I'm, quite simply, utterly frustrated.

I desperately want to just leave school RIGHT NOW so i can stop wasting time, because quite frankly, I have no desire to finish this semester at all. Part of me says to stick it out and finish and be able to say i did, and part of me says FUCK IT RAWR I WANNA GO GET A JOB SO I CAN STOP BEING A POOR MOOK.

I should note that it's been about a month since I last bought a pack of smokes, and I'm craving cigarettes like woah. I just wanna buy my Lucky Strikes and be happy. Well, the happy bit takes precedence over smokes, but you get the idea.

As for this semester, I've done...okay. it's been fairly uneventful. I've spent a LOT of time playing video games. and frankly, i'm tired of it. Yeah, i went to a couple clubs, went on a few adventures, but not to the degree that i used to. I'm bored. i want money. I want to buy a car. i want to get on with my life. Also, i miss my friends from home. Most of my buds here dropped me or I just lost touch with them, so yeah. I want out.

http://www.testdriveunlimited2.com/about

If any of you fags played the original TDU, this is going to be awesome.
For those that DIDN'T play the original, you were given the entire island of Oahu, which was like, 1k miles of road to drive on. You could buy multiple homes, clothes, change up yer driver guy, etc. Online support allowed for multiple racers to be zooming around your island. My last save file on the PS2 had me with a 10-car garage that sat ont he rim of a giant-ass crater.

Here's some of the features from the upcoming game.

* Day and Night cycle(2:30 hour cycle)(Online everyone shares same cycle)

* Dynamic Weather, Rain Storms.

* Out of car mode, walk around in shared spaces including car clubs.

* Customize your cars exterior and interior(Paint job, Decals, interiors and trims.)

* Cars can now be damage cosmetically.

* Bookmark parts of the map for instant transportation(Just like TDU1.)

* Customize your character(Hair, clothes, physique and attitude.)

* Buy your dream house, yacht or even night club(furnish and decorate it also.)

* Passengers, friends can ride with you no matter what your doing.

* Off-road treasure hunts including finding old wrecks that unlock cars in your garage. (DUDE WHAT THE FUCK THATS AWESOME.)

* Completely rebuilt handling system for the ground up.

* Car clubs invest money into car club exclusive vehicles and bigger car clubs.

Yeah I'm buyin it fresh.

* Customized cars look the same to every on and offline.

* Off-road 4x4 vehicles to be included in the game.

* Off-road terrain shares as much detail as on road will.

* Car will gather mud and dirt by going off road.

* Ability to steal money from rival car clubs.

* Bikes will not make it into the game until after launch.

* DLC will not just be Car Packs and will listen closely to the community as far as what will be released after the launch of the game.

i think i've done something to myself again.

One. Zaush left. I've already seen a number of journals essentially saying OH FUCK. I say: Lulz. Yeah, he was a fucking amazing artist, and I won't lie. I fapped. Many, many times. But he wasn't the backbone of the site.

Two. A message to people: if you consistently IM/PM me, and don't get a response, take a hint. You know who you are, or you're just oblivious, and won't get this. Don't respond to this either, since then you'd pretty much not be getting the message STILL. There could be a number of reasons behind my lack of response. I don't like you. You annoy me. You've DONE something that made me not like you. You're a pest/angsty/emo/stupid/drama-filled WHATEVER. Just take the hint, kay? I'd say nothing personal, but eh, I'm a horrible person.

Three. Commissions are closed. Nobody asked for any, but I realized I have no desire to do any. So um. Yeah. Dunno how to make money now. Hahaha.

Four: I've become re-interested in beating my Firered version. Figured out my current team was utter SHIT. A Nidoking (poison/ground) with only fighting and bug moves? HURRRRRRRRRRRR. I had a random-ass raichu on there too, but i just used him for flash. FLASHIN HIS ELECTRO DICK. Yeah I said it. So yeah, tomorrow I'm totes playing that during my drawing breaks.

Time to be read to be bed-ridden for days at a time with tissues crammed up my nose.

I should also note that I'm currently trying to make some bank. I desperately need to play ME2 again, and I need it new. I found it for $45, which is good. I'm.....30 bucks off. Poop. I know I owe a couple commisions everywhere, so yeah. Hit me up if you want to watch me groan and pull out the sketchbook.

for those interested in buying a commish, i've made some changes (not applicable to commishes requested before these changes):

$5 for a line drawing of a single character
$10 for a color drawing of a single character
$5 for every extra character, general or specific (IE random prey characters versus your friends char's)
$2 for a background.
$10 for a comic page, black and white.
$20 for a colored comic.

As always, donations are welcome, though I'm doubtful much will come, since I dont have art supplies to buy; I'm just a greedy bastard.

BUY THESE GAMES FROM ME.
They're slightly used.
There's some more at my house, but i forget the titles. All of them used.

forza 2
need for speed undercover (ps2)
kingdom hearst 1+2

Oh yeah, and to those of you expecting drawings from me, my scanner is fucked up, so yeah.

Um, yeah, I'm very poor. I need some sort of funds. Donations are welcome and all that jazz. But yeah, Ima try and fix my scanner so I'm not just being a giant mooch or something.

Awright. I like cars. if you didn't know this about me, You are dumb.
Also, I like to play Secondlife a bit, and my recent exploits of redecorating my hangout have left me wondering: Why do people suck at making better cars in SL?
Don't get me wrong; I happen to own a Mustang Fastback (Dominus), and a very pretty Porsche. And if you browse the marketplace, you'll find cars that have their bodies ripped right from a Need for Speed game, which make them very pretty. Basically, if it appears as the wallpaper on some Bros shitty laptop, then they've made it. Lamborghini, Pagani, Bentley, and a few others are well respresented. But where's the Nissans? The Subarus? The Toyotas? Oh, that's right, they're made without sculpty prims, so they look like they went through a crusher first, and even if the model looks halfway decent, the designer Riced it out like crazy so that it has the giant fartcan, the stupid bling rims, the NOS cans stuck int he back....it's terrible.

 Jizzal has been pretty down in the dumps as of late, so methinks it's time to rally up tje troops again!

whether it be through text, IM, PM, or just a shout out on his fa, go show everyones favorite skunk that we're there for him!

Pageviews: Apparently I'm 43 away from 6k. Woo.

Movies: Saw Boondocks saints 2; I enjoyed it, but it was missing a certain...je ne c'est quas, if that's the term. I also have fallen in love with Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs. I never read the book, so um, yeah? I heard it's a lot different than the movie, which seems to spoof every action and romance movie, but in a very smooth and fun way. Also, THE FACES. Oh my god I love the expressions shown.

Break: I just got back from it this morning. The first half was okay, and then it just got progressivley more annoying. Basically the whole thing happened at home where it was nice to visit for a couple days, but beyond that and I just get annoyed with everything.

Drama: there's lots of it at home and in the apartment.

Also, check out the link of the week if you love epic pranks done on Chatroulette.

Yo.

To those of you who are confused, my school happens to have a chanboard similar to 4chan, albeit smaller, and crappier.

I find it to be highly amusing, since most of the people who visit the site are wannabe /b/-tards, picking on the whole furry thing (Not that it's undeserved.) that I have for my username, The Furry Friday Fucker.

Well played, Dartchan.

Have you guys gotten boners while drawing porn?

...what would you wanna do with him?

Keep in mind that Luke is essentially me in a different body.

As all my buddies know, I will and always will be, the biggest Ghostbusters fan you will know. It started with the cartoon when i was a kid, then onto the movies, and from there, the entire franchise. I've owned just about every toy, read every official comics and books, and have the entirety fo the 7 seasons of the show on my hard drive. I shall be attempting to collect the DVD's int he future so I can have all of them in perfect quality.

Now, I'm also a huge fan of comic books, with Amazing Spider-Man being probably my oldest and biggest favorite. It's been a classic and a constant throughout my life, and I thoroughly enjoyed the run of J. Michael Straczynski as it's writer a few years back. I loved his way of having super heroes and ordinary citizens interacting with one another, and the way he portrayed peter as the lovable nerd and such struck a chord with me. Frankly, if you're a Spidey fan, and you haven't read this run, you need to, asap.

So, imagine my surprise when I started rewatching old Ghostbuster Episodes to pass the time, and I noticed a familiar name. J. Michael Straczynski. My jaw dropped. What're the chances that my favorite comic writer also worked on my favorite TV show int he whole world? Um, fuckin a buhjillion to one. That's what.

This man is now my media god, and I love him.

Read the title.

Check out this for prices and WHY I'M DOING IT.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1166930/

It's the beginning of the semester, and I have negative money to my name. AGAIN. I'll be needing books, and those aren't cheap, unless i get supah lucky.

I figure I'll post this before bed, giving you guys plenty of chance to get in on the pickins.

Once again, the prices are the same, though a couple changes.:

$5 for a simple line drawing of your character.

$10 for a full color drawing. Expect limitations when it comes to color; I have a limited palette.

an extra $5 for any extra characters you want to add

and an Extra $5 if you want specific background. So if you just want a shadow under a character, thats fine.

Annnndn yeah, Donations are definitely welcome folks ;)

PS: Tolstoy, I still have yer drawing; I just need to ink it.

...or any of those other video sites. I just hate it; it's an irrational hatred, but oh well, I hate it. So don't send me links on Im's. If you think I MUST see a video that will change my life for the better, then send it. but not if it's some inane thing with cats....or anything, for that matter. I hate having to open up a link to it and then stop my music, and then sit and wait for the video to load and buffer, and it's just overall annoying. So for all those that get this, don't send me links to videos. I'll never watch them. EVER. Especially if it's like, 10 minutes long or something.


tl;dr: Don't send me links to videos.

Is there something I've told you that you wish I hadn't?

I hear he's kinda smelly.

Seriously though, I'm curious, is he kinda like Tom on Myspace, who automatically adds you to his watch list when ya join FA?

Just beat the game, and I have Talcen to thank for the game.

I'm officially freaked out by the ending.

When the chick was looking right at you, I was like, are they breaking the fourth wall here? HOLY CRAP THOSE EYES SHE'S TOTALLY LOOKING AT THE PLAYER.
And then....
"Who is this Desmond? Who are you talking to?!"

Oh my god. I nearly screamed, I was so freaked out.

Then the Subject 16 video...holy fucking shit.

Please, if you haven't played any of the Assassins Creed games, for the love of god, get into it. This is going to be one of those game series later on that will be in the league of Metal Gear, i really think. The story doesn't come as easily as it does in MG, but the story itself is on the same level of fucked-upness. Oh my god.

I need a time machine so i can go get the third game and play it NOW.

So today has been kind of mixed.

Pros:
I got my copy of Forza Motorsport 3 LCE
Got a George Foreman grill
Got candy, a collection of old Jonny Quest episodes, and new clothes.
Also got Guinness and a classic pint glass.
Got $190.

Cons:
I'm sick with....something. Feels like I have something stuck in my throat. It's not fun.
I got my grades. C-, C-, B-, and a D+. Ooooooh yeah. I'ma definitely be emailing the assistant dean to say yeah, gimme another chance because this past semester was utter bullshit.

So yeah, merry fuckin christmas guys.

I sit here alone int he living room, and I dunno if it'll be my last chance to do so. I fucked up this semester, and even if i do come back next semester, it'll be my last one here. I'm dropping out of UMD for good, but fear no; I will finihs school at some point. At this point, I'm tired of school; I'm tired of stupid projects that I hate, and I'm tired of art as a career. I don't want to do it anymore. I'll still be drawing of course, but it'll be on my own time, with my own ideas. I don't knwo what i want to do with my life, but right now my only idea is, and I know it's a pipedream; a racer. Like, a drift racer. I want to move out of the house first and foremost, and live on my own. Hopefully I can manage that. I'm doubtful, but eh, I'm determined.
I have one mor efinal to go to, and I'm nervous. Oh well. too late now I suppose.
I dunno.

I predict doom and gloom.

So I'm pretty much positive that I won't get the 2.5 because I fail so hard at school. Today I had my Media Tech final, where the frenchman pretty much shat over everything, and i basically made myself look like an ass. then a buncha classmates essentially told me I need to put in more effort, and that I fucked up badly on a bunch of parts of my paintings. Yeah. That was awesome. It was supposed to end at noon, but as per tradition, the teachers took longer than usual. I didn't stay.
Later on, I proceed to recieve an IM from a classmate where he basically says that everyone thinks I need to re-assess my life because I'm just fucking around now.
Yeah, no shit sherlock, shut the fuck up.

So then my sister proceeds to text me about how oh, my family is worried about me because I've been distancing myself. I respond with how maybe itf they would stop being so shallow and telling me that I'm fat and gross to my face, that maybe I wouldn't be such a dick to them. She says oh, we just care about you and dont want you to get super fat and like, die of a heart attack. Surrrre. I don't doubt they care about me, but they sure have a funny way of showing it.

On top of this, I'm fairly certain that I won't be able to get the 2.5 gpa that I need to stay in school, seeing as I'm on academic Probation. So yeah, i fail. I'm tempted to say fuck it and just not go to my last final, because I'm sure I've failed. I know that i wont get better than a C-, because that's so awesome.

Merry Fucking Christmas guys.

Yeah, I'm on academic probation. I'm a shitty fucking student. I went into the semester bright eyed and eager to turn my habits around.

Nooooope not gonna happen.
Yet again, I procrastinated till the very end. Yet again, I misheard teachers and relied on shitty info on due dates, and yet again I'm left standing there on the day projects and late work is due with nothing but empty hands and shitty-sounding excuses. Even though they're true.

I fucking am furious with myself. Guess I'm not coming back next semester. Good. I fucking hate it here. I hate this school, im not learning what i want, and I'm only here for my friends now. Fuck this shit.

For those of you with words of praise and encouragement, don't bother. No offense, but I have been a terrible fucking student all my life, going all the way back to kindergarten. I'm not quitting school altogether, because I want a diploma in the future, just to say yeah, i went to college. But right now I want a break from school. I'm sick of it, and I don't want to do this anymore. I want to work and make some goddamn money and be independant for once in my fucking life.

Signing off.

Alright, so, here's the dealio. Right now there's me, and 3 other people who are hell yeah's on this whole shindig. if there's any other furs (especially voars) who wanna get in on this thing to hang out and go to Boston and party it up, then you have till December 10th to RSVP. Note me if you're interested, or if you know you can make this thing. It's on January 16th through the 17th; it's a weekend deal, so yeah.

.....Me and a few buds are thinking of having our own little mini-con in the eastern shore of massachusetts. it'd be friends and such, newcomers to the scene, etc. there's like, 3-5 of us right now, and we haven't worked out the details yet, but if we can get a decent number of people, then maybe we can get a buncha hotel rooms, and then just take one giant trip into boston, where we mingle, hang out, etc. I'd take you all to my house, but uh....that'd be hard to explain to my Ma.

So yeah, comment if you'd be interested and such; it'd be in january, maybe early, on a weekend. it'd help if you stated what weekend in january works well for you fine folks, so yeah.