Soooo, yeh... This year is really making me feel like absolute shit... I'm fully aware to what I'm doing to myself, but I can't really find anything else to hide from my shitty, stressful everyday life, and from the emptyness that I feel after every single day. I'm not saying that I'm drunk 24/7, and I'm not doing hard liquor, but I have to get a bit "numb" every night to have a good sleep. Save your good tips/love speech/whatever to someone else, 'cus I won't listen to you.

I should've done it a long time ago.

It's empty for now, enjoy :3

Man I can't believe that I've been in this fandom for this long... So yesterday was the 7th anniversary of me joining the fandom. I've changed so much throughout the years... I still remember how much of a "happy" and "energetic" person I was back then compared to the desperate distance keeping and self hating asshole that I've become as time went on. I remember that my old drawings were miles better than the shit I made a couple of months ago (I still don't feel regretful about deleting/burning all of them tho lol). I want this fandom to be more to me than it is right now but my social anxiety/work/financial problems/all kinds of shit is making this whole thing a nightmare.

Meh whatever... Whoever reads this thank you. <3 :3

After the recent annihilation of my gallery, and (almost) all of my traditional drawings, in order to make myself happy for a while, I have absolutely nothing to share. I stopped caring. Whenever I make something, I just show it to some close friends, and then it just flies right into the trash where it (and possibly me) belongs. If you liked my stuff, I'm sorry. From now on, I'll be a dead person until I think, I'm confident enough to return.

kthxbai