remaking my furaffinity ill post the new one here when it's done~

MY FURSUIT IS COMING AND IT'S GONNA BE HERE BY FRIDAY!!!!

Gonna try and do a fursuit unboxing video, and stuff. If you want to see all the cute pictures that I don't upload to here, you can follow my instagram!! my user is spoopynico

But honestly I'm super duper excited to get my bab and hnngnrgjggd

Kinda want some art of Lucas, and I'm feeling super artsy, sooo. I'm opening Trades. If you're interested please comment with a ref and I'll pick some people~

I've been thinking about this a lot lately. I've been wanting to transition but.. I feel really weird??? Like.. I know I have body dysphoria and have been identifying as trans since I was 13.. but here lately I've been feeling conflicted. I like makeup and stereotypical girly things.. but I also feel like a guy most of the time. Honestly, I'm just scared that transitioning will make me more unhappy, because I'll be expected to be a manly man and not be able to do the things I like...

Sorry for this pointless journal, just need to vent a little.

About to upload a bunch of art I've done recently. :) Sorry for spam

Gonna be gone from tomorrow until next Saturday <3 I'll be working on some special art and such but I won't be active on anything but probs Instagram :< See you all next week!!!

Today marks one year with my boyfriend. I couldn't be more happy than I am right now. <333

Stolen from  mintyvenom

HOW TO FILL IN THE MEME
Just add your favourite character for each fandom! If you don't know the fandom or don't have a favourite character, just put N/A C:

Sonic: The bunny?? I forget their name.
Pokemon: Vaporeon or Emolga
Attack on Titan: Levi <3333
Hetalia: Sealand
MLP: Rainbow Dash
Harry Potter: Cedric
Homestuck: Equius
Marvel: Iron Man
DC: Harley Quinn or The Riddler <33333
Disney/Pixar: Alice (Disney) Shrek (Pixar)
Naruto: N/A

And finally.. five of your friends' OCs! Tell us why!

OC 1: Ebony owned by  wolf-dragon-creations Because Ebony is legit a goddess and a pisspot <3333

OC 2: Minty owned by  mintyvenom Again another angry grump and I really just love his color scheme and the fact that he is a fluffy little shit <3

OC 3: Voiceless owned by my boyfriend who doesn't have a FA. I like him because he carries around signs that say various things and it's just really cool and his color scheme is great.

OC 4: Mikkusu owned by katdahhuman on IG. Colors mainly and the way that Kat draws them. It's just a really great OC and their suit is the absolute cutest.

OC 5: Umi owned by  arisyna Umi is the greatest thing since sliced bread. Her colors are the cutest and her suit is amazing!! <3333333
Don't forget to share the journal!

 wolf-dragon-creations finished up the commission slot ahead of me so that means that Lucas will be getting finished over the next couple of weeks, and I'm so excited!!!

I'll probably be making a unboxing video and maybe a suit up video?? I'll probably also spam you guys with pictures on here and on my instagram which is lucas_wolfy if you wanna follow.

So yeah. I'm hella excited and ready for him to be here. :)

Stolen from  teamrocketgrunt


The Essentials

Name: Spencer
Nickname: Spence, Jesus, Cultist, HABIT
Location: North Carolina
Age: 18
Height: 5'2"
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Any pets: 2 Cats, 2 Dogs, 1 Guinea Pig, and 9 chickens
Favorite thing about yourself: My nose??
Worst habit: Pulling my hair
Fun fact: I have had my hair dyed every color that manic panic sells

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Gay as fuck
Romantic preference: Also gay as fuck
"Kinsey Scale" score: I don't believe in the Kinsey Scale
Relationship status: Taken by a huge gay meme
Myers/Briggs type: ISFP??? I don't remember
Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night Owl
Bath or shower: Both
First thought in the morning: something along the lines of "eughurhgsubvjdfbjgdbh"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I need food.

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: Full time homeschool kid
What do you do good/well: Singing??? I also love acting, and people tell me I'm good at that..sooooo,
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Washington State living with a bunch of memes

Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: No
Smoke: Yes
Do Drugs: No
Exercise: sometimes
Have a go-to comfort food: Chicken Wings yo
Have a nervous habit: I rub my hands together alot when im nervous

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): probs my eyes
In Others: Arms.
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I'm quite intelligent
Food: Chicken wings, Pizza, Meat loaf, Chef Boyardee, and a lot of other things.
Drink: Mountain Dew
Animal: Bunnies and Wolves
Artist/Band/Group: The Decemberists
Author/poet: Cate Tiernan, I love her series of Sweep books
TV Show: The Walking Dead, Ouran High School Host Club, Attack On Titan
Actor/Actress: Ezra Miller
Blogger: idk????

I need infinite money so I can commision  mintyvenom for all the things. Like hooollyyy shit.

Tbh, I love designing characters, but tbh my art is not good enough to make adoptables or anything like that.. so i'm just gonna sit over here with all my ideas and stuff.

im getting anon hate on tumblr for being a transboy. this is the shittiest way to wake up ever and tbh it just makes me want to crawl inside of dark hole somewhere.