I can't stop playing it online. It's addicting. o.o

And it's weird because I'm not usually into video games.. especially first person shooters. I haven't liked Halo since the first one came out.

So freaking hot?!

I think I have a permanent fever. :(

I'm not on METH! Or any other kind of illegal drug for that matter!

They are absolutely disgusting.

I think people are getting the idea that I'm a druggy, well I'm not.

Okay so as you all may know I am currently taking four classes this semester.. Drawing II, Graphic Design I, Color Design and Contemporary Literature. I'm busy trying to get good grades and turning my homework in for these classes. I really don't want to fail any of them this semester. I'm actually expecting to get A's and B's, well A's in all my art classes. :P So most of my time is being dedicated to school and getting work done.

Secondly, my boyfriend's car has been totaled in the car accident he had a couple weeks back, so he is without a car for a good while.. He's also in debt and I am trying to help him raise money by assisting him on odd jobs so he can pay it off as soon as he can. It sucks cause he's only 18 and he's already in debt. D: Eheh. And it also sucks because I use my mom's car for my transportation and now DJ's transportation to some places, and my parents are starting to complain about putting too many miles on the car and 'wear and tear' :/ Especially since he lives like 20 miles away now. And they say it's an old ass car, when it's a 2002 Mazda Tribute. It's not that old.. to me at least. >_> But what do I know about cars? It only has 115,000 miles on it since we got it.. and they bought it brand new. This, however, does make me want my own car so I don't have to hear them complain anymore about the Mazda.

Me and my boyfriend, DJ, have been doing great lately and my mood has been over all good. I've been having a lot more motivation to get up and do things these past few weeks and I love it. I've been eating a LOT less as well and I have lost 10 pounds within the last two weeks, it makes me happy because maybe now I can finally lose this fatness on my body, lol. I mean.. I don't LOOK fat, I just look kind of chubby and puffy. I want to get down to atleast 140 lbs. Right now I'm 175 and was 185 two weeks ago. BUT, I already lost a pants size since I started my new medication. XD Which is awesome. And sometimes during the day I get the feeling I can accomplish anything and it makes me want to do more to benefit myself as a person in general.

Okay.. commissions..
I've been busy going out to places and such, and the new medication doesn't make me want to sit down for long periods of hours and work on something for a long time. BUT.. when I get my classes settled and DJ's debt and crap settled then expect to see some more progress done on the commissions I owe everyone, especially the slumber party one. I know all of you have been waiting patiently and I appreciate it, I really do. I know it's been a long time since I started the slumber party commission but I promise you all, I WILL get it done. Please continue to be patient, I hope it will be worth it to you all to look at in the end when it is complete. :)

I appreciate everyone who watches me and who enjoy looking at my art as well. If it weren't for you all, I wouldn't be the artist I am today! You all have helped me in one way or another in improving my artistic skills and style and shaped what kind of artist I am.

I LOVE YOU ALL!

Does anyone know what kind of eyeliner to use to actually like make your eyelids all black like this? http://www.emohaircutstyles.com/wp-.....er-330x440.jpg

I've only had the kind where it seems to only want to cover the outside of your eyelids,

I'm talkin about the rim of your eyelids too, which is what I want to cover.

He messaged me on AIM a few minutes ago (he couldn't call me cause he doesn't have his cellphone anymore) and said this, also Crystal and Mark are married and Mark is DJ's brother he's living with.

DJ: I really need to talk to you. I just had a really heartfelt conversation with Crystal about Marks and hers relationship. I just really need to tell you that I am so happy with our relationship. I am happy that you can be real with me and that you and I are always truthful with eachother. I love you so much and I don't feel like I ever express that enough. You mean the world to me baby and I cannot stand to think about what I would do without you. 3 years is a really long time to be with someone and the reason why I feel like we have been together so long is beacause I feel like you get me. You really understand me and I appreciate that.

On another note:

I can't stop picking at my face and chewing the insides of my mouth. I think my head is going to fall off soon if I don't stop. And my face is usually really clear! I'm ruining it, and my mouth is sore. D:

 z-a-d-r

You should join/watch/contribute some art over 'dere of Zim and Dib stuffs.

Yup! And no, it's not my club. :o

 z-a-d-r

I got my Adam Lambert tickets in the mail finally! It's at the Hard Rock Cafe in Hollywood, FL. And they are for the second section 102, Row H, seats 1 and 2. :P Hopefully I'll get to touch him if he walks by me! XD http://www.mtctickets.com/venues/im.....ollywood_2.gif That's the seating chart incase you are wondering.

I really want to meet him.. and get his autograph and a hug (maybe a kiss <_<). lol

But yeah, it's September 19th. I'm so excited. I'm going with my best friend, Ricky. :D And it's a good thing it's only an hour away so I can take the car.

Okay so I had to draw a naked model woman in class today for 30 minutes, and my teacher picked only 2 out of the my 16 classmates to put theirs up on the wall and I was one of them. :D

It made me happy, lol.

I've been busy with my best friend cleaning my room and stuff.. like REALLY good. And buying tons of art supplies for my 3 art classes this semester. >_<

Make me happy. Like seriously. I'm not kidding.

So.. I'm wondering.. what more should I draw?

Also.. what should I/need to improve on?

It's okay, I need to better myself. I am taking 3 art classes this semester so maybe I'll improve some over the next couple of months, especially anatomy.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1658524/

I think I'm number 2.

Go hurr, if you want a sketch http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1657774/




If you want a fulyl digital shaded commission at $40, comment here in THIS journal!

I'm only taking 2 slots of anything more than a sketch.

1. Asher-the-Firefox
2.

Go here! :3 http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1657774/

They'd be like this but with a bit more shading. -->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2975188/

If you're interested please comment in this journal, they'd be $10 each, $15 for more complicated characters. :>
Paypal is biffyn[at]hotmail.com

Just post refs here in the journal along with what pose ya want.

Don't worry these won't take that long to finish. <3

Also I will be finishing the slumber party commission soon so look out for it.

Slots:


1. Ian_Naxieas
2. jackojock
3. hyperfreak666
4. Tenyth
5. salmy
6. Further
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8.
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10.

On the commissions. I'm going to work on some tomorrow night, I've just been really busy lately. :/

I've got another UTI. -.-

So I guess I will stick to posting my human art on here.

But the question is.. should I put them in my scraps or ya'll care if I put them in my main gallery? >.> I dunno why I'm asking, I guess I just want opinions. Scraps I guess is mainly for real life pictures of people, sketches and unfinished images in my opinion.

Does anyone know of any good gay art sites, yaoi, whateva. Besides Y!gallery because that site hates me to no end. ;-;

Mainly for humans, because FA doesn't seem to appreciate human art too much so I wanted a different gallery site to feature my gay human stuff.

Suggestions greatly appreciated! :P

EDIT: Also I would be working on commissions right now but I'm visiting some family in Orlando and stupidly brought my tablet but forgot the tablet pen. -.- I'll be back Thursday or Friday though.

Me and my boyfriend are back together.. he called me (I didn't) and apologized and said breaking up with me was a mistake.

That is all.

EDIT: If he does this again I won't take him back.

My boyfriend of 3 years this August just broke up with me tonight.... I was worrying about him going into the Army again and he started yelling at me and getting close to me.. I said, "Don't hit me.." I know he wouldn't hit me, he'd never hit me... I apologized but it was no use. He then told me he was done and this relationship was over, and he left my house.

He said he was no longer in love with me and I can't help but cry... I love him. I just didn't want to see him be deployed to Iraq.

This sucks huge ass...

Cumbucket.

Just out of curiousity who likes the game Jet Set Radio Future? I find it really fun. Kind of random because I've had it since it came out but just started recently playing it again.

Which is what my avatar is now. Not the Gorillaz 2D one btw.