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SEPT 2025 - UPDATE -
Posted a month agoThank you, everyone, for helping me with the last OC auctions. There are still a couple of characters that are about to be set for another open auction.
The last couple of months, while doing my best to work through the pending commission queue, have been quite challenging, as I try to readjust to the new house and routine.
With all these tasks to tackle, my focus decreased, and thanks to that, I've been digging not only a big debt that keeps piling up but also distrust from my circles of friends, not just from around the fandom but also from close relatives. I thought that I had this new start sorted out. That's why friends suggested the idea of auctioning off OC's, like I did previously before moving from my last apartment.
Last Saturday, I had a brief meltdown once the last auction performed way below the goal that I expected. After discussing it with a few close friends, they pointed out that it could've been due to a lack of communication or bad advertising. The comment made me realise that possibly it might be true, it could be my reputation as an artist or as a business. Despite all this, I am trying my best.
I ask for your help, again, every character that I designed for these auctions wasn't drawn randomly. In a way, these were drawn with my best attempts to move forward and ease the load of my chores to keep afloat. Please, help me share this information about the next auction I'll try to make for the next weeks and thank you for your support.
The last couple of months, while doing my best to work through the pending commission queue, have been quite challenging, as I try to readjust to the new house and routine.
With all these tasks to tackle, my focus decreased, and thanks to that, I've been digging not only a big debt that keeps piling up but also distrust from my circles of friends, not just from around the fandom but also from close relatives. I thought that I had this new start sorted out. That's why friends suggested the idea of auctioning off OC's, like I did previously before moving from my last apartment.
Last Saturday, I had a brief meltdown once the last auction performed way below the goal that I expected. After discussing it with a few close friends, they pointed out that it could've been due to a lack of communication or bad advertising. The comment made me realise that possibly it might be true, it could be my reputation as an artist or as a business. Despite all this, I am trying my best.
I ask for your help, again, every character that I designed for these auctions wasn't drawn randomly. In a way, these were drawn with my best attempts to move forward and ease the load of my chores to keep afloat. Please, help me share this information about the next auction I'll try to make for the next weeks and thank you for your support.
ABR 2025 - UPDATE
Posted 6 months agoEvening, big and bigger floofs!
Hope I am not being intrusive or feel whiny about my situation.
My Patreon has new booster tiers if you wanna check them out, or share around if you could. Or donating to my Ko-Fi.
I just had a panic attack with some chest pains.
It has been very hard to keep focus with most things happening all around us, I know. My goal right now is to survive the next couple of months left of my current lease and hopefully be able to move out.
I apologize dearly for all the delays in coms and pending works, my head is just not able to cope with stuff on my end. A few minutes ago, I suffered a panic attack, with some chest pains, possibly stress taking its toll. Idk. And it is beginning to concern me more than ever.
All I need is help right now. The important task right now is making enough to cover the down payment and the moving truck. I don't think I could afford to go to the ER if something happens.
I will try streaming and keep on working as best as I can to deliver pending works and a few surprises for patreons.
Take care and stay always bigger and gorgeous. ✨🥺
https://link.space/@LRomStar
Hope I am not being intrusive or feel whiny about my situation.
My Patreon has new booster tiers if you wanna check them out, or share around if you could. Or donating to my Ko-Fi.
I just had a panic attack with some chest pains.
It has been very hard to keep focus with most things happening all around us, I know. My goal right now is to survive the next couple of months left of my current lease and hopefully be able to move out.
I apologize dearly for all the delays in coms and pending works, my head is just not able to cope with stuff on my end. A few minutes ago, I suffered a panic attack, with some chest pains, possibly stress taking its toll. Idk. And it is beginning to concern me more than ever.
All I need is help right now. The important task right now is making enough to cover the down payment and the moving truck. I don't think I could afford to go to the ER if something happens.
I will try streaming and keep on working as best as I can to deliver pending works and a few surprises for patreons.
Take care and stay always bigger and gorgeous. ✨🥺
https://link.space/@LRomStar
✨~ 2025 ~✨
Posted 9 months agoHope you are all having a great start of the year.
I know it has been tough days for many but wish you all greater times soon for you.
Lately at least on my end has been weird, with lots of ups and downs, to say the least.
My cat Serafina is doing a lot better and seems to be a lot happier than expected. It seems the treatments and vet visits are helping a lot after the incidents from last year. She started jumping, purring, and playing again, either with me or with the new kitty, without being mean or isolating away.
In terms of work, I can announce that thanks to all the great friends supporting me and the ADHD therapy sessions, life has started to feel less stressful for me. I feel like I am beginning to catch up with a pace to work more efficiently and focus.
The YCHs helped me a lot more than I expected, if not a lot to patch up my credit score and regain some traction to stay afloat. I'll be keeping you updated when I open more YCHs slots, there's going to be a lot of surprises coming up.
Regarding commissions or pending works, I apologise for the constant delays, feel free to reach out to me so we can schedule a private stream together. My therapist encourages me to start to be more organized using calendars and agendas, which is taking me a bit of time to cope with a routine but certainly is helping a lot to stay on track. I'll be doing my best to make a reasonable workflow and finish my commission queue as soon as possible and to keep doing better.
Thanks to many of you who keep sending lots of love.SEPTEMBER 2022 UPDATE
Posted 3 years agoTo anyone reading this who has been so kind to commission me, I'll do my best to finish and deliver your drawings as best as possible. Will be trying to balance doing older commissions, Patreon rewards, and newer commissions. Once I get to yours I'll let you know! As well be welcome to poke me through DMs if you are curious about it.
However, these past few months I had the fortune to have people kind enough to help me sail through rent payments, services, and supplies. To all those lovely people I am so grateful, I am not alone-
Thank you very much for your support even when I may not deserve it.
Also, I am working on the next growth drive picture, I apologize for the delay about it.
Feel free to donate or join my patreon 💙
[KoFi] [Patreon]
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However, these past few months I had the fortune to have people kind enough to help me sail through rent payments, services, and supplies. To all those lovely people I am so grateful, I am not alone-
Thank you very much for your support even when I may not deserve it.
Also, I am working on the next growth drive picture, I apologize for the delay about it.
Feel free to donate or join my patreon 💙
[KoFi] [Patreon]
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APRIL 2022 UPDATE
Posted 3 years agoGood evening!During the past few months been having a little bit of a rough patch accumulating so many emotions, so much debt and so much work that made me think about the big need to rise up my prices. Not because I wanted but because this is a matter of staying afloat. This decision was based on the expenses, situations and prices rising at an alarming rate anything from food and supplies.
As for commissions I'll be doing my whole best to finish them before the end of the month, once achieved that goal of clearing up that work I hope to begin a new business scheme and get better commission prices to let me have a better support.
If I owe anyone of your commissions, I truly apologize and will do my best to either refund you or if you let me I can finish your picture whenever and however I am able to.
Also get yourself the chance to keep an eye on my FA and Twitter profiles, will be setting up a Commission Auction for two fully shaded pictures if you are interested. A thing that will try to just be able to give me a little boost. Thank you again for your time, and your amazing support.
Here you go tip jar if you're so kind to donate - 💙
Ko-fi
Patreon
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SEPTEMBER 2021 - UPDATE
Posted 4 years agoGood evening everyone taking the time to read this. As always makes me happy whenever I can get in touch with all of you. Even if it seems to be the contrary. Ultimately it hasn't been easy. Need to open my heart to let you know what is going on because I don't think I can't really take this boiling feeling from my chest. This little text is being written while having my kitty Serafina curling on herself but brushing her head right on my hip. Making me realise what I've been experiencing the past months, a never ending roller coaster of emotions that at some point wrecked me like a bitch. A roller coaster I can't get off of. As well, the thought of what I really wish and want to work for the future months. A more stable person with better handling of its own self, at least of its own life.
Honestly what I am about to write don't think it is not even enough unfortunately. There's so much stuff I still need to put in heavy order in my life, every single thing that never realized it was there. Stuff that is slowing me down, fears and walls to tear up. I made the comment to my therapist (which I try to visit regularly, when funds are enough) about my lack of attention towards most of my life already. Told her about lying in bed watching the ceiling, sometimes... wishing it to crush me. That I am in a never ending loop of feeling unsatisfied and almost having no progress in much of the stuff I work or I live for: my hobbies, my passions, my work even my life in general. She asked me to tell her if I ever had a feeling like this before, which made me remember those so many times and wondered which of those times were the worst. Instead of focusing mainly on it and resuming a little... yep... depression is the answer.
Sleeping has become, for a solid decade, a mechanism to defend myself from it. I felt like it was the only way to feel happiness and the happier if I could dream. Drawing was one, but since it has become my job and an everyday worry it gets harder for me to feel safe and secure. And honestly, I don't want to be like this or feel like this. It is true about taking so much work that cannot be done in a decent period of time due to personal reasons like the simple need to survive. Don't want to look like a scammer or a cash grab because I am not like this. I want to put my best, if not my whole, to every single work. Unfortunately even my attention to stuff is really so short and gets even more like a challenge when losing interest unintentionally for whatever reason. Tho I cannot promise but say to do my very best to the work I have still in queue and/or refunding to all those whose patience is almost wearing out or personally working something out.
On a brighter side not, since my stability is increasingly better have to mention about of getting back to streaming both on Picarto and/or my Discord server, got many projects like other things that I want to try out for a very long time and has been very much requested by the loving people surrounding me. Mainly, going to try to make my work my therapy. And if you are around me, to be fair I need lots of help and comprehension. Also need to give my most sincere "thank you" to every single one of you that continuously keeps inspiring me to be my very best always. Love y'all so much! Thank you again for your comprehension, hope to see you soon!
Ko-fi
Patreon
Honestly what I am about to write don't think it is not even enough unfortunately. There's so much stuff I still need to put in heavy order in my life, every single thing that never realized it was there. Stuff that is slowing me down, fears and walls to tear up. I made the comment to my therapist (which I try to visit regularly, when funds are enough) about my lack of attention towards most of my life already. Told her about lying in bed watching the ceiling, sometimes... wishing it to crush me. That I am in a never ending loop of feeling unsatisfied and almost having no progress in much of the stuff I work or I live for: my hobbies, my passions, my work even my life in general. She asked me to tell her if I ever had a feeling like this before, which made me remember those so many times and wondered which of those times were the worst. Instead of focusing mainly on it and resuming a little... yep... depression is the answer.
Sleeping has become, for a solid decade, a mechanism to defend myself from it. I felt like it was the only way to feel happiness and the happier if I could dream. Drawing was one, but since it has become my job and an everyday worry it gets harder for me to feel safe and secure. And honestly, I don't want to be like this or feel like this. It is true about taking so much work that cannot be done in a decent period of time due to personal reasons like the simple need to survive. Don't want to look like a scammer or a cash grab because I am not like this. I want to put my best, if not my whole, to every single work. Unfortunately even my attention to stuff is really so short and gets even more like a challenge when losing interest unintentionally for whatever reason. Tho I cannot promise but say to do my very best to the work I have still in queue and/or refunding to all those whose patience is almost wearing out or personally working something out.
On a brighter side not, since my stability is increasingly better have to mention about of getting back to streaming both on Picarto and/or my Discord server, got many projects like other things that I want to try out for a very long time and has been very much requested by the loving people surrounding me. Mainly, going to try to make my work my therapy. And if you are around me, to be fair I need lots of help and comprehension. Also need to give my most sincere "thank you" to every single one of you that continuously keeps inspiring me to be my very best always. Love y'all so much! Thank you again for your comprehension, hope to see you soon!
Ko-fi
Patreon
May 2021 - Update
Posted 4 years agoWelcome my dearest fluff/scaled/bare-skinned butts
It is Mew your beloved fluffy little lion, and here I am writing a bit to notify you that I am increasingly
good with good motivation and strength to keep delivering better and BIGGER ART
than never before
the content you all like and love.
For now, I am catching on to my pace with the commissions still pending on queue. I know... I should've been more consistent
and with better touch on my behalf but soon as I finish will put as much attention
to you as best as I can.
I will also need to ask y'all when would be a great time to make the stream for the 3K followers on Twitter??
Lemme know down in the comments and be sure to invite friends over to follow my picarto
or join my Patreon
P.D. Have you noticed that Twitter has this new feature "spaces"?? 💀🔶🔸🟣 DIA DE MUERTOS 🟣🔸🔶💀
Posted 5 years agoWishing you from the bottom of my heart the best ending of this year 2020.
A year of challenge by itself, not the best year ever but a good year
We haven't had the best of times, but today here in Mexico, we celebrate life itself with the beautiful homage that it is Day of the Death. You might have heard of it, or seen it on recent movies but the truth is much more exciting than that.
It is a day full of light, memorabilia and colour, fresh "pan de Muerto" alongside delicious cocoa or milk with chocolate. Even more full and exquisite banquets, halls and streets decorated with "Papel picado" and photos, and music in every corner available. But the most important thing of the day is to remember the ones we lost during our times together. As in grief as in joy.
This year some of us had lost a few people we estimate a lot, but a way to thank them for their company, their existence and their fighting, I propose a little dynamic. In the comments down below, you are free put their names and a little message to that someone is no longer with us. I will show you how:
🔶To my cousin Beto Veloz🔶💀
A mischievous weird angel, he wasn't prepared for this world. I still have you in my best memories in the sleepovers with our cousins. I am sorry I didn't talk to you when you most needed it. Was your whole decision to take your life and walk away, but all the family, your mom and I still miss you so much. See you on the other side someday primo. ❤Posted using PostyBirb
AUG 2020 - UPDATE
Posted 5 years agoWelcome everyone, writing this little journal trying to let off some stress that has been on the late months. Quarantine, as you might now, is still going and probably not going to end soon. It is hard to cope with so much emotions that are building up but sincerely I am constantly trying to keep being productive and finally working hard on getting my commission queue done as soon as possible. But what about you guys? what you've been up to lately? Would love to hear from you.
2020's!
Posted 5 years agoGood evening everybody! I hope you had amazing holidays and grew pretty big as also being happy. ♥
In the deepest part of my heart, I really and dearly have to thank people for being so patient and caring. Have to say so much, as my therapist recommends me, is to be open. And I will start by opening up about my absence.
The closing of this year was so full of stress, insecurity, ideas and situations flowing here and there without any bias towards sanity or happiness. It is truly unbelievable that last year was so emotionally blinding, in so many ways and turns. In terms of having a new kind for experience living with a new person who I loved so much (even over myself) that turned out to never reach the goal that we both expected from each other instead of a goal together.
As much other stuff besides the life that I was building up here in the fandom, my friends, estimates and audience, and there with my own personal projects were they are starting to feel loose and uncertain because of the lack of focus, mostly effort to them. Now it is time to let all that stuff go and walk forward, right? That is what people tell me, but it... hurts.
Tho anyway, besides now living in a new place. It is cosy, quite small. Just a service room on the backyard of an apartment. But hopefully, soon there will be a place for myself.
Now there are so many projections, blessings and goals during this year and hopefully, not just on the business or economic side but also with friendships, family and people around that are so kind for letting me experience their love and affection. Also, I do have to give thanks to all the ones that were so great and caring during this season where I was feeling so down and depressive. It is so magnificent when feeling this great constant support and understanding from you. Thank you so much, I hope you all have a great New Year and grow so much this decade.
People who are being kindly patient with me and that have a commission in process with me, don't be afraid of reaching me via PM (telegram/discord/note) I will be available this weekend and can be programming private sessions or streams for next week. Don't forget I love you all ~ ♥
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In the deepest part of my heart, I really and dearly have to thank people for being so patient and caring. Have to say so much, as my therapist recommends me, is to be open. And I will start by opening up about my absence.
The closing of this year was so full of stress, insecurity, ideas and situations flowing here and there without any bias towards sanity or happiness. It is truly unbelievable that last year was so emotionally blinding, in so many ways and turns. In terms of having a new kind for experience living with a new person who I loved so much (even over myself) that turned out to never reach the goal that we both expected from each other instead of a goal together.
As much other stuff besides the life that I was building up here in the fandom, my friends, estimates and audience, and there with my own personal projects were they are starting to feel loose and uncertain because of the lack of focus, mostly effort to them. Now it is time to let all that stuff go and walk forward, right? That is what people tell me, but it... hurts.
Tho anyway, besides now living in a new place. It is cosy, quite small. Just a service room on the backyard of an apartment. But hopefully, soon there will be a place for myself.
Now there are so many projections, blessings and goals during this year and hopefully, not just on the business or economic side but also with friendships, family and people around that are so kind for letting me experience their love and affection. Also, I do have to give thanks to all the ones that were so great and caring during this season where I was feeling so down and depressive. It is so magnificent when feeling this great constant support and understanding from you. Thank you so much, I hope you all have a great New Year and grow so much this decade.
People who are being kindly patient with me and that have a commission in process with me, don't be afraid of reaching me via PM (telegram/discord/note) I will be available this weekend and can be programming private sessions or streams for next week. Don't forget I love you all ~ ♥
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MERRY CHRISTMAS - DEC2019
Posted 6 years agoHope you enjoy and wish you to have the best time this Christmas. I love you all and thanks for giving me the best of each one of you, for also giving me a chance to evolve to someone better, appreciating and supporting my art and not only that but my own life too. It is so recomforting that I can count on you as well that I hope you can count on me whenever you need me, PM is always welcome and well received. And hold on! There is a little surprise, please stay around ;P
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays 2019
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Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays 2019
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DECEMBER 2019 - UPDATE AND PROJECTS FOR 2020
Posted 6 years agoWelcome to everyone, thanks for taking the time to click and visit here.
While typing all of this, lemme be truthful and deeply grateful for all this kindness that happened this few last weeks. For the lovely gesture for being supportive and encouraging me of never give up. We're just about to close this decade, and about to begin a whole new chapter. In this writing, I would love to express my appreciation to those who helped and were so kind to me. This maybe was a very tough year, rough months and certain disappointments, but alongside you, old and new friends and me, we made a new future and settled better goals for personal and professional development. Letting me having the chance to get better and better, and much stronger than I'll ever be. I am more than just happy for letting you be part of my life as well honouring me of being part of your life too.
As well, I shall announce that I have very great news. Besides the new place I'll be able to move in and rent, there's a lot of great new projects coming up and many of other surprises. Surprises you don't want to miss! So I'll ask you the favour of sharing and liking my works, supporting my plataforms and help me grow them too. This will bring more appreciation from more fellow friends and get a chance to get goodies I'll be giving during streams or raffles. Then a lot more of stuff I'm doubtful if you'll ask for more, which I hope it happens.
Thank you again for taking the time of reading and hope you have great hollidays and also a great time with friends and family!
Love you all ~ ♥
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While typing all of this, lemme be truthful and deeply grateful for all this kindness that happened this few last weeks. For the lovely gesture for being supportive and encouraging me of never give up. We're just about to close this decade, and about to begin a whole new chapter. In this writing, I would love to express my appreciation to those who helped and were so kind to me. This maybe was a very tough year, rough months and certain disappointments, but alongside you, old and new friends and me, we made a new future and settled better goals for personal and professional development. Letting me having the chance to get better and better, and much stronger than I'll ever be. I am more than just happy for letting you be part of my life as well honouring me of being part of your life too.
As well, I shall announce that I have very great news. Besides the new place I'll be able to move in and rent, there's a lot of great new projects coming up and many of other surprises. Surprises you don't want to miss! So I'll ask you the favour of sharing and liking my works, supporting my plataforms and help me grow them too. This will bring more appreciation from more fellow friends and get a chance to get goodies I'll be giving during streams or raffles. Then a lot more of stuff I'm doubtful if you'll ask for more, which I hope it happens.
Thank you again for taking the time of reading and hope you have great hollidays and also a great time with friends and family!
Love you all ~ ♥
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November 2019 - UPDATE
Posted 6 years agoTo everyone reading this brief communication, I deeply offer my apologies for my absence as well as my gratitude for your patience and kindness. This whole two weeks rushed by a certain type of events that made me crumble down. Even to doubt who I am, what I want, what I did, what I do and what I vision of myself in the future like so many other things.
I guess we both relate what it is to have a dream and trying to follow it. The frustration that gets in whenever you seem to not even get close to step one. Having so many tasks in a few walks. Can feel frustration, sometimes despair.
Yes, we need to recognize that I am not having the best of luck finding a respectable job or at least an acceptable income. People are telling me what I should do, picking up my stuff and get back to my parents' home. Where I used to waste so much time, wasted so many opportunities and self-consciousness. Letting down people who believe in me constantly and certainly, I was living automatically. Living for nothing.
I looked out for a change, truly a big change in and out of myself. That's what I want to keep doing and when I was trying to pull up my shell, moving out and growing, making my surroundings more interesting or truly exciting each day seemed to highlight my flaws, the so many lacks or lakes of virtues and that obnoxious side that was meant to be forgotten... mostly how much solitude darks its way in. I need help. Certainly, I know what I want now, I want a future. That is 100% sure.
Whenever I walked alone this two weeks, it was so clearer to think once my thoughts were getting impartial of what I hurt. The loss of love from what I thought would be my partner for life sure hit me right in the face and pushed me into a sea of so much pain, mostly that I was so blind of what I made wrong. I loved him so much, I thought I was doing better but wasn't the case. Tho now I am relieved life will continue, it's just without both of us even without my cat, I have to move on and keep going on my path. Still... is painful tho...
Tho besides that, I've seen that few people were concerned about my emotions and my stability, some of them surrounding me and some of them around the community here. Which I am asking for help and a lot of support because this month will be tougher than what I thought. Work should double, probably triple... what should be necessary to keep me on float. Promise I will fully compromise, to go totally into the job I want to do. To be happy, happily doing art and never stop until I lack strength and breath to continue. Even that, I want doing more art through a legacy.
Again, thank you so much for reading. If you got this far, hope you know that my heart might feel tired but still loves you all. However you look, how you dress or how you feel about life. Be yourself and fly high.
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I guess we both relate what it is to have a dream and trying to follow it. The frustration that gets in whenever you seem to not even get close to step one. Having so many tasks in a few walks. Can feel frustration, sometimes despair.
Yes, we need to recognize that I am not having the best of luck finding a respectable job or at least an acceptable income. People are telling me what I should do, picking up my stuff and get back to my parents' home. Where I used to waste so much time, wasted so many opportunities and self-consciousness. Letting down people who believe in me constantly and certainly, I was living automatically. Living for nothing.
I looked out for a change, truly a big change in and out of myself. That's what I want to keep doing and when I was trying to pull up my shell, moving out and growing, making my surroundings more interesting or truly exciting each day seemed to highlight my flaws, the so many lacks or lakes of virtues and that obnoxious side that was meant to be forgotten... mostly how much solitude darks its way in. I need help. Certainly, I know what I want now, I want a future. That is 100% sure.
Whenever I walked alone this two weeks, it was so clearer to think once my thoughts were getting impartial of what I hurt. The loss of love from what I thought would be my partner for life sure hit me right in the face and pushed me into a sea of so much pain, mostly that I was so blind of what I made wrong. I loved him so much, I thought I was doing better but wasn't the case. Tho now I am relieved life will continue, it's just without both of us even without my cat, I have to move on and keep going on my path. Still... is painful tho...
Tho besides that, I've seen that few people were concerned about my emotions and my stability, some of them surrounding me and some of them around the community here. Which I am asking for help and a lot of support because this month will be tougher than what I thought. Work should double, probably triple... what should be necessary to keep me on float. Promise I will fully compromise, to go totally into the job I want to do. To be happy, happily doing art and never stop until I lack strength and breath to continue. Even that, I want doing more art through a legacy.
Again, thank you so much for reading. If you got this far, hope you know that my heart might feel tired but still loves you all. However you look, how you dress or how you feel about life. Be yourself and fly high.
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Growth Drive!
Posted 6 years agoEvening everyone! As far as you know, unpredicted tech issues happened to my laptop recently and in due to update it and getting a stronger backup like a desktop pc to work better and fluidly as an illustrator and also you might know a music producer. Help Katto get huge, plz! ♥️
Updates will be provided every 4 days or depending on people's response. Please feel free to share the word!
Updates will be provided every 4 days or depending on people's response. Please feel free to share the word!
- Guadalajara update - SEP 2018
Posted 7 years agoWell guys, finally I got a little of free time to start writing a little of a mini update of what it is really going on right now.
It is nearly the beginning of fall and it got so calm lately. To let you know anyone reading this, it is luck for me to say I am now living on my own. No joke about anything.
Fortunately, Guadalajara city has been so great to walk around, to be honest. The perfect blend of culture and modernity. Can find it mostly in its downtown when new buildings and great architectural marvels are incredibly in sync. Tho I never got in mind the expenses to really get my ass living here. Besides rent, food and transport are quite expensive and the services are not so reliable. Even though, really classy to be honest. There's something for all tastes, mine turned out to be pricier. LOL
If you've been wondering how I could survive at many things, would be because of the great help of family and friends that supported me since I arrived. As well I've been (un)lucky to work at a call centre to help me sustain a little while there could be a good place to stay for at least 6 months statically. Furthermore, getting better step by step and getting more time to do what I love to do what it is making music and drawing.
If you would like to look for more works, I will appreciate you could spread the word about what this channel is for if many people can reach and see my art, so, please do.
Love you guys!
There's something really cool waiting to be uploaded, so please ring my notes in hope for size and fun stuff.
It is nearly the beginning of fall and it got so calm lately. To let you know anyone reading this, it is luck for me to say I am now living on my own. No joke about anything.
Fortunately, Guadalajara city has been so great to walk around, to be honest. The perfect blend of culture and modernity. Can find it mostly in its downtown when new buildings and great architectural marvels are incredibly in sync. Tho I never got in mind the expenses to really get my ass living here. Besides rent, food and transport are quite expensive and the services are not so reliable. Even though, really classy to be honest. There's something for all tastes, mine turned out to be pricier. LOL
If you've been wondering how I could survive at many things, would be because of the great help of family and friends that supported me since I arrived. As well I've been (un)lucky to work at a call centre to help me sustain a little while there could be a good place to stay for at least 6 months statically. Furthermore, getting better step by step and getting more time to do what I love to do what it is making music and drawing.
If you would like to look for more works, I will appreciate you could spread the word about what this channel is for if many people can reach and see my art, so, please do.
Love you guys!
- - SPOILER ALERT ! - -There's something really cool waiting to be uploaded, so please ring my notes in hope for size and fun stuff.
- - ORCTOBER // COCKTOBER // INKTOBER (whatever you call it) sluts are open ! - -Mini Update
Posted 7 years agoWell, it is nice to write a little again and move this place from time to time. Bit by bit I've been accomplishing commissions (old commissions) due to lack of time and family issues.
Just a little bit of pressure over my back, not because I don't want to draw or something... I've been working hard to finally move out from my parents' with different mini jobs. It is really exciting what is going to happen, finally having my place on my own yet quite scary to make a life by my own and build an artist career.
Also, stay tuned because
icegodsage and I have a surprise coming
I'll tell you just a little peek... GROWTH!!
Just a little bit of pressure over my back, not because I don't want to draw or something... I've been working hard to finally move out from my parents' with different mini jobs. It is really exciting what is going to happen, finally having my place on my own yet quite scary to make a life by my own and build an artist career.
Also, stay tuned because
icegodsage and I have a surprise comingI'll tell you just a little peek... GROWTH!!
- Cough Cough -
Posted 8 years agoThere's so much dust here! Not to mention my DeviantART hahahaaa
I think I better start drawing again and finish commissions so I can finally make this place hospitable again.
Thanks to all the people who come by and check this profile and to take the time to message me to know if I am doing fine, to those awesome persons... Thanks so much!
I think I better start drawing again and finish commissions so I can finally make this place hospitable again.
Thanks to all the people who come by and check this profile and to take the time to message me to know if I am doing fine, to those awesome persons... Thanks so much!
Just about to drop dead - May update 2017
Posted 8 years agoIn object to give you an update of what is happening around I must write this journal and notify people who was contacting me that I'm sorry for not replying back. College was such a heavy task this last weeks with final projects and exams I had to do them as best as possible. For now I have to thank people that had the patience to wait for me.
Lastly I had a very nice time with this kind of project with a bunch of friends about being part their band called "Frecuencia Alterna" here's the YouTube page if you would like to have a listen. I'm not completely inside the project with keyboards yet because I've just started playing with them on just assays and practices but soon we will record everything again but with me playing the synths and I'm so excited about the fact we will play soon at Querétaro (México).
Anyways, hope soon I can upload the doodles I made during this two weeks. Hope you have a nice day/night.
Lastly I had a very nice time with this kind of project with a bunch of friends about being part their band called "Frecuencia Alterna" here's the YouTube page if you would like to have a listen. I'm not completely inside the project with keyboards yet because I've just started playing with them on just assays and practices but soon we will record everything again but with me playing the synths and I'm so excited about the fact we will play soon at Querétaro (México).
Anyways, hope soon I can upload the doodles I made during this two weeks. Hope you have a nice day/night.
Smile
Posted 9 years agoCommissions are now open!
Things may go better soon (Spanish)
Posted 9 years agoSi, he de escribir esto en español principalmente para expresar todo esto que me pesa pues me hace muchísima falta el poder soltar mi rabia a ésto que no aguanto más. Hágase entender que éste es el único medio y lenguaje, el cual es con orgullo el idioma materno que se me ha inculcado desde siempre. Y que es el mejor método de todos en cierto tipo de casos con ejemplo al escrito correspondiente.
Éstos momentos, siento que me rompo en pedazos así que (por comprensión del lector) ésto lo estoy tomando como un momento de terapia, pues estos días... Estos primeros días del 2017 no han ido muy bien. Después de una ola de acontecimientos, en sí provocados por mí mismo (otros por casualidad) me han hecho darme cuenta de lo increíble que es definitivamente increíble la cantidad de odio que he encontrado en mí mismo. De la cantidad de cosas que yo mismo me provoco desde lo más profundo hasta lo más superficial. Que mi falta de autocontrol de ira o demás emociones me manejen con facilidad dando reacción a un daño a mi mísmo.
Trato de entablar amistades, pero muchas veces he notado que esas amistades lo único que provocan es el de darme un tremendo enojo, pues, muchas veces después de siempre estar tratando de salir de los dramas cotidianos en mi casa y en mi familia se suman a lo mejor sin querer o puede que sea a propósito.
Éste tipo de personas me impresiona su capacidad de acabar con mi paciencia lo más rápido posible con una sola frase "I should not be here" o "I'm done with this life" (trataré de suavizar la situación por privacidad y sin mensionar personas) con un sólo propósito y no es para nada placentero el teclearlo en una situación que me rompe el corazón y hasta se me drena la sangre el saber que un amigo (aunque ya no me vea a mí como uno) quiera rendirse a tal tipo de razones. Entendible por las razones y contexto en el que éste amigo vive pero, al yo tenderle la mano no sé si estoy haciendo bien o mal. Pues soy yo el que recibe el golpe más fuerte y me pregunto "Qué estoy haciendo mal?" Quizá, sea una buena pregunta porque no siento que pueda más. Hoy tengo miedo, muchísimo miedo de perder a un amigo que aunque lo he conocido desde hace poco nos hemos apoyado muchas veces aún después de peleas absurdas. Pero no consigo procesar la idea del porqué. Idea tras idea siempre ha salido éste tema, y me entristecía cada vez más el hablar con éste chico al grado de ya olvidarlo, pero en gran parte sé que sería una decisión terrible y deshonesta el abandonar a alguien cuando más necesita.
Lo siento chicos por éste susodicho melodrama, pero como lo dije anteriormente; necesito poder desahogarlo, depurarlo. Gracias amigos que están cercanos, y a los que se han tomado la molestia de leer ésto. Después de haber escrito esto, entiendan que me siento un tanto mejor ahora que ya ese malestar ha salido. De nuevo gracias.
Éstos momentos, siento que me rompo en pedazos así que (por comprensión del lector) ésto lo estoy tomando como un momento de terapia, pues estos días... Estos primeros días del 2017 no han ido muy bien. Después de una ola de acontecimientos, en sí provocados por mí mismo (otros por casualidad) me han hecho darme cuenta de lo increíble que es definitivamente increíble la cantidad de odio que he encontrado en mí mismo. De la cantidad de cosas que yo mismo me provoco desde lo más profundo hasta lo más superficial. Que mi falta de autocontrol de ira o demás emociones me manejen con facilidad dando reacción a un daño a mi mísmo.
Trato de entablar amistades, pero muchas veces he notado que esas amistades lo único que provocan es el de darme un tremendo enojo, pues, muchas veces después de siempre estar tratando de salir de los dramas cotidianos en mi casa y en mi familia se suman a lo mejor sin querer o puede que sea a propósito.
Éste tipo de personas me impresiona su capacidad de acabar con mi paciencia lo más rápido posible con una sola frase "I should not be here" o "I'm done with this life" (trataré de suavizar la situación por privacidad y sin mensionar personas) con un sólo propósito y no es para nada placentero el teclearlo en una situación que me rompe el corazón y hasta se me drena la sangre el saber que un amigo (aunque ya no me vea a mí como uno) quiera rendirse a tal tipo de razones. Entendible por las razones y contexto en el que éste amigo vive pero, al yo tenderle la mano no sé si estoy haciendo bien o mal. Pues soy yo el que recibe el golpe más fuerte y me pregunto "Qué estoy haciendo mal?" Quizá, sea una buena pregunta porque no siento que pueda más. Hoy tengo miedo, muchísimo miedo de perder a un amigo que aunque lo he conocido desde hace poco nos hemos apoyado muchas veces aún después de peleas absurdas. Pero no consigo procesar la idea del porqué. Idea tras idea siempre ha salido éste tema, y me entristecía cada vez más el hablar con éste chico al grado de ya olvidarlo, pero en gran parte sé que sería una decisión terrible y deshonesta el abandonar a alguien cuando más necesita.
Lo siento chicos por éste susodicho melodrama, pero como lo dije anteriormente; necesito poder desahogarlo, depurarlo. Gracias amigos que están cercanos, y a los que se han tomado la molestia de leer ésto. Después de haber escrito esto, entiendan que me siento un tanto mejor ahora que ya ese malestar ha salido. De nuevo gracias.
January Update - 2017
Posted 9 years agoHello dear friends, watchers and of course readers of this journal.
I know this is quite late for saying "Happy New Year" but I still want to wish you luck and the best of life for this whole new 2017.
This time of the year was a pretty good start, and I feel somehow cheerful and decided to make my best because it is my only option to keep moving and having a better life with myself, friends and family. Unfortunately watching, reading, or hearing the news on different news sites or stations can make me feel happy. This time will be the right moment to make a change for ourselves so we can go through those awful adversities.
I have bad and good news... The good news is that finally I'm opening commissions and trades for this semester so that I hope I can help my parents. And have to express my deepest apologizes, after all those parties and family reunions this late month now I'm available to draw much more and I can have access to my working space on my college to draw tons of stuff. Bad news are that my old hard drive after 10 awesome years of recording and carrying stuff are now broken and lost forever what makes me totally sad when remembering all my progress as an artist being recorded there.
Thanks again for reading this journal and hope to give you more updates!
Also, don't forget visiting and support my different accounts on Twitter, Patreon, SoundCloud and of course my Tumblr
I know this is quite late for saying "Happy New Year" but I still want to wish you luck and the best of life for this whole new 2017.
This time of the year was a pretty good start, and I feel somehow cheerful and decided to make my best because it is my only option to keep moving and having a better life with myself, friends and family. Unfortunately watching, reading, or hearing the news on different news sites or stations can make me feel happy. This time will be the right moment to make a change for ourselves so we can go through those awful adversities.
I have bad and good news... The good news is that finally I'm opening commissions and trades for this semester so that I hope I can help my parents. And have to express my deepest apologizes, after all those parties and family reunions this late month now I'm available to draw much more and I can have access to my working space on my college to draw tons of stuff. Bad news are that my old hard drive after 10 awesome years of recording and carrying stuff are now broken and lost forever what makes me totally sad when remembering all my progress as an artist being recorded there.
Thanks again for reading this journal and hope to give you more updates!
Also, don't forget visiting and support my different accounts on Twitter, Patreon, SoundCloud and of course my Tumblr
Opening commissions next week!
Posted 9 years agoFinally!
After a pretty long time, I'll be available for taking new challenges and taking it to a next level. Also, don't forget visiting and support Twitter , my patreon page ~ ♥ , my Tumblr ~ ♥ and of course my DeviantART
I love you guys ~ ♥
Sketch
• Headshot: $ 6
• Bust: $ 7
• Half Body: $ 8
• ¾ Body: $ 9
• Full Body: $ 10
+35% each extra character
+$ 05.00 Background
+$ 04.00 Shades
+$ 02.25 NSFW object/fluids
Line Art
• Headshot: $ 7.5
• Bust: $ 9.5
• Half Body: $ 11
• ¾ Body: $ 13
• Full Body: $ 15
+35% each extra character
+$ 05.00 Background
+$ 04.00 Shades
+$ 02.25 NSFW object/fluids
Plain Colour
• Headshot: $ 10
• Bust: $ 12
• Half Body: $ 13.75
• ¾ Body: $ 15.50
• Full Body: $ 17.5
+35% each extra character
+$ 05.00 Background
+$ 08.00 Shades
+$ 06.25 NSFW object/fluids
Full Colour
• Headshot: $ 15
• Bust: $ 18
• Half Body: $ 21
• ¾ Body: $ 24
• Full Body: $ 27
+35% each extra character
+$ 09.00 Background
+$ 06.25 NSFW object/fluids
Reference sheets:
• Pack #1: $ 45.6
o Full body (front plane)
o 2 Face reactions (Front + profile)
o Colour palette
• Pack #2: $ 60
o Full body with 2 mug shots (front, backplane)
o 3 Face reactions
o Colour palette with shadows
• Pack #3: $ 90
o Full body with 3 mug shots (front + profile + ¾)
o 3 Face reactions
o 2 Special pose
o Colour palette with shadows and details
After a pretty long time, I'll be available for taking new challenges and taking it to a next level. Also, don't forget visiting and support Twitter , my patreon page ~ ♥ , my Tumblr ~ ♥ and of course my DeviantART
I love you guys ~ ♥
Sketch
• Headshot: $ 6
• Bust: $ 7
• Half Body: $ 8
• ¾ Body: $ 9
• Full Body: $ 10
+35% each extra character
+$ 05.00 Background
+$ 04.00 Shades
+$ 02.25 NSFW object/fluids
Line Art
• Headshot: $ 7.5
• Bust: $ 9.5
• Half Body: $ 11
• ¾ Body: $ 13
• Full Body: $ 15
+35% each extra character
+$ 05.00 Background
+$ 04.00 Shades
+$ 02.25 NSFW object/fluids
Plain Colour
• Headshot: $ 10
• Bust: $ 12
• Half Body: $ 13.75
• ¾ Body: $ 15.50
• Full Body: $ 17.5
+35% each extra character
+$ 05.00 Background
+$ 08.00 Shades
+$ 06.25 NSFW object/fluids
Full Colour
• Headshot: $ 15
• Bust: $ 18
• Half Body: $ 21
• ¾ Body: $ 24
• Full Body: $ 27
+35% each extra character
+$ 09.00 Background
+$ 06.25 NSFW object/fluids
Reference sheets:
• Pack #1: $ 45.6
o Full body (front plane)
o 2 Face reactions (Front + profile)
o Colour palette
• Pack #2: $ 60
o Full body with 2 mug shots (front, backplane)
o 3 Face reactions
o Colour palette with shadows
• Pack #3: $ 90
o Full body with 3 mug shots (front + profile + ¾)
o 3 Face reactions
o 2 Special pose
o Colour palette with shadows and details
Guess what? I'm not dead... -yet-
Posted 9 years ago*-rolls around-*
Hellooo there! First of all I want greet to every person who is reading right now this journal, and of course to thank that person (again)
In this text, I have to say to all of you that I'm back again with new stuff coming up like commission artwork, that last YCH that
caitsith payed for it a while (*-cough-* year) ago and that I feel so sorry for that huge delay, trades with a Deviant user and others coming. So, I hope for you to stay tuned for this great stuff I've been practicing and much more to catch you eye ~ ♥
I missed holidays so much, it's been a year ago since I could have a nice buñuelo. Also, I have to mention that now I have a lot of free time I will be totally available on my social media like my DeviantART ~ ♫ and my Twitter ~ ♥, I'll be trying and reuploading all my content rightly to my Tumblr account and this alternative account (NSFW oriented) of course, I have to give them an urgent update right now. For last to share my Picarto profile that I'll be using for streaming (duh) once I learn how to do it properly XD
I forgot to say that I'll be uploading my new price list since the last one was way too expensive for people and that said "woosh away" to everyone who noted or sent me a PM through my Telegram or Skype, so this time I'll be holiday friendly and start to develop better skill for this whole new year.
So that's all for the moment, hope you have a wonderful December and a nice end for this 2016 (which I hate so much with all my sould)
Have a good day/evening and see you next time ~ ♥
Hellooo there! First of all I want greet to every person who is reading right now this journal, and of course to thank that person (again)
In this text, I have to say to all of you that I'm back again with new stuff coming up like commission artwork, that last YCH that
caitsith payed for it a while (*-cough-* year) ago and that I feel so sorry for that huge delay, trades with a Deviant user and others coming. So, I hope for you to stay tuned for this great stuff I've been practicing and much more to catch you eye ~ ♥I missed holidays so much, it's been a year ago since I could have a nice buñuelo. Also, I have to mention that now I have a lot of free time I will be totally available on my social media like my DeviantART ~ ♫ and my Twitter ~ ♥, I'll be trying and reuploading all my content rightly to my Tumblr account and this alternative account (NSFW oriented) of course, I have to give them an urgent update right now. For last to share my Picarto profile that I'll be using for streaming (duh) once I learn how to do it properly XD
I forgot to say that I'll be uploading my new price list since the last one was way too expensive for people and that said "woosh away" to everyone who noted or sent me a PM through my Telegram or Skype, so this time I'll be holiday friendly and start to develop better skill for this whole new year.
So that's all for the moment, hope you have a wonderful December and a nice end for this 2016 (which I hate so much with all my sould)
Have a good day/evening and see you next time ~ ♥
-Update: September 2016-
Posted 9 years agoGood day/evening to everyone reading this, in occasion to give an update I must greet and thank to all new watchers and favourites. Something that will be always appreciated and recorded on the deepest side of my sould and will be rised deep in my heart.
Have to admit to myself, this start of semester was a very tought one, projects over projects and objects over subjects... Sometimes would like to push everything away and have a time only for myself, but hope this effort can have a nice worth. Sorry to persons who asked for the free sketch commission and of course commissions and ych's but this time I feel so ashamed for not responding or being away the Furraffinity even DeviantART. I must express my appologies.
Have to admit to myself, this start of semester was a very tought one, projects over projects and objects over subjects... Sometimes would like to push everything away and have a time only for myself, but hope this effort can have a nice worth. Sorry to persons who asked for the free sketch commission and of course commissions and ych's but this time I feel so ashamed for not responding or being away the Furraffinity even DeviantART. I must express my appologies.
Paypal YCH Reminder
Posted 9 years agoHello furriends!
Hope you are having a nice day.
As I've communicated before, things are getting complicated and need to earn some money.
Here's the last YCH commission available.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20103852/
Please note me for every question you have!
Hope you are having a nice day.
As I've communicated before, things are getting complicated and need to earn some money.
Here's the last YCH commission available.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20103852/
Please note me for every question you have!
