It's not letting me broadcast.

when i click the button to open the broadcast window i get some bullshit from twitter. The first time i hit the skip button it went to something for assigning a category and then for some stupid-fuck reason the pop-up was blocked.

I changed the settings to prevent blocking the pop up, but when i go through the process again i only get the twitter crap and then nothing-no window.

Does anyone know what to do here?

Have a simple Powerpoint to work on in ITE, then it's time to bust my ass studying like a fiend; as well as getting late work in.

Math is still the pinnacle of all evil. I must do well on the exam, as the grade counts 4 times now, not just once-as the teacher ran out of time for the last two tests. On the bright side-this means i do not have to revisit things like truth tables, and these last two chapters are something i consider to be hopefully easy. I must get AT LEAST 85's in order to get the bare minimum of the 70 C to pass this class....I am aiming for sky high...i don't have a choice if i want to not have my ass kicked >_>;; Other than this one class-i am doing reasonably well and, while there will probably be fighting about the presence of C's in other subjects-i truly don't care as my GPA will not be affected, and i'll still be going to VCU next year.

There's no Creative writing today, which means i'll have several hours to sit and do nothing. I guess i'll run around like a ninny and play Platinum...I found my .3 pencil again so i'll be able to draw as well-i guess I'll take some paper with me as well and see if i can produce anything else, possibly get the lines for a commission out of the way. Won't be the one i need to do since i don't trust myself traveling with expensive paper, but what the hell it's something done, right?

I have an exam in Biology tonight-i'm really not worried about it though-nothing will ever be as bad as Monday's class, yeesh Oo;

The digital art...I think this is helping me get over the art block. I do apparently have the patience to ink my drawn line art. I think i'll continue experimenting with this stuff until the end of the semester before picking up and finally finishing commissions. I know of at least two that i will be doing in digital mediums (you should know who you are, but if you don't-that'll be fun too)


I will be broadcasting tonight after getting home and eating dinner. The URL can be found in my previous journal, however I'm sure that most of you will be showing up following the eventual link that  Evenfall posts-unless unforeseen events have her not showing up, or us having a sudden falling out ( ;n; ) in which case i'll be playing by myself. Visitors from last night are going to be severely disappointed i suspect as before closing out i decided to take everything down and start over. I'll be working the outer color first this time to see if it makes things a little easier. The point of these little experiments in Ustream is to learn/possibly get feedback/and enjoy some fun conversation-the back and forth banter keeps me motivated and i seem to be trying harder with people looking over my shoulder so to speak-too bad i lack the proper phone-i could stream class sessions and make straight A's >_>;

*sigh* I'm done blathering for now. I need to get off my butt and in the shower, which i was supposed to have taken about 30 minutes ago.

Till i get bored later,

Lynn


P.S. i had this really weird dream that was sort of a cross between Wall-e/Evolver/Invasion of the Bodysnatchers....god what is wrong with my head in the mornings?

I'm working on the digital lines for Kierdas.

===> Tonight i will be "trying" to color.

===> First time using multiple layers.

First time attempting to point out a light source for shading.

My stream is probably the last thing a lot of people want to be watching, but the conversation is usually fun and occasionally something interesting happens; please feel free to hop in.

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/fail-art there's no password, i'm not cool enough to need one.

UPDATE:

I will resume tomorrow around 8pm EST.

Really ill...

Went to bed at 9...woke up about 10:30 and spend the next twenty minutes practically dying from pain and retching.


I hate my body ;__;...

Commenting on this journal will cause me to:

a) tell you how I know you
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.

Courtesy of  wingmansrt10

Are people who don't know what fucking headphones are for.

There's a goddamn person sitting next to me with her music turned up so loud that i can hear her music all the way down the at the other end of the lounge area.

And it's not even good music D8<

http://kittybeans.mybrute.com/

You should play-really >_>

To the people i owe commissions/trades to.

I am sorry that i have kept you waiting for so long.

If you would like some sort of reimbursement for you commission, please note me and i will try working something out with you.

I will not be doing any art until Finals are finished. At that time i will have about a month and a half of time to myself before summer classes start that i will be absolutely busting my ass to get your works finished.

Once these are out of the way i will not be taking commissions again; unless someone's interested in cheap sketches *not likely* which i seem to not have as much difficulty completing with my workload/other stresses.


Other News:

I've been enrolled in a physician monitored weight-loss treatment...got my first shot of vitamin-B12 and now i have a slew of pills to take for the next two weeks...should be interesting.

Other Other News:

I want people to play with in my poke'dorkery.

My friend code for Platinum is 5069 9830 1173.

Please message me at Keylynn86 (AIM) before adding.

 Evenfall is not allowed any access to milk flavored Pocky.


Please do not provide; i will hunt you down! D<


Thank you, That is all.

i'm getting a constant 20100 error with the DS when i try to connect through the wifi plaza.

It does this when i try to connect at home, and it's doing this now when i try to connect at the school.

What i don't understand is that when i test the connections, or erase and reset them, they pick up fine and it tells me that it's connected successfully there.

Is anyone else having difficulty getting on, or am i just SOL?

Stopped by the school today to enjoy some Pokenerdery....

I got:

Ditto
Eevee
Charmander
Japanese Dratini

evolved my Onyx
evolved my Porygon
evolved my Scyther

annnnnddd....

got a Shiny Nidoran :D


Tiefling are happy.

Alright, I'm desperate....

I'm looking for a male Nidoran, preferably with an Adamant nature and as low a level as possible...

not going to ask for a shiny-as i don't think anyone would part with one.

If someone's willing to help me out I'll do an 8x8 character sketch or full color icon for you.


EDIT: my friend code for Platinum is 5069 9830 1173.

I was playing Platinum....


then the DS died ;___;

So, i went to Michael's; figured I'd buy more paper. I picked up some heavyweight vellum illustration board, and two sheets of Mi-Tientes paper.

Paid for my purchase.

Took it back to the framing department.

Lady asked what i needed, and i asked her to cut my paper.

SHE HANDED ME A PENCIL AND A RULER AND SAID TO MARK OUT HOW TO CUT IT.

I stared at her and was well, like..."But, that's your job..."

So after a near argument, i get my paper back.

the Mi-Tientes was fine....

somehow she fucked up the Illu-board.

Instead of 6 sheets...i got 5 and some retarded scraps; one of which is not 8.5x11.

I'm rather pissed, but there's not much that i can do about it...*sigh*

1. Where is your cell phone? In my laundry basket.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? - Evenfall
3. Your hair color? – dark brown
4. Work? – I don’t have a job, I’m currently a full time college student..
5. Your father's name? - Frederick.
6. Your favorite thing? – Dungeons and Dragons (3.5) .
7. Your dream last night? – Something involving Ceylon, shortly followed by sex, and sleep
8. Your favorite drink? – Iced tea..
9. Your dream car? – 1967 Shelby GT 500…yeah, never going to happen.
10. The room you’re in – My office.
11. Your pet? – 13 year old American shorthair, royal tabby-his name is Guyver.
12. Your fears? – Failing College, upsetting my parents and ending up on the street, losing Hayley, missing a Friday DnD session.
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? – I would hope to be situated comfortably with  Evenfall, preferably somewhere local, and with a small army of pets.
14. Where did you hang out last night? – I was at home.
15. What you’re not good at? – Getting work done first, anything to do with Math, unless it involves DnD/MTG
16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? – depends on the individual, but generally, yes.
17. One of your wish list items? – a steady job.
18. Where you grew up? – mostly Virginia.
19. The last thing you did? – Go shopping with parents.
20. What are you wearing? – cream t-shirt and jeans
21. what aren’t you wearing? - socks :<
23. Your computer? – 5 year old gaming rig, HP laptop.
24. Your life? – would be better if I applied myself more.
25. Your mood? - stressed
26. Missing? – my spring break-I can’t believe I wasted it.
27. Who are you thinking about right now? – myself and school..
28. Your car? – 2004 Scion xA
29. Your work? – haven’t even started it
30. Your summer? – will involve another semester of school..
32. Your favorite colour? – Earth and neutral tones, blues, and high contrast color combinations: hate bright colors-except blue.
33. When is the last time you laughed? – Today, while picking on Dad.
34. Last time you cried? – Yesterday in the car with mom.
35. School? - I am trying not to fail at this.

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MOUTHOLOGY

What is your salad dressing of choice? – Blue Cheese.
What is your favorite fast food restaurant? – Qudoba .
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? – I don’t have one.
What food could you eat every day and not get sick of it? – Sweet Lebanon Balogna
What are your pizza toppings of choice? – Cheese, Mushrooms, extra of both. 8D
What do you like to put on your toast? – I don’t like toast.
What is your favorite type of gum? – Spearmint anything.

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TECHNOLOGY

What is your wallpaper on your computer? – the cover art to All the Weyrs of Pern.
How many televisions are in your house? – four.
Do you use a laptop or desktop? - both.

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BIOLOGY

Are you right-handed or left-handed? - left
Do you like your smile? - No.
What’s your best feature? - ...I don't have one?
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? - teeth.
Which of your five senses do you think is keenest? – I don’t have any good ones
When was the last time you had a cavity? - I think I have one currently
What is the heaviest item you lifted last? – 80 pounds of ammunition
Have you ever been knocked unconscious? - No.

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BULLCRAPOLOGY

If you could, would you wanna know the day you were going to die? – Certainly, then I could plan for everything and have my life perfectly sorted out.
Is love for real? – I don’t have enough experience with it to know for certain.
If you could change your first name, what would you change it to? - Jack.
What color do you think looks best on you? – browns, greys and blues.
Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake? – a washer-was a big deal, ended up in the emergency room..
Have you ever saved someone’s life? - yes. Little girl fell in a swimming pool several years ago, pulled her out-and I would like to think that I at least gave  Evenfall a little reason to keep going.
Has someone ever saved yours? – Kelly…I would not be here if it were not for him.

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DAREOLOGY

Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000? – Fuck yes.
Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100? – only one person.
Would you cut off one of your little fingers for $200,000? – Absolutely, but I want the money first.
Would you never blog again for $50,000? – depends on what that entails, since I don’t use LJ or anything else. Probably not, since I post journals on FA regularly.
Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000? – Certainly.
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? – It depends on the kind of hot sauce, some of them could be fatal.
Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000? – No, I watch very little as it is but what I do watch is usually background information and/or noise.

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DUMBOLOGY

What is in your left pocket? – I.D. card and debit card.
Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie? – No, and I don’t have to watch it to tell you that.
Do you sit or stand in the shower? – Depends on what I’m doing in the shower.
Could you live with roommates? – I don’t really know. I’ve yet to do so.
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?- two, and a pair of river sandals..
Where were you born? – Heidelberg Germany.
What do you want to be when you grow up? – something that pays the bills…if I ever get my talent back I want to be a storyboard artist. Some point in the distant future I would like to own a hobby shop.
Who is number 1 on your top friends? – I don’t rank people..
Have you ever got drunk/high with this person? – I don’t drink or smoke, so no.
Who is number 2 on your top friends? – see the first answer
Do you like them? – I’m assuming so, otherwise we wouldn’t be friends….
When did you meet them? – yeah….
Who is your number 3 on your top friends? – CHRIST ON A CRACKER-enough already
Have you slept in the same bed with this person? - No.
Would you ever live with this person? – Probably not.
Who is your number 4 in your top friends? - STFU.
Have you ever kissed/hugged them? – THIS IS RIDICULOUS.
When was the last time you talked to them in person? - ...whatever.

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LASTOLOGY
Friend you talked to? -  Evenfall
Last person you called? -  Nymbrixion
Person you kissed? - ... I have no fucking clue
When? – what’d I just say?.
Would you kiss that person again? – GODDAMNIT.

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FAVORITOLOGY

Number? - 4
Seasons?- Spring/Autumn

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CURRENTOLOGY

Missing someone? - nope.
Mood? – Eh….
Listening to? – blessed sound of silence..

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RANDOMOLOGY

First place you went this morning? - kitchen.
What can you not wait to do? – end this meme
What’s the last movie you saw? – The Watchmen.
Do you smile often? - no
Are you a friendly person? – I’m mostly aloof, but this doesn’t mean I go out of my way to be an asshat.

Once again, nothing spectacular.

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/failartz

working on an anteater thingy.

How do you do it?

I'd really like to know.

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/failartz

prepare to be disappointed...

everyone's welcome to watch.

Extroversion |||||||||| 38%
Stability |||||||||||||| 58%
Orderliness |||| 14%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 46%
Mystical || 10%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||| 30%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Humanitarian || 10%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate || 10%

Romantic |||| 16%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Family drive |||||||||| 36%
Physical Activity |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Honor |||||||||||| 43%
Thriftiness |||||| 23%

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extroversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


First time i've taken this in a few years. Results were...interesting to say the least.

I have a stupid cold to get rid of, and school work to do.

I won't be on FA during my break.

Hopefully I'll have something to update with when all is said and done.

It's not like anyone'll notice much anyhow.

I picked up a stray cough on Tuesday...i dunno, it must have needed a home, and being the sucker i am, i felt sorry for it.

It grew up a little on Tuesday...woke up and felt really sore and the cough was more painful.

I went to bed at 7:30 my time, thinking that i could perhaps sleep it off a bit.

Instead, the cough has decided to book it on to sophomore year in high school.

It also joined the wrestling team, I'm guessing it's a Varsity member.


I tossed and turned all night long; it feels like I'd been playing Kick the Can all night long...me being the can...

The cough is now gross instead of just painfully raspy.

I start trembling for no reason.

I can't not go to school, besides, it's the last day of class before spring break for me.

I'll try and tough it out, perhaps tomorrow i'll be able to go to the doctor.

Well, I don't think anyone knows or cares that 'ive been trying to lose weight, but i'm kinda happy with my progress...

As of today i'm down to 249...


I was at 268 about...3 months ago...

By my birthday i would really like to see if i can get down to 150.

There are rules for this thing, but i don't pay attention-therefore, you get 25 random facts about me-if you want to do this too, then go right ahead, i'd probably like to see it.

1. I was dropped on my head at 4 months of age; i had a complete skull fracture from it.

2. I was electrocuted when i was 4 and still have scars on my hands.

3. I really like singing in the car; and unfortunately tend to think I'm good at it.

4. I can't sleep without at least one stuffed animal in my bed.

5. I cannot stand the smell of olive oil.

6. I have a phobia of spiders, and open bodies of water.

7. I wanted to be a mortician for several years, but don't have the math skill for it

8. I was hospitalized for severe depression/attempted suicide for eight days

9. hospitalization was the best damn thing that could ever have happened to me

10. My favorite authors are Mercedes Lackey, Terry Goodkind, Anne McCaffrey, Weis/Hickman (together, but not separate, eesh)

11. I never want to have children because I'm afraid I'd be abusive.

12. I always mix bleau cheese dressing, terryaki, and asian zing buffalo sauces together when i eat chicken.

13. One of my favorite movies of all time is The Land Before Time...i still watch it on occasion and it makes me cry >_>;;

14. Anime styled art makes me want to rip my eyeballs out and roast them like marshmallows

15. I am morbidly obese

16. I want to get an industrial piercing but i don't think i could stand the discomfort

17. I enjoy Anthony Bourdain's No Reservations-it's about the only thing i actively watch

18. I love my Hayley<3


19. Maleficent used to scare the bejeezus out of me when i was little

20. I used to be an avid bowler and placed 32nd in state several years ago

21. I am OCD about my MTG cards and can sit on the floor for several days reorganizing everything.

22. I think that i am abusive and manipulative, and it makes me very uncomfortable with myself

23. I cannot look at the original cover of the book "Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark" or the page on Bloody Mary-i don't remember if that was in the first or second one.

24. I feel like i tend to over embellish my speech so that people think i sound smarter

25. I am dreadfully afraid of talking to people over the phone.

I don't like being sick. It happens so rarely.

Head hurts, nose is running eyes burn...achy all over.

I think i'm going to go try laying in bed...

*bundles up for another WONDERFUL day*

I've been busing my friend around for over a week now, because his truck is falling apart.

Getting up at 5:30 in the morning, to drive him to work, and then sit and wait for the school to open in some cases.

Yes.


Tonight he had the..audacity? to insult my driving.

Never had a ticket.

Accident i was in was not my fault.

Drive the speed limit to and from everywhere.

But, my driving is bad?

Coming from the guy that picked me up to help him pay off his suspended license?

Who drove his car into several various things...

Who fell asleep on the highway and drove his car underneath one of his church's vans?

yes....


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The one day out of the week that i look forward to-fridays, was once again, a waste of my time.

Only thing i did last week, was kill a party member for putting the group in extreme danger. Sat there for almost 6 hours, and did absolutely nothing.

I did...more nothing tonight. Basically sent off to do a mission that was supposed to be very important.

Targets were killed anyway-didn't do shit to anyone. I sat there for four hours because the person who, insulted my driving, still needed a ride.

Oh...to top it all off. The model i was painting for my new cohort-that i messed up this afternoon...

DM gives me the SAME FUCKING MODEL....SAME FUCKING PAINT JOB...


I just can't win.

Don't even get me started on the weekend...i don't want to even bother.