I know it's a pretty late Journal, but i wanted to give you the thanks for everything you have do for me during the times i have being here, i have being pretty happy with your helps and support. I apreciatte everything, from your words, your commission, i hope that you got whatever you wanted for those days, and i wish for your better.

I know that things have being down for some people, but i want you to assure that you aren't alone in this world. You are loved and cared.

I love you guys, you are never alone, and you have all the support you might need.

Care and love, Lucky~

A.- Hello there Young Tester, Fellow alchemist and investigator of the ancient arts! Lucky it's here want to share some information upgrade of my life! The Only Worthwhile upgrade i have to mention it's that soon i'm going to move to be the pharmacist of a full working place, thought the date for it depend of when the Heath Service give it a go. It will be under the owner of the Pharmacy i'm working actually, the one where i do my 22 Daily hours, so i'll move from 22 to 44 and i'll get an increase in around 150%, i'm hoping everything will move forward as it's going to help with my Monetary problem and anxiety and stress that my actua problems have caused.

B.- I want to showcase two of my friends who are havng a bit of rough time or they have moved forward with what they do and want to spread the information for them so you can give it a look at them as well!

1.-  Nexives it's doing PWYW Commission, give it a luck and help him to get out of his finantial problems. I'm sure you can get something pretty nice from the Sharkie Ghost!
2.-  Ageaus Have open to be a full time professional artist, and while he have wonderful inks and prints on galleries i'm sure you would love to support his transformative art. Don't miss your chance to get something from him!

C and D.-Tomorrow i'll open the Commission Schedule for November tomorrow, i'll explain the discount sale and i'll start with it the next Week! Since i have all the drawing of previous Scheduled finished i did my Commission Raffle and wanted to post the 5 Lucky Winners of it! The person who won a gift from me are;  HG3300 -  analternateguy234  Argon_Ramos  Just-a-username and  eddiehaskell

Congratulations to the Winner!

That will be for the nigth! Expect tomorrow to have my commission Schedule Up and the surpruse related to it! Thanks for your support, I apreciatte it a lot!

Greetings, Lucky~

Just 8 hours left for my YCH, the 2nd YCH I ever do.

It's going to be Horde Related, A Big theme for the beggining of battle for Azeroth!

You can see it here;

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28429801/

Good Evening Everybody!

First of all, thanks you to everyone who it's reading the Journal and that have being following me as well thanks to everyone who started watching me. Yestarday i finished the oficial Scheduled commission that was to work on last week. So i'm starting to work on the gift commission as well the TFTuesday Picture (People that have tested my game on twitter, if you want to participate don't hesitate to try the Monthly Raffle!)

Since we are now with this; Like usual, after finishing the last Commission Picture its the tie to raffle between people who commissioned me and see who would win a free gift that would be put on my gift list to work for them! Let's see how it go, from the 19 people that commissioned me those are the ones who won a price for their support and help;

1.-  Mehlahphuse
2.-  evoredbear
3.-  Zilepo
4.-  Digitalpotato
5.-  Burstcoffee

Thanks you to everyone who won! You got a free drawing, those gifts doesn't dissapear and can be saved or used whenever you want. The Picture will go to my gift commission list and work whenever i got available.

Now, on the Second information. While i don't open commission in August, (month i open to work on the side-project list) my economical situation with my family it's still tighty (Due the problems i have with the building and the fraud my mom had with it) so, i'll be doing my first YCH auction drawing this Tuesday. I apreciatte any feedback or question that this might result. There gonna be 3 drawing that will be have, in total, 9 different character transforming, with a Battle for Azeroth Thematic (Voted by people in twitter)

I hope that everything go well with it, rather eager to do so.

Anyway, that will be all! I apreciatte all your input and apreciattion you guys give me!

Greetings, Lucky~

Hello there people, long time i don't get the chance to contact you. I hope you guys are having a really good time and that thngs are improving and moving forward. I come here to show update in what things i have being working on;

Last Month, the month i Scheduled the Commission suffered of Conjunctivitis (Pink Eye) For two weeks and a half, and when i was recovering from it i catched a stomachal bug that incapacitated me for a couple of days and make me get a Delay of unfinished work then in the middle of July i catched a Bronchitis that make me get een more delay than i expected. Normally the Par months i work on my side-project (TFTuesday Pictures/Gift Commission/Trades) and having those days where i got that delayed, the cold and brnchitis didn't give me a proper time for work on anything properly, just today i managed to work on the final commission from the list, after it gonna do the promote commission for July and then a pair of side-commission i had to work, after it i'll advance on the side projects until the May commission start.

Hence, this Month i wasn't able to advance on my side project and perse i want to apologies for it, i'm sorry.

Now, like other times, i'm going to point the winner of the raffle for commissioner and as well the last Gift commissions than will be given for commission me two Opening in a row, wich will be replaced for more chances of commissioner Raffle, so now...

WInner of the Raffle;
 Ageaus
 ShinX

Winner of Gift Commission for Being Good Commissioners:
 Dragoniade
 Hg3300
 Ageaus
 Digitalpotato
 Torlion
 Silverfox61
 Lostcat461

Now, Life have being, like i mentioned at first. So-So, Busy with different infection or problems of health, now that i got recovered i tried to work hard thought stuff. I have being thought some problems monitary problems that i'm trying to work thought as well trying to deal with a depression related with a negative result with my lawyer and the problem i had with my old work place that were negative toward me, a result that i admit where pretty full with corruption that make me feel depressed, negative and pretty down.

Otherwise, i'm doing my best to trying to move forward and keep working for you.

Greetings and Love, Lucky.

Yesterday i became 31 years old, I have being in this fandom since i was 12 even if i didn't knew what it was those felling, i used to draw people tf into animal in my school books, drawings i used to threw away and see as a shame and a weird stuff that no one would like to see. Eventually I'd discover websites with people doing drawing similar to the ones i do, and thanks to ageaus, i eventually started to show and work on drawings since 2005.

13 Years ago i started to draw and upload pictures in Deviantart, then i started in Furaffinity and since then i haven't stopped to work on stuff, to work on things you guys wanna see. Eventually i started to take commission, at first they were comics, single pictures and were nothing compared to what i have done now. I'm really proud of what i can make now, what i have managed to do, but i know there it's time to improve, time for me to work and try new stuff, to receive critique and advices, to receive recomendation to what i could try and to grown.

I have meet so many friends here, even my love, my dear. Thanks for everything, hunny. Love you Liam.

To every person that have commissioned me since i started, that have give me money espis how amateur i was and that still today keep giving me support and hve seeing me grown as an artist, a furry and have give me your support i want to give you the thanks.

As everything i have pass for bad moment, for good ones, but despise those i'm certain of one things. I don't regret the people i have meet here or the moments i have passed, I know i don't talk with everyone i used to talk when i started, that some friendship have broken, that i have friends i don't talk in years due how life have move to each sides, or that they aren't here anymore, but to anyone that have touched my life there it's something i wanna say, thanks for help me grown as a person, thanks for the times you were with me and how you help me grown as a person and furry.

For those 13 years in the fandom, for those 31 years i have being alive.

Love you all.

Cheers, Greeting Lucky~

Hello there Guys, long time without see you. Right now i'm not doing that well, being dealing with a lot of stuff happening on my life, and while things aren't bad as they have solution and i have already things on my way that would help me up in a long term.

Right now, I was fired from the Municipal place so i'm working 22 hours Weekly on the Pharmacy. Now, Why i was fired you wonder? Well, In 2018 i started to get in charge of the FOFAR (Fondo de Farmacias) Procedure that got focused on Cardiocascular illness, The procedure start in April, I prepared my working plan and shared with the head of the municipal health department to get help to contact the director of each health center so i could put it in movement, receiving 0 help from her, i started to contact the director one per one on my own, but at the end of march i got called saying i was fired because i didn't did what i should have, that was when she told me that she promised to the directors i was doing to do work for them (Visit, work on each center drougstore, etc) and she never told me. So, i got fired for not doing something i never was informed to do during January and Febraury, but she never readed my working plan because if she did, she would have know that the things she promised were included on it.

Right now, i'm having a Procedure against the health department because my contract ended in december 2018 but they fired me in march 2018.

Either way, whatever happened it have being pretty frustating for me as it was the first time i got fired and more important, getting fired for something as absurd because i didn't did something i never was told to do. It have being pretty frustating and have affected my mood a lot.

With that out of my system, it's time to do the Commissioner Raffle as i finished today the last drawing of March Commissions; The Winner of this raffle are;  shadowfox014 and  silverfox61

The People who won the Gift Commission for being good commissioner are;
1.-  hg3300
2.-  Lostcat461
3.-  Dragoniade
4.-  Silverfox61
5.-  Digitalpotato
6.-  ZigzagZiggy
7.-  Ageaus

Thanks for the Constant support you always give me.

And that it's what going on with my life and stuff.
Greetings, Lucky~

Hello there, I hope you guys are doing here. Right now, me and my family are doing with a bit of frustation stuff that i need to update, but ince this it's more like Information than Ranting i'm just going to do a Shot Summary.

1.- In work they promised that after i got moved my position (This in August of last year) My wage would go down in 400 USD, reason i got a second Job. The change in position was in Jnuary, but it go down 800 USD instead of 400 monthly as how my boss promised.

2.- My Mom started to repair the house in December, since then we moved to an aunt house. I promised i was going to help her to repair since after all it was our house, so i got a Bank Loan for 16.000.000 Pesos (25.000 USD) for help her pay the repairs, yesterday discover that my mom was victim of fraud. People that worked for them did a mess, door don't open, ceiling damaged, water leaks on the bathroom, fraud on receipts, money "poof" and gone. Despise my warning my mom never did a contract for it...

Despise this, i'm trying to hold me over thought to be Honest i feel pretty hollow, I was even thinking about not open commission, but those extra cash would be of helpful, quite helpful.

My Mom it's seeng ways to fix the problem she got into and see what could happen with our Home, for now i'm grateful i have a roof where to live, i have work and im here.

I didn't have much time to work on the promoting picture for each drawing, but im on it, so for now i put a placeholder on the schedule chart, the Sale for March it's Horror Theme, choosen by the people on twtter and Twisted wishes, something i'm in the mood to do, if you are interesed in commission me you could ask me here;

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26517644/

That will be all, thanks for listen me. Greetings.

Hey guys! Just an ahead, those are the last day you can vote what will be my offering of discount in commission. The Winner will have a discount of 20% the next time i open commission. Those it's 6 USD of discount, the theme that are in the fight right now are the next ones;

1.- Sci-Fi: Any transformation based in Sci-Fi creatures (like Star Wars) or under a Sci-FI theme (Steampunk)
2.- Horror: Any transformation that have a Horror theme, could be book or movies.
3.- Epic Phantasy: Any transformation in theme that felt those epic stories, like orc, goblins, etc.
4.- Heroic Mythos: Any transformation in legends that are related to Myths and Fables.

The Link to vote for it is here; https://twitter.com/Wolfaro/status/.....83174465998848

Don't lost your chance to choice what you want to commission me in the future!

Also, each tftuesday we are experimenting with our tester as well getting new ones each first tuesday of the month. Don't lost your chance!

That i all, greetings!

Hello there, Long time i don't comes to talk.

I hope you guys are doing well, in my end, things are pretty... so-so and to be honest my mood have being pretty fluctuating. Right now, work problems and Father stuff that have ruined my mood, but le'ts try to not overthink on it and see how things move forward from those shitty stuff.

I have better news to bring up, today i finished the last commission of the batch! And with it, comes the new of the winner of the raffle as well the winner of the gift Commission for commissioner who keep commission me each month with eagerness.

This batch, the two winner of the Commissioner Raffle were;
1.- Forepawz
2.- Digitalpotato!

While the Winner of the Gift Commissioner were;
1.- Lostcat
2.- RubberyFory
3.- Pheagle
4.- Digitalpotato
5.- ZigZagZiggy
6.- Dragoniade
7.- Char_Char
8.- VectorDragon
9.- Forepawz

Thanks to everyone who keep me commission me!
I don't have more to say, neither i wanna talk about my problems here, so...

Greetings!

This year have comes with lot of good and down, i have so many things i have being dealing with, lose my godparent, my mom divorced again, had to deal with a lot of stress and frustation in the municipal place, have a year there already. Being blamed for stuff, being used as a scapegoat from the director of the health center, so many things that have make me go on the lowest.

Yet here we are, The world keep moving and we should keep moving. I retake my work woth psychiary and psychologist to deal with the stress caused by the Municipal Place, i started woring 12 hours each day (from Monday to Friday) yet i still keep drawing, life could be hard and frustating, but i'm trying my best to work ahead and work my best thought it.

For 2018, I want to start trying new things, draw stuff i dont normally draw. Hence, i decided to do for each month a special Transform tuesday project that i plan to keep up each month. Where i pick a Small amount of people, and then put each one to test mysterious potions and then see how they end! Besides making a nice practique to end drawings things i don't do normally, i want to use it for my english.

And well, I hope you got a wonderful chrismtas and i deire the best to each one in the year that comes!

For a great year! Cheers!
Greetings, Lucky!

Hello there! Maybe you guys have noticed that i didn't opened for commissions this month, in special because i wanted to take some times for me and to work for stuff as best i can from the Gift Commission list. Right now, Work have being pretty stressing, in special in the Municipal House. People who follow me or talk with me regulary know how bad an stessed i have being with it.

While i have being working on art, i have being a bit blocked and it have comes slowly. I still keep working on it as best i can.

Speaking of Art, In January i'll open for commission, and like always, i want to share it with people! Here it's the link for it; https://twitter.com/Wolfaro/status/.....85092741525505

Speaking as well of twitter, i'm doing a lot of new crazy stuff in special for #TFTuesday, Right now have a group of teser that are playing his future and shape on small fun polls as well! Keep an eye, i'm recurrently looking for new testers~

So far, my life keep being as always. I work 12 hours daily, then work with drawing or chill out. Not much more, Not much less.

I apreciatte anyone who comes in contact with me to keep my chin up.

Love you guys.

A list of commission have ended, and you know what that mean. It is time to post the people who won the commissioner raffle as well! But first i'd like to ask openly with how you guys felt with the sale, did you enjoy the shedule system? Do you liked the weight gain and castlevania commissions? felt something was missing from it? An idea you expected to see but didn't happened? I'm open to hear your opinion!

Anyway, here are the two winners for the commission raffle!

Kupoishy from DA as well  light-the-lucario

And this time we have 7 people priced with the "commissioner gift!" told me what you desire so i could put it on the list!

1.-  kinhoshiko 2.-  vectordragon 3.-  digitalpotato 4.-  theCharChar 5.-  ZigZagZiggy 6.-  Torlion 7.-  Dragoniade

If you have any doubt about this, dont doubt to ask!

In November i'll work on this list and see how things go.

As an Advice i'm debating about taking december for myself and return to commission in Febraury, but that depend how tired i felt as i have being dealing with some stress as well a woring shedule of 12 hours almost weekly that its starting to worn me out...

Anyway, Thanks for all the support!

Greetings, Lucky!

Hello there! I hope everyone it's doing well, as you can see i open for commission September 26th, and inmediatly you could see some changes.

The First of one it's that the commissions now cost 30 USD instead of 25, the second change it's the discount for the sale it's now of 6 instead of 5 and the third change it's the shedule its now of 4 drawings instead of 5 per week. I want to use this Journal for explain this

Since two months ago i started working on a second place wich have take me a lot of time and now instead of working 8 hours daily, i work 12. That give me problem for August and making me not having at day like i wanted the commissions, have them rushed and didn't felling well with them. Hence i moved to have 4 pictures instead of 5. Since i'm decreasing the number of commission i increased the price of the commission a bit so i balance a bit that in that sense, since i'm increasing the prices of the commission i'm increasing the amount of discount i offer per sale.

I hope you guys understand the reason of the changes and that everything and thanks you
Greetings, Lucky.

Hey Guys! The Poll for Pick what will be my next discount it's up! You can check and vote here!

https://twitter.com/Wolfaro/status/.....75686462488577

I recomend you to follow me on twitter so you could see all those polls as well get a preview of my drawings first than they go with my galleries!

Right now, i catched a cold so i haven't prograssed on my gift commission list in thw way i should. I'm trying my best thought so i hope i could keep moving forwards with it.

Have a nice night!
Greetings, Lucky~

Hey there! Long time i don't writte one of those, things have move forward slowly. I still do a lot of works, Working two different jobs have being rather tiresome. Thought i still do my best on it.

I need to adapt to a new shedule and I hope things to move forward for October. Where i'll inform some changes on my commission as well my prices, so keep an eye because i want things to improve as best i can.

Anyway, today i finished the last commission i have pending from last month, and it's now time to do the commissioner raffle, the winner of this time raffle are -Drumplays-

 analternateguy234 and  Dragoniade

Congratulations those two winners!

And this are the winner of a free commission for being good commissioner! Thanks you for all your support!

1.-  digitalpotato
2.-  vectordragon
3.-  Dragoniade
4.- gogetyourverb (DA)
5.-  mogg

Thats for all. Thanks you!

Hello there Guys, Long time i haven't talked this Openly on a Journal. Some days ago i meet some problems of work, problems that i have being dragging for a lot but that comes to an End last week.

About Life; Some months ago i was dealing with a lot of stress due work, working on the munucipal droug warehouse, keeping, gathering the drougs for the different (7 health centers) doing papwerwork, doing inspection, control, having people at my charge. Due my inexperience in work (I had only 1 year of work as a Pharmacist when the place required minimum 5 years of experience) worn me out and i started to suffered of so much stress that i ended giving up and had to take 21 days of Mental Medical leave.

That was on July, when i returned i spend a couple of days trying my best when my boss told me they were looking for a New Pharmacist. This was a week after i returned from medical leave, the thursday they told me that the pharmacist was coming to be the new Director (The position i used) and i was moved to be a inspector.

The Change on position leave me with some mixed fellings, from one side it is a relief to not be in charge of something i wasn't managing to do well due my inexperience in life as a Pharmacist, i don't will have the responsabilities i had as the director of the warehouse, but it does feel a failure to me and to feel like an incompetent. Plus i'll have 500 USD less monthly on my payment due that.

Right now, i have mixed bitter fellings over the change. just hoping how things move forward to see how all evolve.

Now, about commission; I have still 4 slots available to my Phantasy/Dream and Pig Sale! if you feel interesed and want to support me go ahead and ask for a slot!

So far, that it's the only thing i wanted to share. Thanks you very much for reading me.
I apreciatte all your words, Love you guys!

Lucky~

Hello fellow follower and Watchers! I hope everyone it's having a Wonderful day, Afternoon or Evening!

Yesterday I Uploaded the Poll on my twitter Pages so you could help me to Vote what will be the discount i'll be offering on the Daily commission Opening for August. Here it's the Link so you could vote and a Explanation to each of those options:

https://twitter.com/Wolfaro/status/.....90399987789829

Dream World TF - Falling Sleep would be the less Safe thing you could do, as keeping your shape would be a game in your Nightmares!

Alchemist Accident TF - The Local Alchemist have invited you to work on his place and sometimes would be a full changing experience!

Trip to the Zoo TF - A Trip to the Local Zoo could be pretty entertained, you might even end knowing something special about you!

Cursed Videogame - The Videogame you last bought on that Shady Salehave darkness implications, Playing it's anything but safe!

Don't miss your chance to vote on what will have the 5 USD Discount!

Greetings, Lucky~!

Well, Long time i don't do one of those. End of June/Start of July didn't started very well on my end. Work stress, situation with my personality and a lot of different laboral stuff make me collapse, had so many wrong thoughts, so depressed, so much anxiety, i ended with Psychiatrist, Medicament therapy and Psychologist to help me deal with all what going on. That was the reason the last two pictures of the commission queque take me to finish. But right now i'm doing a bit better after being a whole week under therapy with medicament and the session with profesionals, i finished the commission queque and with it comes the Respective Raffle, this time, and in honor of Chile Hard work on the Confederation Cup i decided to do three pic instead of the usual two, here are the winners:

1.- Lito Braizen (twitter)
2.-  drivergamer127
3.-  lostcat461

Congratulations to the winner of the commissioner Raffle, contact me with what you want and we will set it on the list!

Now, this is the list of people who got a free gift as well for being people who re recurrent commissioners and requested a commission two opening in a row.

1.-  Dragoniade
2.-  Digitalpotato
3.-  Vectordragon
4.-  Milan-Luciano
5.-  lostcat461

Thanks you very much for your constant Support, I apreciatte it a lot. I hope things keep moving forward and everything improve for everyone. Thanks for everything.

Greetings, Lucky.

Well, I finished today working on the Last commission of April. I had a lot of problems by the end of the month at work and i got a bit of delay with them, but they are finished and the delay was just for a phew days. Work it's still stressing and there are problems to process the payment, so i still don't get pay. But eventually things will improve over. I'm a bit anxious for next weekend, in specific the 6th... Personal things that troubled me a bit...

Anyway, with the end of the Opening my commissioner it's time to highlight people who receive something special for commission me!

Winner of the Commissioner Raffle are... -rolls drumbs-

1.-  transformationanonymous
2.-  Ageaus

And Winner of the Gift for being good commissioners (Request a Slot on two straight Openings)

1.-  transformationanonymous
2.-  Dragoniade
3.-  Digitalpotato
4.-  ZigzagZiggy
5.-  Lostcat461
6.-  Vectordragon

I'll keep working on those daily pictures as i moves forward, completing the phew ones i didn't finished from last times (March was quite hetic at work to be honest). Thanks you guys for everything! It's really important for me all your support! I apreciate all what you do for me.

Let's hope May became a very wonderful Month despise how things go and might end! If your face it's on the list contact me so we could plan something up! Is your gift, so your move to contact me for the details~!

Thanks to everyone who helped me to fill me slots!

The daily commission are full until the last day of April, next Opening will be on June. Keep and eye to twitter in May when i Open the poll to see which will be the current sale!

greetings, Lucky!

Yesterday I started my Daily Queque Commission! I'm still Open with 9 slots organized by date. As Always i'm open for any kind of commission, but i always hold a sale offering special discount under a specific theme. For this Month the theme it's Egyptian Related Pictures as well Magic the Gathering ones.

What a Special way to get ready for Amonkhet that doing this double special Sale?

If you are interesed in get a Slot, ask me! And if you wanna see my prices you could check them here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23031075/

That will be all! Thanks for your support and help! I apreciatte it~

Greetings, a Happy Serpopard |3~

First of all, thanks you very much for everyone who commissioned me during March! The Single Daily commission was a big Sucess for me. I finished the queque without much problems besides somes days i was unable to do so (Usually friday) Yet i still finished them for the weekend as i promised i was going to do.

To be honest, i'm happy with the Model of commission i did, as i finished a whole set of commissions in a whole month, As Singles pictures being easier that comics and sequence. I still will need to work on sequence and comics, thought. So during this day i'll be working on them too.

Since tomorrow, i'll keep doing the single drawing but at the same time i'm going to take it easy. The Main focus will be work on the Gift commission as well the Raffle winner Drawings, and once i finish them, i'll be working on persona Art.

The Next Opening will be in April, and i'll make a twitter Poll to see what will be the theme i'll be offering discounts!

Speaking of Gift commiaaion and Raffles, those are the winners of the previous ones:

Winner of the Last Year Opening:

1.- Catprog (Deviantrt)
2.-  ShadowFox014

Winner of March Opening:

1.-  ShadowFox014
2.-  coal121

Gift commission of March:

1.- Dragoniade
2.- Vector the Dragon
3.- Shadowfox
4.- Rajara
5.- ZgzagZiggy

Congrats to the winner of the raffle, And thanks to everyone who commissioned me this Month. Thanks for all the Support!

Greetings, Lucky

I'm Opening commissions, this time i'll be Open for a More Organized Style of Commission that I hope it work well! The idea is to have organized which day i'm going to do. In the way i wanna have a Single picture Uploaded or Finished before have them. In special after hearing Critiques from People that the times to wait was to longer. Caused by how making comic take me a bit long time to finish them.

I used to do a Single picture per day, as tablet practique (When i bought my new One) Something i was able to do. Doing a Single Picture was something i could managed to do. This is a new Metod i'd like to try. So let's hope it moves forward nicely! If in any case i can't draw something.

You can see the List here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22387694/

The list show each person and to wich day the commission will be done. As well explain some rules related to the drawing, as i say, if you don't get the pciture done for the day (I work after work) it will be rechudeled to the next weekend.

I hope this new metod will be nice and will help me to improve art-wise and make wait time shorter and better.

Let's hope for the best.

This is not the first Journal i'd have liked to do from the start of the year. I was wanting to do a proper "Welcome 2017's Journal" after i finished the comic i was working and my last commission. But this Mornng, around 2:30 AM, My Uncle and Godfather Passed away due a Heart Stoke.

I have being quite bad the whole morning, i don't wanna do anything, i just have being spending swepping and crying. The relationship with him was Alrighty, he even comes to our home this christmass and spend it with us. His housr is 2 hours away of our and yet he comes to spend christmass with us... And he seems decently well even for how tired he was due his smoke habit.

I have decided to get on a Drawing Hiatus. I don't know when i'll get back on the grove of drawing again, i don't know when i'd feel like drawing again. My Grandma take it badly, my family take it badly. I don't want to do anything.

So, With apologies to the people who was on the Queque. But i'm going to cancel the commission that was pending. And once i open again, i'll send a message to people on the list if they are still interesed. Probably i'll use a New commission method that will make me move faster if things go well on my end... When? i don't know... I'm glad i don't ask for money beforehand so things like this happen.

Once again, I'm sorry and i hope you can understand the situation. I understand if you got angry with me for the commission queque. So please, understand how i felt... is the only i ask.