Whats up?

:3

That is all~

Fuck this planet....

Shitty in;

Shitty out.

:(

Hay!

I've gotten into fire eating, and was curious if there's any other fire-eating Furs on my friends list.

I'm all ears for hints, tips, techniques, wand building styles, and don'ts.

Help a wuff out!~

~I lost a fuck ton of weight.

I'm like 150 now. I can see my stomach muscles.

Sweet.

I've removed my profile ID. That picture sucked, I'll get a new one soon.

C'mon Sabres!

C'MON SABRES!

WHOOP PHILLY!

HIT THOSE FUCKERS LIKE YOU'RE TRYING TO KILL THEM!!!!!!!!!!!

*roars and flips a table*

As of today, the US Military has stopped getting paid.

They got half a paycheck this payperiod.

They don't know when they'll get another one.

How are my friends with kids supposed to buy food for their children? How are they supposed to pay the bills for their houses?

How are the wives of deployed soldiers supposed to pay their bills?

How are the soldiers gunna get to work when their things start getting repo'd because they only got a hundred dollars this month?

This

SICKENS

Me.

~DRK~

Bought one.

Here's me being silly with my friend who also bought one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_gcFbpQlEg

I'm wearing the beanie. For added laughs, check out my other and only other video; it involves me putting a condom on my head.

For the record, I was beyond drunk. ;)

Buying a modular home, 1300 square foot.

Needs some work, the roof is new, although they never replaced where the water came through and damaged the ceiling.

The walls need painting, of course,

aaaaand new carpet.

I should be able to sell it for about $10k when I'm finished!

Yay, house :)

So if you haven't found out about this yet, you definitely should.

https://www.leagueoflegends.com

Simply crack, and free to play to boot. I admit, I haven't been this excited about a computer game since Diablo II, LoD.

And for all you asshats who fell on that "DoTA" song by Basshunter a while back and had no idea what DoTA actually was; well, this was made by the people who made DoTA, as well as a few others from Blizzard, obviously.

Ah, BTW, they aren't affiliated with Blizzard in any way, I believe. If anyone find's out something different lemme know?

If you've already been playing for months, hit me up with some builds. I've for IP out the ass and am willing to pick up a champion, or I might just save it for Vladamir, the Crimson Reaper >:3

~DRKWLF~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nY-RkJHrcT8

You have been warned.

~
Naughty Language
Adult Situations
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I lost 56 lbs. Word.

~DKRWLF~

Happy 4/20!

*feral grin*

~DRKWLF~

Good job Canada!

Nice try USA!

(lol....Cana-duuuuuuh :P)

~DRKWLF~

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Update:

End of the 1st period

CANADA: - 1
USA! - 0

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Life is busy. Between college, friends, me being myself which is kinda lone-wolfey (no pun intended, or furryness involved actually. It's just how I am...), and everything else, I have kinda distanced myself from the internet.

For those who are wondering, I'm around, and online quite frequently. Just invisible.

My phone's always on too.

As far as music goes, that's kinda on hold until I get my own place, which should be shortly. Until then, rest easy and have fun furs.

~DRKWLF~

You can go fuck yourself.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGUWla4OVrY

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Don't give me that Danzig this / Graves that / Blah blah bull shit; I don't give a fuck.

>:3

~DRKWLF~

'Hoy!

I've been away a while.

Finally finished my six year stretch in the US Army as most of you know. Getting out was a massive fiasco, filled with headache ridden day after headache ridden day. Long story short, I'm out. Bada bing.

I moved back home to good ol' WNY with some family of mine, and enrolled in college. Woot! Classes start this up-coming Tuesday. I'm only going for a year long certificate class for right now, just to get my "re-education ball" rolling. Green Building Technology is what I'm going for. Environmentally friendly HVAC, wiring, carpentry and plumbing. I like to get my paws on stuff and fuck with hammers and screw drivers. *shrug*

After a sudden emotional collapse following female related issues *coughs* I've crawled out of my hole and have perked up my ears again.

I'm single once again, no questions! Bleah Dx

Anyways~

Business!

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I'm not quite the drunk fuck many of you have come to know over the past-while that was Me in the Army. I normally don't drink that much, it quite honestly was due to the fact that other substances weren't readily available to me.

For those that I regularly talk to, you should already know that marijuana is my drug of choice, not only out of recreational use, but as a self-prescribed medication of sorts.

People, I can't fucking sleep. If you need to know why, send me a PM, and I'll fill your head with stories that will make you want to cry. That's why I can't sleep.

But pot helps.

I'm still more or less the same person I was while a drunk fuck, I just forget shit more.

(This doesn't mean I don't drink. Because I do. And I can still drink more then many -MANY- of you people out there. Feel free to show up on my doorstep and challenge me any time. You bring the drink, and we can sit and chat >:3)

Secondly! Life sucks! At least outside the military does. Why? Because you have to worry about shit like electricity bills. That's why. And dealing with fat ladies that sit behind desks and make your life a living hell hole because they take nine hours to find a paper you need. Shit like that.

I've gotten sick of it! D: Quite honestly I had a mid-life crisis at 24. Jumping from one life to another was -really- putting some major stress on me, and I snapped.

I've settled all the chaos now, but unfortunately that took a huge chunk out of my "internet" time and "computer" time in general. Once I get life all straightened out and on a decent schedule, I -promise- I'll be back more, and hell, if I have the time, I'll even start making music again.

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There ya go. Eat it up, analyze, and do whatever. I still come to FA and browse pages and check my messages on a daily basis, so don't be afraid to leave shouts or send me notes or whatever :3 I'm also almost always logged onto AIM if ya wanna get ahold of me that way, but keep in mind that even though I'm logged in, I might not be around my computer for hours. I'm also pretty damn good about keeping an updated status / away message too so leave one if you have to!

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ETN
FTW
EBD

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~DRKWLF~

Hope yours is better then mine.

~DRKWLF~

Hey, check this out:

http://tinyurl.com/ygxx9xa

It's Jackal & Hyde's "This Is The Sound Of Underground"

Amazing beats.

I highly suggest high-end headphones and/or an extremely healthy music setup with tons of bass.

Dance, live, burn, and love!

~Darke

Crisis Averted. Back home, and out of the Army. I'm rather slippery, so those who have my phone number, text or call me. It's -always- in my pocket or within arms reach.

Please don't ask about the past month or two. I don't want to talk about it.

Anyways.

Yeah...

~AdamWolf

Hey all! How's everything doing in yall's life?

Well, to be frank, mine just took a turn and some bad shit went down that honestly I was not prepared for.

So, that being said, I've got bigger things to do, and people to take care of now. They are gunna need it, too.

Mayhaps one day when all of this is in the past, I'll let those who care enough know. Until then, please don't expect anything here. No journals, no updates, no more music. Nothing.

I'm also going to request that I don't receive PM's and Notes asking whats wrong. Just understand that it's not me... It's someone else very =very= dear to me, and about their life, and how it's augmenting mine.

Sorry, but my life is rather shredded at the moment. Gotta go find a needle and see what I can do about putting it back together.

"Mayday....mayday..."

~AdamWolf

Stolen from SpiritCreations. I forgot how to do the icon thing. I know it has some of : and icon and whatever in there, but screw it. If you don't know who I'm talking about, you can always google her.

If you were a _______, what would you be?


1. Kitchen appliance - Microwave. I use it alot.
2. Salty snack - Salty-n-Sweet chex mix. Turtle flavor.
3. Body part - That's a toughie. UuuuuuUuuUUummm. I dunno. Tits. Because I love them?
4. Farm animal - The good ol' farmdog.
5. Planet in our solar system - Moon. Although it's not a planet....
6. Internet meme - D: one about drugs or sex. *shrugs*
7. Spice or herb - Oregano. :)
8. Thing that starts with M - Master Baiter? *snorts*
9. Article of clothing - Jeans!
10. Pudding flavor - Traditional Greek style Rice Pudding. FTW.
11. Natural disaster - Earthquake...
12. Color - Silver. Or forest green. Or both. Yes, both. I win.
14. Type of building - Something stolid and alone.
15. Flammable substance - Love. Love burns.
16. Something in a lunchbox - Gushers!
17. Sea creature - A cuddlefish. Of the GWAR kind.
18. Geometric shape - Circle.
19. Time of day - When the moon is full and bright in a fall sky...
20. Electronic device - iPhone
21. Reason for being late - Blowjob. Getting a blowjob is the -best- reason for being late. EVER.
22. Vegetable - Asparagus. I <3 asparagus.
23. Element - I dunno. Something common and worthless lol. Believe me everyone, I'm not special.
24. Dessert - Cheesecake. I'm not a pie, or a cake. I'm there to confuse people.
25. Historical event - The Iraq War.
26. Two-digit number - 25. Because you get lower car insurance.
27. Character in The Wizard of Oz - Toto. Cos everyone else SUCKS.
28. Item in a freezer - A Hot Pocket. No explanation needed.
29. Torture device - Iron Maiden. METAL RULS! \o/
30. Disease - Some sort of STD. An annoying one. You don't want me, but your gunna get me. And have fun while doing it.
31. Something on the floor of a movie theater - Wad of jizz.... or a Raisinet
32. Mexican dish - Seafood enchilada X_____X
33. Something slimy - LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Jizz.
34. FA emoticon - :3 that one.
35. Sandwich - BBQ Chickenfinger sub.

So, I downloaded an app for my iPhone designed to assist me in battling my insomnia. It emits waves that stimulate sections of your brain while playing pleasant background noise. Out of the one's that come with the app, the one I've used the most is the one that simulates your brain into a lucid dreaming state.

Well, other then the fact that my dreams are whacked out (and when are dreams usually not?), it works great. I haven't slept this good in a while. I know, right? I didn't think it was going to work either.

But! About last night, let me give you a re-cap.

~~~~~~~~~

Everyone remembers Road Rovers, do they not?

Image that, except nowhere near that cartoon-ish, and a lot more serious. It was very realistic, all viewed from my eyes and your standard dream-movie camera angles.

I remember sneaking into a base with a male dog of sorts. To be honest, I really do think it was a golden retriever. There was some....really bad dude in there. Oh, I was human too. Anyways, as were making our way rather Splinter-Cell like (without all the cool gear. Some some black uniform) we get attacked by sentry guns. Circumventing those, we made it into the main area of the base. Oh, it was night, too. No, I did not have night vision.

Before I go farther let me explain the base to all of you. Imagine a giant cardboard box. Open both sides so you can see through it, and then stick it in a pond. Now, you should have four walls with water in the bottom of it. Randomly inside the box, are big square pillars. Directly in the center is a smaller box with like, a sliding bay door. That's the main part of the base. Now, this is all -huge- and concrete and steel and stuff, not cardboard @_@. There ya go.

So we get inside this base, and are getting ready to take down this bad guy, when a female collie pops around the corner thinking we were bad guys. We calm her down. Rendezvous completed, some words were exchanged, and then we notice this tank inside the main bay. Then the bay door blows in, the male dog gets hurt by some flying shard of whatever, and the female is knocked out and thrown across the room. Apparently bad dude-guy-man got the drop on us, and is hovering around outside in some attack helicopter.

Male dog is angry and snarling, blood dripping down his arm, looking seriously badass. He fetches (sorry, no pun intended) a rocket-launcher from a nearby box and let's one rip. It wings the chopper, and sets it off balance a bit. Female dog wakes up, and is on her comm-sat headset calling in backup "shit's hitting the fan!!!" style, and I just hop into this tank, and blow the chopper out of the sky. The whole time this is going off, there's random bits of the base exploding, bullets flying everywhere, and like, super-special forces PMC guys battling it out with this bad guy's lackies.

Anyways, the chopper like, falls out of the sky in a fiery ball of death, and me and the two dogs push / drive this tank into the water on top of this choppers wreckage. Crisis averted. The sun comes up over the smoking walls of this base littered with bodies of friends and foe alike, and we three are standing triumphantly in the bay looking at the horror of it all.

Brain Flash. Bits and pieces of a mission on a submarine. Other dog operators were there. Don't remember species. Collie Girl Dog and Retriever Dog were there.

Brain Flash. Bits and pieces of a mission in a jungle. Likewise with more dogs. Collie and Retriever were there.

Brain Flash. Bits and pieces of a mission in some arctic wasteland. Guess who was there, right along side me?

Brain Flash.

The next part I remember is me, my family, and this female dog staring at crosses with pictures of our fellow dog comrades nailed to them, with Retriever Dog's dog tags (prior military?) and collar hanging off it. The same goes for our other friends crosses, although I can't remember what they had hanging off of them.

We were in some....convention for fallen hero's. There were Black Hawk Down monuments, paintings, Nam' paintings, sculptures, Iraq and Afghanistan stuff. etc. Everything. We were -sobbing.- I guess it was time for us to leave, because I remember Collie Dog talking about how good friends they all were, and how "it should have never ended like this..." and how much we all miss them, and we chatted about the happy times as we took down these crosses, tears still in our eyes and wetting our faces.

It was so seriously melancholy. I -knew- these dogs like they were my brothers and sisters. Now they were all dead for some un-known reason. I put my arm around Collie Girl's shoulder, she burst out into another fit of sobbing, and we walked away with me carrying the memories of our friends in one hand.

~~~~~~~~~

I woke up then crying like a baby.

~~~~~~~~~

I like this app. Like I said, it help me sleep better then I have since I deployed the first time. But I dunno about this one @_@ There is nothing more aggravating then emotional turmoil.

So, my fiance is making some custom skins for her clan on CS:S. She want's to make them SERVER SIDE.

She's getting the error message:

"Model models/player/cs_player_shared.mdl not found and models/error.mdl couldn't be loaded" <- That is what she's getting when she runs it though SourceSDK.

SOOOooOOOOOOooOOOO!

I need help. Well, she needs help. But I need help so I can help her so that I get brownie points :3

So I ask to please look into this for me, and / or ask your friends if they might know what might be going on.

I'll try and find a way to compensate yas if someone finds the solution.

Thanks much!

~DarkeWolf

Here ya go!

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •

- Name: Adam, AdamWolf, DarkeWolf, Darke, Boner, and T-Bone
- Single or taken: Taken :D
- Sex: YES PLEASE! *laughs* I'm male.
- Birthday: 19 FEB 1986
- Sign:Pisces on the cusp of Aquarius. Yes, I'm two of them.
- Hair color: Dirty blond.
- Eye color: Brown, with a splash of green around the iris's.
- Height: 5' 9"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: PacSun.
- Favorite designer?: Uhm, I wear alot of "Fox" stuff, and no, it's not because I'm a furry.
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Uhhhmmm... My Class A Uniform. I look GEWD |3
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: A pair of pajama pants and a huge -huge- hoodie.
- What do you usually wear?: My wardrobe consists of jeans and shits that are 99.9% black. Sometimes they have logos!

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Suave.
- What are you listening to right now?: Nothing, at the momen, but I usually listen to The Crystal Method and the like.
- Who is the last person that called you?: My brother-in-law, Paul.
- How many buddies are online right now?: Way too many to count. I have (and use) 5 messaging services.

• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •

- Food: Hmm... BBQ Chicken fingers from Mammosers back home in NY. Thats just what I thought of, there are actually too many favorites for me to list. I <3 food.
- Girls' names: Julia.
- Boys' names: Aaron.
- Subjects in school: English and any music class.
- Animals: Wolves. Durr. Beat your head against the wall.

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •

- Given anyone a bath?: Sure did. Years ago. Then I got cockblocked. And she was -hot-. OOOOOH SO MAD.
- Smoked?: Yep. I still do.
- Bungee jumped?: Nah, we ain't doin' none of 'dat now.
- Made yourself throw up?: Many a times.
- Skinny dipped?: Oh yeah. It feels -good-.
- Ever been in love?: Still am.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: We were all little children at one point, so yeah, I'm sure I did.
- Pictured your crush naked?: Often.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: *snorts* Of course.
- Cried when someone died?: I'm in the Army. People die all the time, so yeah.
- Lied: Yeah, but I try not to as much as possible. It's a filthy habit.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yeah...
- Used someone?: Yes, if they deserve to be used.
- Done something you regret?: Yes. Many times.

• × • C U R R E N T • × •

- Clothes: Wolverine cowboy work boots, blue jeans, a brown leather belt, a black (told ya :3) Fox shirt, and a 550 cord bracelet.
- Desktop picture: Some naked furry wolf chick *laughs*
- CD in player: Uhm *checks* A mp3 disk filled with The Chemical Brothers and The Crystal Method.
- DVD in player: Don't have one :P

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •

- You touched: Touched how @__@
- Hugged: My brother-in-law Paul when he dropped me off at the airport.
- You kissed: Julia.
- You IMed: Julia, actually. LOL.
- Talk to online: Julia.
- You sexed it up with: Julia. There's a pattern here. Didja catch it?

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •

- Understanding?: Uber.
- Open-minded?: I'm a furry. That usually denotes a healthy amount of open-mindedness.
- Arrogant?: I can be at times.
- Insecure?: About a few things.
- Random?: Oh yeah.
- Hungry?: A bit.
- Smart?: Sometimes, but at other times I can be thick as hell.
- Moody?: A bit.
- Organized?: Not NO but HELL NO.
- Shy?: Sometimes.
- Difficult?: I can be.
- Bored easily?: With certain things.
- Obsessed?: Again, with certain things.
- Angry?: A bit. I've got a headache on top of being sick.
- Happy?: For the most part, I always am.
- Hyper?: I'm the most chill, laid back dude on the planet. Man. xD
- Trusting?: I try to be.

• × • R A N D O M • × •

- In the morning I: Smoke a cigarette.
- Love is: Something I thought I'd never find, then it hit me in the face.
- I dream about: Her... *sighs*
- Sexual preference: Females please.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes. Then hair color.

• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×

- Coke or Pepsi: If I can get it Dublin Dr. Pepper. Then Coke and Pepsi are tied.
- Flowers or candy: Neither.
- Tall or short: Short.

• × • W H O • × •

- Makes you laugh the most: Uhm, probably my buddy Robert Mims. HOLY SHIT is he -funny-
- Makes you smile: Life makes me smile.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Julia. I can't even talk right around her.

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Sometimes, when I'm lonely.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: I would like to be a hot chick for a day, just to have sex and see what it feels like.
- Wish you were younger?: Nah, 23 is a good age.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Numerous times.

• × • N U M B E R • × •

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Quite a few. It's why I'm so guarded now.
- Of girls I've kissed: Uhhhmmm, alot.
- Of guys I've kissed: None.
- Of Cd's I own: Prolly somewhere around 150-300. Mayhaps more or less, I don't know. I don't feel like counting them. *shrug*
- Of scars on my body: About 20.