Hey.. maybe you already forgot about me. But I remember you.

I don't honestly remember if I made an announcement or not, but I'm ready for orders for sergals. Since I became ready, the demand has disappeared completely.. This was the surprise of sadness. I thought maybe you were offended that I took a break or something like that..
But, perhaps it should have been announced separately and more often. So I beg your pardon.

Anyway.. I will be glad to new orders for sergals. My skill has increased, so I think I can now make even better quality art for you.

This was the last one btw, check it out. I think it came out pretty..
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49862854/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49891564/ (nsfw version)


I still love you, guys. And I'm very grateful for everything you did for me. Have a nice day/night

I used very ancient and forbidden magic.. and now I'm in BlueSky!
Follow if you dare!

https://bsky.app/profile/lynxwolf.bsky.social

(I don't quit twitter, I'm just curious lol)

I'm back here asking for orders. *died of cringe*
My contacts as usual:
💬https://t.me/lynxlynxlynx
💌lynxwolf.qe@gmail.com
Commission Info and Price List

Familiar artists complain about the drawdown in receiving orders and this scares me.. I also suffer from the lack of new orders. Can anyone suggest a reason? Of course, I'm still a no-name, but it seemed better before (but my memory may be failing me). Is this just the "season" or should we prepare for the worst? I don’t read any news now and generally limited my information field to the maximum. It sucks out the already missing forces. I don't even know what's going on in the world right now.
I also still worry about my prices, but I just can't afford to lower them, sorry. I try to keep a balance between available art - various sketches, etc. And I put a high price on complex work, I think it's fair enough.. Idk.
The number of subscribers is not growing much, and I already spend all the forces available to me to do at least SOMETHING, I physically do not have time to engage in self-PR. I can't even post new work here, what are we talking about lol.

At the moment, I have completed many of the new orders (I will send them to customers soon) and little by little I am doing the old ones, so my everyday life consists of a very large amount of work. I am also immersed in household chores, because in addition to work, all this is also assigned to me. I'm tired, but I have no right to stop. I have food, and I was even able to afford to buy a couple of new things from clothes (I wore out the old ones to holes haha..) These small purchases makes me real happy. But what doesn't make me happy is the very slow growth of my business with my husband. And the need to pay bills. I'm SO SICK of paying bills.. and laying out hard-earned money from my pocket.
But there is little growth in terms of business, so that's good, I guess?We need more time, but you have no idea how tired I am.


Actually, I don't mind to discuss anything here in comments. But I don't promise quick answers. In general.. be healthy and take care of your loved ones.
I just needed to say something.

Thanks for reading, have a nice day/night everyone.

Guys I'm a total mess..
I ignored all the warnings and bells and as a result, I simply could not work for most of the time that passed. I don't know, maybe it's burnout or what it is, I can't say for sure. Drawing is still my favorite thing and I don't want to give it up. But everything should have a measure, I suppose. In addition, besides drawing, I was overwhelmed with other duties and I simply cannot bear all this. Tired accumulated and I just collapsed under the weight of responsibility.

Basically, I did everything in my power. I sent the clients all the work that I could do (and posted them here). For those of you who haven't received your order yet, I beg you to wait a little longer. I don't know how long it will take. But I will definitely finish these works when I feel better. I don't just promise, I swear on my freedom and my life. I don't have ANY reason to deceive you. I really want to do everything at the highest level. I want my clients to be happy. But I don't want to reduce the quality of the work just to give the picture and be fine with that. I don't want to treat you like shit! You deserve only the best.
So, forgive my sick perfectionism, I just can't do it any other way. I need time to heal.

Business with my husband is more or less stable, but it does not bring us any money yet. We look forward to improvements by autumn. We are currently developing a client base. But Idk.. It takes time to figure out if it's worth it at all. But I'm just repeating myself it seems. Pay no attention.
In the meantime... All I can do is just grit my teeth, endure and try to feed us.

Now listen carefully
I need to pick up new orders again just to survive. Maybe while I'm doing them, I can do some old work in parallel.
I can only do quick orders now. Just to have a minimum for life and to pay all bills.
I need to do at least something. So please just order something from me. I don't have something specific to offer you, I'll do anything, but without the background and complex compositions. I will be happy with something sketchy, emotional, atmospheric, etc. (something like this one (nsfw warning): https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52712467/)

You can always contact me:
E-mail: lynxwolf.qe[at]gmail.com
Telegram: https://t.me/lynxlynxlynx


You can also just help me, I accept donations:
https://boosty.to/lynxwolf/donate
https://appstart.easystaff.io/easylancer/lynxwolf (amount from 20)
(This will reduce the burden of responsibility and allow me to buy food or medicine without a sense of guilt)


Oh, and by the way, yesterday was my birthday and I turned 26. I don’t know why you need this information, but let it be.

ahem ahem..
I'll just say..
Censorship does not make the world a better place and does not save anyone.
This is nothing more than an illusion of control.
Terrible things are still happening in the world, but instead of solving real problems people are chasing Pokemon pussy-painters.. lmao

Shifting the focus from a real problem to an illusory one and unleash all the dogs on the creators of all kinds and generally innocent people - is a history as ancient as the world. So ancient, so it's even got boring.
(I also want to note that I do not point fingers at specific people, whether they are the creators of this site, its owner, US law, guardians of morality, and so on and so forth. The fact remains.)

Thanks for attention!

Upd:
Oh yeah, one more thing.
Censorship is a direct path to a totalitarian regime. Just saying.

Have a nice day/night!

Unfortunately, at the moment I will not be able to work through Buy Me a Coffee.
There something broke again and I can't withdraw money. Now a certain amount is hanging somewhere in the air and should return back to BMaC.

Fortunately! I took care in advance to transfer all customers to work directly through EasyStart (This service is excellent and works as usual without changes!). So I won't be left without money, don't worry.
(I also found a good public payment guide, so you can check it out if you want - https://www.furaffinity.net/full/51949784/)

After Payoneer was blocked to us (I used to receive payment from BMaC and also direct payments through it), I realized that I shouldn’t count on anything good in the near future (In fact, I realized this much earlier, but never mind), and I should avoid a large number of intermediaries for receiving payments. So you can consider me smart and far-sighted, lol.

Also, I don’t know if I can make refunds of donations that I received at BMaC. I'm waiting for news. I will keep you updated to the best of my ability.


As for the rest..
I gathered my strength and can give you some fresh information:
(I could write everything in more detail, but sorry, it took me a very long time even for this post)

1) Thanks a lot to those who support me. I have received several new orders and this really motivates me to move on.
2) Work on old orders is very slow, but I try to do my best. I make you wait a long time, but I beg your understanding, I barely pulled myself out of the serious period of depression that had begun. Right now I'm working very chaotically on a little bit of everything, but I still try to be organized.
3) I don't have time and strength to post new artworks here. When I feel like I've done enough, I'll post everything.

And personal:

At the moment, again, as I did during the pandemic, I feed two people (myself and my husband) on my own. It's hard. I still hope that our business will be able to bear fruit at some point. We have put our heart and soul into this business. This coffee shop (I don't remember if I mentioned that this is a coffee shop..) is my husband's dream. Perhaps from the outside it may look like I'm trying in vain and getting nothing in return. This is not true, he is a very good person, but with a difficult fate. I have already said before that he has been working since the age of 14, but he could not get a good education due to problems in the family and lack of money. Now it's been six months as he works without days off at all, and in fact for free.. But at least it does not weigh him down as much as hired and thankless labor. He is free in his actions and the application of his very great experience in this matter. And I support him in this endeavor, as he always supported me.

Due to our first failure with the choice of a place and a landlord, we went into a strong minus. However, due to the prudent handling of money, we are not in debt. All the money invested in the business is my own honestly earned money. Except for the mortgage, we do not pay any loans and generally have a very negative attitude towards lending to everything.
Things are a little better now, but this is a new place, It will take time for people around to know about us. Advertising is very expensive, we cannot afford it. I'm not popular so I can't promote us through our local social media. So we're working with what we have for now.

I don’t know the circumstances forced me to take on such a heavy burden, or is it all my own doing. But I don't really expect anything, I'm already tired of hoping for anything good over the past years. I'm ready for any outcome really. Even if we are forced to drop/pause everything and take a step back, we will get through this.
I just keep working hard to survive. Maybe one day I'll finally just start living.

I have absolutely no energy to go into details right now.
I'm in a terrible decline. I'm tired.. No, I'm EXHAUSTED.

But whatever, I need to do something urgently so that there is food on the table and the mortgage is paid. But I am not receiving new orders. Like, at all..

So

The next 10 days I accept orders with a 20% discount

Price List
It will definitely hit the budget, but I have no choice. I will be very grateful to you if you do not take advantage of this discount, but it really does not matter, since just a couple of new orders will save me from a panic state.
Personal request - do not order something very complicated. I have so many orders with complex work. They're draining my already ending strength.
I also warn you that I will not be able to give exact deadlines for work.

For those who are suddenly worried about me - no need. But I really don't have the strength to tell you everything right now.
I hope for your understanding. I do everything that is already even beyond my strength.

I was sucked in by affairs, business and other unpleasant things, so there was no time and energy to write here.
Though I just checked.. only 10 days have passed, but it feels like a month already x_x

Personal stuff

We are currently in the process of moving our business to another rental location. This will go on for some time. I can’t let it all go by itself (although sometimes I really want to, since I’m already like a squeezed lemon). But since the circumstances are so, we can only adapt to them and not lose hope.

If anyone is wondering, my husband's birthday passed quickly, sweetly and modestly with our family. He was very shy of your congratulations, but he was happy to receive them. Thank you very much for your kindness.

Orders

I once again apologize to customers who have been waiting for their work for a long time, and I thank you for your patience. If you are angry (but do not tell me about it), then you have every right to be. I am also very uncomfortable with this situation, I am doing everything in my power to return to work in the near future and at the same time not remain in debt. I always take new orders in advance to be financially stable. Some of them do not require much of my time and focus, so I prioritize them. In other words, I always keep a vague chronology of orders, I think you should already be aware. But I remind you again about this and ask for understanding.

I am writing this just in case, so far I have not received a single angry feedback, and I am even surprised at this. So.. thanks a lot?? 😳

With new orders so far, everything is not very good, but the ones that I received will still keep me afloat for some time.
If you are not in a hurry and are ready to wait for a picture from me, then I will be glad for your support.

All detailed information is always be here: Price List

I stay open until I get the understanding that I can live several months without new orders. So far, I can't come up with a clear system like "orders once a month" or something like that, since getting new orders is always a very long process for me due to my low popularity as an artist.

I am also very grateful to the Furry Community for all that it does for me, without you I would probably live at the very bottom. Without you, I would not be able to try to improve myself, help my husband and achieve at least something in my life.

Additionally

I try to be as transparent as possible for you. My reputation is the most important thing of all. Objectively, I understand that I'm probably trying too hard to get out of my skin, because the maximum for which I delayed the art over the agreed period is 3 months (that is, six months in total). And those were a few isolated cases with complex and highly detailed works.. But that doesn't stop me from worrying. And I'd rather really get out of my skin to keep everything under control and keep everyone up to date on the situation, than disappear from the radar for a half of a year.

I also noticed that my perception of time has broken down, I perceive it much more stretched than time actually passes. It feels very unpleasant and strange and I get more stress because of this. On the other hand, it also spurs me on to get things done as quickly as possible.


Another wall of text.. Yeah. Thanks for reading.💀

My husband's birthday is March 19! He turns 25!

He will be happy to receive your congratulations!
(And he doesn't know about this post so it will be a surprise ;3)

Tomorrow we will rest a little, go see our family, and then again plunge into our affairs.

If you would like to give him a birthday present, I accept donations here:

⁛☆ Buymeacoffee ☆⁛
⁛☆ Boosty ☆⁛

A little about us:
We have been together for 11 years already, my husband is a very sweet and kind person, but with a difficult life experience behind him. I try to make his birthdays special every time, but it is very difficult for him to accept gifts, he is not used to it even after so many years. He's also very humble and shy :'3 Even if he will always deny, be shy and say that he doesn't need anything and doesn't want to celebrate, I still try to make him happy. And I always will.


Thank you all in advance, I will tell in the next post his reaction and how it went a few days later!

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Here you will find all fresh information

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I polished up my Price List (again, yeah ^^")

What's new:
- Reworked some documents - "General Info", ToS and "How to order a commission"
- New (but old) position in the price list - Stickers!
- Gallery redesigned, sections by type of work added
- Added a new section "Specials" (These are the types of work that I don't want to put in the main price list because of their, uhh.. specialness x) )

Every time I process everything in such detail and try to make everything as convenient as possible for YOU. Professional approach, so to speak. Not that it had much of an effect on anything.. At least each time I get closer to the best option, and, well, keep things fresh.

If you also have any questions or suggestions, or find any bug in my Price List, please let me know!

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Remember that I am always very flexible in terms of complexity and variability in my art.

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You may also be interested in my two folders in my both accounts:

SFW stuff

NSFW stuff

Everything is always relevant there.

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Thank you for your time, have a nice day/night!

Today and a couple of days ahead you can get a 20% discount on any order with a female character!


Congratulations to all women! Stay strong no matter what you do or where you live. We have achieved a lot, and we still have a lot of work to do. But today, once again, we need to remember that this is all for our well-being. Today you have to make yourself a priority and take care of yourself. But remember that the reason for this should not be only one day a year!

Have a wonderful day, girls!

I got a little more sick, I have a fever, so the work slowed down a little.
But it's all right, I'll be fine.

I am still open to commissions of any kind, full details here:

✨ Mini Cute Commissions! ✨ (Limited offer) - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10492172/

✨ Other stuff ✨- https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10490369/


Sorry I have closed comments on this post as notifications can distract me. Thanks for understanding!

I've been feeling really bad lately, and when that happens, I go back to my roots - some simple and сute things. It brings peace to my soul to some extent.

I offer you a couple of options for simple but cute commissions with kinda big discount:

Soft sketch (colored, no background)

Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51242002/, https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42074233/
Price for 1 character - 80 EUR

Some kind of chibi (colored, no background)

Examples: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37874486/
Price for 1 character - 90 EUR
Postures will vary!

Feel free to ask any atmosphere for art. It might be something sad as well. Or something that bring peace in YOUR soul.
But I leave the choice of pose to myself okay? ^^

I don’t limit the number of slots yet, but if there is a good demand, I’ll stop somewhere at 5.
Perhaps in the future I will periodically make such burning offers here if you will like this topic. But I don't promise!

Payment within 48 hours after claim!
Options:
1) With a bank card via EasyStaff (all payment instructions will be provided! Do not be afraid, the service is excellent and proven I'm already actively using it and there will be nothing complicated for you! :3)
2) OR via Buy me a coffee (+ 5% fee)

Contacts
E-mail: lynxwolf.qe[at]gmail.com
Telegram: https://t.me/lynxlynxlynx

Remember!
1) I reserve the right to refuse you if I don't like the character, or for any other reason! Thanks for understanding!
2) For complex characters, I will ask for an additional fee

Or is it just a continuation? At least I do something.

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Again I struggle with the desire to hang myself, just to sell something lol.. My anxiety is just killing me, sorry for the intrusiveness. I need to feed my husband, our cute rats and myself and not get into debt 😓🙏

If you haven't seen it yet, here is the full information about what is relevant now:

🌸 Regular Commissions - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51202076/

🌸 B/W sketch commissions - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50930862/ (Most likely I will close it soon due to undeveloped demand)

🌸 YCH Bath Time - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51132397/ (NSFW!!)

🌸 YCH Pretty Pony - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51221675/ (NSFW!!)

I will be very glad to ANY order and sale!!!!!!

❤ Thank you for your time, have a perfect day/night!!! ❤

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A little personal stuff:

I'm very, very tired, to be honest. But I have a huge responsibility. We also kinda failed with the business, we will have to somehow save it at the end of March, when we will move to another place. At least the landlord there gives us confidence in its adequacy.

I constantly go with a runny nose or with a bad back, and I go to solve various problems, the rest of the time I clean the apartment, cook food and work.

But of course there are good things too. Some things are work out in my favor, my husband supports me in everything and we have a couple of good and loyal friends.

Mistakes happen, you just have to accept them and move on. It's hard to admit that you are young and inexperienced, although most of the things worked out perfectly for us precisely because of the responsible attitude. We definitely have something to be proud of and something else to work on.

This experience definitely changed my personality. Even though it's not so noticeable now. I think in the future I will appreciate it more.

Price List has been changed!

Most likely it's in vain but I killed 2 days for this ._. So check it out Commission info


If you notice a mistake, please feel free to tell me!

NSFW warning!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51132397/

1) I keep working hard on commissions.
Unfortunately, I don't have time to finish the whole queue. By the end of the month I plan to finish at least 3 more works. And about 5 more to go. I will finish them during March.

However, I do not change my plans, I will be open for new orders from the beginning of March.
Please share this with your friends who might be interested in getting a commission from me if possible.
At the moment I am also open to B/W sketches - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50930862/

2) I will also try to have time to finish my price-list. Most likely I will change a lot there again, including prices. Absolutely every order that I receive requires an individual approach, so it is very difficult for me to come to something as convenient and understandable as possible. I will try to figure it out and come to some most rational solution.

3) If someone is impatient to order something, you can write to me right now! You will most likely save some money before I redesign the price-list. But please be patient and be prepared to wait.

4) I am very uncomfortable with the fact that my skill is ahead of my popularity. But I sincerely ask you first of all to pay attention to the quality of my work, and not to the number of subscribers. I also try to do my work very responsibly and value my reputation as an artist very much.
For doubters, I have a special journal with reviews from my customers - ✦ Customer Reviews ✦


5) And the last thing. I don’t like and don’t want to talk about my personal life, but on the other hand, I need to give some general understanding of the situation for my audience. So here it is.

I am still torn between family affairs, which also includes a business with my husband. Unfortunately, relations with the landlords of commercial premises for our business, which we are renting, have reached an impasse. Therefore, at the end of March, we will move to another place in the hope that everything will turn out more successfully there. It's just part of life, we were mentally prepared for this, although it's a little frustrating.
I have to keep working at this insane pace in an attempt to make money for everything at once. My husband has been working without days off for 3 months, since we can't afford a shift yet. We cut absolutely all of our living expenses. We can't even afford new clothes and shoes lol. Not to mention some larger expenses, in the form of unfinished repairs in the apartment. This is not a whine, this is just a fact. But don't get too emotional about it. This is the risk we chose to take.

The point is, that everything I do and have ever done is mostly a matter of well-being for my family. Therefore, if suddenly, one of you thinks that I am greedy or throwing my money around, it's your right to believe that, who am I to judge you.


Stay safe everyone and I wish you a nice day/night!

I like how it turned out, I'll be glad to hear your feedback :>

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51022018/

This is a post with my little thoughts!

First of all, I would like to remind you that I am from Russia and our culture is somewhat different from Western or Asian ones.

So, for several years of experience in communicating with people from a different cultures, I have highlighted some of the things that you should know when communicating with me:

- I'm not a very talkative person, but if you ask "how are you" - most likely, I will really tell everything as it is. The fact is that in my culture it is not customary to ask anything for no reason. So if you're just here to "check" my presence or say "Hi", Please DO NOT ask how I'm doing! (unless, you really wanna know). Always be specific about what you need. If it's about the commission, ask specifically "what is the status of the work on my order" or something like that (doesn't have to be so formal haha).
If you want to chat, then just say so! So that there are no misunderstandings.

In my culture the answer to the question "how are you" can not be just "I'm fine", like, within the framework of polite communication. Most likely it will be "I don't want to talk about it" if you are not familiar enough. Or it will be true with all the details. Good or bad details - it's not so important.
But most of the time we are NOT FINE. And oh yes we will tell you about it everything so you'll never be able to sleep calmly again *evil laugh*

I don't speak for all people from russia, of course! Everyone lives differently, everyone has different financial and life situations. But personally, I just can’t lie to you “everything is fine!” with a smile on my face, while I can literally dying mentally at this moment Idk.. hahaha, sorry for the exaggeration. But you get the point.


From this point comes the next one, but it concerns precisely my part of the personality and life situation:

- I work a lot. Like, CONSTANTLY. And when I'm not, I spend time with my family and friends. And when I say friends - I mean the BEST PEOPLE in my entire life. There are few of them. But they are like family. And family always comes first for me.
So most likely I don't have time to "small talk" with you.
Therefore, I sincerely ask you to respect my privacy and do not be offended if it seems to you that I communicate somehow too coldly and briefly with you.
When I have time and mood, I will be happy to talk with you. The rest of the time I'm just always busy, so I try to keep communication not related to my work to a minimum. But I always try to be honest and polite with absolutely everyone.

- And one more thing. English is still very difficult for me. I still use translator. Therefore, writing a lot (even this post) takes time. It's still a challenge for me to figure out sometimes what you mean when you use slang. I have to google these words first before I can understand them and answer you. So try not to use slang when talking to me. But if you can't live without slang, then please explain the meaning right away :D


Thanks for reading, have a nice day/night!