Deep emotions in school sadness
Posted 9 years agoI am having deep emotions on my sad day at school and it is one of the big incidents that I ever saw at school and it is very sad and scared. I felt so scared and sad and crying and I still feel very scared and sad and crying because People were playing there video games at school and it was time for class. They put there games away for class and one person did not put there game away. So one student unplugged the game to bring attention that it was time for class. The person who was playing the game actually throw the student on the ground pressing to the ground and choking him with violence and hit his head badly. The teachers quickly called the police, EMT, and ambulances and firetrucks a lot of police came a lot of EMT came and a lot of ambulances and firetrucks came and he is expelled and he also hurting himself by saying why did i do this and he had a horrible weekend. All I wanted to do at my school is to be happy. Have fun. Make new friends and be safe. Now I feel very scared and not safe at all now. I.... I am cry... Crying... It's.... Making... Making me cr... cr... cry. *cries* *cries* *cries* I'm glad I'm not hurt and I'm am so glad that nobody was hurt with no injuries but I think it is still very tragic. When I got home from school later that day. One of my happy lovable weenie dogs got really sick and so sick that my dad rushed to get him and sent the dog to the emergency hospital because he is unable to walk anymore and he is dying in the hospital. I love him so much I do not want to lose him. He used to kiss me all the time and comfort me when I'm sad. And now he is gone in the hospital suffering the pain he is in. His life is in absolute jeopardy because he is dying and cannot walk anymore. I cried when the dog was leaving to the hospital because I love him too much and do not want to leave him. *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries*
Big belly ache :(
Posted 9 years agoI'm having a very bad day because I was heading to lunch to Jack in the box after my finals were done for the day and as soon as I got there, I ordered a 20 piece chicken nuggets, barbaque sauce. Large fries, large root beer and large oreo milkshake, I ate it all and I felt so huge and full that my belly was getting really started to ache and it gutted a lot, after that for dinner just a hour later, my belly was so huge and ache a lot, my mom drove me to Wendy's, as soon as I got there I got 10 chicken nuggets, barbaque sauce, fries, and root beer, I ate it all. My belly hurts my worse and it was hurting so much and it hurts a lot worse. My belly grew bigger as it hurt a lot more. It aches very much. It's making me cry. a car that is going fast. I'm not joking I'm serous *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* Someone please hug me and please rub my belly to make it feel better. It hurts a lot and feels so big also. It's making me cry and have a bad day, a car that is going fast. I'm not joking I'm serous *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries*
Survived
Posted 9 years agoI'm having the most terrible day in my life because I was unplugging my school laptop charger to put away in the school library but as soon I unplugged the charger, there was so much shock voltage that it shocked me so much that it made me bleed so much but no one would help me get bandages, and then I had to walk home while it was bleeding, while I was Walking throes the sidewalk, there was a car that was going very fast that he was not even looking where he was going and he almost killed me by getting hit by a car, he finally stopped at couple inches away from me getting killed by a car that is going fast. I'm not joking I'm serous *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries*
Really bad day :(....
Posted 10 years agoI am having a very bad day because i was making Mac and cheese I. Started putting cold water on the Mac and cheese and then stir it, and then put the cheese on and then stir it, and then put in the microwave, once it was done, it was all formed apart and destroyed, it made me very angry and sad and that was my favorite lunch meal to have at school and baby the time it was destroyed, I had nothing to eat. *cries* I was also playing kickball at school today and I kicked the ball and tried to run on the first base but I tripped over something and then I hit and scrapped my arm so bad that My arm was bleeding a lot and I broke it and I scrapped and hit my leg so hard that my leg was bleeding a lot and broke it *cries* *cries* *cries even more*
Finals are over
Posted 10 years agoI am so glad that i finished all of my finals in my classes this week. I studied hard to get good grades and I got good grades on my finals and now schools out today until Sunday. :)
Scared of death
Posted 10 years agoI feel scared and sad because I am very scared of death because I really don't know what is gonna happen to me after we die and life forces you to accept death and I really don't want to die and I don't want my body to stiffened up and eventually become bone. I feel really scared. It also makes me cannot sleep and stay up crying all night worrying about death and what will happen to me after I die and then become bone. :(...........
Very bad day
Posted 10 years agoI am having a very bad day because I was making tacos for me and dad and he also gave me some milk to drink during dinner time. In which i actually don't like to drink milk that much I will do it if I have to. So then I was getting out the cups and I was asking dad. What size glass do you want. So then he all the sudden got so furious at me by pouring all the milk into the sink so that me and dad won't drink it because of my stupid question. So me and dad eventually argued about it and got worse and worse and it got so bad that we yelled at eachother. So then my dad took all of my tacos away and he ate them all and we continued to fight. And then I ran up in my room and cried and I felt so scared now. *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* somebody please hug me *cry* *cry* *cry* I feel so scared also *cry* *cry* *cry*
Bad day
Posted 10 years agoI'm very angry and sad right now and I'm having a bad day right now because I was gonna get ready to bed by wearing my favorite fluffy, fuzzy, comfy, soft, cozy, and warm pajamas to wear in my fuzzy, fluffy, soft, warm, comfy, and cozy bed to sleep in while I hold my plushies to have a good night sleep and have a hmgood thanksgiving. But instead. Mom Took all of my clothes away for no reason and I can't have it back. I can't have my pajamas to bed either. I got into a big argument with her and I told her I want them back and if I don't have them back by the time I go to bed, I can't sleep at all and it gives me bad dreams and makes me feel scared and cry and cold. She said no. She also said that she doesn't trust me.m but I am very trustworthy and tell the truth. I told her. Ok I'm just gonna stay up for days without sleep until I get my pajamas back. She said ok. So now I am just gonna stay up for days without sleep. I don't care if it's 2 days or more days without sleep from now. I'm gonna have a really fucked up thanksgiving. I am not thankful right now. I am gonna not sleep at all until I get back my stuff to help me sleep. *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING* *YELLING*
Bad day on finals
Posted 10 years agoIm having a very bad day on my last final because I worked hard on my last final for model United Nations class at school and I was working hard on my position paper on my Mac and then I saved it and then put on gmail on my school account to let my teacher see it. When I got to my gmail on my school computer to present my position paper. It would not open at all and when I opened it. It has so much ecryption that I needed to ask somebody to fix it for me but he also couldn't even do it either. Then I showed the ecryption problem to my teacher and told me. You did not turn it in. You cannot send it from Mac to Windows. This will hurt your grade. Now my grade is from a A+ to a f. But I still did my paper and worked hard on it. I swear to fucking God. The reason why I couldn't turn it in is because it won't open for me at all for any reason. I now I fucking hate MacBooks now. Whenever I send a document from Mac to Windows. Windows won't open it for me at all. I fucking hate MacBooks. I think I'm gonna either smashing it or selling it. I don't want to even deal with MacBooks anymore.
:(......... :(................ :(.......... :(................. :(........... :(......... *yells* *yells* *yells* *yells* I am also think about hurting myself very badly by beating myself up and hurt my own best friends and hurt my own loved pets for my loss and sacrifice. Or everytime I do a bad job or lose. I should hurt myself.
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:(......... :(................ :(.......... :(................. :(........... :(......... *yells* *yells* *yells* *yells* I am also think about hurting myself very badly by beating myself up and hurt my own best friends and hurt my own loved pets for my loss and sacrifice. Or everytime I do a bad job or lose. I should hurt myself.
:(.........
My stuff are gone forever
Posted 10 years agoI'm having a horrible terrible awful bad day because I was going through my messages to see if anyone say anything back that. I was also checking my submissions to see if anyone commented on it and on my stories too. But all the sudden I see this message
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I also checked my submissions and my stories to see if they are ok but they are all gone. Lost forever. I always sight my stories and always sight my submissions so I won't steal at all. All of my submissions are gone forever. Not only that all of the stores that I wrote which was hard for me to think which took a long time are also gone forever. I only made 2 episodes For the legendary family episodes. Which is about legendary Pokemon living together and it was written by me. I wrote 2 episodes and I was making episode 3 but since all of the episodes and my other submissions were all removed. I have cancelled the series. So basically the legendary family is cancelled.
*cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* cry*
Someone please hug me *cry* *cry* *cry*
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I also checked my submissions and my stories to see if they are ok but they are all gone. Lost forever. I always sight my stories and always sight my submissions so I won't steal at all. All of my submissions are gone forever. Not only that all of the stores that I wrote which was hard for me to think which took a long time are also gone forever. I only made 2 episodes For the legendary family episodes. Which is about legendary Pokemon living together and it was written by me. I wrote 2 episodes and I was making episode 3 but since all of the episodes and my other submissions were all removed. I have cancelled the series. So basically the legendary family is cancelled.
*cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* cry*
Someone please hug me *cry* *cry* *cry*
Me as a happy Lugia
Posted 10 years agoI am very happy right now because i have just turned into a Lugia as my favorite pokemon. I am also a big strong Lugia. I also love to eat seafood at close by beaches and in the ocean while i am a Lugia. Also my favorite seafood while i am a Lugia is Calamari. I am also going to turn a giant squid into a huge piece of calamari while i am a Lugia. I also love Mcdonalds too. I also have a same voice as whales do since i am a Lugia and i can also sing like a whale do and it is exact same as other whales are since i am a Lugia. I am so happy right now that i am a Lugia. I also had dreams about turning into a Lugia and my dreams had finally come true. I would like some hugs too. I am so happy right now. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeewooooooooooooaee~. i sing in a whales voice with happiness. I am also as big as a whale. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeewooooooooooooaee~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeewooooooooooooaee~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeeeeeewooooooooooooaee~
PSAT test
Posted 10 years agoI have finally finished my PSAT test that took all day today and i did it during the whole school today and i feel very proud of finishing it today.
Bad day :(......
Posted 10 years agoI'm having a bad day because me and dad argued about that dad called me very fat and it was hurting my feelings and I told him on not fat and says yes you are and then we argued about it for a long time and then we went to the pumpkin patch and then I was carrying the wheel barrel full of pumpkins and then all of the pumpkins fell off and the wheel barrel tipped over and then I set it again and I had someone helping me and then I was moving the pumpkin slowly but someone suddenly started pushing my pumpkin unexpectedly and then he broke it and then I picked up another pumpkin and then the stem broke off and my dad was very mad at me. He almost sent me back to his car because he thought I wasn't listening and then we argued about it.
Bad birthday
Posted 10 years agoI'm having a Terrible birthday so far. No one said happy birthday to me at all. My dad got me into a fight. My mom got me into a fight also. One of my birthday presents got broken already as soon as I got it. *cries* *cries* *cries* I also wanted to hurt myself so severely because my mom and dad blamed on me and tried to fight with me. *cries* *cries* I'm having the most terrible birthday in my life *cries* *cries* *cries*
Happy birthday
Posted 10 years agoHappy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, happy birthday to me.
Grades at school
Posted 10 years agoI am very happy right now because I got my grades at school today and all of my classes are above 90% to 100% which is an A to A+ and I am so proud of myself for keeping up my schoolwork and it is really hard to get this grade but I know I can do it and I am gonna be a great student at my school and I hope I keep it up for the rest of my school year.
Angry at an argument
Posted 10 years agoIM VERY ANGRY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I WENT TO FOOTBALL GAME WITH MY DAD LASTY NIGHT AND I GOT OFF FROM SCHOOL AND MY MOM PICKED ME UP AND SHE KNEW WHAT I DID LAST NIGHT EVEN THOUGH NOBODY TOLD HER. THEN MOM TOLD ME EVERYTHING AWFUL AND HORRIBLE ABOUT DAD AND IT MADE ME BETRAYED DAD AND I TOLD HIM WE DO NOT TRUST EACH OTHER ANYMORE, WE ARE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE, WE DO NOT LOVE EACH OTHER, AND NOT LOVE EACH OTHER ANYMORE. DAD TOLD ME HE WILL NEVER TELL ANYONE WHEN A CONVERSATION IS JUST ME AND HIM I SAID. NO YOU TELL ON EVERYBODY THAT WE DO AND ABOUT THE GAME LASTY NIGHT AND I EVEN CALLED HIM A SNITCH AND SNITCHES IN GANGS GET SHOT AND THEN HE SAID GOODBYE. AND I TOLD HIM GOODBYE. MOM MADE ME DO ALLT HIS
*screaming and shouting and yelling while i breath heavily and i turn red while i made hard fists to turn red and hit stuff really hard*
*screaming and shouting and yelling while i breath heavily and i turn red while i made hard fists to turn red and hit stuff really hard*
bad time with anxiety
Posted 10 years agoI'm having a really bad day because. Last night I was going to my favorite restaurant with my dad and we got there and I was gonna order but dad told me I can't have anything no soda no nothing and I was really mad. So he told the waiter that I can't drink or eat anything. My dad was very angry and I was angry too so we fight each other until we got home. I ran away to my room and cried *cries* *cries*This morning my dad forces me to wear very tight clothing to to school and I can't breathe and I want to wear loose clothing to school and my dad got so furious at me and hen me and dad fought each other. and today i also have a ingrown toenail on my toe and my dad told me i should go to the pedicure and get rid of the ingrown toenail right awayy and it will be over and my om says let it grow bigger and it will get worse and worse. i keep getting the ingrown toenail on the same toe every time. i probably gonna have to cutoff my entire toe because i won't have to suffer from that same toe.. *cry* *cry* *cry* *cry* i am having a lot of anxiety problems too *cry* *cry* *cry* * too much anxiety *cry* *cry* *cry*
Full moon Zoroark
Posted 10 years agoTonight is the full moon. Tonight is the night that I turn into a Zoroark. Tonight is the moment that I turn. *turns into a zoroark* I am now a Zoroark. Now I howl at the full moon *hhhhhhhhhoooooooowwwwwwlllll* I howl at the full moon happily because i was very happy to turn into a Zoroark.
My feelings are very hurt
Posted 10 years agoI'm very sad *cries* right now *cries* because every time I try to call my dad *cries* because I need information on where am I staying tonight or so and I feel hungry because I don't have any food in my house or whenever I need help for something or if I was badly injured but *cries* he never calls me back ever because he thinks I'm somebody else and he doesn't love me at all or wants to ignore me because of my stupid life *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* cries* my parents do not love at at all. not even a little bit. Even if I was badly injured *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries*
My life is ruined. I'm not happy anymore. :(................
Posted 10 years agoim having a really bad life and my life is ruined because I had a huge fight with my dad about what my mom should make me like or don't like and I had to say it what my dad likes and I said it out loud and I got in trouble for it because my mom made me do it and dad caught me for doing it and me because it hurts somebody's feelings and I really don't like that still and my dad had a huge fight with eachother. Punch Ming eachother, kicking eachother, and beating eachother And then I ran away to my moms house to hide from my dad and make my dad regret it. And then I ran into a kitchen and I *cries* pulled out a big sharp kitchen knife to make myself bleed gushing out until I die as my commit suicide plan.m to regret my mom and dad and make them feel bad for what they did to me and make them feel sorry and I was super close for *cries* making myself bleed by blood gushing out until I die. *cries* *cries* I have a terrible stupid S***** life that I'm having right now. my life is ruined. I let other people beat my up until there is a lot of blood because I give up. I'm a stupid idiot. No one even loves me anymore. *cries* *cries* *cries* I hurt myself by beating up myself and beating myself and punching myself until there was blood and using hard objects to hurt myself and then I picked up a knife and I was so close to cutting myself open so much that I would bleed myself by blood gushing out to death to commit suicide. *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* I really want a hug and a lot of comfort *cries* cries* *cries* *cries* cries* *cries* somebody please hug me *cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* *cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries* cries*
Very bad day and very bad memories
Posted 10 years agoI'm having a really bad day and really bad memories because somebody who was rude in the restaurant who was being disruptive to others and I couldn't focus eating and then I told him to calm down before it gets worse. All the sudden he turns back and then started beating me kicking me punching me throwing and fighting me in the restaurant. He said die b**** f***** a****** s*** die die die. I will kill you. You cry like a baby. I hate you. I couldn't get up and then I couldn't eat my food and yhrn went home. And I'm having really terrible horrible sad memories because whenever I am punished severely *sniffles and cries* harshly by my *sniffles and cries* mom for no reason. I tried to think of a way to commit *sniffles and cries* suicide and hurt myself and kill myself to regret *sniffles and cries* my mom what has she done to me for no reason and thinking that she doesn't love me. Also I also had horrible terrible memories my mom got me into a fight in her car and then I jumped out my moms car while it was moving fast on the road in the dark and then I ran for my life in the dark and I ran across the street in the dark where I would get hit by a car and die and then I *sniffles and cries* ran to my other friend house I ran into the house and then quickly ran into the kitchen *sniffles and cries* where I would pull up a very big sharp knife to make myself bleed to death by attempting to cut my own arm open to make blood gushing out until I die to regret my moms harsh cruel severe punishment for no reason whet make her think about what she has done. *sniffles and cry*. *sniffle and cries* somebody please hug me *cries* cries* *cries*
Pokemon family :)
Posted 10 years agoI am very excited that Lugia, Kyogre, Rayquaza, Groudon, Dialga, Palkia, Giratina, Arceus, Zekrom, Reshiram, moved in to live with me. They give me warm hugs. Eat yummy meals with me. Comfort me of something bad happens to me. They are so friendly. They sleep with me. They said they will be in my heart no matter what. They will always love me. I am so happy that they are with me.
Almost lost a loved one
Posted 10 years agoI am having a very bad day because I parents told me that my grandma had a stroke and I got really scared that if she was gonna be ok or not. I asked what if she dies. My parents said. She is gonna be ok it's just a small stroke. She is trying to rest to make sure she sees me soon. *cries* *cries* When my parents told me that *cries* my grandmother had a stroke *cries* *cries* I got really scared and I really don't want to lose her *cries* I have already lost 3 of my grandparents in my entire life *cries* *cries* *cries* I love her so much *cries* *cries* *cries*
Bad life
Posted 10 years agoI'm having a very bad day because I am having a bad day and bad time and bad life from transition from moms to dads and dads to moms and I have to choose a side to make one or another happy and hide my feelings and it makes me want to turn against somebody and choose a side and make hurt there feelings to make the other side happy and talk bad at one side. It makes me want to hurt myself also and not be loved to my friend or my parents or my happy pets anymore and it makes me want to hurt my pets feelings to make them cry and leave them. And I have no friends also during this transition. They beat me up with a lot of bleeding. They injured me also. They also want me to get runner over on the freeway and get hit and get killed by a car. They want me to not be loved with no one loves me. They want to cut off my head also. They called me a dumb stupid idiot. They wish that I get killed and die also. They also tell me to shut the hell up and be quiet and I have a stupid life.
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