(PayPal.me/Luciellia to help me and the kitties or Ko-fi.com/Luciellia if you prefer that way)

So the apt hunt failed (it kept that other people were chosen over us, Blech!), and we are out of time. Owner of the house wants us out this weekend. Don't have to worry about roomie thankfully, he can stay with his parents, even if that's not ideal for his mental state.

As for the cats and I. We will be homeless, and Idk how long for.

So no art for a while, I'm going to try to cram in as much of the last of my queue as i can tomorrow while I pack, but I also need to hunt down an affordable storage unit for my stuffs.

So uh, if anyone has some tips, I could use them... Ive been lucky enough to avoid being homeless until now but my luck dried up, it seems.
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Update 01/21: called like 5 different help lines and several apts and nothing so far. Sacramento has all of ZERO PET FRIENDLY SHELTERS THESE HEARTLESS FUCKS!! no apt responded yet and the i realized WOOPS its a holiday. Got a motel till thursday so i can set up my computer tonight and keep up the hunt tomorrow. Kitties complained the ENTIRE day, poor things haaate car rides. Especially my sweet introvert, Solaire. He is currently hiding under the bed and i might not see him till it's time to leave. *wheezes* im so exhausted, water, I NEED WATER HUAAAA!

If you feel like throwing some money my way to feed meeeee! You can send money to PayPal.me/Luciellia or ko-fi.com/Luciellia! I can feed on 5 dollars or like... 8 if you're feeling snazzy and fund me mc donalds lol!

took 6 days ugh, but the electrical company came by and fixed the brokeness so I have access to my computer and all my commission work, so will be chewing on the queue again now! I'm so pissed, and like I DONT HAVE A DIRECTION FOR IT, CAUSE IT WAS JUST THAT INTENSE STORM BREAKING SOMETHING BUT AAAAAAAAAAAA I DID NOT WANT TO TAKE THAT 'VACATION'???

At the WORST. TIME. POSSIBLE. Our electricity decided to become possessed after that huge storm that knocked power out for nearly all of sacramento over the weekend (that was wild to track it)

I can't turn on my computer at all, if either my roommate or i try we lose power in the entire house for a few minutes.

Problematic for commissioners because yall are going to have to wait even longer for your piece (I'm sorryyyyy)

Problematic for me to because IM GOING STIRCRAZY OVER HERE NOT BEING ABLE TO WORK. UGH.

I got bills coming up and i have barely any money to feed myself this is verrryyy bad timing.....

I dont really want to know what happens when i don't pay my bills on time.... This is going to be.... Fun? *nervous laughter*

Tldr: life is stupid? and has the WORST timing! FEED ME??? POSSIBLY????? https://ko-fi.com/luciellia

I'm taking today and tomorrow off from... everything lol. I cant celebrate with fam cause they all in texas but i will probably be calling them all in between bouts of video game binging and SLEEP!!! MUAHAHA

Merry Christmass!

and I hope those that don't celebrate still have a nice chill day~!

well not immediately, soon... too soon for the little amount of money we have, i'm struggling to find an apartment that is within our rent range. I see one pop up and its almost immediately claimed like someone chill and let me snatch one!!! I finally drag myself out of the depths and now have to run at full speed *nervous laughter*

pinning up emergency chibis because I need a hefty amount of money to cover the pet deposit, it's like 600-800$ for two cats jfc!

Also here is the link to the post with all the details and order form!

I'm also about to finish most of my delayed comms tonight so I'm opening up 3 commission slots a little early~ Link here for my comm information. You're also welcome to email me directly at Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com with questions!

1.Wielder
2.Shark trio
3.

uuuuh so I reset my computer cause poor child needed it and uuuuuuuuuuh I forgot to save my adobe brush presets soooooo


uuuuuh.... art is on hold for a short time while i get everything re set up... cause i dont remember where i got half my texture brushes.

woops... *nervous laughter*

It weird to try an make a journal from my phone. Quick update before the Benadryl males me loopy. I caught a nasty cold like a week ago that knocked me on my ass. Im nearly recovered now thankfully but the cold put a halt in my commission work. I'm... Im so sorry to those who have been waiting for art... Its going to be a while longer. I've been trying to get up at my computer but its still a little difficult so things have been disgUSTINGLY slow on my end.

I think the cold symptoms are finished now i just have to fight through this allergic reaction from the spider bites on my face. Which also happened while i was in the middle of being sick and HOLY SHIT THE ENTITE LEFT SIDE OF MY FACE FEELS LIKE ITS A FUCKING ROCK. I HATE THIS. FUCK THAT SPIDER. THEY BIT ME LIKE FOR TIMES ON MY CHEEK. R U D E.

you know weird side note i dont think I've ever been bit by a wolf spider before. And now i really hope i never am bit again. Little Bayard.


Ps. My roommate got sick too so of course we bought a bunch of Dayquil so he bought this vaporcool vicks weird dayquil and guys. GUYSSSS. Th if you caught the nasty that th . cold fron brought it get that shit. It tastes like a mint's asshole but by God it is EFFECTIVE.

okay going to go die now so hopefully i can work tonight. Byeeeee and if you got sick im cross g my fingers you heal fast this sucks yoooo

edit 10/15: omfg so many typos, I am just going to leave this how it is because I am laughing SO HARD. I managed to drain the bites and that made the healing process hit 60 mph so I'm feeling so much better! Art is happening again YEE HA-OMG I HAVE SO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO *anxious screech*

Guh, it's getting colder which is nice for not having A.C. but also changing temps means horrible headaches and sinus pain, gggrrrrroooooss. Thank Science for painkillers haha!!

Bills paid and cutting through commissions and official work atm, I should have another bundle of slots open in a few days.

----Side note- Would one person be interested in a simple 20$ colored sketch? Do want to play some WoW time in the evenings and also the lunch thing because they still haven't installed my stove yet *looks at the mac and cheese materials teasing her from the fridge and pouts*... I want it.... where can I go for good cheap mac n cheese? hmmmm, I want so baaaad.

edit: claimed!

Woops I accidentally cleared out my entire queue while packing! I think most? of my early packing has finished... I don't actually know if we're moving this weekend or next, boooooiii has this been a roller-coaster but eh *shrugs* that's my life for you haha!

Link to my weebly with commission info here~!

and as always my notes and my email- Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com - are open for questions!

1. Pyrewerepyre
2. Shalanana
3. SarahD
4.
5.

Well I can't figure out how to delete journals on mobile. Odd. Anyway. Hey so I'm alive I'm just in panic mode because we are suddenly move living spaces. Yay?

So we finally figured out what's been aggravating my fibro, and tests are still not done. Ugh I'm so tired of this, and I was not nearly as prepared to mentally handle my diagnosis as I thought I would be. BUT WHAT MUST BE DONE GOTTA DO! Gotta lady up!

For now I'm going to try and keep a hold on my mental state, tamper down the rampant stress eating, and keep working and playing the Skyrim for more cute K'ima and Balgruuf!

I've got Commissions unlocked and 3 slots open to start!! Link to my weebly with commission info here~!

or if you'd like to message me my notes are always open as is my email: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com !

I have 3 slots open again!!
1.JJHawke
2.Lucidum
3.Towyncoyote

haha my current med routine might be working a tad too well, I feel better after resting a day, It looks like i just needed a day completely off my computer, wwwwooooooooooooooppssssss. Well now that its mostly dealt with its time to do that streaming thing after I stuff some more food in my face. O M F G I AM ALWAYS HUNGRY I FUCKING HATE PMS. I AM LITERALLY GOING TO TAKE A BITE OUT OF THE FRIDGE AT THIS RATE AAAAAA!!!!!!!

I've been trying to stream a little almost every evening but its looking more and more like work won't happen tonight. I've got a fully powered migraine making me sick. Guh!! None of my usual methods to pacify it are working and im going to cry the pain is so bad even WITH painkillers in my system. My roommate let me borrow his clip on sunglasses. YOU MAY GIGGLE AT ME WEARING SUNGLASSES INSIDE BUT LET ME TELL YOU HOW SOOTHING IT IS ON MY EYEBALLS.

I'm home from my vacation aaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I like being there and seeing my people but is also humid as FUCK, AND BOI HOWDY AM I GLAD TO BE BACK IN MY COLD ASS APARTMENT. I got sick yesterday that was fun, I'm glad it hit me after I came home tho! Okay *cracks knuckles* back to it! I need to remind myself to clean up and upload some of my pen sketches. I drew lots of K'ima and Balgruuf huehuehuehue, of course I did! ALL I HAD OF THEM WERE ROUGH COMIC LAYOUTS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING FINISHED ALREADY COME ON LUCI!!! ack!!!

I've got Commissions unlocked and 3 slots open to start!! Link to my weebly with commission info here~!

or if you'd like to message me my notes are always open as is my email: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com !

1.Yuma
2.Lizzie
3.

I get to go to Texas for a week and visit my friends and family I haven't seen in years! Yay, I hate the wait to go the airport tho, blech, I always can't sleep well and wake up waaaaay too early!

So it's safe to assume I won't be accepting color commission slots until the 27th or 28th when I'm headed back to my Desktop! On the other hand I am probably going to be drawing in my sketch book every free freaking moment I get, lol, so 10$ sketches are still open. If you're tempted to hit me up for a pencil sketch I would strongly recommend emailing me at maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com since I see those notifications on my phone more often than I check FA haha!

AAAAAH I'M SO EXCITED! ALSO FOOD. SO MUCH FOOD!!!

So good news! We might have found whats aggravating my fibro! nervous news- Its some kind of inflammation in my hips that might be arthritis.... I go back in 6 weeks to see the results of more blood work (YUCK) and some x-rays of my hips to see whats in there. Ugh it has taken so long to get this far with figuring out whats wrong with me I am SO FREAKING HOPEFUL RIGHT NOW!!! If we find the source we can treat it which mean so much less pain aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

In art news I have 3 slots open if anyone wants to jump in on some arts!!

Link to my weebly with commission info here~!

or if you'd like to message me my notes are always open as is my email: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com !

1.Wildewinged
2.JJhawke
3.

Okay so April is over now for May, one more month and then I get to go back to Texas for a week I am so excited to visit!!! I had to push a bill back, that's not fun but I'm OKAY? I'm okay right? I got this! All positivity!!!

I got 4 slots open right now! You can find more information Here along with a handy simple order form!

or if you'd like to message me my notes are always open as is my email: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com !

1.schwarzeschatten
2.Dinoburb
3.NatalieM
4.Jimkoyot

its been bugging me since I started on this site but why does the @ sign in emails turn to [at]? Kinda makes it a little annoying to copy paste haha.

I still need 400 to cover all my bills, 200 before the end of the month for rent killl meeeee! I've got more slots open if anyone is interested tho I might open it up further since I've been working at a better pace and also PANIC IS GOOD INCENTIVE!! ... hah... haha...

I think I'm gunna work on a new ref sheet for Kima in my free time. I like doing ref sheets and hers is O L D. okay well not that old but it really needs an update, also I need to add her new outfit which is pretty much canon now! Which is great because girl could not just run around nekkid forever, respectable cats gotta have cute outfits!

You can find more information Here along with a handy simple order form!

or if you'd like to message me my notes are always open as is my email: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com !

1.Amethystine
2.DannisM
3.Yodragonfire
4.Z-ray
5.JJhawke
6.Ladyfenrir

(slot count not set in stone, even if it looks full feel free to message me about availability! <3)

I got 4 open this time yeeee, time to make that bill money and draw all the cute things!! I sa- I FORGOT TO TAKE MY MEDS THIS MORNING *AGAIN* FUCKING SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Never going to get better if I can't get into this damn routine ffffuck! *flails arms*

You can find more information Here along with a handy simple order form!

or if you'd like to message me my notes are always open as is my email: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com !

current list:
1.Wildewinged
2.Z-ray
3.Niharike
4.

I mean technically I did it over the weekend so they ACTUALLY took the money out of my account today after processing but IT GOT DID!!! FFFFFFFFFFFFF! Thanks to everyone who helped me out. Shit that was my first time doing taxes as a self-employed artist... at least I'll try to be more prepared next year- I know whats coming! Now back to regularly scheduled commissions and the occasional cute OCs haha! I've got one slot open casually if anyone is interested, I'll post another journal in a few days once I have a good handful open! Gotta get back to work!! For those that ordered Chibis, they will be emailed out as I get them finished in between official work and commissions! <3

I don't know how to do emotes on this site still so image this entire line filled with heart emotes! LMAO!!

I went to see a Psychiatrist on top of my Rheumatologist since the first attempt at treatment failed miserably my psychiatrist is trying a medicine combo that will team up on my fibro along with my mental issues. Bills are paid but now I gotta work on making money for food because I? like eating? eating is good!... I'm really hopeful about this medicine... I can't give up hope that ill get at least some of my function back. Being a shut-in is nice for only so long...

I've got commission slots open now~! *scratches chin* I'm going to stop editing my journals and post new one when i have bunches of slots open, heh maybe that will get me to write more.

you can find my art prices here (along with a helpful submission form if you want to use it!)
If you want to ask questions directly, I do have open notes, and the best way to reach me is through email!: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com

1. Katie
2.Drako
3.Yuma

I feel kinda guilty not posting a lot of journals but my life is kinda stagnant atm. Trying to Keep doing commissions while waiting for my next doc appointment. Aaaah my luck he would take his vacation the week i needed to see him about changing my medication dosage, what timing. Took my last pill of the month supply tonight but uuuuh eh? it literally wasn't doing anything? At least good practice hehe.

COMMISSION INFO! *jazz hands*

you can find my art prices here (along with a helpful submission form if you want to use it!)

If you want to commission me or ask questions directly, I do have open notes, and the best way to reach me is through email!: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com

1.Lyndane- Painting
2.Amethystine- Poster
3.Niharike
4.
5.

I got out of my rhythm posting daily, well good news is there is a load of sketch pages to upload, so, yay?

...I'm just so exhausted. First doc apt is tomorrow, should go to bed early. Really important appointment in 4 days aaaah only 4 days left I'm excited, please don't let me hope for nothing.

Commission info like normal haha, since I got slots open!

you can find my art prices here

If you want to commission me or ask questions directly, I do have open notes, and the best way to reach me is through email!: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com

1.Lyndane- Painting
2.Werianu
3.JJhawke
4.
5.

I am struggling in the fight with my chronic pain atm. I do want ( also need for my sanity) to get back in the art rhythm so I'm taking commissions again. I finally got my medical records transferred so my primary care doc has put in referrals for a rheumatologist and psychiatrist so THINGS ARE MOVING FINALLY UGH. 6 months of this shit and we are finally on the move, thank god. Another week or so then i will be on the path of whatever medication there is to help me? I don't exactly know what that is anymore, there hasn't been attempts to treat my Fibro since I ditched my old rheumatologist several years ago, so am admittedly a bit out of the loop. that means I have to do homework eeeew.

Art is coming slowly but its coming! I'm determined to try to draw at least a few hours a day... tho some days that doesn't pan out like I hope.

you can find my art prices here

If you want to commission me or ask questions directly, I do have open notes, and the best way to reach me is through email!: Maykirkpatrick[at]gmail.com

1.Lyndane
2.JJhawke
3.Pyrewerepyre
4.
5.

Hey guys, just a small journal to signal boost and ask for help. A few months back Ink got into a car accident that injured them, and their ability to draw and complete work has been hindered by the injury to their drawing wrist. They've been asking for help and it'd be cool if y'all could go over and send them a little Christmas/Holiday cheer! (psst you can also give them little presents through their paypal *winks and smiles* (paypal.me/pendragons))

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25672283/
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