I'm a friend of Memyo's. Her name is Yoko.I am contacting him instead.He lost a lot of his family and his house to Corona.He, his father, mother, and his family lost their strength because they had no money to go to the hospital and no food to eat.Now, his sister has been driven to the point where she is just before she has to put her body up for sale.He became severely depressed, repeatedly attempted suicide, was hospitalized, and is now being told by the doctors at the mental hospital to forget about work and do only what he likes to do to recuperate.He also lost his aunt and uncle to suicide due to the recession caused by Corona, and his paternal grandmother to the medical collapse caused by Corona.

Can you please help him in any way you can?Can you please help him with his PayPal address or coffee?
This is all I can do now.Thank you very much for reading.He is a wonderful artist and I don't want to lose him like this.
https://gumroad.com/memyou You may also be able to help by purchasing his full-color comics.

Yoko
Translated with https://www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version)

The ↓ was copied from another of his articles.
【SOS】Extreme poverty due to COVID-19.(reminder)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9623605/

・Gumroad's full-color comics, sold on advice, have sold very little. → https://gumroad.com/memyou

・Direct Contributions
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp

This is a few months' worth of rent and utilities that you've accumulated.
Also, my father is blind and needs surgery, but we have no money at all.
By tomorrow, our family will all be homeless because it's impossible to get 1200USD.
What to do with so many cats, birds and reptiles, living is no longer our limit. I'm sorry for being so weak.

【SOS】Extreme poverty due to COVID-19.(reminder)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9623605/

・Gumroad's full-color comics, sold on advice, have sold very little. → https://gumroad.com/memyou

・Direct Contributions
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp

Since September, he hasn't been able to eat properly for a long time, and my father's eyes have been temporarily blinded, due to malnutrition.
My sister has lost her job and is looking for an inside job, but everywhere is full of people who have lost their jobs.
My mother has had to postpone her surgery and has been in bed for a long time.
I can't move around properly because my depression, panic attacks and neuroses have gotten so bad.
It's going to be a cold winter. Surely it is destined to end up here?
I want to live in peace again with my whole family. These days are very difficult.
My paypal balance has also become negative due to refund requests. If it keeps going negative, I will lose my only source of income and my overseas connection. Please help me. I'm sorry.

Here's a reminder.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

I'm very distressed by the continued legal threats I'm receiving because I'm $300USD short of repaying $400USD.
For a month, every time I was late in repayment, I was told that I would have to add 100USD to my account.

But we are still 600USD short of 800USD to live this month. Living on one meal a day for two days is getting to the limit.

・Gumroad's full-color comics, sold on advice, have sold very little. → https://gumroad.com/memyou
・My friend KiKi, who couldn't see it, suggested a collaboration commission. → https://forms.gle/2irWDuk55h6Qu6CF7
You can help me and my family in poverty by purchasing a comic or requesting a collaboration.

Also, we have received a request to publish the wish list and will post it. However, I am not sure if I can send it from overseas. https://t.co/sBhM9JqtfX?amp=1

・Direct Contributions
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp

I can't wait to get out of this awful situation. I'm sorry, I want to live.

I can't work without the help of my friends, and I'm exhausted from debt and food problems.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

I'm very distressed by the continued legal threats I'm receiving because I'm $300USD short of repaying $400USD.
For a month, every time I was late in repayment, I was told that I would have to add 100USD to my account.

But we are still 600USD short of 800USD to live this month. Living on one meal a day for two days is getting to the limit.

・Gumroad's full-color comics, sold on advice, have sold very little. → https://gumroad.com/memyou
・My friend KiKi, who couldn't see it, suggested a collaboration commission. → https://forms.gle/2irWDuk55h6Qu6CF7
You can help me and my family in poverty by purchasing a comic or requesting a collaboration.

Also, we have received a request to publish the wish list and will post it. However, I am not sure if I can send it from overseas. https://t.co/sBhM9JqtfX?amp=1

・Direct Contributions
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp

I can't wait to get out of this awful situation. I'm sorry, I want to live.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

I'm very distressed by the continued legal threats I'm receiving because I'm $300USD short of repaying $400USD.
For a month, every time I was late in repayment, I was told that I would have to add 100USD to my account.

But we are still 600USD short of 800USD to live this month. Living on one meal a day for two days is getting to the limit.

・Gumroad's full-color comics, sold on advice, have sold very little. → https://gum.co/dEpVc
・My friend KiKi, who couldn't see it, suggested a collaboration commission. → https://forms.gle/2irWDuk55h6Qu6CF7
You can help me and my family in poverty by purchasing a comic or requesting a collaboration.

Also, we have received a request to publish the wish list and will post it. However, I am not sure if I can send it from overseas. https://t.co/sBhM9JqtfX?amp=1

・Direct Contributions
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp

I can't wait to get out of this awful situation. I'm sorry, I want to live.

We started selling at the suggestion of an acquaintance.

https://gumroad.com/memyou
https://gumroad.com/memyou
https://gumroad.com/memyou

A 67-page PDF of the Japanese commercially published full-color comic book and a 15-page PNG of the remake, all 82 pages of full-color comics.
The language is Japanese, but can be enjoyed as a full-color art book.
Due to the number of older pages, the price is low, but tips are welcome.

10 USD version with 15-page remake.
https://gumroad.com/l/dadTo

25 USD version with 67-page .
https://gumroad.com/l/ANvKE

2 sets, 82 pages 35 USD version.
https://gumroad.com/l/dEpVc

I prepared each.

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

Extreme poverty due to COVID-19.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

There is nothing yet, but I wanted to erase the curse character in the name of the current account.
In the new account, we will only post individual original art, fan art about it, auctions and adoptions.
Incomplete fees and journal updates will continue on this account.

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

Extreme poverty due to COVID-19.(reminder)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9567129/

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

I'm very distressed by the continued legal threats I'm receiving because I'm $300USD short of repaying $400USD.
For a month, every time I was late in repayment, I was told that I would have to add 100USD to my account.

But we are still 600USD short of 800USD to live this month. Living on one meal a day for two days is getting to the limit.

・Gumroad's full-color comics, sold on advice, have sold very little. → https://gum.co/dEpVc
・My friend KiKi, who couldn't see it, suggested a collaboration commission. → https://forms.gle/2irWDuk55h6Qu6CF7
You can help me and my family in poverty by purchasing a comic or requesting a collaboration.

Also, we have received a request to publish the wish list and will post it. However, I am not sure if I can send it from overseas. https://t.co/sBhM9JqtfX?amp=1

・Direct Contributions
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp

I can't wait to get out of this awful situation. I'm sorry, I want to live.

There is nothing yet, but I wanted to erase the curse character in the name of the current account.
In the new account, we will only post individual original art, fan art about it, auctions and adoptions.
Incomplete fees and journal updates will continue on this account.

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

Extreme poverty due to COVID-19.(reminder)
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9567129/

We started selling at the suggestion of an acquaintance.

A 67-page PDF of the Japanese commercially published full-color comic book and a 15-page PNG of the remake, all 82 pages of full-color comics.
The language is Japanese, but can be enjoyed as a full-color art book.
Due to the number of older pages, the price is low, but tips are welcome.

https://gumroad.com/l/dEpVc
https://gumroad.com/l/dEpVc
https://gumroad.com/l/dEpVc

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

Extreme poverty due to COVID-19.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9557960/

With a large commission and support, we were able to pay for food and utilities.
Thank you so much.
However, we are still 300USD short of the sudden refund request of 400USD.
If you don't get paid by the end of this month, you are threatened every day by legal action with a hefty bill that you won't be able to live with.
If you have a good idea, please send your advice to the email address listed in the journal below.

Also, we have received a request to publish the wish list and will post it. However, I am not sure if I can send it from overseas. https://t.co/sBhM9JqtfX?amp=1

With support and a large commission request, I was able to get half of my goal, 600USD's.
With three days to go, 200USD, and 400USD by the end of this month, we need 600USD in total.
If monetary support is difficult to provide, it would be helpful if you could share the latest journal here.
Or, for mental recovery, attack me in an art fight. https://artfight.net/~Memyou (We offer art rehabilitation.)

Thank you for reading, thank you. Someday, I will be fully recovered and back to work!

・I'm a reminder. The contents are the same as the last time.

I'm using a new translator from this time.

I think the text is now easier to understand than before.

I would like to tell you about the current situation of me, my family and Japan.

It has now been more than three months since COVID-19 has put my entire family out of work.

My sister has lost all the money she had saved to buy a new car.

My father is 70 years old and can't borrow money from the bank, so my mother and I had to borrow money from the bank to keep our family alive, but the maximum we could borrow was also exhausted.

We have 12 cats (one of them needs weekly treatment), 5 dogs (4 are old), a crow, and a sparrow in our home, as well as the animals we rescued.

Summer in Japan is so hot that if you don't use air conditioning, you will die of heat stroke.

But the electricity bill for the air conditioner is very expensive.

When we were struggling to make ends meet, one of my relatives committed suicide.

I don't know what caused it, but he too was grieving, with no job and no money, so maybe he was a victim of COVID-19.

We had to hold a simple funeral for him and our family lost 5000USD.

Some time later, my sister's bicycle and my mother's beloved cart of 40 years were stolen as a follow-up.

We reported the theft, but we didn't know if we would be able to get them back, so we had to buy a new bike and cart.

Even the cheapest ones will cost 250USD for a bike and 100USD for a cart.

Furthermore, both of my refrigerators were broken.

We were using two large fridges to store animal food, so we had to buy a fridge of the same capacity and size, so we went for the cheapest one we could, but it cost us 2400USD for two fridges.

Everything was really, really badly timed and our family's debt exceeded 10000USD.

My mother is suffering more than anyone else from the debt due to repeated surgeries and weakness, and the suggestion of dying together as a family.

My sister and I can't do that, and my sister and I can't kill the animals or make them unhappy. But for three months now, we are all at the end of our physical and mental capacities.

The amount of money from Japan is 1000USD per person, and as we are a family of 4, all of it was used to pay for our relatives' funerals.

Now the whole family eats only once every two days and everything goes towards rent, gas, electricity, water and animal care.

If I get sick, I don't even have money to go to the hospital.

We are living on the edge with my income from my commission and what little food my sister and I receive from our wish list and the money we receive from the people who help us.

If my relatives hadn't committed suicide, we wouldn't be trapped in this situation, but I can't blame them for suffering and dying from poverty and hunger just like my family and I did.

There are food banks in only a few areas in Japan, and I hear that food banks are now full of people who have not had anything to eat for 3 or 4 days or who have lost their homes and are on the verge of starving to death.

Japan is not a country where people help each other, and it is natural for people to be able to take care of themselves, but if they cannot, they are ridiculed, discriminated against, and treated like beggars, so there are many Japanese who are starving to death even though there are food banks nearby.

I was treated like a beggar and hated by many of my Japanese friends just because I showed them my wish list for my birthday.

They also told me to kill the animals or give them away.

My depression was compounded by the poverty caused by COVID-19 and the persecution of poverty, which led to severe panic attacks and recurrent suicidal thoughts.

But I couldn't afford to go to the hospital, so I decided to hit me, hard, hard in the face, so that my panic and suicidal thoughts would come back. with pain and temporarily turn it off every day. It really is hell every day.

I am still able to communicate my SOS in words outside of Japan, but it's hard for me to communicate it in Japan. Few people are able to do this. As I wrote above, those who suffer from poverty are persecuted and hurt.

I want to help those who are suffering just as much as our family is. But I can't do that now.

This month, I need 800USD by the 23rd to pay the minimum payment for this month, except for food, because I also need to pay for a cooler.

(Addendum) A friend of mine has charged me for 400USD that I owed in the past. I have been told that if I don't pay it back by the end of this month, I will sue them. So, by the 23rd of this month, 800USD and an additional 400USD by the end of this month. I need a total of 1200USD and I am desperate.
And then misfortune struck our family even more. The massive flooding that is occurring in Japan. Really, no luck.

If you have any good ideas, such as commitments, please email me.
I don't have enough mental strength to read notes and comments. I and our family are just trying to stay alive.

Ideas and support.
Email - memyou0616[at]gmail.com
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

You can also help by purchasing the art books and merchandise on this page.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9527443

Thank you for your support.
I don't want to succumb to poverty, COVID-19, or depression. I want to protect my family.

I like most of all to have my OCs and those of my close friends painted.
I can't paint a lot because of poverty and heavy rains, but I participate in it as a rehabilitation.
There are a lot of old illustrations and OCs that weren't posted on FA.
If you're in the mood, please attack them. Friendly fire is also OK.
OC art is my heart's saving grace.

My art fight.
https://artfight.net/~Memyou
https://artfight.net/~Memyou
https://artfight.net/~Memyou

My Best Friends.

https://artfight.net/~Magane_Koh

https://artfight.net/~seriu

https://artfight.net/~Pt8g

https://artfight.net/~konami_kohane

https://artfight.net/~Pt8g

・I'm a reminder. The contents are the same as the last time.

I'm using a new translator from this time.

I think the text is now easier to understand than before.

I would like to tell you about the current situation of me, my family and Japan.

It has now been more than three months since COVID-19 has put my entire family out of work.

My sister has lost all the money she had saved to buy a new car.

My father is 70 years old and can't borrow money from the bank, so my mother and I had to borrow money from the bank to keep our family alive, but the maximum we could borrow was also exhausted.

We have 12 cats (one of them needs weekly treatment), 5 dogs (4 are old), a crow, and a sparrow in our home, as well as the animals we rescued.

Summer in Japan is so hot that if you don't use air conditioning, you will die of heat stroke.

But the electricity bill for the air conditioner is very expensive.

When we were struggling to make ends meet, one of my relatives committed suicide.

I don't know what caused it, but he too was grieving, with no job and no money, so maybe he was a victim of COVID-19.

We had to hold a simple funeral for him and our family lost 5000USD.

Some time later, my sister's bicycle and my mother's beloved cart of 40 years were stolen as a follow-up.

We reported the theft, but we didn't know if we would be able to get them back, so we had to buy a new bike and cart.

Even the cheapest ones will cost 250USD for a bike and 100USD for a cart.

Furthermore, both of my refrigerators were broken.

We were using two large fridges to store animal food, so we had to buy a fridge of the same capacity and size, so we went for the cheapest one we could, but it cost us 2400USD for two fridges.

Everything was really, really badly timed and our family's debt exceeded 10000USD.

My mother is suffering more than anyone else from the debt due to repeated surgeries and weakness, and the suggestion of dying together as a family.

My sister and I can't do that, and my sister and I can't kill the animals or make them unhappy. But for three months now, we are all at the end of our physical and mental capacities.

The amount of money from Japan is 1000USD per person, and as we are a family of 4, all of it was used to pay for our relatives' funerals.

Now the whole family eats only once every two days and everything goes towards rent, gas, electricity, water and animal care.

If I get sick, I don't even have money to go to the hospital.

We are living on the edge with my income from my commission and what little food my sister and I receive from our wish list and the money we receive from the people who help us.

If my relatives hadn't committed suicide, we wouldn't be trapped in this situation, but I can't blame them for suffering and dying from poverty and hunger just like my family and I did.

There are food banks in only a few areas in Japan, and I hear that food banks are now full of people who have not had anything to eat for 3 or 4 days or who have lost their homes and are on the verge of starving to death.

Japan is not a country where people help each other, and it is natural for people to be able to take care of themselves, but if they cannot, they are ridiculed, discriminated against, and treated like beggars, so there are many Japanese who are starving to death even though there are food banks nearby.

I was treated like a beggar and hated by many of my Japanese friends just because I showed them my wish list for my birthday.

They also told me to kill the animals or give them away.

My depression was compounded by the poverty caused by COVID-19 and the persecution of poverty, which led to severe panic attacks and recurrent suicidal thoughts.

But I couldn't afford to go to the hospital, so I decided to hit me, hard, hard in the face, so that my panic and suicidal thoughts would come back. with pain and temporarily turn it off every day. It really is hell every day.

I am still able to communicate my SOS in words outside of Japan, but it's hard for me to communicate it in Japan. Few people are able to do this. As I wrote above, those who suffer from poverty are persecuted and hurt.

I want to help those who are suffering just as much as our family is. But I can't do that now.

This month, I need 800USD by the 23rd to pay the minimum payment for this month, except for food, because I also need to pay for a cooler.

(Addendum) A friend of mine has charged me for 400USD that I owed in the past. I have been told that if I don't pay it back by the end of this month, I will sue them. So, by the 23rd of this month, 800USD and an additional 400USD by the end of this month. I need a total of 1200USD and I am desperate.
And then misfortune struck our family even more. The massive flooding that is occurring in Japan. Really, no luck.

If you have any good ideas, such as commitments, please email me.
I don't have enough mental strength to read notes and comments. I and our family are just trying to stay alive.

Ideas and support.
Email - memyou0616[at]gmail.com
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

You can also help by purchasing the art books and merchandise on this page.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9527443

Thank you for your support.
I don't want to succumb to poverty, COVID-19, or depression. I want to protect my family.

I'm using a new translator from this time.

I think the text is now easier to understand than before.

I would like to tell you about the current situation of me, my family and Japan.

It has now been more than three months since COVID-19 has put my entire family out of work.

My sister has lost all the money she had saved to buy a new car.

My father is 70 years old and can't borrow money from the bank, so my mother and I had to borrow money from the bank to keep our family alive, but the maximum we could borrow was also exhausted.

We have 12 cats (one of them needs weekly treatment), 5 dogs (4 are old), a crow, and a sparrow in our home, as well as the animals we rescued.

Summer in Japan is so hot that if you don't use air conditioning, you will die of heat stroke.

But the electricity bill for the air conditioner is very expensive.

When we were struggling to make ends meet, one of my relatives committed suicide.

I don't know what caused it, but he too was grieving, with no job and no money, so maybe he was a victim of COVID-19.

We had to hold a simple funeral for him and our family lost 5000USD.

Some time later, my sister's bicycle and my mother's beloved cart of 40 years were stolen as a follow-up.

We reported the theft, but we didn't know if we would be able to get them back, so we had to buy a new bike and cart.

Even the cheapest ones will cost 250USD for a bike and 100USD for a cart.

Furthermore, both of my refrigerators were broken.

We were using two large fridges to store animal food, so we had to buy a fridge of the same capacity and size, so we went for the cheapest one we could, but it cost us 2400USD for two fridges.

Everything was really, really badly timed and our family's debt exceeded 10000USD.

My mother is suffering more than anyone else from the debt due to repeated surgeries and weakness, and the suggestion of dying together as a family.

My sister and I can't do that, and my sister and I can't kill the animals or make them unhappy. But for three months now, we are all at the end of our physical and mental capacities.

The amount of money from Japan is 1000USD per person, and as we are a family of 4, all of it was used to pay for our relatives' funerals.

Now the whole family eats only once every two days and everything goes towards rent, gas, electricity, water and animal care.

If I get sick, I don't even have money to go to the hospital.

We are living on the edge with my income from my commission and what little food my sister and I receive from our wish list and the money we receive from the people who help us.

If my relatives hadn't committed suicide, we wouldn't be trapped in this situation, but I can't blame them for suffering and dying from poverty and hunger just like my family and I did.

There are food banks in only a few areas in Japan, and I hear that food banks are now full of people who have not had anything to eat for 3 or 4 days or who have lost their homes and are on the verge of starving to death.

Japan is not a country where people help each other, and it is natural for people to be able to take care of themselves, but if they cannot, they are ridiculed, discriminated against, and treated like beggars, so there are many Japanese who are starving to death even though there are food banks nearby.

I was treated like a beggar and hated by many of my Japanese friends just because I showed them my wish list for my birthday.

They also told me to kill the animals or give them away.

My depression was compounded by the poverty caused by COVID-19 and the persecution of poverty, which led to severe panic attacks and recurrent suicidal thoughts.

But I couldn't afford to go to the hospital, so I decided to hit me, hard, hard in the face, so that my panic and suicidal thoughts would come back. with pain and temporarily turn it off every day. It really is hell every day.

I am still able to communicate my SOS in words outside of Japan, but it's hard for me to communicate it in Japan. Few people are able to do this. As I wrote above, those who suffer from poverty are persecuted and hurt.

I want to help those who are suffering just as much as our family is. But I can't do that now.

This month, I need 800USD by the 23rd to pay the minimum payment for this month, except for food, because I also need to pay for a cooler.

(Addendum) A friend of mine has charged me for 400USD that I owed in the past. I have been told that if I don't pay it back by the end of this month, I will sue them. So, by the 23rd of this month, 800USD and an additional 400USD by the end of this month. I need a total of 1200USD and I am desperate.
And then misfortune struck our family even more. The massive flooding that is occurring in Japan. Really, no luck.

If you have any good ideas, such as commitments, please email me.
I don't have enough mental strength to read notes and comments. I and our family are just trying to stay alive.

Ideas and support.
Email - memyou0616[at]gmail.com
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

You can also help by purchasing the art books and merchandise on this page.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9527443

Thank you for your support.
I don't want to succumb to poverty, COVID-19, or depression. I want to protect my family.

I'm using a new translator from this time.

I think the text is now easier to understand than before.

I would like to tell you about the current situation of me, my family and Japan.

It has now been more than three months since COVID-19 has put my entire family out of work.

My sister has lost all the money she had saved to buy a new car.

My father is 70 years old and can't borrow money from the bank, so my mother and I had to borrow money from the bank to keep our family alive, but the maximum we could borrow was also exhausted.

We have 12 cats (one of them needs weekly treatment), 5 dogs (4 are old), a crow, and a sparrow in our home, as well as the animals we rescued.

Summer in Japan is so hot that if you don't use air conditioning, you will die of heat stroke.

But the electricity bill for the air conditioner is very expensive.

When we were struggling to make ends meet, one of my relatives committed suicide.

I don't know what caused it, but he too was grieving, with no job and no money, so maybe he was a victim of COVID-19.

We had to hold a simple funeral for him and our family lost 5000USD.

Some time later, my sister's bicycle and my mother's beloved cart of 40 years were stolen as a follow-up.

We reported the theft, but we didn't know if we would be able to get them back, so we had to buy a new bike and cart.

Even the cheapest ones will cost 250USD for a bike and 100USD for a cart.

Furthermore, both of my refrigerators were broken.

We were using two large fridges to store animal food, so we had to buy a fridge of the same capacity and size, so we went for the cheapest one we could, but it cost us 2400USD for two fridges.

Everything was really, really badly timed and our family's debt exceeded 10000USD.

My mother is suffering more than anyone else from the debt due to repeated surgeries and weakness, and the suggestion of dying together as a family.

My sister and I can't do that, and my sister and I can't kill the animals or make them unhappy. But for three months now, we are all at the end of our physical and mental capacities.

The amount of money from Japan is 1000USD per person, and as we are a family of 4, all of it was used to pay for our relatives' funerals.

Now the whole family eats only once every two days and everything goes towards rent, gas, electricity, water and animal care.

If I get sick, I don't even have money to go to the hospital.

We are living on the edge with my income from my commission and what little food my sister and I receive from our wish list and the money we receive from the people who help us.

If my relatives hadn't committed suicide, we wouldn't be trapped in this situation, but I can't blame them for suffering and dying from poverty and hunger just like my family and I did.

There are food banks in only a few areas in Japan, and I hear that food banks are now full of people who have not had anything to eat for 3 or 4 days or who have lost their homes and are on the verge of starving to death.

Japan is not a country where people help each other, and it is natural for people to be able to take care of themselves, but if they cannot, they are ridiculed, discriminated against, and treated like beggars, so there are many Japanese who are starving to death even though there are food banks nearby.

I was treated like a beggar and hated by many of my Japanese friends just because I showed them my wish list for my birthday.

They also told me to kill the animals or give them away.

My depression was compounded by the poverty caused by COVID-19 and the persecution of poverty, which led to severe panic attacks and recurrent suicidal thoughts.

But I couldn't afford to go to the hospital, so I decided to hit me, hard, hard in the face, so that my panic and suicidal thoughts would come back. with pain and temporarily turn it off every day. It really is hell every day.

I am still able to communicate my SOS in words outside of Japan, but it's hard for me to communicate it in Japan. Few people are able to do this. As I wrote above, those who suffer from poverty are persecuted and hurt.

I want to help those who are suffering just as much as our family is. But I can't do that now.

This month, I need 800USD by the 23rd to pay the minimum payment for this month, except for food, because I also need to pay for a cooler.

If you have any good ideas, such as commitments, please email me. I don't have the mental energy left at the moment to read notes and comments. I'm sorry, I don't have enough mental strength to read notes and comments. I and our family are just trying to stay alive.

Email - memyou0616[at]gmail.com
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

Thank you for your support.
I don't want to succumb to poverty, COVID-19, or depression. I want to protect my family.

I'm using a new translator from this time.

I think the text is now easier to understand than before.

I would like to tell you about the current situation of me, my family and Japan.

It has now been more than three months since COVID-19 has put my entire family out of work.

My sister has lost all the money she had saved to buy a new car.

My father is 70 years old and can't borrow money from the bank, so my mother and I had to borrow money from the bank to keep our family alive, but the maximum we could borrow was also exhausted.

We have 12 cats (one of them needs weekly treatment), 5 dogs (4 are old), a crow, and a sparrow in our home, as well as the animals we rescued.

Summer in Japan is so hot that if you don't use air conditioning, you will die of heat stroke.

But the electricity bill for the air conditioner is very expensive.

When we were struggling to make ends meet, one of my relatives committed suicide.

I don't know what caused it, but he too was grieving, with no job and no money, so maybe he was a victim of COVID-19.

We had to hold a simple funeral for him and our family lost 5000USD.

Some time later, my sister's bicycle and my mother's beloved cart of 40 years were stolen as a follow-up.

We reported the theft, but we didn't know if we would be able to get them back, so we had to buy a new bike and cart.

Even the cheapest ones will cost 250USD for a bike and 100USD for a cart.

Furthermore, both of my refrigerators were broken.

We were using two large fridges to store animal food, so we had to buy a fridge of the same capacity and size, so we went for the cheapest one we could, but it cost us 2400USD for two fridges.

Everything was really, really badly timed and our family's debt exceeded 10000USD.

My mother is suffering more than anyone else from the debt due to repeated surgeries and weakness, and the suggestion of dying together as a family.

My sister and I can't do that, and my sister and I can't kill the animals or make them unhappy. But for three months now, we are all at the end of our physical and mental capacities.

The amount of money from Japan is 1000USD per person, and as we are a family of 4, all of it was used to pay for our relatives' funerals.

Now the whole family eats only once every two days and everything goes towards rent, gas, electricity, water and animal care.

If I get sick, I don't even have money to go to the hospital.

We are living on the edge with my income from my commission and what little food my sister and I receive from our wish list and the money we receive from the people who help us.

If my relatives hadn't committed suicide, we wouldn't be trapped in this situation, but I can't blame them for suffering and dying from poverty and hunger just like my family and I did.

There are food banks in only a few areas in Japan, and I hear that food banks are now full of people who have not had anything to eat for 3 or 4 days or who have lost their homes and are on the verge of starving to death.

Japan is not a country where people help each other, and it is natural for people to be able to take care of themselves, but if they cannot, they are ridiculed, discriminated against, and treated like beggars, so there are many Japanese who are starving to death even though there are food banks nearby.

I was treated like a beggar and hated by many of my Japanese friends just because I showed them my wish list for my birthday.

They also told me to kill the animals or give them away.

My depression was compounded by the poverty caused by COVID-19 and the persecution of poverty, which led to severe panic attacks and recurrent suicidal thoughts.

But I couldn't afford to go to the hospital, so I decided to hit me, hard, hard in the face, so that my panic and suicidal thoughts would come back. with pain and temporarily turn it off every day. It really is hell every day.

I am still able to communicate my SOS in words outside of Japan, but it's hard for me to communicate it in Japan. Few people are able to do this. As I wrote above, those who suffer from poverty are persecuted and hurt.

I want to help those who are suffering just as much as our family is. But I can't do that now.

This month, I need 800USD by the 23rd to pay the minimum payment for this month, except for food, because I also need to pay for a cooler.

If you have any good ideas, such as commitments, please email me. I don't have the mental energy left at the moment to read notes and comments. I'm sorry, I don't have enough mental strength to read notes and comments. I and our family are just trying to stay alive.

Email - memyou0616[at]gmail.com
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

Thank you for your support.
I don't want to succumb to poverty, COVID-19, or depression. I want to protect my family.

This is a collaborative book that my friend paid for to be printed.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook 0
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-15
60 pages. We have invited Nelnal as a guest artist.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook R18/0
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-17
28 pages. Low stock.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-16
68 pages. We have invited Nelnal as a guest artist.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook R18
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-18
28 pages. Low stock.

■Tyrant Yol Acrylic Stand.
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-19
Height is about 6 inches. Low stock.

■No.36(Mim) & Nitubos Acrylic Stand.
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-20
Height is about 3 inches.

These sales will support my life and creative work.
I am available for international shipping. Best regards.

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I have not been able to check my notes due to severe depression.
If you need an urgent reply, please contact me at memyou0616[at]gmail.com or on twitter Please DM.
Also, please don't blame me or rush me into anything. I was stressed and had a worsening of depression and ill health.
Thank you for your support and understanding.

This is a collaborative book that my friend paid for to be printed.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook 0
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-15
60 pages. We have invited Nelnal as a guest artist.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook R18/0
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-17
28 pages. Low stock.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-16
68 pages. We have invited Nelnal as a guest artist.

■Zimniy shram sketchbook R18
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-18
28 pages. Low stock.

■Tyrant Yol Acrylic Stand.
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-19
Height is about 6 inches. Low stock.

■No.36(Mim) & Nitubos Acrylic Stand.
https://alice-books.com/item/show/56-20
Height is about 3 inches.

These sales will support my life and creative work.
I am available for international shipping. Best regards.

6 slots open!
At least four of the six slots must be filled by the 22nd of this month to keep the house.
Not even one slot is filled. This is very pinch.
RT is very helpful.
Thank you for your support!

https://twitter.com/crow0616/status.....343499264?s=20

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Thank you for your help last month.
With the commissions, support and the money I borrowed from my friends, I managed to finally get 600USD.
However, I still need at least 600USD this month.
The following is almost the same as last month's text.
The situation has not changed. I am feeling badly depressed every day.
But I want to live with my whole family.

The new virus robbed the family of jobs.
600USD for rent and electricity.
If you don't get one by the 26th of this month, you will lose your home and electricity.
There is no room for a cooler. I can't bear the thought of losing my family to heat stroke.
I curse me and the new Corona.

Direct support.
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

5 slots open!
You need to fill 4 slots within 2 days to maintain your home.
Thank you for your support!

https://twitter.com/crow0616/status.....343499264?s=20
I opened a little because of the rent. But completion is likely to be very slow.
Depression, betrayal, and anxiety have broken my heart. sorry.
RT alone can help!

Direct support.
PayPal - crowtsnct195[at]yahoo.co.jp
Ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/memyou

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Thank you for last month.
With the request and the money I borrowed from my friend, I managed to get a barely 600 USD.
But this month as well, we need a minimum of 600 USD.
The following is the same as last month's text.
The situation has not changed.Every day I have a bad depression.
I want to survive with my whole family.

The new virus robbed the family of jobs.
600USD for rent and electricity.
If you don't get one by the 25th of this month, you will lose your home and electricity.
What about cats? What about crows? Snakes and lizards freeze and die.
I curse myself because I can hardly do work.

Thank you for last month.
With the request and the money I borrowed from my friend, I managed to get a barely 600 USD.
But this month as well, we need a minimum of 600 USD.
The following is the same as last month's text.
The situation has not changed.Every day I have a bad depression.
RT alone is very helpful.

The new virus robbed the family of jobs.
600USD for rent and electricity.
If you don't get one by the 25th of this month, you will lose your home and electricity.
What about cats? What about crows? Snakes and lizards freeze and die.
I curse myself because I can hardly do work.

https://twitter.com/crow0616/status.....343499264?s=20
I opened a little because of the rent. But completion is likely to be very slow.
Depression, betrayal, and anxiety have broken my heart. sorry.

The new virus robbed the family of jobs.
600USD for rent and electricity.
If you don't get one by the 25th of this month, you will lose your home and electricity.
What about cats? What about crows? Snakes and lizards freeze and die.
I curse myself because I can hardly do work.

https://twitter.com/crow0616/status.....343499264?s=20
I opened a little because of the rent. But completion is likely to be very slow.
Depression, betrayal, and anxiety have broken my heart. sorry.

The new virus robbed the family of jobs.
600USD for rent and electricity.
If you don't get one by the 25th of this month, you will lose your home and electricity.
What about cats? What about crows? Snakes and lizards freeze and die.
I curse myself because I can hardly do work.

https://twitter.com/crow0616/status.....343499264?s=20
I opened a little because of the rent. But completion is likely to be very slow.
Depression, betrayal, and anxiety have broken my heart. sorry.