I've been feeling worse than ever recently, so I'm going to stay off social media for a while longer, I don't know how long. Goodbye.

I've been suffering from a serious case of insomnia for a few weeks now. I'm sleeping almost three hours a day, and sometimes I can't even sleep. For example, these past three days, I still haven't been able to sleep. Another problem I'm having is that I have no motivation to keep drawing. Lately, for some reason, every time I try to draw something, I simply think it's looking awful, and I give up or simply don't post it. And this has been really bothering me because sometimes I really want to draw something, but I can't because I don't enjoy what I'm doing, and often I don't even finish it. I'm trying to be more active and post more drawings, but I'm really not succeeding. It's very frustrating, and I'm running out of ideas about what to do about it. And combining this problem with insomnia creates the combo of doom and discouragement that I've been experiencing for a while. I'm going to try to find some inspiration and make some fanart to see if I can draw something, even because I intend to open commissions to help me, but first I want to feel confident to do this. I don't want to hand in any half-baked work to people, I want to always give my best with each drawing I do. Anyway, this is just a rant, I'm exposing this here because I have no one to talk to and I really needed to get this out, maybe I'll even delete this at some point, who knows. See you again sometime. (Note: I have a lot of unfinished drawings and even a bunch already finished but I wasn't sure they were good enough to post, would anyone by chance be interested in seeing them? If so, I can think of posting them exclusively here.)