I just bought a bag of red vines today because they're red vines. Oh lord the nostalgia I have connected to these delectable morsels... X3
What special treat makes you have happy memories?

Hehe, I just wanted to add one more to your list of 1,000 journals with paypal in the name, personally I'm too busy having fun playing tons of Zelda to care. ;p

Just finished watchin' the new ep of Thundercats, and I gotta say I felt more or less the same way Panthro did through the entire episode. I didn't know what to make of the little guys at first but by the end I couldn't fight the urge to hug one. c-c
Anyone else seen it yet??

Okay, so.. I like straws. I was just getting lunch and I didn't get a drink because I'm trying to stay away from soda mostly. Before I left I saw the straw dispenser and grabbed one so I could use it when I got home and got a drink from the fridge. I didn't need it of course, I'm not a man-child who can't drink normally. So why did I want a straw so badly? I figured I just couldn't trust gravity. Gravity doesn't take orders from anyone. On the other hand, a vacuum can be even more unruly without the presence of gravity to keep it in check. Gravity keeps space from turning us into meat sauce. I begin to marvel at the fact that gravity controls such a small space around such small clumps of dirt and other various materials in the midst of such a vast expanse of vacuum that we seem unable to even comprehend it's limitations. Yeah I know, faux nerd talk... you can hit me later. Anyway, I grin as I think to myself that anyone who ever said science wasn't full of wonder deserves a boot in the ass, but then I realize that I'm discrediting other forces. That's something I feel I do far too often, as I'm fairly certain any God or other embodiment of creation could kick my ass a million billion years before my scheduled existence, without my ever knowing of my punishment. There are a lot of possibilities to consider when you look at yourself and expand those thoughts outward beyond yourself. Hey, just because I adore colorful characters depicted in extremely pornographic images doesn't mean I can't try to be complex. When I got home I found out my straw was too short... curses, I knew that God thing would bite me in the ass.
So who else likes straws?

Yay I'm part of it!!

Which My Little Pony am I?

Twilight Sparkle:

[ x] You have a huge collection of books.
[ x] You value your alone time.
[ x] You have trouble making friends.
[ x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] You write letters regularly.
[ x] You find a lesson in everything.
[ ] You have trouble doing things “the old-fashioned way.”
[ ] You’ve recently moved to a new town.
[ x] You’re rather sarcastic.
[ ] You’re often accused of being a know-it-all.
Total: 6

Pinkie Pie:

[ ] You’re the black sheep of the family.
[ /] You’re majorly hyper.
[ x] You love to siiiing!
[ ] You’re known for throwing great parties!
[ ] You’re great at baking.
[ x] People sometimes don’t get your jokes.
[ ] You’re a prankster troll.
[ /] You’re a super-intense personality.
[ ] You have strange pets.
[ /] You are known to go to extremes.
Total: 3.5

Applejack:

[ x] You’re very stubborn.
[ ] You find great joy in working.
[ ] You prefer the country to the city.
[ /] You speak with an accent.
[ x] You HATE cheating.
[ ] You have freckles.
[ ] You prefer casual wear rather than formal things.
[ ] You wear your hair in a ponytail(s).
[ ] You have a large family.
[ ] You have trouble lying.
Total: 2.5

Rainbow Dash:

[ x] You love winning.
[ /] You like sports.
[ /] You have a funky haircolor.
[ x] You have fangirl tendencies.
[ ] You have no problem speaking your mind.
[ x] You will give up anything for your friends.
[ x] You like being recognized for good things.
[ x] You have no problem defying traditional gender-roles.
[ x] You act now, think later.
[ /] You’re very brave.
Total: 7.5

Rarity:

[ /] You love being the center of attention.
[ ] You have a cat.
[ ] You sew well.
[ ] It’s well-known that you’re somewhat vain.
[ x] You love the excitement of the city!
[ x] You will overwork yourself to do something nice for your friends.
[ ] You wear makeup.
[ x] You’re prone to whining.
[ ] You have original taste in fashion.
[ x] You enjoy bonding with your besties <3
Total: 4.5

Fluttershy:

[ ] You HATE being the center of attention.
[ x] You struggle with sharing your mind.
[ x] You love animals and help them however you can.
[ ] You’re graceful.
[ ] You’re very quiet or soft-spoken.
[ x] You have a secret mean-streak.
[ ] You’ve been told you could model.
[ ] You’re the eldest of your friends.
[ x] You like wearing your hair loose and long.
[ x] You’re very nurturing
Total: 5

I make everything 20% cooler.
I used / for halves because otherwise it was a tie between RD and TS. The half marks are a "sometimes" or "circumstantial" thing... like sports. I love to play them but get bored just watching. Also I think I'm only brave when it's for someone else's sake. >>;

I feel unmotivated and directionless. Therefore I am going to let others present some goals to me. You link me to a ref of your character (or at least link enough images that I can get a good idea what they look like from front back and side) and I will draw them! Doing what? I don't know! You can suggest something if you really want, but if I can't pull it off I'll just think of something else. However you CAN certainly forbid me from drawing them naked or being all chummy with others, or what have you. I have nothing but the utmost respect for people's boundaries so feel free to lay down the law! Even so, you don't have much to fear as I don't think I'll do anything extreme, and I may just want to draw something cute or sweet, or badass and splodey. Who knows what I'll do? Certainly not me! But hey, it's your character. For free. Yep, that's all that matters. If you want me to draw anyone else's characters you need to get their permission, cuz I'm not gonna get into trouble 'cuzza you! What else... OH yeah, I don't know how long I'll keep accepting requests or how many I'll do. Still, I think your odds are good because I don't think many people are aware that I exist (lol #2). This means if you ask, and I'm not a big fat lazy jerk, I'll probably draw for you! Aaaaaanyway, I know my page isn't exactly dazzling but c'mon. Maybe you'll like what you get. Do you really care? It's free! And I am BORED. Hell, if you don't want a drawing, maybe one of your friends does! Let them know there's a sucker out there doing free drawings and they may actually like you for it! Oh yeah and I guess there aren't any set rules. I can't guarantee I'll do anything, but it doesn't hurt to ask. I think that's all I have to go over, it seemed much simpler before I started typing.... Ah well, let the mind numbing insanity begin!

30 movies meme:
think of 30 movies that you love or that really stuck with you
fill out the meme as fast as you can
order doesn't count or anything it's just 30 movies that you love
here's mine:

1 Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles The Movie (the original one, not TMNT)

2 Batman Mask of the Phantasm

3 One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest

4 Tenchi The Movie

5 Short Circuit

6 Stripes

7 Iria - Zeiram The Animation

8 Wall-E

9 1408

10 Project A-ko

11 Mickey's Christmas Carol

12 The Hangover

13 Indiana Jones (original trilogy)

14 Mallrats (my favorite of the series)

15 GhostBusters

16 Army of Darkness

17 DuckTales The Movie: Treasure of The Lost Lamp

18 Pulp Fiction

19 Terminator & T2: Judgement Day

20 Treasure Planet

21 Zombieland

22 The Breakfast Club

23 Hayao Miyazaki (take your pick)

24 The Girl Who Leapt Through Time

25 Iron Man

26 The Mist

27 Fatal Fury The Motion Picture

28 Rocky 1, 2 and 3 (plus the training montage and "No Easy Way Out" from Rocky 4)

29 Something starring Sean Connery.. Name of The Rose, Entrapment, The Rock... I dunno.

30 The Dark Knight

...And so many others starring so many of these talented actors! I think it'd be a good idea to have a "top ## favorite actors meme" or favorite movie quotes or movie songs @~@ but of course I doubt anyone would even look at this, I'm generally invisible here on FA ^^;

PS: It was so hard to not list all animated movies, there are so many great ones but I think I kept pretty well to the ones that had the biggest impressions to me.

Warning, I am about to spill my emotions into this journal, so if you're just here for prons, please ignore this message. I'm only doing this to get some stress off my back so I'm sorry if it offends you.


Right now I'm 26 years old, and I have yet to know real love. I don't know what it's like to have someone actually care about my feelings and I have been so reserved all my life that I never learned to make a deep connection to anyone. Now I'm starting to wonder if I ever can.

I see many stories of passionate loves. Two souls who meet and continue meeting, perhaps unaware that they even could love one another until finally something inside them realises how much they've come to need one another in their lives. A space they can see nobody else in, one nobody else can ever fill. They may have to overcome their own insecurities and drop all their defenses to admit they are truly in love but when they finally give themselves over to it they find what their souls knew they were missing and become whole. Those are the stories that make me wish so profusely that I were someone else, instead of the wierd and somewhat antisocial individual that I am.

My problem is I don't know how I coupld possibly fabricate a close bond such as love with someone I've never even met yet. Though I suppose that I'm supposed to start with meeting people, I don't go anywhere but work and I don't have time for talking to people there.. and I was never a popular kid so I don't know what people actually do to meet other people or even socialize. So here I am, finally bringing my story out to whatever small number of souls may read this post and not just pass it off as another sob story on the net. I wonder if there's any comfort for me out there, anywhere. If there is, I hope I can find it, and nurture it. I dream of a happy life where a meaningful connection gives me the confidence to come out of my hole in the ground and stand up, and become someone worthy of a devoted lover's heart and soul. I would cherish them always.

Okay I haven't drawn nearly as much as I should for a long time and I'm hoping to change that. I also don't think I draw well enough for a lot of people to actually like to look at it. But I think trying to tackle a couple of more diverse ideas would help with that. Why would you care? Because if at least five people reply to this journal with a list of their TEN favorite furry characters and FIVE favorite poses/situations/kinks then I will try to make three fairly decent pictures based on the responses I get. This may fail as I'm not entirely sure I even have five people watching me who will read this, but I'll cross my fingers, heh... ^^;


Oh yeah, also there's not much I won't draw, but I think right out killing someone would be a no no. So don't put snuff, I'll ignore it. D:

In a stunning upset today, Marvel wins rights to the Disney franchise in a game of roshambo. Mickey and the gang are slated to be subjected to various testing with things like gamma radiation, super soldier serums, and cosmic rays.

But seriously... I guess Marvel apparently hasn't sold out yet, at least that's what I'm hearing. Either way I'm hearing a lot of things about Disney running Marvel into the ground, but not once have I heard anyone consider the opposite. What if, just maybe, Disney woke up from their coma and realised they actually need to venture out of their "kiddies only" cardboard fort and see what other entertainment venues have to offer? Of course that's not necessarily awesome, since Disney could just as easily muck that up. Still, if they take the smart route they can try to LEARN something. Wouldn't that be a twist?

I love Halloween, it's my favorite time of year! But for crap's sake, this is madness!! Where I work they set up for Halloween just at the very end of August, then two weeks later put up twice as much Christmas stuff! NOW they've taken down aisles of other stuff and half the Halloween stuff they had to make room for more friggin' Christmas! As if that weren't bad enuff they put up less and less Halloween stuff every year. All they have left now is tons of candy and a few crappy plastic half-masks..
I wish OH how I wish Halloween was treated fairly. I know I like it more than Christmas, but maybe that's just because it's gotten to the point where in my family I'm the only one trying on gifts anymore, whereas everyone else just phones it in. Even my friends are that way now. Don't get me wrong, I like going out and finding them those nice special things, but if I'm the only one giving, then can't I at least have a happy freakin' Halloween without having this nearly non-existant Christmas bunk cluttering up FOUR months of my time?! I'm losing the Halloween spirit, and I want those happy nights of blood filled carnage back!!! ;-;

Just something I got bored and imagined up.. right now:

Tiny space turtles the size of horseflies are flying around jabbing people in the eyes but because of their spiked shells, not only are they immune to squishing, they also inject whoever touches them with a biochemical that turns any living thing into a large breasted woman with a high sex drive. In order to put an end to the invasion the government has recruited frankenstein, dracula, the mummy, and since they couldn't find a famous movie zombie, they got Rob Zombie. They were then sent out to destroy the tiny space turtles with cybernetically enhanced gloves that allow them to squish even the turtles' mighty shells, but instead they break into fort knox, but find out that it's actually the real area 51, and accidentally free another alien race of turkeys that go around annoying the hell out of everyone, so they start setting fire to everything and frankenstein goes apeshit cuz he hates f***ing fire, and tries to piss the fire out, but when his pee stream crosses with the end of a rainbow it causes an inverted space-time paradox that allows extra-dimensional shadow beings to steal our breakfast cereals. The A-team is paid to retrieve them, but Mr. T gets into a brawl with Dracula and gets bitten before killing dracula, making him the new lord of vampires, so he sends his legions out to melt down all the gold in the world for one huge piece of bling.

Hope anyone who reads this enjoys madness, because you now have it! :D

I wanna look up the comments I gave on other people's stuff but I can't figure out how to find them. Anyone know how I can find my own comments?

Okay to start, hello! Hello to all you cute cuddly critters I just wanna pinch... err, anyway hi!
This is my first journal to y'all and I doubt many people at all will look at it but it's special to me.
I know, I've been a member for a year now. Far too long to stay secluded in my opinion, so I decided it was time to change that!
I don't get time to practice my art like I wish I could, and that's sad ;-;
So I'm not going to let the same be said of my social skills! I wanna meet you all and make good friends!
Now yes I know, I'm a bit of a dirty fur.. I have the desire to be playful (very playful) online and if anyone's looking for that, sweetness!
However I really just want to make friends so don't think if you chat me up I'll try to tie you up in my closet or anything >.>;;;
My aim is LunarWolfYoru and my MSN is lunarwolfyoru[at]hotmail.com

BTW: If anyone wants to mug me at Acen (here in Chicago, Illinois) just look for the person wearing a badge that says "Cheese Steak" yes, I lurve me sum cheese steak... mmrrrrrrrrr~