Well, I managed to stay around one more year for a total of 33. Hopefully this year is better, happy birthday to me.

Hey y’all! Just wanted to wish all my friends a merry Christmas!

It’s a miracle that I made it to my birthday this year. I am very thankful for everyone who has been with me this last year, thank you all of you!

I’m tired of being depressed. I’m tired of feeling like I’m not good enough. I’m tired of worrying of what someone might say or think of me. I’m tired of putting on a good face when all I want to do is just break down. But I guess I’ll just have to deal with these as best I can. I have a child on the way and a family to provide for. Maybe this is what my life is supposed to be.

Would like to wish all my friends a merry Christmas!

Well, this is it, the end of my youth. Next Saturday I will be turning 30. God help me.

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Hey everyone, I’m here today asking for some prayers and good vibes for my wife. Her grandfather is very sick and will most likely not be with us much longer. We are still picking up the pieces from losing our unborn daughter last year and I’m afraid this is going to destroy her. Please, she needs all the help and strength she can get. All prayers will be appreciated, thank you to everyone.

I would like to wish all my friends a safe and happy thanksgiving!!

3 months ago I posted a journal about us having a baby. Well today sadly due to complications we lost are sweet girl Olivia. If any would, please say a prayer for my wife to help her through this. Thank you all.

I feel like I have no friends. Everyone who I try to be friends with I end up either pushing away or just feeling rejected by the littlest thing. My work is stressing me out, and now the icing on the cake is now there could be something seriously wrong with my unborn baby. I don’t know how much more I can take. My wife tries to be their for me but I never get to see her much because of work. She says I need a friend who I can go to, to actually talk if need be but I can’t. People just end up making me feel like crap in the end usually. Who knows, maybe I’m just being a 29 year old bitch about life and should just suck it up as they say. What do you guys think?

I’m done with people talking and treating each other like trash. I’m done with all the back stabbing. I’m done with people trying to run me over when I’m working on the highway, I’m done with politics. I’m done with all of it. I wish someone would just end it all. I’m so tired of everything.

Hope everyone had a happy and safe forth of July. With all the hate and chaos in the world I think we needed some celebratory fun to break the mood.

So this is not furry related but I thought the world could use some happy news for a change. Just found out I’m going to be a father. My wife is six weeks along and everything is great. Got to hear the heart beat over face time. I was really close to crying. We have wanted this for so long and our prayers have been answered. Thank you for reading and I hope everyone is safe and healthy.

So I’ve been thinking about posting more photos here but with this being a furry site I wasn’t sure if it would be appropriate to show my “human” feet. What do you guys think?

I will be surprised if anyone reads this, guess I’m just try to get my mind straight more than anything. Right now as I write this the only thing I feel is anger and hurt. The only thing is I don’t know why these urges come over me. One minute I’m fine the next I want to kill everything around me. I take medication but there are times it doesn’t help. Last week I had a bad episode and my wife asked me what was bothering me. My exact words were that I wanted to kill my self because I couldn’t stand how I felt inside. Now that feeling is coming back. My wife wants to help me but I don’t know how to explain what’s wrong with me. She thinks I need to see a councilor but I don’t know if that would help. I guess for now i should go to bed seeing how I’m on call. The life of tow truck drive really sucks sometimes. I guess the only reason I do this job is because I like helping people. It’s sad that I make my living helping people and I can’t even help myself. Well gotta go just got another police call. If anyone reads this, thank you.