Hey, a life update!

so, uploads have slowed down due to uh.. a lot, honestly!

I'm currently, technically, homeless and just bunking in a room with my sister. My mom's spending habits and general poor choices spiraled out of control so we have had zero money left over for the past 3 months, so it's just a lot, you know? but i'm mitigating that issue.

but i did finally get a job! it's 12 hour shifts but work is work. I started yesterday and a due to go back tomorrow but, due to not having any money left over, i don't have gas to get there! and mom doesn't have gas to get to work either and we have, collectively, $25 until Wednesday next week. that has to cover gas and maybe food.

we would have another $13 but Chase bank is fucking us over by losing or shutting down debit cards left right and center. like they literally mailed a card, we opened the card, activated it, and they shut it down within the hour. and flagged mom's phone as fraudulent so she can't use Gpay either.


so suffice to say, if you wanna get something for my Kofi Shop that'd be greatly appreciated! there's not a lot on there since.. well. you know. but there is a base if you'd into that sorta thing!


i also have my Paypal and CashApp if you'd rather go that route.

hi hello greetings

so a little update, i've recently moved. maybe like a month ago. still kinda unpakcing shit because we have entirely too much crap for 2 people so. yeah.

Stll been working on commissions though, hence why i've been so quiet lately lol and fi you followed me on twitter at any point, i stopped really posting there. e-diot muskrat has really fucked that place over. like. if he wanted ot kill a site he could've jsut hired some hackers sintead of going bankrupt but whaaaaatever.

I got an invite to bluesky so i'm over there now. You can follow me if you want. Be warned though that unlike twitter, that account isn't for Minors. I do tag all nsfw so it'll be blurred or hidden if you so choose in your Moderation, but it is an 18+ account.

I also still dabble in 3D modeling. Definitely not the most optimized though as i have little to no idea what i'm doing!

But yeah, life's going, i'm still around 👍

Since i upload erratically and dont advertise properly, figured i'd make a quikc journal lol

I've got a couple things up for grabs.



First off are two unlimited YCHS

Fireside - $50 fully rendered w/ customizable scene, you need 2 characters

[Pounce - $15 w/ simple shading, you also need 2 feral characters. but if they're anthro, i can feralize them.

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And a few adoptables

Striped Wraithound - $30 for full sized jpg and psd.

Avia Laanger - $20 for full sized jpg and psd.

Eye Monster thing? - $10 for full sized jpg and psd

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And general commissions are open!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38164006/

I also now offer Cheebs
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47383897/

I saw a tweet where someone thought that being a repeat customer was annoying to the artist.

I just want anyone who thinks that to know it's 100% not the case (at least with me). I appreciate any and all commissions, from new folks or old faithfuls lol
It's like confirmation that I'm doing a good job and making someone so happy with the thing they got that they want another!

So yeah, if you've got a bunch of ideas you'd want me to do but didn't want to 'bother' me, don't even worry about that, lay it on me 👍

Heyyy, i hate to ask this but i have a pretty good feeling we're gonna be short on rent this month and the YCH isn't gonna be done in time. I think by friday we may end up having like... $600 or $700 and we need $1270 + whatever the late fee is, i think its $35.

So like, if anyone wants to order a commission those are open
I've got an open queue right now so whoever orders first i can start on right away!

You can check the prices here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38164006/


Also, if you just wanna donate, you can do that here: https://ko-fi.com/lunneus
I will love you forever and you'll have the official lunney stamp of being an awesome person

last one was 8 months ago so, yeah i guess.

uh... life still sucks ass but i feel better about it? I was put on medication for chemical imbalance cause apaprently if you hav euntreated depression for too long you literally develop a chemical deficiency because your body soaks everything up to try ot give you energy so the mood part of your brain gets jack shit lol.

It's helped a lot though, i don't get so depressed anymore and it helsp ahving actual work to distract me from it. It seems most of my problem has shifted to anger and frustration. Also the medicine gives me racing hearbeats whenever i exert myself so uh... oops i guess. i've almost passed out like twice.


Though unfortunately, the depression came crashing back full force this past week because my cat Skie passed away early Friday morning, i think like 4am. He had a stroke earlier and couldn't move his legs at all. when we rushed him to the emergency vet they said his treatment would be nearly $1300 plus whatever his primary vet needed to do and even then with his age there wasn't a very good chance that he'd recover so we opted to.. jsut.. well you know. Skie hated- and i mean HATED being handled and maneuvered- and he couldn't walk anymore so he'd have ot be fed, changed, and cleaned. plus we could barely affor his cremation, the unlikely to work treatment was quite literally impossible.

So, now it's down to 4. Polka was depresssed for days casue she was a daddy's girl, so for about 3 or 4 days all she did was sleep. toulouse and stormy stopped fighting so much though. But ti still hurts when they gather for lick-fest in the middle of hte hallway and there' sonly 4... or when i refill the food bowl and only stormy shows up.

It's just a lot. But I can't jsut shut down because then we'll be fucked for real. we all still gotta work.


Uh... okay.. something.. not depressing uhm... idk.
I made a really good friend through genshin? She's awesome, so bubbly and silly she's like an excited puppy. She used ot call herself annoying all the time but she's just excitable. And so helpful. We haven't talked a ton lately cause she's been busy with therapy and she got a new kitten (his name's oliver and he's adorable. It's kind of interesting that he's also orange and white... skie is too).
I haven't mentioned skie to her cause like.. idk. she's havign such a great time with oliver i don't wanna be a downer, you know? It's different when you talk about stuff in a public place where people cna choose to see it or not and choose to engage or not, but when you DM it to someone directly you're jsut putting ti right in theri face to deal with and i don't wanan do that.

but anyway, that's the life happenings i suppose. now back to drawing.

Yes, i have taken a break and gone to the doctor so now i'm accepting commissions again!

Things operate the same as before, i'll take on 4 at a time and then finish those before starting the next batch.

Prices have not changed, you can find them here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38164006/

And my Commission queue is here: https://trello.com/b/NqwWMklg/kay-commission-queue

And the TOS is Here

The only changes made are the addition of some VRchat info. It's basically the same as the SL info. If you're taking reference photos in either of those places, have good neutral lighting and a neutral pose, front/back views at the very least and close ups of any details you think i might miss.

Usually, I ask for 2 weeks from when I start on the commission to finish it. Sometimes it's faster. If it's slower, I will inform you! And I try not to work on weekends unless I'm behind.

You run into the spam/bot accounts who are mass upload just.. the worst fucking shit.

god, how do people do that to children it's fucking disgusting.

and they think it's okay like.... what the actual fuck went wrong cause something went horribly fucking wrong somewhere and there aint no fixing that shit. no amount of therapy. the solution is completely and total isolation cause it's not like they're going to be a worthwhile human being anyway so is anyone really missing anything. in fact i'd go so far as to say that the world they don't get to partake in is significantly better.

Just.. holy shit. if i never see that again, it's too soon.


Also fyi, if you think it's okay or not a big deal to exploit a child in any way just go away. leave. don't say anything just go and don't come back. ever.

So uh, hey hi hello! I think i've gotten new watchers since i last made a journal??

anyways, greetings!

I'm not super active here in terms of communication and posting wips and stuff. If you wanna chat w/ me or see wips or hear me ramble, twitter is probably where you wanna be instead.

I don't post nsfw on my main account and i don't give out my nsfw account. but if you find it then there ya go xD just please don't start being the internet police that's very annoying and very popular on twitter and i don't wanna deal with it.

What i do post on my main account is everything form art, to venting, to whatever thing im obsessing over at the moment! it's an all inclusive package deal.

So there's that update let's see...

Oh, if you wonder why i don't post often, i am actually drawing but quite a few of them are private commissions. I've adjusted my schedule so i draw on the weekends though to maybe combat that. And with Clip's new timelapse feature im probably going to be posting more of those on twitter as well since i don't have to go through a buncha bs to get a timelapse.

And the largest update by far is i am absolutely addicted to Genshin Impact liek holy SHIT man that game is so good to be free. If you liked BotW then you're probably going to enjoy this especially because there's more to do imo with incentive to do it.

Now, it is a gacha game so keep that in mind. it's designed ot make you want ot spend loads of money but honestly, just buy welkin moon for $5 a month and you're set.

The rates aren't bad either. I mean sure it's .6% but the limited banner isn't diluted to hell and back. and every 10 tries you're guaranteed to get a 4* or higher thing sooooo

BUT ALSO the freebies run out pretty quick. like by the time you're Adventure Rank 30-40 you're running out of things to do and you enter The Grind™ which sucks ass and is incredibly boring and tedious so just keep that in mind.

and there's optional co-op. it's primarily a single player game, but you can get your friendos to play with you as long as you're both on the same server. I currently have one(1) friend to play with plus some folks i just met tonight so if you wanna have someone to play with... 👀

and don't even get me started on the characters, they're all so good and have really cool designs and personalities. They're not like generic anime boy/girl #468 hey actually have storylines where you can learn about them and backstories you can read
Also the devs are definitely not afraid to let the guys show some skin, nor are they afraid to let them look pretty feminine so if that's you're thing, then there ya go. I think they're all rather cute.

So yeah there's my update journal that turned into me gushing about this game lol

I literally just noticed that holy shit

I don't know why the sheet said not accepting?????? but anyways, I AM INDEED TAKING COMMISSIONS

of any kind

whatever you want lol

you cna check out the prices here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38164006/

and feel free to DM me here, on twitter, or on discord or send me an e-mail. whatever works for you~

I like the layout of FLO and while the administration is... a bit of a mess right now. I think they're activly trying and do actually listen to what the community wants unlike some sites. Also their upload process is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY more streamlined. I just like it better, so yeah.

I'm there: https://furrylife.online/profile/5771-lunneus/

And you know im on twitter lol
https://twitter.com/Lunneus

if you don't wanna hear about what was probably grooming and zoophilia then don't read this.

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So back when I was 13 i was on this site called dragon adopters. it was there id sicovered the furry fandom. I also discovered two people, let's called them A and T. T was 17 and A was 25 i think? Anyway, i had the dumb kid crush on T cause he was older and cool and mysterious and what not but he'd always put that distance there, like an older person should. A didn't have this same thought.

I don't remember what exactly lead up to him asking but A asked if i wanted to roleplay because 'it's fun and you can actually BE your character" I thought that was cool too, so i went with it. It was fine at first, but you know how roleplays usually go with furries. and that's exactly where ti went.

My stupid, dumb, idiot kidself though this was even funner because it was sneaky and secretive, so i went along with it. Then, somehow, A brought T into the mix. I don't know what T's reasoning was that it was suddenly okay, but apparently ti was suddenly okay to engage in erotic roleplay with a younger kid and an adult.

So that happened a couple times, and then T stopped logging on for whatever reason, so it was jsut me an A again, doing the same old same old.

Then, he introduced someone new, this guy was 15 and let's call him H. And now with a 'new third' you know what happened. This time though, H and i actually became closer friends and we'd talk about NORMAL teen stuff, nothign we ever talked about with A because his conversations were always sexual in nature. But then, one awful fucking day, H told me about something 'fun' A told him he could do irl if the roleplays weren't fun enough. And that something involved H's dog.

I'm not going to go into explicit detail, but suffice to say that a 25 year old instructed a 15 year old how to engage in 'certain acts' with his dog. I really don't remember my reaction back then, but it was at that point that i got this weird feeling that this might be bad. Real fucking la ton that one, huh?

it took several months for me to think 'huh, maybe this is something i shouldn't be doing with these people. maybe i should stop'

what a stupid idiot child.

anyway, a year and a half passed and I hadn't talked to H or A the entire time. Then A showed back up again. Idk how he foudn me, maybe my email or something cause we were using either MSN or AIM to chat. But me being the stupid kind kid, i wasn't gonna say anything about what he had H do irl and the stuff he and i did unless he asked about it again. and sure enough he did and when i told him no he had the gall to get mad at me. i never heard form him again.

So after that, I left IMVU, went to SL. Teen grid was still around but there wasn't anything to do there or anyone to talk to so I made an account for the regular grid. I think i was 17 at the time. SL was, admittedly, fine. up until i went to this place called GFC, not GYC. GFC is long gone. I made some friends there, lets call them... B and L. I don't really remember much about this, honestly. especially B. L was a whiner. always complaining or crying about something to get people to feel sorry for him.

What I do remember, and what ended my friendship with both fo them, was they eventually thought it'd be a great idea to tell me about the encounters they had with, in B's case, a neighbors dog that was actually after his female dog. And in L's case, his own dog. I honestly can't fathom why they thought i wanted to hear these stories, but afterward communication quickly tapered off until i just wasn't speaking with them anymore. I think i left SL altogether actually.

I came back a while later... maybe in 2012? 2013? I don't remember. It was when the kemono avatar was the new hotness and i met ANOTHER GUY whil i was out shopping with friends. Le's call him M because i don't remember his name at all. That's how briefly he was around.
He was kind of a creep because at this point i was very solidly asexual, and i told him as much and he played it off saying "ohhh i won't do anything of that stuff, i jsut want a pet". Like i'm some kind of idiot, furries don't 'do' platonic pets, that doesn't even make sense. That's a fetish in and of itself.
Anyway, i turned him down for that but he jsut kept sticking around trying to 'convince' me. At every point, always trying to come up with some kind of condition i'd agree to get us to bang pixels together. Why didn't i block him? Cause i don't really block peole. Flimsy excuse i know, but the ONLY person i've EVER blocked in my entire online life was a guy on FA who was hurling racial slurs and other derogatory terms at me. That's it.

But back on topic, I didn't block him so he kept trying until one day he vanished, thank god. He didn't show back up for a loooooooong while. And when he finally did, he went right back to asking about furry pixel sex. some time during his absence though, a friend of mien N who was a real sweetheart and always looking out for me, sent me some article.. write up.. something or another about this particular guy getting in a lot of trouble and being fried form hsi job for, surprise surprise, engaging in certain acts with a dog. And honestly, I believed her on the spot. 1, she'd never lied ot me before as far as i knew, 2, why would she? 3, the guy was so fuckign obsessed with sex when when i said no that i wouldn't be surprised, and 4; when i asked him about how he'd been he said he got in trouble and work and was fired, then he moved somewhere else. Now, that's not concrete evidence, but it's just a coincidence that tha'ts what happened and also i just got a warning a few months ago with a similar series of events. so once again, another communication cut off. i don't put up with that, not anymore.


And I tell this whole story for a few reasons;

First, I don't tolerate this shit at all. If you're out here attracted to underage kids, asking them to roleplay with you OR them offering and you agreeing, jsut fuck right off. I don't want you here, I don't want your money, I don't want anything to do with you. You, as an adult, as the elder party, should put a stop to that immediately. Kids can't consent because they aren't fully informed nor fully aware NOR OF AGE. People like A just tell you what to fucking do.

Second, I don't tolerate zoophilia either. If you're deadass out here thinking people's DOGS or your DOG is sexy, then also fuck off. That's gross as hell. Animals, just like kids, can't consent. And also like kids, you're supposed to be protecting and taking care of them not fucking exploiting them for your own sick fucking pleasure.

Third, There are people out here who are completely against nsfw feral art and you know, that's perfectly valid, you can not agree with something. But here's the thing, you can clearly tell when this 'animal' is meant to be depicted as a regular, everyday animal that has been put into this situation. That's fucked up an i don't agree with that. That's stepping way too far into questioning if you're actually thinking the dog walking down the street outside your window is attractive or if you've actually engaged which, i repeat, is fucked up.
Then there are 'animals' that are clearly depicted as having adult human intelligence and reasoning. This is the key point here, because if you cna sit down with this character and hash out if you're going to bang or not and you both consent, I think that steps more into the area of a 'monster' than an animal. Maybe you agree, maybe you don't, maybe you don't care. It's a strange, crooked, fuzzy line but often times you cna tell what's what.

And lastly, that whole event when i was younger i think is why i'm not interested in sex all that much now. It just doesn't mean anything to me, I'm not excited about it, it doesn't really do anything for me to see it. I'm desensitized to it I guess, i dunno. I'm, honestly, more more interested in the intimacy and emotions above all else. But that cna come from many other places. That correlation might not even make any sense to be honest, i don't know. I don't feel traumatized or anything that "all that" happened, I'm more angry at the persons involved, including myself, for not stopping before it started.

So uh... yeah.. that's a mouthful. And FA took the liberty of refreshing and deleting all of it the first time so this is actually draft 2.
I really don't know why i felt the need ot tell you all this story of stupid adolescent bullshit but here it is.




uh, tl;dr from personal experience, pedos and zoos are garbage and aren't welcome here.

Like do they actually hear themselves? Do they actually hear that they're essentially saying "I am okay with any authority figure killing whoever they want as long as it isn't me."

That's just fucked up. How can you be so insensitive that you literally do not care about other lives being needlessly taken. Now I know i don't like people that much, but I also don't want them to be killed just because some asshole gets a wild hair.

The people that cops kill have families and loved ones that are waiting for them to return and now they never will.

And people who still support cops, i don't see how you can do that either because it's obvious that they don't give a shit about us. They weren't put in place to prevent crimes and protect us, they were put there to prevent ANYONE from changing the status quo. Be it actual criminal or peaceful protesters.

And honestly, if you can't look at the videos posted and see that the cops and the government are the problem here, then i don't know what to even say to you except I'm sorry that you can't see how fucked this system is.

cause honestly if you can't see it yourself, there no way anyone can explain it to you.

I'm never typing baby like that again, jsut so you know.

So! Yes, after an extended hiatus I'm back and.. honestly still depressed and tired but who isn't these days?

I finally graduated-- well i won't officially graduate till august but my degree is 100% complete. So, I have officially been recognized as a 'good illustrator' by some third party who signed a piece of paper! great! I would've had my paper in may but i forgot to apply for graduation, whoops.

the carona has been interesting. Less so me being affected cause i never left the house anyway unless i was forced. but ti was, and is, seeing people act like imbeciles about it. They're either panic buying like it's the end of the world or acting like they're invincible. It's ridiculous. Just stay home, it's easy. Any other tiem they'd be begging to stay home so??? The government's also been shit at addressing this, but that's nothing new. not getting into politics tho.

hmm.. good news.. I got a new computer! It's an Acer Nitro 5 and it's suuuuuper nice. it's got a backlit keyboard, an ssd and hdd plus an empty ssd slot and came with 8gb of ram and i bought another 16gb stick. It's also got a pretty nice graphics driver and dual fans so like.. just real nice. and was only $748 w/ tax. So i cna run just about whatever i need! including shitty afterfx.

Speaking of afterfx, I was hired by me former animation instructor to help her with her film. She ended up deciding not to release it in the way she intended since it might not be received well but she's still gonna release it. The scene she gave me was preeeetty long. I'm still working on it now. Sadly, i only have until the 23rd the finish it because that's when her funding cuts.

She had a budget for me for 700 and so far I think I've earned about 400-ish of it? so yeah. it's been fun and frustrating lol.


Nothing else has really been going on with me. I was jsut too busy with school and everything to even remotely have time for myself. Had a few breakdowns about it too, including yesterday cause someone's you just don't want to exist for a while, ya know? Just a few days or weeks with no one expecting anything of you or wanting you around or talking to you ro anything. Just complete silence and solitude. But, life's a bitch and doesn't give you the things you want so you just cry about it and move on.


What elseeee.... Ah, I made a new character! His name's Rayne Steinhardt, courtesy of derpydeino. I'll upload the lil sketch i did of him eventually, or you can see it on twitter right now. He's kinda weird but he has extra arms in a unconventional way and i kinda made him in SL but not really cause SL kinda sucks. It's really boring. i mostly jsut log in to get free stuff and then log out. :/


I think that's all really? So yeah. I'm back, hi hello, greetings to any new watchers!

I'm looking to do a design of Phobetor, the greek god of nightmares and such, so i'm getting a list of phobias.
I have a lot of the common ones, and a couple uncommon ones.
But maybe there are some that're lesser known, or not acknowledged by doctors (prolly more likely, docs don't like to listen)

So anyway! If you have any phobias or fears you wanna toss at me, go for it. And if you wanna elaborate on it, go for ti too but don't stress yourself out!

I know for sure im gonna have some spider and death motifs in there, and some clusters of things since those are super common.

Fris toff, the folder system SEEMS intuitive since you cna select multiple artwork and page through them while still keeping previous selections
but sometimes it overrides any descriptions and titles you've typed which... is really bad... why would you design it that way? so that's a thing.

The Home page redirects you to your personal feed and not to the newly upload art. Also if when you GO to the artwork tab, it does that bullshit thing DA does and shows you the most popular submissions by default with no option to change that. web designers don't understand how much that HURTS new artists. cause yeah, SOME people will switch tabs but most won't.

And the site is oddly slow. like slower than fa somehow???

And the weirdest thing.. you have to fill out a google form in order to be a commission artist? That just.. seems... weird. why do you need to gather all of this information? why do you need to have back and forth communication? Commissions are a two person interaction between the seller and the buyer. why do i need to communicate with site admins over discord who, once i'm up on the commission tab, shouldn't be involved? it's jsut weird.

maybe i'm being judgemental, but i don't really care for this site.

I don't know if ya'll knew it or not, but pretty much every species i make is open. The only request is that you, at least on their main ref, say who made them.

Most of them don't have any SUPER particular stuff because most of it is for Lore reasons and i know folks don't really care about the lore behind behind a species that much lol they just wanna make a neato design

So the Lepidra, which is what Eurae is, all have pretty much the same anatomy. Their wings are generally butterfly/moth like but any insect wing'll do. They can have moth antennae or horns, but not both and the horns can be whatever shape. They can also be wingless if you want just a sprinkling of lore.

The Laangers' only thing is they have a long body, a mask-like face that opens on a vertical axis, and a solid eye color. Oh, and the three tongues. That's it. everything else is up to you. They can also walk up on two legs but in that awkward animal kind of way.

Uh.. who else we got... the fluff monsters! Malek's species has two variants, terra and aqua. Malek is a terra. The Aqua variant has a paddle tail, webbed feet, smaller pointed ears, and sleeker fur.

Ethoxy and Korvek's species are in limbo cause im indecisive. lol



So yeah, if you ever wanted to make one of your own of anything i post, go for it. or commission me for it (not rn tho, maybe in the future we'll see how my workload is)
I'm not a huge fan of closed species, i used to be because it felt ~~~exclusive~~~ but it's just silly to me now. And im also not that attached to a species to have to make sure every.single.detail is right on every person who makes one, that just stifles creativity.
Like, even if i personally wouldn't make a neon green and ultraviolet lepidra because it doesn't fit lore wise, that doesn't mean jack to anyone else and those might be their two favorite colors. who am i to stop them? Or if someone wanted a solid bright pink Laanger. go for it my dude, whatever makes your heart do the smiley emoji.

New year, figured i'd link everything jsut in case. I update my profile with links a lot but once you're following someone, you never really check their profile much anymore lol.

SO!

Twitter
I'm most active there if you just wanna here me ramble on and on and on for days. Or if you wanna hear me vent a lot! I post more wips here though since it's easier to upload.

Deviant Art
nothing special, there's really no reason to follow me there tbh? FA gets more than DA does because i don't understand if DA allows adult/mature content or not.

Youtube
I don't upload here a lot! But when i do it's usually speed-draws. Might upload a game clip or two every now and then but i hate editing.

Toyhouse
My OCs! Or most of them, really. A lot don't have any other art besides their ref soooooo yeah. But if you wanna know about them, there ya go.

Archive Of Out Own
I write sometimes. Mostly fandom stuff because i love the animes but you won't catch me spending 47 years drawing a person jsut for fanart. sorry lol. So i write instead.

My Anime List
if you ever wanna see all the anime i've watched (and recommend me some pls)

Old FA
What it says on the tin.

Discord server
Feel free to join though it's pretty dead tbh. suddenly everyone was mad at everyone for no reason.

Discord ID: Lunney#0117
Feel free to add me and chat! I'm bored 99.98% of the time so

So uh.. i think that's all of them? Maybe? idk. if i forgot some they'll probably pop up somewhere at some point but yeah.

OH WAIT YEA

This thing > Curious Cat
you can use it to ask me questions anonymously or not. i'll probably answer just about anything tbh.

First thought, packing to move should be a form of torture cause good fucking lord this is so tedious just to drive 3 miles and unpacK all this shit again uggh
and then all the boxes oyu have to do somethign with or get rid of
it's so annoying

second thought, i was packing my old manga and noticed this series i used to read called loveless. i dont think i ever finished it and i wasn't sure why so i thumbed through ti and had a flood of memories.
first off, i remember LOVING this series when i was younger(like 12-14) cause cat boys?? come on. What more could a weeb child want? I started tapering off because i think i read or watched the rest online so there was no need to buy the rest. But then i remember thinking when i was older... wasn't Soubi like 20-something? and ritsuka was 12????? the fuck was up with tHAT. There was so much erotic and romantic tension between those you could could it with a knife but thats... really.. not good??? they have some like awkward joking 'mature' stuff in Laon. But with Laon they establish right from the get go that Laon is a thousands of years old kitsune. nOT A CHILD. They don't don't ever establish Laon's gender as far as i know. they change it depending on who they're around. I think that was a side effect of having lost their tails.

But in loveless is liek "no yeah this is a kid and this is an adult, isn't it wILD!?!?!?!?!"
but yeaaaaaaahhhhh, your tastes as a kid are so vastly different.

Though, i'm not gonna lie some of the outfits in loveless are really awesome looking. they don't always match, but they look cool.


Uh... third thought?? I'm really hungry and thirsty. i haven't eaten or drank all day but i don't feel like tending to bodily needs i just want to go back to sleep.

I have 40 of these things and they're taking up real estate xD

They have all 5 max IVs with either attack or defense missing. there's a few that have HP or speed missing.
Most are Modest nature and the rest are random.
There's also i think... 3 or 4 that are already evolved if you wanna go straight into breeding yourself and none have their Hidden Ability.


I'll take anything, even trading fodder, but i am looking for any sword exclusives/tart apples if you have extra. so far from sword i only have male indeedee and seedot.


Also if you need any shield exclusives, i've beaten the game so i have access to everything i think.

Also keep a look out for for IV bred mareanies and rookidees down the line lol

Hi, Hello, Greetings

I'm almost done with classes so i cna finish this last commission xD well not last but.. well you get it. ANYWAY! I'm working on my final two projects and then i'll be done till January 9th or something like that. Ya know, right around the time AGDQ starts so i can't watch it :D
That'll be my last semester though! Then i can go...uh... function? as an adult? with a job??? idk man, it's weird.

Let's see... what else... oh, I beat Pokemon shield last night so that was cool. Once you start getting into the mechanics of Pokemon, and not even deep into it, just even dipping into proper natures and utilizing abilities, the main game becomes INCREDIBLY easy. I used dynamax to beat the champ just to look fancy honestly. I was running Toxapex's merciless ability so i just blew through everything with crits.
My final team was Toxapex, Toxtricity(A), Grimmsnarl, Corviknight, Runerigus, and Obstagoon
I also had toxtricity with Hex and Nuzzle so if toxapex fainted, or something didn't get poisoned, i could still get some good damage.

I wish i could've fought Piers again, i really like his character. i SUPER DIDN'T at first i was like 'who is this gremlin take him away' but he sorta grew on me lol also his slouchiness reminded me of Alister so.
I ALSO CAME TO LIKE BEDE
i really didn't see that coming. my reaction to him, as others probably had, was what an asshole. And like, he's still an asshole in the end, but it more endearing? kinda like Felix from fire emblem. Like yeah, he's an asshole but he's MY asshole.

Life's been pretty alright though, like.. the stress levels have gone down but i still mostly jsut stay in my room and im still barely eating because i'd rather be asleep so that's... bad. but ya know, life sucks, move on. I've also have to cook every day or every three days or else there is nothing made because apparently NO ONE ELSE CAN COOK ANYMORE. so that's annoying. But also not annoying because then i can control the amount of dishes because when certain people cook they use about 4 pots for no reason and then leave them all on the counter full of food an sauce that i then have to clean up.
like seriously, they made some kinda creamy beef pasta once and used 3 pots plus a cutting board and the kitchen was a disaster. Flour was all across the counter, there were bits of raw beef on the stove, the wall, and the floor despite the trashcan being about 3 feet away. one pot actually had the pasta in it and the other two had pasta water(with beef bits in it) and some kind of sauce that had dried onto the pot. also the cutting board was still sitting on the counter with raw beef on it. and all that had been siting there for about 4 or 5 hours.

so yeah.... maybe it's better for me to cook.

Anyway! so that's life, it's fine i guess. my plants are doing well considering they'd much rather be outside but it's too cold for that. They have been invaded by ants and spiders though, they just kinda live in their mini jungle.

How're you guys doin?

I've been trying to figure out his fur patterns for about a week and i'm still nowhere on it.

I got a good design for his head, but the rest idk.

I tried continuing the kinda 'rib cage' pattern but it doesn't sit well on his body

then i tried jsut doing fades and like it works i guess

i also tried doing this fuck all crazy pattern but it makes my brain hurt trying to wrap it around his body properly.

idk man, and i don't have a whole lotta people to ask (i have like 2) so it's jsut ehhhhhh i'll probably jsut put him on the backburner again.

Also for reference, here are the different patterns i'm talkign about it's in a google doc.

I haven't watched it because i refuse to give this man ANYTHING, not my time or my views or anything.
But what i have watched is two other youtubers i follow 'cover' this video. One of them even, rightfuly so i think, reported the video.

the first person, the one who reported the vid, they only showed soundless clips which were disturbing enough seeing as this man was MAKING OUT WITH HIS DOG. Biting and licking his ears and muzzle like... what the fuck. what the actual fuck and you could see how uncomfortable that dog was, he as even trying to get AWAY and was basically pinned down.

Like... your pets expect you to love, protect, and care for them.
Not fucking... that.

It was so bad, so fucking bad i don't even know how youtube allowed that and allowed it to get so many views.

So then, i watched the second guy's video, now i didn't know he was gonna talk about the same video bUT SURE ENOUGH.
He just played the fucking video, sound and all. i don't even know if he's going to commentate over it or after because i can't get through the fucking video.
I tried to unpause it just now to see how he was going to respond/react but i literally can't do it. Hearing this man moan and sigh as he does this to his dog, whether it's an act or not, is just repulsive. It literally turns my fuckin stomach.

I jsut had to say something about it. this is wrong on so many levels. YOU DO NOT. FUCKING. DO THIS.

You like feralxanthro or monsterxanthro, fine, that's FINE. I like that stuff too. But the key difference is this is FANTASY. This does not and would not exist EVER AT ALL. PERIOD. Last i checked, anthropomorphic deers don't exist and giant wolves aren't gonna come barreling out of the woods looking for a good time. And there's a level of informed consent as well that's, ya know, NON-EXISTANT WITH A REAL ANIMAL.

you can't inform a real life animal, they can't consent. They can't.. jsut......like who the fuck even does this...
im just mad, and disgusted.

And this makes me think back about people i've met online who said they did shit with their pets and i for sure never spoke to them again because that's sick and twisted and fucked up and whatever else you can thing of.

okay... i think i cooled off a little.
i'm jsut... really sensitive about this stuff. animals are a fucking blessing on this hellhole of a planet and were honestly some of the best friends i've had, especially when i was younger and didn't HAVE any friends.

They should be loved and protected not abused. and i swear to god if i ever find out anyone is purposefully abusing their animals, they're permanently on my shit list.

Edit:
i managed to finish the second vid and turns out THE COPS WENT TO HIS HOUSE REGARDING THIS VIDEO. SERVES HIM FUCKING RIGHT.

So, i said before i was gonna do something to say thanks to the folks who helped me out with my mom's car being towed!

So im gonna do a two things;

1. im going to hold a raffle for a group ych! All the characters will be feral foxes/fox-like for the idea, but don't fret! if you don't have a fox character, i can foxify your character for you, no matter the original species! (wings and such are good to go too!) I'm not sure how many slots there will be yet (no more than 6 tho), it all depends on how the composition works out!

2. for those who don't get chosen for the ych, there's another one for 2 flat full-bodies w/ a simple background, these can, of course, be of your character, or if you're thinking of a new character, it can work as a simple ref sheet!

So in total im picking like.... 6-8 people depending on how many are in the ych.
I don't know if i'll be able to allow for picking and choosing which prize you want cause that'll get messy reaaaallly quick. I suppose it could be a thing where you can indicate if you want one over the other, or just leave it blank if you don't care which??? idk, i'll see.

but yeah!!! that's my plan. and im gonna start on ti once i finish these two comms.. okay well maybe a little art break cause i haven't been able ot really drawn anythign personal between class and comms so. nothign too big though! probably a new species/character caus ei might've settled on a new sona.

What do you guys think about it?

Like, I saw the purpose of it for Tumblr *coughbeforethepurgecough*, Twitter, and Instagram (if they allow nsfw?). Those are sites you typically list on you business cards and professional websites to see more of your work or whatever. so i get that, and i'll probably make a nsfw twitter soonish. cause sometimes you get The Urge™ But i've never understood it for Furaffinity.

First off, i think probably a large portion of the user base is totally into nsfw art and even if it's not up their alley they just won't indulge in that art from you. Secondly, by default you can't even view nsfw or questionable content without firs logging in and claiming to be over 18, and in addition if you're uncomfortable with that content, you can just disable adult or mature content in your profile. Now if you little heathens are in here lying about your age, well that's just bad and you're putting these sites at risk for getting in a LOT of trouble. Thirdly, the other sites made it insanely easy to switch between accounts, blogs, ect. Furaffinity definitely does NOT have that. Unless you want to keep logging in and out, you have to use two different browsers.

So yeah, what do you guys think? do you put all your art on one account? do you use separate ones? why? why not?

or, do you put your regular nsfw on your main and maybe your more.... unsavory/unappreciated/personal kink nsfw on a second account?