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General | Posted 7 years agoI've decided to move to a new account. 
Naako_Avali Not sure how soon I'll be posting art to it
Naako_Avali Not sure how soon I'll be posting art to itI'm not using FA anymore
General | Posted 8 years agoI no longer have a desire to frequent this site for personal reasons. If you still want to see my art, check me out on DeviantArt, http://lt-fennec.deviantart.com , or Weasyl, https://www.weasyl.com/~ltfennec As of now, this account is inactive.
Just some venting.
General | Posted 8 years agoI've been down for a while, for various reasons. It feels like nothing is going my way lately, two apartment possibilities fell through (one of which, I'm sure was because I don't have a credit score because I've never had any debt), I can't get a job in my field, and I failed a big exam about a week ago.
I also have a bunch of stuff that I want and can do. I have art that I want to do, skills and languages that I want to learn. I want to start a web comic, and have wanted to for the better part of three years. I have several ideas for YouTube channels that I want to do. I have about fifteen different stories that I want to write.
But I haven't done any of that, because I'm lazy and easily distracted.
I want to do that stuff, but I can't seem to be able to make myself do them. I'm normally a fairly low energy person, and when I get down, I become apathetic. Which makes it worse. I don't do the things that I want to do, so I get depressed about it, which makes it harder for me to do them.
Add on top of that, a personal struggle that I thought I had conquered reappearing, and my job at Wal-Mart being what it is, and I haven't been the most cheerful of fens. About the only good thing that seem to have happened lately is that I got another job, it's not IT, my field, but at least it's not walmart.
If you're still reading, thanks, I guess. My problems aren't the most important in the world, I know people who are having worse. I don't know why you would be interested in my complaining, but, thanks for sticking through it.
I also have a bunch of stuff that I want and can do. I have art that I want to do, skills and languages that I want to learn. I want to start a web comic, and have wanted to for the better part of three years. I have several ideas for YouTube channels that I want to do. I have about fifteen different stories that I want to write.
But I haven't done any of that, because I'm lazy and easily distracted.
I want to do that stuff, but I can't seem to be able to make myself do them. I'm normally a fairly low energy person, and when I get down, I become apathetic. Which makes it worse. I don't do the things that I want to do, so I get depressed about it, which makes it harder for me to do them.
Add on top of that, a personal struggle that I thought I had conquered reappearing, and my job at Wal-Mart being what it is, and I haven't been the most cheerful of fens. About the only good thing that seem to have happened lately is that I got another job, it's not IT, my field, but at least it's not walmart.
If you're still reading, thanks, I guess. My problems aren't the most important in the world, I know people who are having worse. I don't know why you would be interested in my complaining, but, thanks for sticking through it.
