The last three days have been a torment. My mind always wanders off, leading back to him

Its days like these I wish I could cut out my heart, so it would not bother me with the constant ache, so it would cease filling me with longing to catch sight of him once more. To be so lucky as to bathe in the delight of his presence.

I can't even sleep well. My mind will not slow down enough once thoughts fall to him to allow me to sleep, and often my dreams offer teasing glimpses of he who holds my heart so.

Sigh. I am so sad.

Honest question: Why do all of you watch me?

Its not like I'll -ever- post art. I'm horrible at drawing.

Its not like I'll -ever- post stories. I like to write, but I'm horribly lazy and shy up at the first sign of criticism.

Music? Feh. Definitely no talent there.


Despite all of these, I keep gaining watchers. I am the confused.

This MLP shit really needs to die. In a fire. This is more annoying than those goddamn Christmas-time posers.

Speaking of Christmas... THE WORLD DIDN'T END! HAHA! ...Someone out there, you might know who, I don't, but they deserve that.

I have, like... completely revamped how m'sona looks since the last time I was 'officially' drawn - aka, I hired someone. I need to hire someone to draw me, ASAP.

I need to get un-lazy and resume writing my smutty stuff.

I need to get un-lazy and resume writing my own PnP system.

I need to get un-lazy and resume writing my D&D Campaign out.

I need to get a damn fan in this room. I'm tired of sweating, and it's not even summer yet.

I need to fix my love life. Yeah, yeah, don't we all? Oh, you're in a relationship? Well... nyeh.

I need to get back on TF2 and learn how to get awesome hats. More specifically, I need to obtain an 'Exquisite Rack'. I mean... if you don't get why... I can't really help you. I play soldier a lot, and... I mean... I can't be more helpful than this.



I really wonder how many of these I'll actually take care of... Probably none.