I'm having a couple weeks off work currently and I drawn for myself and did studies first time in idk. a year or so and had some trouble relating to my art style and characters. But then I thought it would be fun to age them up a bit and it's really fun 😁. I hope I will have something to share here soon. Also finally jumped into new Grease Pencil version and I really like what they did with it. It runs much better on my older hardware. They also brought back some legacy stuff that I was missing in the first update. Hope You are having a good week <3

Heyo! Someone reached out to me saying they found me on one of furry dating sites 🥲. I only have FA and Instagram, so if You stumble on me anywhere else it's a catfish. I'm in a very happy monogamous relationship for years now, so no need to look around 😊❤️👋🌈✨

Have a great rest of the week,
Lily

We love and stand with You.

I will be writing You back soon. I just wanted to do them all at once, but I really appreciated them all and read every single one of course <3. Thank You very much! 😘 Really made my day special!

It's crazy how suddenly I'm 36, ha ha. I'm not doing super well today. I'm working on a holiday and a bit sick so all plans canceled. A lot is going on. A lot of good things, a lot of bad things. In 2025 good things should be the majority, that's the plan and natural conclusion. I lost my family to mental illness in 2024. My found rainbow family stepped up and they are the new safe now. I'm tired, but I know this year will be better. And I will dance more. Also I gave up alcohol. I didn't drink much lately, but it lost it's appeal. Doesn't seem worth it anymore. Still struggling, but keeping my head over the water. OK,

love
Lily <3

Clowns get a bad rep, but I find them cute and soothing. I don't like horror clowns tho, ha ha. I just find them tacky. On the other hand I like horror jesters. Go figure, ha ha. 🤡<3

I'm speechless :(

and their partner lost their house to the flood and are in dire straits. Their talent is something unique and it's heartbreaking to hear about this tragedy. You can read their story in the journal and donate to their Ko-Fi. Can't imagine anything like this happening. All the lost art. Spread the word if You can 😢.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10863938





P.S. Thank You for all the comments on my earlier journal. I took a while to answer, but appreciate every single one. I'm not better for now, but medicine will kick in at some point. I have time to rest and loads of support from friends, specialists and so with time things should get better eventually. <3

Both a real treat and a chance to help out a wonderful fixing the family car!
Awesome opportunity to get some real quality stuff from an established artist in great prices. Check that gallery out and You'll know what's up!

More info here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10855511

I feel completely crushed and defeated. I'm under psychiatric care and safe and it's going to get better, but it's so fucking difficult right now.

On a positive note, along with current help I'm getting I got diagnosed with Complex PTSD and proposed a treatment. I've been in therapy for last 4 years and it is helping a lot, but now with added psychiatric treatment I'm looking forward to a new quality of life in the future.


I'm also fortunate to have great support from my wonderful partner and friends. They are better than one could hope for and I love them and appreciate them to no end. Not forgetting our sweet puppy, who is my little ray of sunshine. We're apart for a brief moment, but I can't wait to hug her again.


But for now I'm heartbroken and very, very tired and idk, felt I needed to vent a bit 😣.

Our good friend Dilly's  peonybunny sweet pup is in need of a costly surgery. Dilly offers some sweet doodles of Your pet as a thank You for 15$+ donates <3!

FA link
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55239782/
Bluesky Link
https://bsky.app/profile/dillydoodl...../3kjhbd67coj2a
GO Fund Me Link
https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-min.....ource=customer

Thank You for 1400 followings 😁
Appreciate every single one!

Lately I've been mostly browsing, faving and commenting in my free time. Job is taking all of the time and art juice for now (though it's fun <3). Whenever I will get some slower time I would love to stream with You guys a bit cause I really miss it! Hope You are doing aright! 😉❤️❤️❤️

 geckone is selling chibis to get through a crisis situation! He's always the first one to help others, so if You have opportunity show him some love <3


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53760756/

Pantygremlin is going through a rough patch and offering awesome commissions! Check the link out for some femboy goodness 🌈

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51283801/

Love Puma is taking emergency comms for a vet visit!

Journal:

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10669934

Heyo! Any mutuals playing this one still? 😁 Just starting up with it, but looks super fun.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10630059/

Loss of words for this horror.

Hey, Guys <3!

Young queer artist in a difficult life situation is in a financial pinch and selling commissions for criminaly low rates! They are really cool btw so if You were looking for something consider commissioning!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52782576/

For first 5 free headshot of Your sona from me if You order from Vic before the 7th of this month 🙋 ( I will need to see paypal receipt, or get confirmation from Victor that he got paid)

Yeah! Glad I announced I am back, then immediately disappeared 😌💦

By our yearly tradition, me and caught covid again from god knows where XD. We were out to the beach once last week and to a pretty remote place too, but it could have been anywhere including the grocery store. Who knows XD. We both tested positive. (We are vaxinated, just our luck I guess, ha ha). It looks like there's a new wave in town, because a lot of friends on social media have it too. It was pretty intense for the first 4 days, but now it's getting lighter. This time it looked a lot like rotavirus, not getting into too much nasty details 😅. Mortality and hospitalisation seems to be down tho, so everyone is a bit more matter of facts about it ( while keeping it safe). Looks like it became more normal now here, like a flu.

Today I had a very nice job interview on an anime style short, but it won't be full time so I hope I'm still here a lot and back to the streams soon, once I get more vertical 😉/

Stay safe and see You soon! Thank You for all the sweet comments on the previous journal!

Cheers,
Lily

P.S. "The Last of Us" show is *chef's kiss*. We also watched "The Sinner" on Netflix and I personally loved it <3

Heyo! Long time no see UvU/

You can catch me streaming on piczel more often now. Mostly sfw, but adults only UvU/

Here is my page:
https://piczel.tv/watch/luckyhappylily

If You would like to multi don't be afraid to ask 😁

Life udpate:

I got engaged to last month 😊. We are still staying in Poland, but we kind of got used to it and will probably be staying for the next couple of years at least. The first two years after coming to Poland I wanted to move back abroad really bad, but over time we built our little community and things bother us less to the point to appreciate everything else about this place. I wonder what's going to happen here in a couple years. I worked for a bunch of foreign studios for the last year and a half, one of the projects being a smaller streaming series for Marvel that should be out in March. It was very busy, although I loved the teams in every each of them and met some nice people. We also finished work on the animation part of our game 😁 ( the vampire one). It took me two years to complete all the assets for the demo, but now it's finaly done and our programmers and other devs are working on putting it together and polishing it to the point where some studio will agree to fund the whole thing.

Have a great day and see You around UvU/

You can find details under this link. Heartbreaking. Sława Ukrajini!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995/



Happy clients:

You can get art from an amazing artist and support people of Ukraine, who really need our help right now U__U <3
Check the details here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46258307/

QUEUE:
7. COLOURING<3

QUEUE CLOSED! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT! <3


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Find out more here OvO//

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44540483/

QUEUE:
1. DONE
2. FINISHING
3. SKETCHING OvO/
4.
5.
6.
7.

QUEUE CLOSED! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT! <3


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You guys have to check this out, I love it XD! Fantastic work by

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43636606/

Youtube link:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntX.....SmallbugStudio


COMMISSIONS CLOSED UvU/

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Well, life is funny. I always enjoyed the adult side of the furry fandom. I found it liberating and fun. I'm generally a very sex-positive person. I still value it, BUT XD Something happened. Somewhere along the way on HRT, my testosterone was blocked, and all of a sudden I lost like what? 95% of my libido? XD Well, maybe it's not entirely true, it's more that it changed. I can't look at most NSFW content anymore. I'm very much in love at the moment and I want to be close with my partner, but it's more about warmth and vulnerability. But other than that- forget it XD Am I sad about it? Not really! I feel great. I feel at peace with myself. Hormones really helped. Getting into transition was a messssssss. It hurt on many levels and costed some stuff I didn't know if I was ready to let go. But now it's good. It's really good. has been my rock through all of it and we are very happy together.

Anyway no more NSFW content from me in the unforeseeable future, but new interesting things will come, more slice of life art a lot of You liked, and hopefully more animations <3 Still adult-oriented. Sapphic romance definitely, especially if there's crying involved, ha ha ha. I'm excited and inspired, although can't find time to do anything personal due to work. But it will happen sooner or later, I can't live and be happy without it.

I see You in a couple of months <3



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