I just have no access to a scanner.. Got a new computer, more hours at work and yea...but the minute I get my scanner issue resolved. OMG you guys will be spammed.





PORTAL 2 BITCHES

our windows pour. I broke my ONLY pair of glasses and am now blind. Thank god I don't work for the next two days. Rent is due in a week, and our neighbors tree fell on her house.

Please, 2$ commissions!

Same day guarentee

Fuck yea! Played some nintendo edition monopoly. Sadly ended up 66g's in debt. How the hell that happened I don't know. But I will be more active on the site now that I have a functioning mouse.

So I got some cardstock after FAR tooo long. And I'm posting references for the story I've been working on..It needs to be rewritten for sure due to some character issues, but expect REFERENCE SHEETS FOR LA MORTE GIRLS!!! YAY!!!

And don't forget 5$ art sale to help me buy a new car~ Let me know

Forget the plane ticket - My car just went to the dogs - meaning I can't work - which means I lose my house.

I'm doing commissions for 5$

I just did my taxes - so my goal is only 2-300$.

Hit me up!

Current Amount: $3.02
Goal: $100-$400


So I'm thinking, I'll do things like my valentine commission http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5084444 for about 2$ and if you want shading like http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3592322/ - $5. Sound good?

I'm trying to raise at least $400 for my friends plane ticket to new york so she can fall in love.

I take paypal, or whatever works for you. If I can even get to $100 it would be even more amazing! I'm going to keep 10 slots open at a time so as not to get overwhelmed.

I'll do any topic - Adult, non adult, couples, single, you name it. Accept the completely unacceptable, which if not obvious cub or child porn. Sorry - gotta draw a line in the sand somewhere.

Hit me up, commissions are usually finished in a days time
At least consider it yea?

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OH SHIT!!!

Yes, bought a house, have my shit in order, somewhat.

BRING IT ON NEW START!

In the new place. Well - new location. Set up the computers and such. Not going to bother with art and the scanner. If I do anything it will be digital. But 40 hrs a week at the new store and trying to clean up this old house takes up most of my time.

Right now I'm trying my best not to clean the kitchen - again.

Sunday I'm going through and setting up a yard sale and trashing some stuff.

If any santa clarita furs watch me, let me know if you're interested. Art will be on sale there for 25 cents

Please you guys. This is urgent. Anything on my page you want - 3$ I need to be rid of this art now!!!

I cannot stress this enough!!! I don't have money for bills, moving costs, and food or gas. So please. Note me with which one you want and how to get it to you best and I'll do it.

Free US
Any where else we'll talk.

Please paypal preferred.


Thank you. And if you can't buy - Advertise.

<3

With the move and my illness acting up I haven't been posting. Too much on top of my ridiculous work days.

But I'm here. I swear. Thank you everyone who's added me to their watch list despite my absenteeism and thank you for all the favorites. You're all so amazing

I sell baby blankets!! And regular ones.


All are hand crocheted.

Baby blankets - 3 colors of your choice 20$ each

Large blankets - up to 5 colors and 50$ each (these cover two to three people)

Along with my other commissions.

Let me know!

I know as girls, we like make up but are horribly scared of over doing it.

As a girl, every time I touched blush my mom said it made me look like a clown because I have very rosy cheeks.So I stayed away from that and same with my lips. I hadn't grown into them so anything that wasn't plain lip gloss made me look like I had botched botox.

But this Christmas just passed, my step dad got me a makeup box and said "Look, your face is a canvas, so go about it the same way"

And You know what? I got the hang of it, so here's my question:

If I did a make up tutorial would you guys dig it?

So I managed to lose a paycheck in between here and work

A co worker's wedding is galactically being rubbed in my face.

My boyfriends Transmission is going.

I turn 21 in a month.

I'm having more self conflicting issues than I can count on one hand right now.

It feels like everything is falling apart and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. All I can do is stand here and watch and it sucks. All the power I had was taken away when I said sure.

Then on top of that -

A man I had been 'smitten' - seems to be a safe word to use - with for almost 5 years - doesn't remember me at all because the powers that be thought it would just be one more thing on the list. No big thing right?

I feel so detached from everything right now. I hate it all so much. There's nothing I can do to fix a drop of it either. My boyfriend hates the very mention of multiple people I want to have in my life and I can't even have that much because it makes him uncomfortable.

I love this world of shit I've gotten myself into.

I think I'm done bitching for now..

If you or someone you know in Newhall CA has a job and can pay 400/ month I have a room for rent.

It is shared, but its a huge master bed room so there is plenty of room.

I am doing this out of sheer despair I'm sure. I have gone through at least 6 roommates because no one can grasp the concept of PAYING RENT ON TIME.

So if you guys live in Newhall or Canyon country and need a room let me know. Just send me a message on here. Thanks a lot you guys.

I don't get a lot of commission work from anyone but my coworker and that's not enough to quit my day job yet. So. If you all can spread the word that would be fabulous.

Thanks.

Really trying to keep up on art. Buts for reason I can't draw and work at the same time. Its retarded I know.

So.
I feel I should give you all a heads up as to my health from the past six months. Its not getting any better.
I don't know if its the medication not working, or my condition worsening. More hair is falling out, leaving me with two prominent bald spots. The mood swings come and go still. But all in all, Rafe is taking excellent care of me. I am trying to get a hold of any doctor I can, looking for someone somewhere to give me an explanation why all this is happening. I have had my period for 6 months and the three times I have been to the ER, all they have done is given me a saline drip and prescribed more birth control. Which is what, from what I have been told, started it.
Its hard not getting any answer from a doctor after sitting half a day in a waiting room. Or having no one you can fall back on to ask questions or get help. Even harder to look Rafe in the eyes and tell him I'm alright at the end of the day when, deep down, I know I'm not.
But I'm trying.
I want to get back into school this semester. Finish my last 45 units. That's less than three years if I take consistent units every semester. Work...could be better, but it could be worse. But its paying the bills.

Thanks you guys.

Deviantart has yet to get back to me on the subject, but all of my deviations were deleted.

So. New account. ChanzM.deviantart.com

I am selling home made cthulu's. 10$ each. Any color/colors you want. Hit me up. They take me a day to make.

I accept pay pal and check. Will have pictures up later.

I found this sites weak point. Sadly.

I pop up a progress shot of me in a bra & panties and people give me remarks like "cool furry art" and "8I"

You know what? If you can draw Simba fucking Nala in the most grotesque way ever, I DONT WANT SHIT FOR MY POSTS.

I have seen beyond disturbing shit on this site and everyone sits there and goes "DUDE THATS SO COOL!!!!" my picture I get "wtf are you doing???!!!!" Is it because it wasn't furry art?

Augh. I think this is cause I'm tired and don't want to go to work, but thats just uncalled for in my eyes this moment.

I don't have work til three. So.

001. Name → Chance
002. Nickname(s) → *inhales* Chance-ums, chancers, chancei poo, chancei poo dinkles, yappy, yappy marshall, nessa, nessa bell, shay, shay marie, apocalypse, rathine, doll, babe, booger bear, miss marshall *theres more*
003. Status → Taken
004. Zodiac sign → Taurus
005. Male or female → Questionably female

006. Elementary → First lutheran and woodlake
007: Middle School → hale, patrick henry, sierra vista (6 7 8)
008. High School → Canyon & GV
009. Smart → 2.0-3.8 during high school
010. Hair color → Naturally Dirty Blonde until 30 then it turns black
011. Long or short → past shoulders
012. Loud or Quiet → Going to have to say loud.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone with camera and camera
015. Health freak → I watch what I eat
016. Drink or Smoke? → No smoking, no time to drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Well of course I do.
018. Eating or Drinking → chewing on tongue ring
019. Piercings → 9 total in ears, one in tongue, in 7 months, there will be one in my left nipple
020. Tattoos → One on my back, drawing out the next one

FIRSTS:

021. First Mate → Furry wise, I'm not going to say, that was years ago. (I was 16) Non-furry wise, Xander, (again, when I was 16)
022. First best friend → Jennifer
023. First award → Spelling bee champ
024. First crush → A sixth grader named Gaston (How lame, I was in first grade)
025. First pet → Dog named Ellie. RIP
026. First big vacation → Christmas in Hawaii after my nana died, I was five
028. First big birthday → Always had parties, but when the current boyfriend drove me out to pasadena beach to meet up with Doodley, Jim-bo, Ryan, and the kid, I am going to have to say thats that. 4 day birthday :]

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → My roomate KNT
030. Last person you texted → The Mother Fucking Rafe, as it were
031. Last person you watched a movie with → The roomate KNT
033. Last movie you watched → Currently watching Memoirs of a Geisha
034. Last song you listened to → No idea
035. Last thing you bought → uh, gas?
036. Last person you hugged → Boyfriend.

FAVES:

037. Food → Japanese, mexican
038. Drinks → Coke, Tea
039. Clothing → Usually work uniforms. But if not, jeans tank, tshirt
040. Book → The Wicker Man
041. Music → Maroon five
042. Flower → blue and orange roses.
043. Colors → orange, red, dark yellows
044. Movies → moulin rouge, phantom of the opera
045. Shoes → My orange chucks
046. Subjects → art, history, psyc
047. Season → spring fall
048. Weather → dark


CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → tongue ring
050. Drinking → air
052. I'm about to → text the bf
053. Listening to → MOAG
054. Plans for today → work 3-10

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → Yes
059. Want to get married? → Somewhat
060. Careers – Studio Artist, proffessional escort

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → If they're shorter than me I usually associate it with dominance on my part. But I prefer taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneously romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → They don't need to be Mr universe. I'm not barbie
074. Sensitive or loud → I'm pretty loud, but not too obnoxious
075. Hook-up or relationship → Hook-up.But I love my current relationship and would never cheat.
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → I love me some chaos

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes
081. Ran away from home → tried.
084. Broken someone's heart → Many times.
085. Been arrested → Almost
087. Cried when someone died → Twice

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → At times
090. Miracles → You bet
091. Love at first sight → Lust at first sight. Love on the second date
092. Heaven → As I believe in hell
093. Santa Claus → Seen him
094. Sex on the first date → No.
095. Kiss on the first date → Yes. I love kissing. Everyone tells their own story

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes
099. Do you believe in God → When I see it
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people? RAWR

First off, what's your name?
Chance, Damn it.


Okay, but what does your best friend call you?
Which one? Some call me Chancums, some call me Chancei Poo. One calls me Yappy.


Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
Yes.


Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
Rafe


If you could change your eye color what would it be?
If I wanted to, it would be Orange.


What is the wallpaper on your phone?
Default

How many pillows on your bed?
Rafe sleeps with 3 I sleep with 2.


Who was the last text message you sent to?
Meghan? Uhmmm...no, KNT.


Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
Yes, but its not my place. The What if's are always alright.


What was the best thing that happened to you last year
*snarks* I can tell you the most retarted.


Do any of your friends annoy you?
Most. But I'm not perfection myself.


Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
Amy

When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
Today


What school did you attend in elementary?
First Lutheran, Woodlake


Do you have a crush on somebody?
I tend to love him alot.


Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Rafe.


Do you like Quiznos?
Its ok


Who do you make fun of the most?
Myself, and you, but thats because I'm in control.


What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
a couple hours


Do you think you've gotten prettier since grade school?
Yes, but at the same time no.


Have you seen your best friend cry?
Kills you.


Where did you last go out to eat?
It came to me, Dominoes.


Do you dance in the car?
Couldn't go to work without doing it.


What do you think of hunting and fishing?
Hunted friends. DONT KILL MY PEOPLE (teh fish)


Do you and your best friend act alike?
its bad.


What is a noise that you cannot stand?
Liars


Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?
Yes


Are your parents in love?
Doubt it.


At what age did you get your mp3 player or ipod?
18


Where did you get your last bruise from?
Don't know

Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
Sleep at a friends, but nowadays, sleep here. At home.

Who is in your house right now?
The Kid, Rafe, Patrick


Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
Hoped for it, but I have thought it a few times.


How do you like your steak?
Moo-ing


What do you smell like right now?
Tired


Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
No.


Who was the last person you held hands with?
Rafe


What shoes did you wear today?
Black Champs


What makes you lose your appetite?
Not alot oddly enough


What color is your laundry basket?
Tan


Does your mom make you wear a winter coat?
So does everyone else.


Does it contain fur?
naw


Do you own any Hollister polos?
Not ever.


Do you think those stores are too expensive?
yes


Where do you shop the most for clothes?
Target


Ever clothes shop at a thrift store?
yea

Why do you do surveys?
Can't sleep


Rawr.

To update people.

Doing art, little by little, running low on inspiration.

Got hired at Food4less. So, I'll be working during the week, thank god. I've only got 4 months to save up before I get to take the boyfriend on an epic anniversary. It'll be both our 1st time being with someone solidly for a whole year. I've never been with someone that long, or wanted to for that matter. But Rafe, he makes me happy :] <3 (I'm probably waking him with my typing too. Poor thing)

But I am drawing, for the little one I owe a trade..I have to redraw it. It magically vanished in the world I call chance. So, I'll hopefully have that done soon. As all of you can understand, life got in the way. It happens, don't say it doesn't.

My mom asked with this new job if I am finally going to quit the job at six flags, I really have no intention of doing such. I love that job more and more every shift. Its the longest job I've ever had and its a second home, despite the bullshit. Even if I can't get promoted unless my boss quits, gets fired, or dies. (I guess they didn't set up promotions because they didn't intend for people to stay this long)

Besides fighting this stupid fuckin' cold, I think I'm doing alright. I'm going to celebrate 8 months with a wonderful man today, and hopefully come home with pictures or art for ya'll.

I hope everyone had a great one.

My day at work was wonderful for the most part. A few bumps here and there, but as my roommate mentioned, I'm not going to give ANY idiots the upper hand. I am strong. I am Chance. I am all mighty.

The boyfriend is really sick and tomorrow is our 8 month anniversary and the day rent is due. Yay!!! ..... (I know right?)

I'm working on a few more pieces, my hand has been super resistant. Damn it. Oh well. : ] I'm off to bed. Almost a 20 hour day for me. Night!

Fright fest. - lame, no halloween music to bump out to.
Cold weather. - LAME!!! Frozen hands = bad/no art.

Watching someone beat up their girlfriend when she's with her newborn and 15 year old daughter - Fucking heart breaking. (I told her to go the sheriffs we have on site)

Being bitched at by a co worker when your just trying to help. - Really really REALLY infuriating. Granted we don't get along. But once again. I did get you the job. I just want a little common respect for hell's sake. I mean come on. Taking your cranky ass attitude out on me because its cold out there is not fair. Like V won't tell me whats up anyways. That man...*scoffs*

Any who. That last two kept me irritated alot last night. I'm tired of being spat on at work. I'm tired of people trying to pick fights. I'm tired of being seen as the EVIL BITCH O' DOOM!! Because I made an honest image out of someone and they don't know how to let shit go. My roommate gave me points for not ripping him a new one and just shrugging it off for the most part.

Getting alot of art done on the up side.
Really inspired as of late and to show my awesomeness for that. I have to get a new scanner. Oh well.

I love doing it.
But I offered to clean my cousin's place, and did so. She's pregnant so it can't really get done and there is another 100 in it for me. Joy!

I leave to go to an interview over at Dog House and then come home to worms all over the floor, and cat/dog shit everywhere. Fuckin' puppy with a temper. Got the lizards food and leaves me to come home to creepy crawlies all over the floor.

Cinder
Mr. Bigglesworth aka Mr. Biggles aka Mr. Biggles the Bagel
Curiosity.

Cinder is a beautiful Grey who loves to kick it on my shoulder *coughs* until I do that. Then he looks at me like I'm hell and walks off. Poo. He's not fat but really heavy when he stands on my chest. He loves to lay over my shoulder while I watch tv. Dork.

Curiosity is alot like cinder and biggles but A) female and B) a mother fucking adorable ass princess. She sleeps on my head and then stands on my chest while i pet her and nuzzles with my forehead. She's my cousin's pride and joy.

Then there's Mr. Biggles the Bagel. Looks alot like Curiosity but he's a russian blue and got a fatter face. He can be friendly but its more of meow pet me and then run away.

Oh...and then there is reggie. Mr. I'm a balcony walking, people hating, unhouse trained ass. He gets into food, shits n' pisses all over, and sits outside whinning and growling at me like he's tough shit. At night he runs around the bed.

Other than that, after 3/4 loads of laundry, 2 loads of dishes, and taking out the trash after cleaning the living room and bed room, I come home to have it all annihalated. Thank you animals.

The only innocent one here is Kentucky the bearded dragon. Oh, and Goliath the pleco.

As for the new Job at the Dog house.
They are going to call me back. They are really big, but the initial set up is really small. Ten kennels, maybe fifteen, two tubs, and a big empty floor with one small dog drying table. Worked for about half an hour before Yolanda came in and they sent me home with a "we'll tell margo you did great"
I feel kinda silly because they do things just different enough for me to look like I don't know what I'm doing.

When I usually bathe, I did wash/dry dog. Clipped nails, cleaned ears, pads and haunches. Here, i just wash and fluff. Its...weird. The groomers are in there own room with just enough room (barely) for two of them. Rose is cool though. Nice lady, stern like my old grooming boss, but lets me ask questions :]

Another old co-worker I used to know at the other place works there too. She just started and to be completely honest, its part of the reason why I quit the other place.
She wanted more dogs, so would come back and take dogs from me and make me look bad right in front of the boss.
And after how I lost my first job, I wasn't going to let someone else get me fired because they couldn't get what they wanted. So hopefully she doesn't do this to me here as well. Or this time I'll confront the owner, cause I shouldn't be driven from every bather job because a groomer can't get enough work. You know?

But it seems alright.

We have a guy coming to check out the open roomfor rent and maybe we will have an easier time paying rent. After Kevin bailing without realizing just what the hell he had done to us, the job my roomate Krystal thought she had turned out to be phoney. Broke my heart to hear that 3900$ check was counter fit. Breaks my heart. Really does.

I just want to be able to afford rent and food for the house & rats without having to put stuff like my health insurance/medication and schooling to the side.

I've been off my meds for a while and I can just feel the effects slowly receeding. I can feel it taking back over and I want to cry because the PCOS is slowly killing everything I worked for.
All those hours at the gym.
The money put into the meds.
All those trips to the doctors.
All for what?
To start all over again.