O hai everyone. First I'd like ot apologise for my lack of uploads. I have, in fact, been painting and actually completing some models, both my own and commissions, (shock horror) but I've had no motivation to post pictures of them. 2014 was really rough for me mentally, and I was battling depression throughout most of it, but managed to pull through it enough to graduate from school, move to a nice apartment and start 2 new hobbies (Airsoft and Tae kwon do) through which I got into a better physical shape and made many new friends. I also pushed on finding a job, but there were few available that I could apply to, and the unemployment in my city of residence is the highest in the country, especially after some of the biggest corporations around shut their doors and let everyone go. This has led to a burnout and complete lack of motivation to do anything at all, including things I used to enjoy. I have to force myself to pick up a brush and paint, I've been playing less and less games and I don't feel like talking to many people, and I let go of some people I used to be close with. Needless to say I have no motivation to look for jobs anymore either, to the point that last time I went to the employment office's website I had a panic attack. Some mornings I don't want to get out of bed because I feel like there's no point, and some nights I think if it would matter if I didn't wake up. This is why I finally decided to make an appointment to a psychologist. My friend told me it wouldn't do any good for me, but it's worth the shot. Maybe It'll be a step forward if nothing else. Wish me luck. I need it.

-Lumihai

O hai everyone. I realized I haven't made a new journal for ages. This time I'm giving a signal boost to a friend of mine whose pet rat needs some urgent help so she opened commissions. Maybe one of you can help her, and get some art in return, too. Here's her journal, with more info.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6610393/

So yeah, I was bored and I saw this and thought it was interesting. It also gave me a chance to tell about my fursona as I haven't before.

What made you choose the species of your main Character?
I chose sergal because they appealed to me in a lot of ways. Fluffy but vicious. Strong in their own right, but stronger in groups. Not to mention awesome looking. Sleek hunters.

Is your character just like you, or how you want to be?
Like me for the most part, but I would like to have more confidence, as mine has degraded through past experiences and failures.

Does your character have the same personality you have?
Yes. Kind, helpful and gentle to those close to me, but no hesitation to speak my mind or get aggressive towards anyone who threatens or abuses those that I care about. Also a switch in terms of Submissive/Dominant, but only submissive to those I trust completely.


Does your character have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
Yep! My fursona is as close of a representation of myself, my personality, my likes and dislikes.


Does your character look like you at all?
I gave him my real life body shape, but slightly altered to keep the sleek look of a Sergal (Longer neck and torso)

Is your character the same gender as you, if not why?
Yes.

Do you have more then one main character?
Yes. I have a shark character to represent my submissive/prey side that I use for roleplay.

Do you have a back story for your character, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
No. I never thought about having a backstory as I never roleplay with my fursona.

Is your character mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
Not at the moment, but if I get mated, it will only be with my Real life partner. I'm monogamous and devoted and it wouldn't occur to me to have separate partners In real life and imaginary.

If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?

Not a swinger, but not in the right state of heart to be looking for a mate right now. I have to find myself again first.

Is there something special about your character that you think sets them apart from others?
He has no special powers or abilities, just his 2 hands, tough hide and a big heart.

Do you have much art of your main character?

Nope. My financial state makes it really hard at the moment, but I plan to get some done once the situation improves. I have some artists that I've been wanting to commission for a while and gift art is always welcome. I recently commissioned a character sheet of him so it is under works.

Would you ever consider parting with your main character, if so why?
Nevar! My character is as much a part of me as my thoughts.

If you suit, do you have a suit of your main character?
Nope, for the same reason as the art, but I've been wanting to have a partial suit.

Have you ever roleplayed with your main character, or do you prefer not to?
It would feel odd to roleplay yourself eh? And you usually roleplay to get to be someone else, so what's the point? I have my separate shark character for roleplay, with alternate personality.

Do you consider your main character to be a part of you in any way?
I consider it a representation of my inner and true self in many ways, as well as a model to aim myself to be, and remind me of who I want to be.

O hai to everyone who reads these silly things. I must apologise for still not posting any new pictures. I've been VERY busy as of late. I got a place to gather some work experience so I'm working every day, doubled with school, working out and friends inviting me to play games, I've had no time an energy to paint after the tournament. I feel like a slacker though! D: I also got some commission painting project models to paint (yay for commissions!) But maybe I'll put up pictures of those up here (Will be in basic tabletop quality) when I manage to finish those.

O hai eveyone who reads this. Sorry for not posting new pictures for a while. My life has been pretty rough as of late and I kinda lost my inspiration to paint in the progress, but not to worry! A warhammer 40k tournament is coming so here's hope I can coaxe myself to painting and maybe regain my inspiration! More than likely Tau battlesuits or pathfinders. (The new pathfinder kit is awesome!) I've also been distracted by the Dark heresy RPG that I'm GM'ing. (Our techpriest got shot in the face with a pulse rifle today and almost lost his head. Fun times!) Also been distracted by Fallout: New vegas, Starcraft 2, working out and school. OH! Also starting work experience soonish. Busy busy! D: Hope y'all are doing well. Winrawr out!

I actually uploaded stuff! asked me to and after some consideration I decided to do so. I was a little reluctant since it's not really furry-related and I mainly post warhammer 40k tabletop models, but after seeing others post pictures of their models as well, I thought I might as well. Hopefully they'll be to peoples' liking. I have to apologise for the poor quality of the pictures upped so far, as they were taken with a web camera in poor lighting conditions. I'll be uploading better ones in the future when I get off my lazy bum and take some. XD