I should have posted this journal long ago, but I guess that I forgot.
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Guys... I don't even know where I should start, but here it come: I lied. In fact, I wasn't even completely aware of what the hell I was writing on my lest journal.

I was nervous and completely disoriented when I wrote that thing. The reason why is because I had I fight with my mom.

I always thought that she respected my ABDL side, but she never actually did. In fact she cried before sleep every damn night because of my diaper desires. I don't blame her, I thought that she understood all the explanations I gave, but she didn't. Like every mother in the face of the earth... She was extremely scared and worried about me.

She legitimately took all my baby stuff that I spent years saving money to buy and threw part of it on the trash, for some reason, she hide it the rest on her closet. I felt so betrayed, that I destroyed all the art I'd, all my baby stuff... I self-ruined my account on purpose!

I even mistreated some of my dearest friends all over the internet.

And by the time everything was over, I was so mad that I tried to break the closest thing that I could find my mom heard everything... And when that Happened, we cried for countless hours until I revealed the truth for her.

I explained everything with peace, calm, serenity and honesty. And most importantly I stopped in order to listen her opinion and major doubts... For the first time ever... I learned that even if I was right... That doesn't mean that I'd the power to mistreat people and be aggressive.

I leaned to understand people before approach... And I became a better person. What I'm trying to say... Is that I'm terribly for sorry for everything single thing I did guys.

So... I understand if you are by any means mad with me... I don't blame you for it. If want, leave... But please... I'm sorry for all this, I changed and I became better.

Each passing day, I'm getting more and more tired of movie critics. I mean, don't get me wrong, I know that in the very end... The critics just gave their opinion, but unlike a normal person, they do have a entire routine of watching movie after movie, which can be either exhaustive and really change their taste.

However... I was SO pissed off that Ghostbusters 2016 (aka-> Piece of sh*t: the movie) received a good note while they despised Suicide Squad. I'm really sorry, but considering Sony Pictures' past and bad marketing decisions through the movie's release process... There is no way this movie could afford a good score and consensus without a couple of dollars here and a few others there...

Then, Ben-Hur 3D, which has astonishing 3D effects, and is actually considered by many people to be better than the original movie... Has received a mediocre score and consensus.

Thankfully, the score for the last film I watched, The secret life of pets... Was acceptable.

Well, after a long waiting... The movie: "The secret life of pets", finally arrived on the brazilians cinemas. In my opinion, the wait was totally worth it!

Illumination Entertainment is, without no doubt, among one of the greatest studios of animation I've ever seen! The animation looked good, the movie was actually hilarious, each character had a very unique design and personality... And no one felt like a missing piece of the puzzle... Everything fitted perfectly.

Even the brazilian portuguese voice acting was really good. Which is a hard thing to usually achieve... At the least with all the characters of the movie... Which is a thing that deserves to be celebrated. I'm tired of those hipsters that always say things like: "Translation and voice acting is for dumb people, I'd rather watch with subtitles"... Which is a thing that I can understand at times... But just pisses me off at others...

And aside from that... The movie did touched me a little. It made me realize how little care I was given to my own pets... And how much love they gave to me for the price of nothing... I basically learnt a lesson with the movie. Cried. And became a better person by watching it!

Thanks to it, my dogs are happier than never! I never thought that a thing such this would happen... But it did!
And I'm so thankful for it.

The only thing that bothered me a little... Was a "plot hole" near to the movie's end... However... It didn't ruined the entire experience, so it was easily forgettable. However... Now I do realize... I didn't saw any scene with Max making pissing puddles or anything... I mean... When the movie was released in USA, the entire fandom used this scene as "excuse" to put Max in diapers... Like if it was some running joke or something.

Anyway, enjoy the film!

Look, I always try to help everyone on Fur Affinity, by using all the tools I have. However, If someone refuses to be helped, I'm truly sorry, there is nothing that I can do besides leave. Yeah, it is that SIMPLE. Because I'm not a fucking moron to watch every over-sensitive person in the face of the earth complains about their life over and over.

God damn it! I got problems too, okay? But I don't show them to everyone like if were a trophy or if someone would give me a damn Oscar. And besides! I DO CARE about that people that offers me comfort. In fact, I think about they at the least twice before typing something.

However, that's the problem with the FA: people not only doesn't want to be helped, but they just loves to raise their middle finger to everyone who dares to care with them. That's just fucking pisses me off! I'm actually sick of those drama competitions.

ABDLs learn something: the freaking "A" of "AB" stands up for "ADULT"... So... You don't have to cry like a freaking brat all the time.

Sorry guys, I just wanted to vent my anger. >:-<

Lucky is 1,000,000% adorable. I cant even comprehend this.

#howadorableareyou

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Lucky 's BAB STATS:
Peeing: ★★★★★
Napping:★★★☆☆
Cookie Stealing: ★★★★☆
Crying: ★★☆☆☆

Beleive or not, those status are actually pretty accurate! Make a bunch of stats for yourself too! Here:

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Yeah... It happened again. I don't even know why I'd any hope!

For the "insert number here" time... Ash Ketchum lost another pokémon league. And considering how many: episodes, pokémons and seasons we got of this anime... This is getting really, really annoying!

And what most pisses me off is how I loved this anime... I mean... I literally had a Pikachu at my 3yrs old party! My invitations were thematic, covered with all sorts of screenshots and characters from the show... I used to love the series... However, I stopped to watch it at some point for some reason...

... So in 2014, when the XY series were first released in Japan, I thought: "Okay then, I'll watch in Japanese, maybe he will get at the least one Mega-Lucario or Mega-something", by that episode were he got anything from Korrina... I decided: "Well... F**K this"... And even after I stopped to watch it, Ash basically got a really badass poké-team! However even that wasn't enough...

Not even semi-legendary pokémons can defeat the money grab cliché, I guess.

Well, I'm done with the series.
I'll not watch it anymore, and I suggest you to basically do the same. Maybe if the numbers fell, the corporate/business man will at the very least notice that something is wrong!

I didn't really watched neither of the original classics, with that said all I knew about the film was:

*It's a 3rd remake of a old film, that was based on a classic novel;
*It always were very successful;
*Has something to do with the bible, more precisely, Jesus' story;

So... I decided to watch the movie after a great meal and a long day at college... And you wanna know what? This movie is actually REALLY GOOD, for various reasons!

I mean... The 3D is very good (the best I've seen this year so far), The story gives the certain amount of time for each character be perfectly developed, all the actors perfectly fits their characters nicely (even Morgan Freeman)... And this movies does manage to have a good balance between historical facts and biblical facts.

The message behind it is very deep, And touching in someways... In fact, I even cried in the movie! Three times!
But sure... If you're either Christian or open-minded... You will surely enjoy the movie even more, after all... It's a remake of a really old christian movie... What would you expect?

In fact, the movie is so great... That I bought the novel just after the end of the session!
So... Just go and watch it! It totally worth every cent of your ticket!

It was really difficult to overcome my emotional wounds. After all, I'm a human being as well... And I have the difficult task of be stronger for my mom, my father & his family (despite them not knowing this) and a lot of people out there... In need of help... Which I do whatever is in my authority to help.

You can pretty much say, that even me isn't able to hold on for too long by only myself... Thankfully I have Christ, and I also have you all.
So thanks for everyone who helped me back here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7750893/

However, this baby has a lot to change: a diaper, a family, a fellow friend with a broken heart... And of course, with no less importance: the world. I still believe in a better world, on people and spirit's improvement... So please... If you need any help, this little toddler will do his best to help.

https://youtu.be/Lufu4IhXS-M

Head on bitches!

I can't really complain about my life. Compared to those homeless people who suffer by having to sleep in a cold street, with barely nothing to eat the whole day... My life sounds amazing. However, things aren't perfect. For example:

*I can't discuss politics at home with my dad's family, which doesn't sound like an issue at first but... I want to be a political journalist. I can't say my thoughts at the dinning table, otherwise my ridiculous feminist sister and my left-wing cousins will basically try to shove their damn opinions at me.

What my father do?Well... He says that I'm extremist because my opinions are based around the right-wing politics... He laughs at me whenever I say that I'm conservative. He points his finger at me, and claims that I'll not be a good journalist... And than he repeats that stupid John Lennon phrase...

Of course... Because the christians are guilty for every catastrophe the human being did to itself... The politics should be all about liberalism and for once in a while right-wing thoughts to fix the shit that left-wing politicians did... This is so unfair. But my punk little sister is always right, no matter what.

*After that, the second worst thing that I've to deal with is the people I help. Don't get me wrong... I don't expect anything back from anyone. God's holy word and all it's benefits are free and forever, I can't take the actual credit for just introduce people to the holy ghost while he does his job.

Although... I simple "thank you" at times would be more than welcome. However... People doesn't do that. Instead I get either harassed or they doesn't even acknowledge my existence... I know that I should not be bothered by this but... Why everyone does have to who their middle finger to me and says: "Well... Nobody cares to me".

It hurts, really do. I always tries to be gentle an nice as possible, but either this happens... Or someone use me like a doll or a toy. I'm really tired of that.

So... If that's what I'm faded to, I will keep helping people, but I'll no longer tolerate people treating me like a piece of shit. I'll start to use more the block feature for a very good reason, I'm done with it.

Unfortunately, I can't help the entire universe, much less the fur community. I'll keeping trying my best, but everyone has a limit... I've reached mines.

So... If you passed by and read it until here... Thanks, it is good to HAVE instead of BEING the good listener at times.

I guess that a bit of money will remain on my wallet next month, which is a pretty damn good thing. I'm thinking if I really should buy another game to my collection... Or just wait for Watch Dogs 2 and South Park: The fractured But Whole... Games that will arrive in the holiday season.

I thought that I could buy a random game that I was looking for this month, my list includes: the new Doom (which looks fantastic), The Witcher 3 (a very well-talked game when it comes to open worlds), Minecraft (that is chapear compared to other games), Sunset Overdrive (which the humor really attracted me) or the Mater Chief Collection ( Because I already got the 5 and I want to understand the game's entire lore)...

So please, I need other opinions!

I wish that I could enjoy something on this year olympics... After all, it will happen in Rio de Janeiro. That should be a huge honor! However, it isn't.

I even a huge fan of sports, they can be entertaining to watch... I could even give a try on the opening... But I can't.

Guys, understand something: Brazil is not ready for have a mass event such as the olympics. However, nobody seems to give a damn f**k about it.

Seriously, while the events are happening... The Rio is on the middle of a calamity state. The public hospitals can't provide the proper treatment to even a toddler, much less a adult! People die on the wait lines... However, they close three UTIs for the tourists.

I'm not xenophobic, but what makes the tourists that have paid for a event surrounded by corruption, be more important than us?

Don't even ask me about the economic crises and how we, brazilians, will be f**ed by the end of everything. Because WE WILL HAVE TO PAY THE F***ING BILL. Isn't enough that we have to pay... I don't now... almost 15 bucks for a package of beans? It used to be really cheap.

Not even the Mario & Sonic games that comes with every olympics, were able to make me happy. Not even the new mascots (that have got a good name now, at the least). Seriously, I sat down to play a videogame with disgust. You have to a f***ing magician to make this to me.

If you can enjoy the olympics, that's fine. Thankfully you can enjoy something that I wasn't able to, and you are not the responsible for this, corrupt politics are.

However... I just can't.

If there is one word to describe this movie, this word is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!

This movie brought to me everything that I was, and was not expecting from it. I mean... It's even hard to explain without give any spoilers away, but I'll try.

At first: The characters from the movie are all awesome. The trailers have already hyped us, but when the characters were finally introduced, you felt like you were watching a totally different movie. Every single main-character have a good and well delivered backstory, that allows the common public to understand and enjoy them... But also throws litters of fan-service on the fans to make them even more happier.

Even mom was able to enjoy the film and a few characters, and she doesn't know that much about comic books as I do.

Second: the plot. Well... It was interesting. Considering the comics I've read from Suicide Squad back in the New 52... The whole movie felt like a story that was carefully selected from a comic and converted to the silver screen. There is madness! There is surprises! There is action! There is comedy! Everything is there.

Third: So... What about the delivery as general? Well... The movie is good enough to satisfy and amaze, both fans and not fans of DC comics. So yeah, it worked. Add that astonishing soundtrack and BAM! You got a very good movie. Specially, if you make a comparison to how Batman V Superman was both marketed and delivered.

So... Yeah, DC comics fixed a lot of errors from the beginning of DCU (their cinematic universe). The only question that was left in the air is: HOW COULD CRITICS HATE THIS MOVIE AND GLORIFY GHOSTBUSTERS 2016?

Look... The Nostalgia Critic already made a good video explaining why critics "think differently" from "normal people". In the reality, critics are just like you and me... They see a film and make a analysis of what they like and don't like, however, if you had to see all the movies the were released at cinema in a certain time period... With a constant frequency... The chances are you might get tired of certain aspects ("cliches") that those films might have.

No wonder why our opinion can be so different from them! However that of course can vary, and at times... It may happens that both common audience and critics you either hate or love a certain film. Can the opposite occur? Can the common audience identify that something is not right in a movie, and critics are not noticing? I would say no... However... Now I legitimately think that: Yes, critics can be so amazed until the point they will love something the is clearly really bad.

~AHAM Ghostbusters 2016...

But yeah... Opinion still opinions. They may be helpful in certain doses to give us a referencial to guide our experience... Like when you ask someone: "What do you think?" or "What would you choose if you were me?"... However, those opinions might be... Painful in other cases... It's confusing.

Anyway, you may be wondering... If that's the case, does that mean that critics actually liked Ghostbusters 2016 and hated Suicide Squad? From what it looks like... Yes. The problem with "DC's expanded universe" so far, is the fact that they don't market those movies really well.

They insert A LOT of hype on their upcoming movies, and also give away too much detail of what might or will happen in the actual film, Batman V Superman is a proof of that.

I mean, lets be honest with ourselves, by the time Batman V Superman hit cinemas we already knew: that Wonder Woman was in the film, they would show a few things about the upcoming Justice League movie, Lex Luthor would give birth to Doomsday... Besides the "death" of superman that was already a know thanks to leaks and speculation... What was new and ground breaking on this film? I don't know... Ask people who bought the Blu Ray edition.

And the hype is another problem... It is a thing that needs to be generated by the audience itself. I'm not saying that the filmmakers can't give a little push to see if their production sticks... Otherwise... The film might end up as a lost not so well known jewel... Like Kingsman: the secret service adaptation for the silver screen. However... Insert tons and tons of hype to end up with a film that doesn't answer these expectations is also a HUGE mistake.

I HOPE that DC CHANGE the way they advertise and market their films... Otherwise... They will definitely kill their own Cinematic Universe.

No, nothing bad (except for my flu) really happened. I just realized that my life is really changing by now! Changing for good... Really good. So I want to somehow turn myself off from the internet for a couple if days, and study some books that will bring me the necessary knowledge to overcomes those challenges!

I'm not sure if this is going to take much time... However, I guess that I'll be back in one week or two. So please, stay tuned!

Back to part 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6409000/
Back to part 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6641042/

I hate, with all the forces of my body, political correctness.

And I am deadly serious.

There is just no excuse for it. Political correctness may look like something beautiful at first, a attempt to make things more equal and fair... However, political correctness IS THE OPPOSITE of it. Want a prof? Okay then, what about us Christians which was blamed by the attacks in Orlando? Better, what about the people who are killed by ISIS, simply because is christian? No one cry for them.

What about this video? Because I don't care how much you hat Donald Trump or any of it's supporters, NOTHING JUSTIFIES the use of PEPPER SPRAY on two girls with LESS THAN 12 YEARS OLD of age.

Do I support Trump? NO. However, that's HYPOCRISY.

And then people make fun of Fox News... Funnily enough, this channel is one of the few News centrals that so happen to be a conservative one... Now tell me, which one you prefer to trust... Buzz Feed? Huffington post? CBS?

I'm not stating that I support those "anchors" of Fox News neither, however, isn't suspicious the only channel that people dare to make fun of is a conservative one? Even on BRAND SINS, BBC News are ridicularized in a way that feels softer compared to the Fox News episode. Don't trust me? Make a comparison.

"But Lucky, aren't conservatives in favor of weapon use and wars in order to maintain peace on extreme situations?" OF COURSE, but does Trump supporters have to do with it? What in the name of FUCK justifies that violence? In war, at the very least, you can be sure that if we don't use a gun, your enemy will do that exact same thing in your face.

Or do you think that he will stop because you offered a white rose? OF COURSE, NO!

Save my words: political correctness will destroy piece by piece the freedom of speech and liberty. And if we let this damn thing take over the control of our communication, that's the future we deserve --> https://youtu.be/iKcWu0tsiZM?t=36s

By the way, If you felt offended and want to either un-watch me, block me or make a trouble ticket to see if the FA staff deletes a journal that has nothing wrong! Go on.

Do you know what is considered to be oppressive these days? Saying the damn truth.

I still got some hope, that Half Life 3 will be released one day (and that I'll be alive in order to play it). However, there are a few games from Valve... That I don't think they deserve a sequel... Seriously. Portal fits on this category for example. It doesn't matter ho much you love the 2 game, to me, Chell survived that caos that was caused by Wheatley. Did GLaDOS killed her? Nope. After all... The turrets didn't shoot her to death on the end.

HOWEVER, we seem to got very strong rumors about a new Left 4 Dead. Which is a great thing! I did not played the second game yet, but I'll if Valve do release a new game next year, as the rumors suggest. And maaaaaybe... Hal Life 3 will be released in a not so distant future... How knows? The hope is always the last thing to die!

E3 2017 will be awesome! Seriously!

I don't know why... However, Mountain Dew was just released in Brazil last year, in São Paulo. With that said, it took a few months until the soft drink arrives in my hometown (which is coincidentally the capital of the damn country by the way). Despite the bottle (that looks like a clean product because is so damn GREEN!), the drink is very good. It's a mix of different fruits, that's feels like sort of a upgraded Fanta... And I'm a fan of Pepsi CO. which means that Mountain Dew is basically my second favorite soft Drink of all time (Pepsi Cola still the Nº1)!

Why this drink wasn't released here before? I don't know... Maybe skates were not popular here until earlier 2013 or whatever... Who knows?

Besides that, I'm doing wonderfully fine! I just got a brand new video-game console, two great games (desconsidering those from EA acess and Live Gold) and two packages of diapers. There is still a few games that I want to play... However, those other two games will not finish themselves. And thankfully... XBOX ONE got ACHIEVEMENTS! Seriously Nintendo... Was that asking too much? Even Steam got one!

The college is also doing pretty fine. In comparison with the high school, my routine is 2x less exhaustive than before, which makes my life... I don't know... Livable? Yeah, maybe. I'm also not a newbie, newcomer or new student anymore... Which is good in some ways... But bad in others!

And I feel ten times more connect with my God than last year. I'm still tripping it in some obstacles... However, nothing was meant to be easy. Even religion. With that said, I'm also feeling ten times more connected to my little side than never! I've never felt so... "Toddler"ish! It's simply smoothing and relaxing to know that Christ simply don't judge or doom me to hell, simply because I want to be baby.

He accepts me the way I am!

I'm not sure why... However, every time that I wrote a new origin story for my main OC: Lucky, I always feel... Unsatisfied. None of the stories that I've wrote until now, some that were even un-submitted, made me felt like I've achieved a goal, completed a mission or something...

That's why I'm looking forward to write an new one. A story that truly reflects my little side, my "furry side" and even myself as general. However, I'm not sure if I should delete my old attempts of writing something original... And what you guys think? Should I keep or delete them?

It was fantastic. I've to say, there is nothing more satisfying than staying at home for two days and watch 5 different live-conferences from names like: EA, Bethesda, Microsoft, Ubisoft and Sony. Besides the skittles (my favorite candy btw), the energy drink (after all the Bethesda conference happened a little too late in my local hour) and the series of junk food... The only thing that I missed was a diaper... However, I'm saving money for a very good reason.

And like I've said before... I'm still not sure if I'm going to get a Xbox One or a PS4 (even through I'm really looking forward to Microsoft since I've never had a "Direct X-Box")... However it was a pleasure and a relief to know that neither Sony or Microsoft will be releasing exclusive games for Xbox One (Slim and Scorpio) and PS4 NEO, which basically means... That I can spend my money on a new console by now and I will not be left behind by either of those developers!

The games? Well... Sony impressed me a lot, like always! However, besides God of War, Horizon Zero Dawn or Death Stranding... There isn't much fro Sony conference that I want to play... A great majority of those games are (thankfully) multi-platforms... Which means that they will be released for other consoles.

Play Station VR? Sorry guys... Brazil is on the middle of a economic crisis... And is already hard to buy a video-game console at a affordable price... And then Sony announces an accessory with the price of PS4 at it's release? That's insane! Specially to Brazil. I would totally import... BUT we got taxes for that too... Pretty high taxes...

With that said I don't mind in getting a VCR... I- I- I- I mean... A Xbox One for play during July. After all, still a pretty good console. Microsoft also established the end of gaming console's generations and exclusivity... Since the majority of Xbox exclusives where inputted into the "Play anywhere" program... Where these games will also work at Windows 10.
That is great for the gamers, and a huge step to compete with the growing mobile gaming market.

Unfortunately, I don't think that Sony will do the same thing... Which is sad. Anyway, we got to have patience... Because if there is one thing for sure the console gaming market is changing in a historical level! And I'm glad to be, somehow, part of it.

I hope the end of this month comes soon!

Sorry for not posting this before, but I totally forgot. Any way, in this journal I want to send my all respect and a formal prayer for all tose victims of the terrorist attacks in Orlando. No human being deserves that fate. Because, if there's someone who can take anyone's life, this all powerful being is Christ itself.

"But Lucky... I thought you're conservative and a Christian" ... Yes, I am both. However, this DOESN'T MEAN that I hate homosexuals (unlike some people may think). And despite all that, those people still human beings, and I'm pretty sure there is a huge difference between a formal crime... And the practice of "homossexualism".

The only thing, that does make me really SAD about all this... Is the actual fact that atrocity could have been avoided. Which is something that I prefer to not discuss for the sake of this journal.

"Any way, I ask you lord, to forgive and have mercy of all those poor souls that were killed on that tragic event".
-Amen.