Waiting For The End...
General | Posted 14 years ago
https://youtu.be/5qF_qbaWt3Q
MARRY MY CHESTER
Gawd, I love that boy's voice ;____;
Fricken Werewolves
General | Posted 14 years ago
So i just woke up from a nap...i never take naps
I ended up having a dream where I myself am a werewolf and I'm loping around in the woods at night. I'm talking to myslef but i can't understand it.
Anyways, i get to this old abandoned picnic area where somehow i rig a trap with a random lamb/goat leg of sorts.
I sit back in some bushes and wait...and a big black wolf shows up and goes for the leg. He triggers the trap and thrashed about , trying to get away. I run out of my hiding spot and proceed to slash open his shoulder with my teeth.
He yelps and began to thrash more. But as he does, he transforms into a human. A white guy with short black hair. He looks around all confused and garbling in some weird speech.
I let him out of the trap and pace about him as he sits thereon all fours looking about wildly. It's at this point I can understand what I'm saying. I'm talking in a soothing but...slightly evil sounding voice. I tell him ll will be fine...just let it happen...it'll be fine.
I lope up to his face which i can't really make out and push on his injured shoulder. He snarled at me and was again covered in black fur, but shorter this time. His snout grew out and his shoulder wound went away. Now he, too, was a werewolf...
There were a few parts after the that but they kind of disturb me, so I don't wanna talk about it lol xD
In dream interpretation, a werewolf signifies hidden or suppressed instincts. It could also mean a part of you that is harmful to your well being.
Needless to say, THAT is one of the reasons I don't like to take naps lol. I have weird dreams :P
Don't You DARE Mess With Fallen Soldiers >:l
General | Posted 14 years ago
This was shown to me by 
Mississippi, I respect you.
http://www.ihatethemedia.com/a-simp.....ral-protesters
Personal Epiphany
General | Posted 14 years ago
It's come to a point in my life to where I need to think about a lot of things. I need to not feel so...condensed and hide how I feel else I blow up :/
I'm working hard to get myself a good paying job so I can truly get up on my own two feet. I'll get an apt by myself, have a good job and afford my own bills and extras.
I hold no ill will to anyone right now. I'm peaceful....But being separated is what is best. Whether it be for a long while or for good.
I'll be working hard tonight to get more of my commissions done and do some personal art for myself. I have a few good ideas that came to mind tonight and I'll do them in between commissions.
I might hold off on opening more, but i'll see how I feel.
I'll always bounce back, no matter what is thrown at me.
EDIT: Ya'll stick to my journal, k? Don't go bothering other people about what you read here, whether you're feeling righteous or not. :/
LiveJournal
General | Posted 14 years ago
I haz one nao
http://echowhispers.livejournal.com/
If you've got nothing nice to say...
General | Posted 14 years agoNabbed from 
Goes to show if you've got nothing nice to say, don't say it at all. Why must we as society put each other down? It seems that's all we're good at, putting each other down and not lifting each other up.
I want people to say something good and lift others up. Lets be positive eh?
Find 10 people, give them a nice compliment
Let those people know how you about them.
Tag some friends (optional)
Repost this journal.
10.
One of the sweetest guys I know. You've always been there for me when I need a friend and even let me live with you in my time of need <3
9.5.
A great friend <3 You're fun to talk to and your art is really coming along <3
9.
You're cool, random and seem to have an obsession with caps lock XD I met you randomly one day, helped you design your char and have been your friend ever since
8.5.
One of the coolest people you'll ever meet. I remember when we first met, under that table, trying to avoid the creepy old guy at TFF 09' lol
8.
Questions questions questions. You love to answer them, I love to ask them. Talking to you has always been fun. Your char designs were always some of my favorites along with your art style. You have one of the coolest voices too!
7.5.
L is for LION. You're a sweet and awesome dude, you know that? And you give me random cute ideas to draw Mr. Soup <3
7.
~squiggle hugs~ The best and most awesome tentacle monster around, the Nefarious Mr,. Hart <3
6.5.
My FA sister <3 Always sweet always caring, it's no wonder people flock to you and wanna be your friend <3
6.
You are prolly the most random person I talk to with the most epically cute art style. I LOVE YOU
5.5.
One of my first FA friends. We had some of the weirdest ideas between her, me and littlepancake XD
5.
I dunno if you remember, but you were the very first person to ever ask something of me, if I remember correctly, when I had those really derpy zombie icons lol. I've met you irl and you are a good (and quite perverted) friend.
4.5.
Oh, my fox <3 One of the best cuddle buddies around. We've known each other for going on 5-6 yrs now o.o
4.
MY MUSE <3 I still adore your chars bobtail <3
3.5
My other fox <3 I love love rp-ing with you and totally need to draw you more. You introduced me to togay runs (SCARY) and the best fricken sushi I've ever tasted <3
3.
OMG I JUST LOVE YOU. One of the cutest chars running around FA and quite the budding artist. IM SO JEALOUS <3 <3
2.5
My sister and the original reason I started drawing. If it wasn't for her, ya'll prolly wouldn't have ever known me.
2.
My Hahacoon <3 You're always around when I need a good pick me up and I adore drawing Reggie <3 You and xaff are my favorite couple
1.5.
IT'S A JACKAL. I've always wenjoyed chatting with you and--*snuggle cuddle snugg snugg* <3 <3
1.
As much as we fight and wanna kill each other sometimes, You've still always been there for me lol. I thank you for all the times you've helped me out of hard places and when I was beyond delirious and sick :P
TOTALLY went over ten, but I don't care. I love all of you guys <3
and even if you arent listed up here, I STILL LOVE YOU TOO. <3
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Goes to show if you've got nothing nice to say, don't say it at all. Why must we as society put each other down? It seems that's all we're good at, putting each other down and not lifting each other up.
I want people to say something good and lift others up. Lets be positive eh?
Find 10 people, give them a nice compliment
Let those people know how you about them.
Tag some friends (optional)
Repost this journal.
10.
One of the sweetest guys I know. You've always been there for me when I need a friend and even let me live with you in my time of need <39.5.
A great friend <3 You're fun to talk to and your art is really coming along <39.
You're cool, random and seem to have an obsession with caps lock XD I met you randomly one day, helped you design your char and have been your friend ever since8.5.
One of the coolest people you'll ever meet. I remember when we first met, under that table, trying to avoid the creepy old guy at TFF 09' lol8.
Questions questions questions. You love to answer them, I love to ask them. Talking to you has always been fun. Your char designs were always some of my favorites along with your art style. You have one of the coolest voices too!7.5.
L is for LION. You're a sweet and awesome dude, you know that? And you give me random cute ideas to draw Mr. Soup <37.
~squiggle hugs~ The best and most awesome tentacle monster around, the Nefarious Mr,. Hart <3 6.5.
My FA sister <3 Always sweet always caring, it's no wonder people flock to you and wanna be your friend <36.
You are prolly the most random person I talk to with the most epically cute art style. I LOVE YOU5.5.
One of my first FA friends. We had some of the weirdest ideas between her, me and littlepancake XD5.
I dunno if you remember, but you were the very first person to ever ask something of me, if I remember correctly, when I had those really derpy zombie icons lol. I've met you irl and you are a good (and quite perverted) friend. 4.5.
Oh, my fox <3 One of the best cuddle buddies around. We've known each other for going on 5-6 yrs now o.o4.
MY MUSE <3 I still adore your chars bobtail <33.5
My other fox <3 I love love rp-ing with you and totally need to draw you more. You introduced me to togay runs (SCARY) and the best fricken sushi I've ever tasted <33.
OMG I JUST LOVE YOU. One of the cutest chars running around FA and quite the budding artist. IM SO JEALOUS <3 <32.5
My sister and the original reason I started drawing. If it wasn't for her, ya'll prolly wouldn't have ever known me.2.
My Hahacoon <3 You're always around when I need a good pick me up and I adore drawing Reggie <3 You and xaff are my favorite couple1.5.
IT'S A JACKAL. I've always wenjoyed chatting with you and--*snuggle cuddle snugg snugg* <3 <31.
As much as we fight and wanna kill each other sometimes, You've still always been there for me lol. I thank you for all the times you've helped me out of hard places and when I was beyond delirious and sick :PTOTALLY went over ten, but I don't care. I love all of you guys <3
and even if you arent listed up here, I STILL LOVE YOU TOO. <3
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MOTHER F**K AEHDRJTRSJ Commissions! Closed
General | Posted 14 years ago
I hate hate HAAATE bills!
Cell phone bills to be precise!
SUIGH.
I'm sorry, but this'll be the last time innawhile I'll be opening anymore commissions until I finish what I have.
I need about $90, which I have about $40 of.
So, opening certain things to get this dealt with.
Full Color Shaded Busts $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5609289
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5610051
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5609247
Sparce Colored Bust Sketches $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5603645/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5603657/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5603664/
Fade Icons $10 (you'll get a 300x300 and icon size)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5531664/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5484066/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5495078/
Chibi Drawings/Sketches $5-7
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5607419/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5606472/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5457908/
That's all I'll open for now. I can get stuff like this out quite quickly and efficiently <3
(tips are also appreciated)
PLEASE. Do NOT not me any info pertaining to commissions! Post all info here on this journal!!!
>>>>>>>>>PAYPAL<<<<<<<<<<
xXlost_loveXx[at]yahoo.com
I wanna thank all of ya'll for your help when i need monies <3 I'd really be in a tight spot if it wasn't for ya'll
If u commished me in the last couple of months, please read
General | Posted 14 years agoClothes contest is closed
General | Posted 14 years ago
AS i seem to be obtaining more n more on my plate, I forgot to close my clothes contest.
WELL IT'S CLOSED lol
I'll decide my favorite here later.
I need a shower
Wtf People
General | Posted 14 years ago
I'm not just "pulling money out of my ass" as some people call it. The money I've been getting form commissions goes towards food and gas. Hell, I even had to pawn my xbox to pay for my damn computer. Because without my computer I can't really do commissions, can I?
I promise, this is not towards any of my commissioners. I love you guys. Without you I'd really be in a rock and a hard place lol.
Alright. I'm going to start working on commissions again today so I can open a new batch.
I fucking hate money.
I wanna thank ya'll for helping out yesterday. I did those quicky sketches for a friend. But now I need the funds again as well
I'm going to try and open later today.
Here's to hoping I don't burn out again :/
OKAY. It's getting Better!!
General | Posted 14 years ago
I'm not as tied up in knots as I have been :/
A lil stressed here n there, but I'm good for the most part.
I finally found my damn keys after having to rely on friends to cart me around all day DX
That and I had a nice talk over with a friend of mine about some things that had bothered me.
All is good.
Hopefully it'll start looking up.
Kitty Had a Rough Night :<
General | Posted 14 years ago
Didn't sleep very well at all
Now I'm up, but I'm uber twitchy with an anxious/nervous feeling mulling around in my stomach
I don't wanna draw, because it'll be nothing but emo-tastic crap DX
dude, wtf
*BANG HEAD AGAINST WALL*
General | Posted 14 years ago
AAAAAARRRRGGGGGHH
Just to let ya'll know?? I'm a horrible person. just throwin' it out there! hahahahahahha
I'm sociopathic, cruel and a bitch. Ain't life great?
It's all my fault blah blah blah emo bullshit.
You were never last on my list. If that was the truth I'd have dropped you a looong time ago. But i'm too nice to do that.
We've become poison in each others lives.
If you think I've done nothing but use you, then think what you will.
This separation is for both of us.....please don't forget that.
I'm NOT using you. I wanna be your friend.
But not right now.
This is not forever.
Do NOT forget that.
please dont ask about this
Kitty Has A Sick
General | Posted 14 years agoStuck in bed today...ugh
Been tossing cookies since 2 am
24 hr bug, so theres nothing i can do about till it passes. I'll be miserable in the mean time.
buhhh
Been tossing cookies since 2 am
24 hr bug, so theres nothing i can do about till it passes. I'll be miserable in the mean time.
buhhh
.....nyeh
General | Posted 14 years ago
first night innawhile i haven't gone out and done anything.
I'm utterly bored.
I feel like drinking.
and i don't even drink :V
DUDE. DUDE DUDE DUDE LOOK LOOK LOOK. It's addiiiicting
General | Posted 14 years ago
Stole it from 
http://thegeek531.tumblr.com/post/4.....-i-started-out
I WANNA SAVE THE LIL TUNES I MADE
BEH...
General | Posted 14 years ago
So the photographer job kinda bit the dust. They never contacted me even after i sent a follow up email DX
So I'm stuck with Six Flags. Now, originally my job was gonna be cool, but they said I didn't qualify.
so they stuck me in food :/
AND THE DRESS CODE IS HORRID!
I've never seen such strictness before!
Now the jewelery I can kind of understand.....No rings or bracelets or necklaces. Earrings can only be small studs (i gotta buy some now dammit cuz I have gages)
Even if you're wearing pants you can ONLY have ankle high white socks. No exceptions. *cries over her neglected knee highs* Also, pants are khaki (EW)
If hair is pulled back, it must be neat and orderly. No double colored hair, blonde streaks on black hair. Hair tie must match uniform. No beads or bits that dangle. Only one hair clip is allowed and it must match your uniform.
No perfume.
No fake nails or nail polish allowed.
Makeup must be kept at a minimum and cannot be overly done. FFFF, all I wear is eyeliner and it's nice and decorative D: I dunno if it'll be allowed DX
No form fitting or overly loose uniform shirts.
.....
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DX
Now, I can handle a dress code, don't get me wrong, but this just seems a little over the top.
I'm actually going to put my resume up at a temp agency where my friend, Seanchan works :/
Commissions Wide Closed
General | Posted 14 years ago
Bills are still kicking my ass, so I'm opening more commissions. Some prices might have been changed as well....Sorry...
Here's what I have available:
SHINY Icons $3
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5076450/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5050137/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5011064/
Aaa! Eee! Icons $8
(NOTE. If you wanna be chasing something or wanna be chased, note that it might make the animation choppy to fit icon limitations.)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4548557/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3534118/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/3257054/
Heee! Icons $6
(NOTE. If you wanna be chasing something or wanna be chased, note that it might make the animation choppy to fit icon limitations.)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4445388/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4683757/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4500949/
Nom Nom Icons $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4021635/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/3820719/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4441652/
Reff Sheets
$12 for Basic, $15 for Intricate
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5449914 (basic)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5117819/ (intricate)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5310159/ (Intricate)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5306555/ (basic)
Full Colors/Shaded
$10, $2 per extra char
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5120540/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5115925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4723932/
Sparce Color Sketch
$6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4725090/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4727376/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5387351/
Chibis
$7 (i cannot do transparent backgrounds anymore sorry)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5068472/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5307909/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5307429/
Tribal Designs $7 for bust, $10 for full body
(You CAN have it made of your char. It's fun to do)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2696454/ (big)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4880808/ (big)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/2384643/ (small)
That's all for now. I won't open Draw Me icons for now as they are quite time consuming and really wear me out D: I'm kind of stressed at the moment, sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>>PAYPAL<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
xXlost_loveXx[at]yahoo.com
HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN
PLEASE DO NOT NOTE/SHOUT ME FOR COMMISSION! THEY WILL BE IGNORED. POST ALL INFO AND ANY INFO PERTAINING TO YOUR COMMISSION HERE IN THIS JOURNAL. POST IT HERE!!!! NO FRICKEN NOTES!!! HERE HERE HERE!!!! QUESTIONS, COMMENTS WHATEVER!!!! POST IT HERE!!!! I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH!!!!!
Also, I require payment upfront if you please D:
Donations/tips are always appreciated <3
I HAVE 10 SLOTS
1.
PAID
2.
PAID done
3.
PAID done
4.
PAID done
5.
PAID done
6.
PAID
7.
PAID done
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PAID
9.
PAID done
10.
PAID
A.D.D CENTRAL WEEEEEEEEEEE
General | Posted 14 years ago
Made by
XD
It's so EYE CATCHING *zoooooms around your screen for no damn reason*
Kind of reminds me of this, BUT MORE FUN.
http://jafile.com/uploads/kiyotewolf/lostlove.exe
keeps ya busy for a whole 2 minutes :3
How do YOU like your Artist?
General | Posted 14 years agoThis is a chance for some of you awesome watchers to get to know whom you're watching a bit better and to also let the Artist know what you like the most about them! Copy Pasta this next part into a comment and take a lil time to go through the artist's gallery to find the answers!
What is your favorite funny piece (if any)?
What is your favorite scary piece (if any)?
What is your favorite sad piece (if any)?
What is your favorite serious piece (if any)?
What is your favorite sketch/doodle piece (if any)?
What is the most detailed piece in the Artist's Gallery that you like?
Rate the Artist's Ability! (scale 1-10)
Fun lil Journal meme thinger :PGood GOD, Have ya'll heard of this horrid place??
General | Posted 14 years ago
Shown to me by a friend, this...this place...
This HELL HOLE of a place for animals?
It's known as Guzoo, a supposed animal control/rescue/zoo.
Animals are left in terrible conditions, fed sub-par food if any, no water or putrid water and little to no shelter.
http://www.theguzoo.co.nr/ is a site dedicated to seeing this place shut down or at least getting these animals emergency care to put in better homes. this pictures are....terrifying and sad....
WHY is this place still in existence??
WTF ART/POETRY THEFT!!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoBawww, Bills D: Commissions!
General | Posted 14 years ago
So, I've been slammed with two bills that need to be paid ASAP.
First one is MY LAST LOAN PAYMENT, so I wanna get that shit done and NEVER HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT AGAIN DX
Total is $57.00
second one is my car needs inspection and an oil change. She's getting mad at me D:
That'll prolly run an estimate of about....uhh....I'm just going to go with $40-$50 (two inspection stickers and an oil change)
So i'm going to open some commissions to get this through. I know I have a two "draw me" icons that need to be done and those will be, but right now I need something I can finish quicker.
So here's what i'm opening for now:
Reff Sheets
$12 for Basic, $15 for Intricate
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5449914 (basic)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5117819/ (intricate)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5310159/ (Intricate)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5306555/ (basic)
Full Colors/Shaded
$10, $2 per extra char
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5120540/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5115925/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4723932/
Sparce Color Sketch
$6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4725090/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4727376/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5387351/
Chibis
$7 (i cannot do transparent backgrounds anymore sorry)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5068472/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5307909/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5307429/
That's all for now. Tips are also appreciated :3
>>>>>>>>>>>MY PAYPAL IS xXlost_loveXx@yahoo.com<<<<<<<<<<<<<
ALSO.
Please do not Note/Shout me for commissions! Put all info HERE. Notes/shouts will be ignored!!
Also, when sending payment, if possible, include a note on the payment with your FA name so I know who has paid
GAH! CHEATER!!!!
General | Posted 15 years ago
I pride myself in doing video games the right way D:
I started playing with a clan and they invited me to a clan-only get together to "help people prestige"
now I'd been playing with these dudes all day so I really didn't think nothing of it.
Until one of them hacked the game and told everyone to kill themselves with grenades. I didn't understand why and didn't do it at first cuz no one would tell me what happened (they were all bantering to one another so I wasn't heard)
So dammit, i got curious and blew myself up.....
and jumped 30 fuckin levels to my first prestige...
GODDDAMMIT. I wanted it do it the right way not cheat! I told them I didn't want to play with them anymore and left.
See, i suck at Modern Warfare, so it's a big thing to me when I accumulate enough points to level up n shit and get the cool emblems and stuff.
Now I feel xp raped D:
I don't wanna prestige cuz then I'll lose all my items n shit.
This sucks.
Okay, Scratch that.
General | Posted 15 years ago
Well, part of it. I can still keep the computer because friends can be generous :P
I'll be posting pics here later of my latest antics n such with the box of fries I've come to know here :D
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