I'll do a few pieces for you as payment back, or if you'd be willing to wait a bit for me to pay you back?

paypal's xXlost_lovexx[at]yahoo.com





In the meant time, I've been playing Skyrim. Wow, I'm like...a bit addicted to that game. I've never played any of the other Elder Scrolls before this one. I love the Kahjiit and the Argonians and have wanted to doodle my char, YariTab, up in a few comics with the derpy things I've noticed whilst playing the game.



Luv, you guys, hope you all have a good holiday!

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Skyrim

General | Posted 14 years ago





 So I played Skyrim for an hour today and you know what I did? Killed a bunch of people and looted them and their houses blind. I like looting. Good god all the things you could loot!



 And then I cooked a whole heck a lot with all my stolen foods. Aahh, what fun. I'm going to play this game now, just for that reason.

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Things Just Keep Getting Better.....Not.

General | Posted 14 years ago





So,  and  are borrowing my car to run some errands because Silieka's truck needs a new part and the jeep is currently stuck in the woods in a mud puddle, leaving my vehicle the only working one.



They got pulled over because my registration is out.



So now Gav is cited a $150 ticket and now I'm afraid I can't get home for Christmas. I need to register my car, but I don't have my title anymore. I gotta apply for a new title, Which was lost forever ago (my own fault) 



So, in the mean time, screw my back, I'll get over it.



I'm opening specific commissions that i can do quickly, including Wuv doodles, Chibis and a few other things. I might up the prices a tiny bit, heads up. I already owe a few Wuv doodles, so those'll be done first. But i'll be working all day to get as many things done as I can. 



$13/$200



Here's What I have:



Wuv doodles $2

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7017741

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7017767



Chibis $5 (shaded and a bit more detail then Wuvs)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7012427

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6953477



Kitty-fications $6

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6970204/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6928515/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6843407/



Full Body Drawings $10

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6987657/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6978566/



Shake It! Icons $5

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6983484/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6938524/



I'MA Icons $5

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7004267/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6921809/



My PayPal:

xXlost_loveXx[at]yahoo.com



Also  are greatly appreciated.

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