Wow...I never thought it would get up to there. For once I have 1000 pageviews, which is a considerably small amount I know but still, I'm not sure what to do. I guess I'll just post the colored version of my last sketch. But I was going to do that anyway...so I guess nothings changed. :3

The videos I took of Island in his fursuit can be found on http://www.youtube.com/user/LupercusWhitewolf I took the video with my phone so the quality isn't to good and I wasn't able to do a good job holding back my laughs during it.

To adhere to the new AUP and TOS on screenshots *grumbles* I will be moving my pics of my avatar on SL to my livejournal page http://lupercuswhtwolf.livejournal.com They will be left up until they need to be taken down, however I will start using them as references for my art, even the adult stuff, so the screenshots won't be wasted.

Finally, I FINALLY got a high speed connection. I AM NO LONGER ON DIAL UP!!!! *Jumps for Joy* It may be Hughes Net but that doesn't make a difference to me...CAUSE I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH DIAL UP!!!!!!!

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
Yes, You wouldn't be reading this otherwise.

[02] Would you do Meth if it was legalized?
No, I know the dangers. I may not have much of a concept of fear but I'm not stupid.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
There are times when it should be allowed, about the first 1.5 to 2 months in.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
No, it didn't fail with Bush...I don't think anyone else can out fail him.

[05] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Meh, they could put a tax on it.

[06] Are you for or against premarital sex?
It really doesn't matter if its premarital or not, as long as the two are willing.

[07] Do you believe in God?
Yes, the christian one that doesn't care who a person is or loves. It's all interpretation.

[08] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
No and yes. No, because we all are immigrants in some way and they just want a better life. Yes because we need better immigration laws.

[09] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
No. A 12 year old would have no concept on how to raise and care for a baby and would also be physically incapable of doing so properly.

[10] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes.

[11] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Unfortunately we need to see it through or the militants will make things worse than what was already there.

[12] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Their going to do it themselves, might as well give them a waiting period and a shit ton of forms to sign. Like with gender changes.

[13] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Yes, physical discipline is good as long as it doesn't go into abuse. A few hard smacks on the butt are ok as long as its for discipline.

[14] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Only if it needed to be retired. And even then I would it properly.

[15] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Nope, I've been judged to much in my life to really care what others think about me.

Stole this from  island

Pick the first Letter of Your first Name:

A- Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
j-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P- amazingg
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T- Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hott
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name):

A-beauty queen
B- skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E- God (ess)
F-Retard
G-Queen/ King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-pornstar
S-Prince (ess)
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic


Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red- Who's Good With MY Hands
purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world
Gray- who gives great head
None-who is a beast in bed

Hmm...I'm apparentley a Hot Sex-machine who is a beast in bed.

Well it finnally came, by random chance (by that I mean a google entry) I found a new fur on campus; and we have started dating. On the 27th I had  silent_o over at my house. We had our first full night together with each other (No details will be given!!) and fell asleep exhausted. For the first time in my life I fell asleep with someone next to me and it was the most sound sleep I've ever had. We may not be able to share a bed again for a while but we will be able to see each other regurally when classes start back up ^.^

Well, 2009 is ending so I figured I'd put up some quotes I like...
"The only truth we can really know is that everything will change."
"I don't care what you belive in...just belive in it."
"If you can't do something smart...do something right."
"One who knows nothing can understand nothing."
"When you can't run, you crawl, and when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you."
"Love looks not with the eyes but with the heart."

FA is finally back up, and I for one am extremely glad. Now on a different note I found another local fur 8l I thought I had tracked down all the furs on campus but while doing a search on google for Southeast Missouri Furries the first, and only relevant result on the first 3 pages, was the live journal account of  silento It mentioned SEMO and upon checking he was attending and was a freshman. After some messaging on LiveJournal he met up with me and 2 other furs attending SEMO for lunch last monday. :) Thats all the information I can give for now. See ya until later.

Although I don't mind winter, my tolerance for cold is still very low. I may have more body mass than some of my friends but that still doesn't mean anything. The temperature is starting to drop and while this is Missouri, we have had bad luck the past 2 years and gotten Ice storms. That's all I can think of to write about.

Well the summer is coming to a close and once again I will be a prisoner of college. Although its not too bad, I'll get to spend more time with my friends and I'll be able to game with my usual group again, I have just purchased my books and am awaiting the 24th when my classes will begin. I am also glad that I have upgraded tech wise as I am writing this from a laptop using my colleges wireless :3. Even though I work with him I will be glad to see  island on a less job related basis. Well that's all I can think of for now.

Well I decided to post a journal explaining whats been happening latley. I recently returned from Florida and my Grandfathers funeral, he will be missed. I had gotten into a car crash on July 15th. I walked away with no injuries except a slight loss of dignity. In 23 days from this post my classes will start back up again and once again I will have to face the bleakness of college. Well thats about all for now.

Stole this from one of Island's old jounals, he stole it from Nox so I'm sure he doesn't mind.

1.When did you realize you liked boys?
May 2009 was when I realized I was gay, somewhere when I was 15 I thought I was a bit bisexual
2. When did you first kiss another boy?
December 2009
3. when was your first time?
haven't done it yet
4. top/bottom/switch?
doesn't really matter to me
5. is your fursona gay?
isn't that an obvious answer...yer
6. Do you have a preferred body type?
the type I can cuddle with easily
7. Have you ever had a crush on a straight guy?
*thinks back* nope, none ever appealed to my tastes
8. Celebrity crushes?
Nope
9. Furry crushes?
yes, but not telling who
10. Dick, butt, balls or other?
If its attached, yes, if not, calls a doctor
11. Shaved or not?
don't care
12. Any particular kinks?
Too many to list
13. Fav Porn Comics?
Associated Student Bodies, and Heathen City
14. Would you consider doing it with a girl?
Is the sun made of cheese? No
15. Have you done it with a girl?
nope
16. Do you ever do anything stereotypically flaming?
Nope
17. Do you try to act 'straight' around non-gays?
No, most people ignore me, no need to act
18. Are you 'out' to your family/close friends?
All the furs on campus know...my mom is the only family that knows right now.
19. Who was the first gay fur artist you encountered?
I...can't remember
20. What is a 'must have' in your porn?
whatever i'm in the mood for
21. Do you ever daydream/have personal fantasies?
yes, who doesn't
22. Do you have a fur species besides your own character that really gets you hot under the collar?
too many to list
23. Do you know any gay manga/anime you could recommend to folks?
don't know of any
24. How many gay friends do you have?
5+
25. Do you own any sex toys?
No, *grins*but I can improvise
26. Are you circumcised? Do you prefer cut or uncut cocks?
I'm uncut, and I don't care
27. Rough or Romantic?
depends on my mood

I was extremly bored, and I found this in one of  Island old journals. I selected and posted only the part that deals with me.

OCTOBER BABY

~Loves to chat.
~Loves those who love them.
~Loves to takes things at the center.
~Inner and physical beauty.
~Lies but doesn't pretend.
~Gets angry often.
~Treats friends importantly.
~Brave and fearless.
~Always making friends.
~Easily hurt but recovers easily.
~Daydreamer.
~Opinionated.
~Does not care to control emotions.
~Unpredictable.

The one, "Easily hurt but recovers easily" is certainly true on a physical level; and on an emotional, but emotional wounds leave deep scars behind for me.

I am getting a bit annoyed with myself, one of the main things I keep kicking myself over is my limited ability on poses and facial expressions, as well as species limitations. If anyone has any advice or links to info that would help me understand these better (mainly facial expressions and poses) I would be greatly appreciative.

Right on time the boredom of summer for me sets in. There are few games I can play while interested, nothing on T.V., and nothing to do around the house. If this is the just a taste of this years summer for me, I just know I will go insane...er. (sigh) About 2 3/4 months left until classes start again.

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x]You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party. (best you don't ask)
[] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[] You make your bed in the morning.

Total : 21

2 years off…I'm 19 but it says I'm 21. Well it is somewhat close.

Summer is almost here...and I am EXTREMLY depresed about it. My courses are ending which is a good thing but now I will have to endure the summer with little contact from another furry let alone any friends to talk to. And since I'm a wolf...I do NOT do well without friends or companions to interact with personally. I will now need to start counting down until classes start up in the fall...odd I know, but at least then I'll be somewhat sane with someone to talk to.

I recently posted the first part of a story I came up with. I'm open to suggestions on it, and I'm working on the next right now. But I would still like suggestions on the paths you think the story could take.

For some reason or another I cannot seem to get any good ideas for drawing. I can't seem to think of any ideas that I haven't done already. This has put me on a creative standstill for a while, sometimes I wish I could just use C4 on the creative block in my mind, (figurativly). Thats because there is not a problem on this Earth that can't be solved with the proper application of high explosives, the trick is not to be near them when they go off. And no I did not take that from the movie Valkary, I took the trick part at the end from it but me and my friends have been using the actual saying for a couple of years now.

The day I look foreward to the most has finnaly arrived. The day when the spirits and creatures roam across the world. This is the day that removes the barrier from my wolf half, the day I was born. The feeling this day brings, is too powerful for me to put into words. All I can say is that for one day, one glorious day a year, my human and wolf halfs merge and I become a true werewolf.

First chapters up, and second one is on its way. I have small unfinished versions of at least the next 3 to 4 chapters so it won't take me several years to post them...I hope.

Seeing as I can't come up with hardly any ideas for drawing, I have decided to mix up my submissions alittle bit. I am going to continue to post any drawings I can think of...but I am going to start work on posting one of the stories I am currently writing...this story is actually a book I have been trying to write for the past few years now, I am hoping that my story goes over well with anyone who reads it.

The 4th series of the new Doctor Who is showing on Sci-fi. Normally I can watch any show with deaths or tragedy in them without problem. This episode however, even though funny in alot of points, I could not help but feeling sad. I got the same result from watching the Torchwood season finale, it was just so sad.

I am going INSANE! I can't think of anything to draw and when I do I can't think of how to pose it. There might be large gaps when i post my artwork from now on because I need to find a way to get something or someone to model poses for my drawings.