Hey guys
Wifi is still pretty weak and is hard to do anything on my computer or phone.
I've been finding time to send pictures to people through notes.
And I hope everything will go well.
Excited for Halloween!!
Making a different fursuit head again
8th try!!
Hahahhhhh
Hope to get it done by Halloween to go romp around at night.
Saving up money for furcon too.
Hope to see you guys there!
Going with Indica, Stormy, Kiba, and hopefully my girlfriend
Anyways I was wondering what your opinion is on my fursona
Improvements, things you don't like, that sort of stuff
If your super rude about it I'll hide your comment and talk to you about it or report it.
Thanks guys!

My life has been a hectic mess
I finally moved to Santa Cruz with my dad
We put down my dog yesterday.
It's been rough.
I have been going through horrible depression
So I've been gone
I have everything done
But nothing is laminated or scanned
My computer doesn't work
And we won't have wifi for awhile
But I'll update as much as possible
Hopefully I'll have stuff scanned in real soon
Probably in the next 2 weeks

So I know there's art I owe from like forever ago
And whoever is done waiting can as for a refund
Anyways
My household that I lived in was abusive
Not by one particular person per say
But it was a group effort
Fights were daily
And it was the main reason I had extreme depressive and suicidal episodes
It peaked recently when we learned our dog has only a few weeks to live, and that my mother can no longer live in houses due to mold spores so she's moving out.
My family, step father, mother and I are all control freaks as well
Long story short I got hit a few times and tensions rose and I decided I'm moving in with my dad
I lived in San Jose
And started moving recently
Due to my mothers Lyme disease I had to grow up faster and had higher expectations then people older than me
I'm moving back to Santa Cruz and hoping for the best
The pressure put on me since middle school has been wearing me down
And after years of a strict household
I left
I was forced out of the house and had many restrictions on internet
As well as cutting sprees and severe depression
My fathers house isn't any better
He's an alcoholic, chain smoker, and narcissist. He's stoned half the time and won't even give me the time of day
Mostly the reason why I don't do art much right now
I understand if people hate me
Or want refunds
Just note me
Thanks for reading

For future reference I want to know what kind of commissions your interested in!
Please comment it would mean a lot

I want practice with scales
If I find one I like I may do a badge of it

I mean he's vibrant and has pink blood and a blue tongue
What do you guys think?
Sparkle dog?

Probably the Farts and foot badges
Haters gon hate

I have a few things to do but I need some money to send some owed stuff out! So badge commissions are open!
Slots:
Full body:
1)
2)
Waist up:
1)
2)
3)
4)
Hip up:
1)
2)
Bust:
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
Headshot:
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)

THANKS GUYS. I really appreciate your nice words. It wasn't anyone recently but it's happened before and I don't want it to happen again. thanks guys.
You know, what a lot of people don't seem to realize in my case, is that I love each piece I make. With each commission or trade I do, I spend time on it. Thought and effort. If I'm not satisfied on a pieces outcome I will re-do it, even if it's finished. I do multiple drafts and try really hard to get the pieces exactly how they should be. And when I get rushed even if it's been awhile, I feel like these people are here just for the art, and not for the love and time and effort. The reason I take so long is for a good reason. And I'm sorry if I ever don't conform to your due dates but I do my best and I do it with love. When I spend my time and my commissioner or trader lets me they will recieve a more complete, more beautiful piece. So thanks for whoever read this. Love you guys.

Unless it goes well it'll probably be a one time thing.
It's where you pay 50 to 100 dollars
And I make a batch of art pieces
Some aren't available as commissions, and it's a surprise what you will get.
It will be at least 3-4 to as high as 10 art pieces (including badges of course) and all traditional.
Depending on how much you pay the art piece amount will fluxuate
I will have 1 slot open
1)

Will be open on a week or two.
Might put up a badge pack auction in the mean time

I'm going to have 2 slots!
Each will be 20 dollars
+5 for NSFW
Full pages
Full shaded sketches

On Wednesday May 14th I'm going to do a school project for science.
Some of is are doing it.
Im going blind and deaf for 24 hours at school and home
This will be my day off from art and such.
So I won't be online at all
And all that's stuff
So yeah
Fun
Wish me luck when I do it

I would art whore myself out for a fursuit head
No joke
I can't make a good one for shit

I have a lot of stuff going in right now
My family is constantly fighting over small things to distract us if the big things
My mom has had Lyme disease for almost 20 years and we as a family are all fighting with her
My dad is working 7 days a week and because he doesn't have control over my moms health, he wants control over everything else
My parents had a long talk last mighty about where we are going to be if my mom gets better
He's here for us now
But he will most likely leave once she gets better
He supports us and loves us for now.
So I'm really stressed about it.
We need to use our family credit cards each month just to make ends meet
I make money through commissions but they won't take it
My dad's pride is to large.
So I'm going to be paying for all my stuff with my own money
I can't put the family money into my hobbies
They are less important than the food on our table
And the roof over our heads.
That's why I do trades
So that I don't have to pay
I can do art that someone will enjoy
And I receive art that I will enjoy
So sorry if people are worried about my obsession with trades
But I love art and that's how I can get it.
I work just as hard as the person I'm trading with.
I do extra sometimes if they put lots of labor into making it.
I'm not a cheat.
I feel like some people might think so.
If you have concerns regarding my trades please just ask
So yeah
Life stuff

He was dancing with my amazing paws I got from
My dad's a dork
http://youtu.be/NpjeQDuqzKY

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13...../#cid:82456005
Check it out!
I have a starting bid!

Note or comment for details!
I need 50 bucks!!

Everything is being worked on
All my trades have all at least been sketched out and many are inked and in the process of being colored
All of my commissions I have started on
Each is being worked on when I have time
All owed pieces have been started but if you are confused or have a question note me or comment below!
Thanks guys!
Have a good day~

once i finish the one im workin on
https://join.me/303-507-794

What do you think?
Any one interested?

It'll be between 30-60 dollars depending on the amount of detail

Note or comment to claim

Our house has kinda been falling apart with bad fights every week.
This as you can imagine, raise my anxiety far above it already is.
This is because my mom is suffering from Lyme disease, so my father works 7 days a week.
We are still coming up short for rent , medication, and food, slowly raising our debt.
So, I am only taking commissions at the moment
And commissions will most likely be done before the trades I have accepted.
Apologies.
This is why I need commissions, to help with meds, food and anything else that we need.
Thank you for being patient, I really appreciate it.
Have a good day.
Feel free to ask questions.

Yep!
I'm doing infinite slots!!
Yay
I'm in need of money at the moment
So yeah!
Note me with details!