Though the title is quite daunting i only use it for a rant. I am currently mentally going through crap that can't be helped. So i am just ranting.

I wish that people would just stay how i met them and who i am with. My life may be very variable, but it can't always be different. For once in my life i want consistency and love from just the one i chose. So, be mine forever and i shall never slight you for as long as we both shall exist.

This my first journal in over a year and i just deleted all my others.

So, here starts the new journals.