go watch  redriot if you like my art, not this account :3

I've made myself a new account for the new year. If you watch me, you'll get this journal <3

Basically, please go and watch my new account (if you want to hehe)

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YAY! HAPPY NEW YEAR (in a few days..)

is the most shallow and pathetic thing I've seen on here, ever. It's just more fodder for the attention whores of the internet, fuck you all guys, no one cares 8D

Plus, I'm number 1 and am at 100% and a zillion coolness points, what? I-I don't understand what that means.. Look at me being all innocent here, what? I- I accidentally slipped in my score? What?

Come on ladies and gents :3

Merry Christmas guys and girls! Love to all, drive safe and go to bed early so Santa comes :3







ed: Mind you, we're all porn obsessed creepy creepsters so Santa might decide we've all been pretty naughty :\

Unless he's a kinky bitch with his reindeer up there. Hmm.

Key: [x]=yes 1 full point, [/]=somewhat 1/2 point, [ ]=no 0 points

[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[\] becoming blind
[\] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret
[ ] gay people


Final Total: 6

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 75 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
{{{If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.}}}

Went well :3

Got an A+ for my vis com folio and ended up in the top 3% in my state for humanities/arts/social science, top quarter for written english and maths/science.

Chuffed enough.

I'm gonna get a tortoise. Life long pet, man. I need some name suggestions!

-5 points if you say Squirtle. Or lame names like Speedy.

Good names I've picked up so far:

August,
Adelaide,
Bjork,
Firewall (nerdy as fuck but pretty cute considering he is a tortoise with a shell)

nicked this from  cubi

Lets learn a bunch of personal stuff about me :D

1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car
27. Gotten an x-ray
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs (define serious?)
31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball (Strip poker, baby!)
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
40. Been in love
41. French kissed
42. Laughed so hard you cried
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex
57. Dressed punk (lol)
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race
61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore. :I
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped

FINAL PERCENT: 38%

I went to a party last night and ran in to one of my ex boyfriends Jordan who I still get along really well with. He knows I do a lot of digital art and I told him about how I had to give the school's tablet back (he used to go to my school) and he said:

"Oh, well, I have a tablet that I don't use, you can have it.. it's called a bamboo or something, come and pick it up on Monday"

he convinced me that he didn't use it and wouldn't want to sell it to me and eventually I accepted. So I should have it on Monday which is great.

WOO

If you're trading with me, I've got some annoying but not terrible news:

So the tablet that I borrowed from school is still at my house, but I finished school about 3 weeks ago. My art teacher has called my Mum and even spoken to some of my friends who are still at school to pass the message on to me. She's getting pretty desperate to retrieve the tablet. I've gotta take it back frist thing Monday, which is fair of course, but an inconvenient for anyone I'm trading with at the moment.

 tann
 Anakuro
 kalamu
(and if you're trading with me an not on this list, let me know.. heh.)

I'm afraid you're going to have to wait until Christmas, maybe earlier though, depends on a few things. I'm really, really sorry about the lateness that this will cause- I'm afraid there isn't anything I can do. Shit happens, as they say.

If you're a digital artist, I need some halp <3:

SHOPPING TIME YAAAAY!!

I'm going to need a new tablet! I've never bought one of these and I have no idea where to start, so anyone who knows anything about tablets, give me your advice.

My price range is probably below $200AUD.. Or is that just silly? I mean how much are these things usually?

As for the size of the face of the tablet, the one I've gotten used to over the past few months is a bit smaller than an A4 piece of paper.

So yeah. If you could answer any questions that you might want to know when buying your first tablet and post them here, that would be a huge help.

Thanks guys :3

ughghghgh I need a job so baaad. That's what I'll be looking for all week. Yessireebob!

Yes. Yes it has. I'm this bored:

"If we had sex..."
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you have to be drunk?
26. Would you date me?
27. Would you do it today?
28. Would you do it tomorrow?
29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

I guess give me your answers or something. I'll probably laugh at them cause any bets some of them will be way weird.

oh wow what a fun week.

anywho, I'm home.

I'm off to the beach with 10 friends for a week to get really pissed.

See you on the 1st!

YOUR BOY SIDE
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better then cats
[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with boys on a team
[x] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a fire fighter
[] you owned a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power rangers
[] watch sports on TV
[] gory movies are cool
[] you go to your dad for advice
[] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/do collect baseball/football/basketball collector cards
[x] baggy sweatpants are nice to wear
[x] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 14

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[] you like to shop
[] you wear eyeliner
[x] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[x] you hate wearing all black
[] you like going to the mall
[] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelry
[x] cried during The Notebook
[x] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[x] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 6 pairs of shoes
[] you care about what you look like a majority of the time
[x] you like wearing dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray/perfumes
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[] hot pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL= 10

Take the totals and multiply them by 4. That's your percentages.
Guy percentaging = 56%
Girl percentaging = 40%
Otter percentaging = 4%

Alright so I'm getting myself a bank account tomorrow which means I'm going to set up a paypal which means comissions will be open sometime next week omgyay.

BUT I dont know jack shit about pay pal so if any of you guys know anything about it... please give me the run down D:

Do I need a credit card to sign up or just a bank account? How do you go about putting money into my paypal? does that money go directly into my bank account or into some kind of paypal account? Do I need to transfer money from my paypal account into my bank account or are they the same thing?

Etc.

Thanks guuuuys

How old do you feel?
7

Okay, now how old are you really?
19

Where were you on September 11th, 2001?
I went to school. I was in grade 6. it was my Mum's 50th birthday. When I got up for school my whole family was watching telly which was crazy at 7am and I was too young to really understand the magnitude of the whole thing. I just wanted to say happy birthday to mum and she kept telling me to be quiet. Then I remember this kid Taylor bought a newspaper to school with photos. No one had seen much yet and he charged people $1 to have the paper for 5 minutes. Kid you not.

Do you have any idea what the meaning of life is?
surely we're all (by all i mean everything living) in it to sustain it, evolve and grow. But we humans seem to be fucking it up at the moment.. you know, trying to stop natural order and what not seems to be making some pretty big difficulties in the long run. We really only need food, water, shelter. I'm pretty sure the meaning of life is something simple like.. you know.. be good, look after ourselves and eachother. Yeah.

What is your favorite thing to cook?
haha, It's so unhealthy, but mac cheese. it takes 10 minutes, and tastes like rainbows.

You have a dollar, what do you buy?
oh there's a shop down the road that sells cans of cold beer for a dollar. Its this super super super dodgy beer called Reeb. Yes, that is beer backwards. Anyway yes on a hot day like today, I would buy a reeb.

What is the youngest age you have memories of?
Well I remember when I was almost 3, before kindergarten there was crèche, or day care, and Santa came. I was 2 at the time and my brother was 3. Santa was only seeing the 3 year olds. I remember climbing over the fucking fence into the 3 year old area to see Santa. I babysit now, and I take this girl I babysit to the same creche. The fence is the same, the kids are, I presume, the same size as I was when I was two and honestly I have no idea how I got over that thing.

Have you ever given a drink to the garbage men?
I have never met my garbage man. Fuck I need to take the bins out tonight, forgot about them.

Alive or dead, if you could meet anyone right now, who would it be?
James Jamerson for a few bass lessons.

Who's been the most influental person in your life?
It's a toss up between my grade 8 art and English teacher Mr. Adam, and this boy I was best friends with in grade 2.

Any new crushes?
Not really a new crush...

Liked anyone younger than you?
Actually, I've liked a lot of boys a little younger than me, but that's because the year 11 boys are in my year 12 friendship group at school too, so we don't really notice the age differences.

Last time you were outside?
half an hour ago when I went for a walk in the rain. I love doing that.

Do you like poptarts?
I've never had one.

Can you look at a burning candle without wanting to play with the wax?
yep

Do you wear wifebeaters?
tank tops. I dunno if they're the same thing.

If you could get locked in a store for a night, what would it be?
without cameras?JB Hi-Fi i guess. crank my favorite bands allllll night on the loudest stereo system they have, with porn playing with the sound down on every tv lining the walls, get into my undies, set up the best cam corder in ther room, set up crazy ass disco lights and film the whole thing as if it were a badass 70's filmclip for myself. Yeah man. Oh and when I got bored, just play video games.

Ever eaten a dozen donuts?
With my 9 member band, yes. Not by myself. i dont really like donuts anyway.

What's your favorite curse word?
fuck is the one I say the most.

Have you ever attempted to read the bible?
Nope.

Do you like the beach?
I'm a beach bunny man, I grew up on the beach so I kinda... have to like the beach. it's in my Australian blood.

Would you rather be deaf or blind?
oh I hate this question. I'm gonna say deaf only because I'm gonna use the loophole of corrective surgery or hearing aids or whatever fancy pants stuff they do nowadays.

Lays; Can you eat just one?
huh?

Where is the farthest you've ever been away from home?
Europe somewhere I guess.

What's your computer's wallpaper?
...otters holding hands :I

If you could pick a movie to live in, what movie would it be?
Well Im going through all my favorite films and they all end in shit or are set in a shit world. Like I was gonna say the beach because it's amazing there but then look at thwat happens man! (not that that is a good film...)
I don't know. Let's go with Peter Pan in Neverland.

Have you ever intentionally thrown food at someone?
McDonalds pickles are fun to fling.

Do you believe in God?
THis sounds so lame hippy of me but I believe in nature. So, Mother Nature I guess. God thats lame. Whatever.

Have you ever broken a bone?
NOPE

Have you ever slammed your finger in a door?
Nope. But I dislocated my brother's finger in a door once.

What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten, but actually liked?
I think most of my tastes are fairly tame.

What's the longest you've gone without talking to one of your friends after getting in a fight?
well, 3 years and counting, but I think we're both reeeeeally happy about that haha.

What's your favorite book?
If I gave you a list of books, it'd go for a mile. Here's authors:
Roald Dahl (his childrens stuff made me a happy kid, and this short stories are fucking amazing for people my age)
John Marsden (especially when I was around 15)
Milan Kundera
Enid Blyton
Hunter S Thompson
Truman Capote
Chuck Klosterman

Do you know how to change a tire?
Nup

Would you consider yourself a nerd?
Not really... I know more about the internet than any girl I know offline, but other than that I'm pretty normal.

Have you ever eaten glue?
I don't think so

What was your favorite halloween costume, and from what year?
A couple of years ago my friends and I dressed up as the droogs from a clockwork orange.

What was your favorite toy as a kid?
Streetsharks.

What's an essential item to your day?
my toothbrush.

Would you consider yourself to be smart?
Well, I'm not an idiot.

Could you name someone smarter than you?
My best friend Tom.

Do you close your eyes when listening to music, singing, or playing an instrument?
Nope. I close my eyes when I play bass sometimes but mainly when I'm on stage cause I get nervous.

If you find a green or burnt potato chip in a bag, do you eat it?
Nope.

If you've ever had a favorite stuffed animal or blanket, do you still have it? Use it?
Yeah all my teddies are up on my bookshelf collecting dust and looking cute.

Do you curse in front of your family?
Not much in front of my parents. Sometimes though, sure.

When was the last time you felt truly loved by someone?
uhhhmmmmnnn... Probably last time I spoke to Linds.

Name one thing you'd like to change about yourself.
I wish I lived somewhere else for a while

Have you ever fainted?
Yes, last time I had to give blood for a blood test. I'm donating blood on Sunday for the first time and I'm scared that I'm gonna faint.

Ever made someone slap you because you were being completely unreasonable?
Nope. AHA. ahhhh, funny story. Was camping with some friends and I was talking to my mate Michael, and I was mid sentance and he just slapped me across the face. I was like '..wtf man?!' and he said their was a mosquito on my cheek. So now, years later, when we remember, we just slap eachother during conversation. It's definitely a bonding activity.

Have you ever been the cause of a car accident?
nope

What would you do if your power went out right now?
go to bed.

When was the last time it went out?
A few days ago is flashed off then on. Super annoying cause the wireless thingo was reset and it took ten minutes to get back online.

Are you currently using any instant messaging program? Which one?
I'm on AIM but Im not chatting.

When was the last time you chewed gum?
ages ago.

What was the last state you visited besides the one you live in?
South Australia. I havent been on holidays for ages. I'm going back to SA in January with the band though.

What color is the shirt your wearing right now?
Blue.

How old is the last person you hugged?
hmm. Jeremy is 16.

Who was the last person who drove you somewhere that was under the age of 20?
Jeremy, but his Mum was in the front cause he's on his L plates.

When was the last time you consumed an alcoholic beverage? What was it?
Yesterday had a reeb with jeremy XD

Before this survey, who did you steal the last one you did from?
not this one? I have no idea man. Probably off myspace.

so I made one of those shout out meme things but I'm not gonna post it cause I feel like a wanker. Instead of telling you deep dark shit about myself, I might as well open myself up for questioning instead. That way you dont have to read a whole lot of crap that isn't important to anyone but me haha.

So, yeah. Any questions, shoot.

lol..

At McDonald's for a limited time only: the McBama

Ahahuuu~ some kids at my school are funny.

 defender and  decaf started it I think, but I could be wrong.

Post four of yo' most recent facebook status updates

is glad America woke up and chose Obama.
is glad to be Australian today more than normal.
is like a finger running down a seam, from a whisper to a scream.
forgot to eat, again.

Thar we goooo

I must have them D:<

srsly, give me your aim address and we can go to chat town

Msn works too.

I'll probably add you. Haha, does that make me a jerk? probably, whatever stfu.

<3333

Hey all,

Well school is super dooper busy at the moment.

I graduate on Friday, and then I have the mega fucking important exams that the past 13 years of school have been leading up to so please excuse me for the lack of art.

I know I'm owing on a sketch, and a trade with tann and analon and possibly some other people I'll check my list..

But yeah, I'll try to get those done but there could be a really long wait, like, maybe even late november when exams are done.

ALSO!

The tablet that I have learnt to use this year belongs to my school and seeing as I graduate on friday I have to give it back.
I'm going to try to rack one if I can, but that will be another problem if I cant, because art will be even further delayed, probably until Christmas!!!

I know ):

Anyway, hold tight. I'm still alive, but you probably wont see anything new from me for a while as I must study!

Love,
Red

Got this from  ten who got it from "iconitreyu:

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?

Apparently

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?

no thanks. I kinda like my teeth and skin.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?

For, although you want to watch out that people don't exploit it. Y'know... Have sex without protection and then just get rid of the kid. But yeah women should have the choice.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?

No?

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?

I think it's bogus. Besides, life in solitary confinement is probably worse than that shit.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

Yes. I think people wouldn't use it as much anyway.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?

I not for OR against it. It doesn't even seem like a really debateable topic to me because it's not something I care about either way. It means nothing. Sex is sex.

[08] Do you believe in God?

Nope. Mother nature. baby.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?

Yep. Marriage isn't really a big deal to me. It's just a legal contract and a title. If you're in love with someone mutually and you want to get married to make it 'official' or whatever, then it shouldn't matter what gender you are I guess.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?

I think it's wrong that the world is so weird that people can't move from one place to another.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?

Probably not, because it wouldn't be good for either the mum or the baby. Babies having babies isn't a good idea.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

It's 18 here in Australia, and I would push to make it 17. If you've legally been exposed to alcohol for a year by the time you're allowed to get your full driver's liscence at 18, then you're probably less likely to be foolish with alcohol, and therefore less foolish with alcohol in a vehicle. I dunno. 21 is whack.

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?

It doesn't really matter anymore, they won. So yeah, pull the boys out.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

Very, very illegal. It's consented murder which raises questions sure, but the fact that that person didn't do anything to stop someone commiting a crime (suicide) is illegal in the first place. In fact, they HELPED commit the crime of suicide.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?

Discipline is important but I don't think you should hit a kid.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?

Ahahaha yeah? I mean, it's not like I hate America. A million bucks!

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?

Obama

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

No

Ugh fuck fuck fuck. I have 3 more weeks of school to go and then I'm FINISHED. Well, exams. AND THEN FINISHED. FOREVER. Well, until uni.

But I start school in an hour and I DON'T WANT TO GO ANYMORE. I'VE HAD ENOUGH.

Did anyone else feel like this at the end of highschool? Just.. Sick of it?

I don't care anymore D: