HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (Icelandic son!)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 8


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[x] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR:13

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay. $$
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning. (thats a half x because I sometimes do :p)

TOTAL: 17 -- you are a 17 year old acting 17 years old.
wow, lol what are the odds?

I've bee listening to them a lot recently.
You should listen to them too, for like the 1 other furry who actually shares my interests in music hahah


{Ronnie Radke!}<--Original singer
(Not Good Enough....)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4I7Ak1N2z8

(Situations)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USriZAMR2nA&feature=channel



{Craig Mabbitt}
(Something)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eH2OkPf4rMI&feature=channel

(10 Miles Wide)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02Me9nPk5ro&feature=channel


ALSO I'll be covering this song with the band I'm in!

(Theres No Sympathy For The Dead) Ronnie Radke!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IChe7vLoU5M

Okay, we all have our little fantasies of fictional characters, I want to know who's jumping into YOUR wet dreams.
As for me I'll tell you

-Hellboy (Hellboy) hot piece of red ass x3
-Beast (X-Men) he's so fuzzy I love it!
-Batman (Batman) sexy tights hahah I'd love to be Robin ;3
-T-Bone (Swat Kats) big badass and feline!
-Little John (Disney's Robin Hood) I just have a thing for Bears..
-Wolf O'Donnel (Starfox) Typical furry fantasy...come on! HES HOT!
-Baloo (The Jungle Book) Fuck Mowgli, that bear wants to show this raccoon his "Bare Necessities"
-Beast Boy (Teen Titans) holy crap I'm actually attracted to someone of my age!
-Wolverine (X-Men) ughh he's so fierce! And the beard!!! Anyone depicted by Hugh Jackman is automatically hot in my book :3
-Chris Redfield (Resident Evil) Oh fuck Sheva and Jill, Chris needs to give ME some S.T.A.R.S. training
-Barry Burton (Resident Evil) I'm the real master of unlocking things...like your pants ;3

(If you guys got those Resident Evil references than hooray for you :3)





well now that you're all laughing at me..I want to hear from AlL of you guys! Who did you get off to? What comic books and VHS tapes did you dig up to get a glimpse of a guilty pleasure?

So my friends and I are going to be starting up a band soon. Now this is something I have always wanted to do for as long as I was 10 years old. I never let my family know about it because I was always told to shut up when I sing.. I grew up being put down by my mother. Mother is said to be god in the eyes and hearts of their children. So I guess you know how I felt throughout my life with my dreams.Now this something I have AlWAYS wanted to do, I just never was open about it, and now you know why.
For some reason I got the urge to let my mother know today during dinner about the band... At first it seemed pretty fine, shockingly. As the conversation progressed she started to put me down, saying that I'm nearing the end of my senior year and I'm unsure of what I want to do with my life. She said that it's basically too late to do this, that I'll be that guy who's always home when my friends come to visit from their succesful lives they can say "Hey Lulu is probably still here".. I wish I could tell her all that she has ever done to me to make me so scared and emotional about my life. I'm so passionate about music that I know I'm supposed to be involved in this sort of thing.
Why is it that i can't do anything to make anyone proud of me? Why can't I be special for anything? Well that's it, this is the thing I'm not going to give up on. And anyone else who has had their dreams crushed, pick that up and ride it as far as you want it to go! Don't you ever fucking give up!

If you haven't seen "James Caneron's: Avatar" well i suggest you do. The film was so well done and looked absolutely stunning. Storyline is golden, and sort of made me cry x3 I cheered I cried I never became so emotional watching a movie, and if you can watch it in 3D then do it. It looks even greater.

In my book this goes down as movie of the year

After being in open relationship with someone, I learned that it's probably not best for me, since dealing with multiple heartbreaks at once isn't a good idea,...that and I get jealous very easily, If he'll is real then I'm being sent there for a serious case of Envy.
So I'm settling here with one person,  nightfox7 and he's been there for me more than anyone else has. However I'm free to roleplay and what not. NO not webcam stuff, I don't have one anyway.
So yeah there you go, love you guys!!

So my New Years party was a total bummer. Usually 10 people come to my New Years party..this yearrr only 2. I'm glad they came though..and one of them DID happen to sleep next to me sharing my blanket and what not. so thats not too bad.

HOWEVER, the next morning me Meghan and Zach (my friends btw) wake up and start to go on my laptop and read stories from fmylife.com, ironically. Laughing at other peoples misery, Zach decides to mess with the cord to my laptop, which is/was partially damaged beforehand. when ALL OF A SUDDEN *computerSHUTDOWN followed by Cord rippage*ughh! wtf!? that SUCKS!! no umm now i don't have a laptop until i get a new AC cord...or is it a DC cord...i don't know.

And we come to this. Yesterday night Zach, DIllon, *Iconnightfox7* and I all went to the movies to see Avatar in 3-d..we get there aaaand sold out...okay okay so we decide to go see the other 2-D show and as soon as three of us buy a ticket, Dillon gets to the box office and...SOLD OUT! so we refunded our tickets and left...ugh wtf!?

This year is starting out awesome...okay after hearing about MY reasons to scream in the air, I want to hear from Youuuu what are YOUR Fuck My Life moments? ice cream fall off your cone? girl you thought was hot was actually a DUDE? family forgot your name and confused it with the family dog? whatever it is I want to hear about it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmJbJs-9ST0

I gave up rock, and now im starting a rap career...hope you guys like my new look ;3

So my New years Resolution is to become better at drawing, get noticed with music with a new band. AAND to actually do good in school hahah

So now that you guys know mine, I want to hear some of yours. lets hear it, gonna quit that nasty habit of biting your nails, jerking off (not likely given THIS audience ;3) go on a diet? lets hear it


HAPPY NEW YEAR FURAFFINITY! Love you guys sooo much

*hugs all of my watchers*

http://buzznet-45.vo.llnwd.net/asse.....8651168114.jpg

heheh =]

YEAH! I got a PS3 for Christmas!!
SO if anyone out there has a PS3 and an account for it, go add me!

LuLuRakkoon <---- Thats my account name

:3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXlWsBhFvis&NR=1

i thought i looked really fuckable in this video, enjoy =D

I love you all and hope you guys get what you wanted!

Tell me what you guys get!!

So,I officially beat every Silent Hill Game,with the exception of "Silent Hill: Shattered Memories" for the Wii.

I've got to say..I believe that my mind has upgraded creativity, neurotically altered, open more to disturbing occurrences, and emotionally unwell,

Now there is only one thing left to do,I have to go there...ever since i got into the franchise, I've felt like i have to go there to answer the questions i have that couldn't be answered,I know that sounds weird..but i just feel like that is the only place i can go to, so I'm packing my bags for the summer and traveling there

take a listen, pretty fancy stuff, pretty retro vid and style lol so I'm POSITIVE that a certain fox out there will LOVE it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUsbpmQ9-mc

I've been in love with this song ALL DAY today, I think i've gotten some people to start singing it a little then go "DAMMIT LU! YOU GOT THIS STUCK IN MY HEAD!!!" heheh i hope i get the same response!

~~~~~~~~~EEVEE~~~~~~~
[x] You are cute
[x] You love to play
[] You don't like getting into fights
[] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[] You have a best friend forever
[x] You love your best friend very much
[] You usually don't lie
[] You don't say bad words
[x] Most people love you
[] You are youngest of all your siblings
[x] You like to wish upon a star
[x] You have a lots of stuffed animals
TOTAL: 6

~~~~~~~~~VAPOREON~~~~
[x] You can swim
[] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week
[x] You hate the racism
[x] Someone has said that you are hot
[x] You are very social
[] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[] You enjoy sleeping
[x] You know most of your neighbors' names
[x] You can speak in another language than English.
[x] You visit social places
[ ] People call you a "smiley face"
[ ] You LOVE spending time in the water
TOTAL: 7

~~~~~~~~~~~JOLTEON~~~~
[x] You are a street kid
[x] You have been in an accident
[] You usually get into street fights
[] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[x] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life.
[] People say you're too egoistic
[] You have tried gangsta style
[] You try to be really cool
[] You really want someone
[] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone.
[x] You hate something right now
TOTAL: 5
~~~~~~~~~~~~FLAREON
[] You are kind of a hothead
[x] People try to calm you down
[x] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it.
[] You are seriously waiting for something right now
[x] You annoy people
[] You like cartoon villains more than heroes
[] You would like to have red eyes.
[] You were born in summer or spring
[x] You can think of crazy things
[x] You have burned something
[] Things around you are stupid
[x] You don't like your life at a moment
----TOTAL: 6

~~~~~~~~~~~~ESPEON
[x] You believe in magic
[x] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you
[x] You really love someone
[] You believe in love at first sight
[] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol
[] You are a goody-goody......
[x] ......or average
[] You get injured easily
[x!!!!] People don't really get you
[x] You MUST do something right now
[x] You are like a psychic
[x] You have a great sight
TOTAL: 8

~~~~~~~~~~~~UMBREON
[x] You love the dark.
[x] You like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] Glow in the dark stickers are cool.
[] You are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance.
[x] You look out for yourself at times.
[x] You have or would like to have a umbreon in your pokemon games.
[] You are terrifyingly silent.
[ ] You have eyes that make people timid or afraid.
[ ] You have helped or been helped by someone but never said 'you're welcome' or 'thank you'.
[x] You are somewhat of a loner.
[x] You love to go out in the night.
[x] You have excellent vision in dark places.
TOTAL: 8

~~~~~~~~~~~~LEAFEON
[] Fall or spring is one of your favourite seasons.
[x] You adore the color green.
[x] You love flowers but choose not to pick them.
[] Clean, green and pristine is your way of life.
[x] Animals adore you and you adore them.
[] You are a very peaceful person.
[x] You care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all.
[] You enjoy long walks in nature or the woods.
[] You are a vegetarian.
[x] Your eyes are or you wish for them to be green.
[x] You really can't stand cold days.
[x] People really love to be around you.
TOTAL: 7

~~~~~~~~~~~~GLACEON
[] Winter days are your favourite seasons.
[] Cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket.
[x] You have or wish to have amazingly snow white or light blue eyes.
[] You live in a place where it's cold all year round.
[] Hot days are your most hated time of any week.
[x] You don't mind cold foods.
[x] You have once used a cold joke during cold times. (Im freezing balls off,,..does that count?)
[x] You adore very much the colour white.
[x] You take long walks in the snow.
[] You have a cold personality.
[] People can't really call onto you for sympathy.
[] You have heard the song Cold by Crossfade.
TOTAL: 5

So its a tie between Espion and Umbreon...I'm feeling more lenient towards Espion though :3

FUKK YEAH! and the keyboard works too!!! this is truly too awesome! I'msooo happy about this i can just cry

Holy shit! FA is up! haha so i heard that isn't the worst it's been, i heard this site was down for a whole MONTH before?! hehe oh well I'm glad it's here now.
it's sort of cool because i got a few pieces done up now, and I'm happy to see the overload of great artwork you guys also put up.

Okay, so in the time off, a friend of mine directed my attention to another furry site called "Furocity" has anyone else heard of it? if so go check me out there, I'd do more there but my keyboard is broken, it's bad enough having to commit myself to 2 other site with a broken keyboard,..maybe that's what I'll get for Christmas...

Oh yeah! I also have got to tell you about my new favorite movie. It's called "Repo!:The Genetic Opera" the movie is a horror/musical set in the year 2057 or so. The rate of Organ failures is increasing and the economy is decreasing..so people are having a hard time to pay for organ transplants...that is until Geneco. is established, creating organ financing. Geneco. becomes the biggest industry of the world making surgery fashionable as well as creating zydrate, a new drug Geneco. offers for surgery, grave-robbers a also get this drug from extracting it from the bodies of the dead ad selling it underground. Life nowadays sounds GREAT right?...well you best not miss a payment toward Geneco or else they send i the Repo Man, that's right! Geneco will send a legal assassin to your home to repossess your organs straight from your body as for failure towards payment. I URGE you all to see this amazing film.

I'm so happy! I got to see  nightfox7 over this vacation!!! I'm so glad I finally got to see him. We went to the mall and I got the COOLEST clothes everrr, skinny fit jeans and purple studded belt, band tee (Paramore) and a movie called. "Repo! The Genetic Opera", which I can't wait to see.

Hah, when Night and I went into Hot Topic we almost argued over this badass Lady GaGa tee, I let him win though ;3 THEY didn't have any Jeffree Star Tees!!! If you don't know who that is please look him up, my cussin' Idol. OH!! And on Friday, since it's our duties as furries, we saw "The Fantastic Mr. Fox" which I will implore you to go watch!

I wanted to kick some ass though >=[ later saturday night we met up with a good friend of ours let's call her Bunny and her boyfriend and friend (whom we will call dickface) We were just talking casually and friendly...well okay Bunny was a bit mad at Night for not telling her something ;D but anyway. All of a sudden Dickface is saying something along the lines of "that longhaired kid looks like a fag, he's probably a fag" ...now I was so fucking mad, but I held it in. I was going to spit out my starbucks into his coat pocket when he left but Bunny stopped me hahahah. I was going to pour sugar on his jacket but Bunny just drank it...haha to which I said "Oh no Youll get diabetes" followed by laughter =]

All in all it was a fun vacation, but now I want to hear about your vacation as well!

Peace and love-Lulu

Hope you guys have a good holiday today =]
and to ensure your happiness, listen to perhaps the HAPPIEST song in the world lol



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cxfkg3RaRjs

Love you guys!

Okay, so that last journal was pretty...depressing lol. BUT! Thanks to my favorite drug, i feel waaaay better!
thats right I'm talking about the methamphetamine known as Music! so i must send my heart out tooooooo

Lady GaGa
Jeffree Star
The Almost
Breathe Carolina
Relient K
The Cab
Saosin
Flyleaf
Marilyn Manson
The Used
Rihanna
& Death Cab For Cutie


Oh yeah, & I'm going to go see that Fantastic Mr. Fox movie ...well i am a furry after all =D..err =3

Today was just horrid. I started the day off with a terrible headache that still hasn't gone away. It's something hereditary between my mother and I to get unbearable migraines, this caused me to fall asleep and become irritable and depressed more than usual today.
I got a 67 on a test i thought i did good on, guess that should teach me to keep my expectations low, i mean it is me, I'm not smart at all.. why would i ever be good at anything? I just feel utterly stupid all the time. The bus ride home did not lift my spirits either. People were being obnoxious and loud, throwing stuff at people. I got hit i the head with those black triangular paper holding things, but this one was like the size of a fist. So i got pissed off and started to spaz at the people in the back who were throwing shit, they started screaming at me "Hey shut the fuck up you Marilyn Manson looking bitch, go home & bleed out faggot" after that i just smashed the thing i got hit with back at the kid who threw it at me & told the bus driver to stop the bus so i could get off with my two friends (Dillon & Zack btw)
Thankfully my mom was being nice today (weird). maybe she kid of sensed my day was kind of messed up, she told me to take some Tylenol and go lay down.
Oh yeah, and apparently doctors are telling me I'm becoming more and more mentally unstable, so i have to take a medication as to stop being depressed..so now I am a fuck up. What the fuck, i dont want to take pills and feel like I'm a lunatic. I'm so upset with the turnout of my events.

Flyleaf came out with a new album recently. The album is called "Memento Mori"
listened to the whole album and I'm in love with it! Flyleaf's self titled album is a little harder compared to Memento Mori.
By the way, whats with bands getting ssofter all of a sudden, not complaining or anything because personally i like that more but..idk just putting that out there.
All in all "Memento Mori" is absolutely no dissapointment to anyone who already is a fan of the band. by the way is the title of the album latin? i know if have heard the phrase once before...but i cannot remember

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_0KBdOmX8M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvVol41w_5Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6wO7-shfFk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2Rvt5-2rFw