Its a tad early for thanks giving but I know if I dount do this now im never going to do this . So this is just a long shout out to the people I feel has helped me and feels like they didnt , people who made me smile , people I look forward talking to everyday. And just awesome in my opinion .I am thankfully for every watch I receav and every comment I get . But I am mostly thankful for the people that has been chairing and nice to me . This is going to be long and emotional but this is a shout out to all my friends hear and why so you know the impact you gave me. The people in this list may not have known they helped me and im doing this to fix that so without further ado lets do this :)

Thank you
 vetom you are an awesome porson to talk to. You are funny and nice.and so fucking weird and thats why you are an awesome friend. I wish I can help you as much as you helped me.

Thank you
 bluedash117 were do I begin with you. You are nice and cairing. You are funny and sweet almost all the time to me.

Thank you
 gakuseigitsune you are way way way nice. To nice to even be real. You are an awesome artist and I just love youre tile...sometimes . But all in all I enjoy talki talking to you and I enjoy drawing with you

Thank you
 0u0 Aka Samuel. You helped me realize I Shouldn't condemn myself for having a fetish. You convinced me to be to be proud of who I am. And that I Shouldn't be ashamed of it. I enjoy talking to you and you are a good artist

Thank you
 darkzeus hehe you are funny and an amazing artist . I love youre stile and you are so t alainted at drawing feet and characters and ect.I always look forward to talking to you . I always look forward to what we will think up next and I am mostly thankful for all the pictures you've made me.

You guys have helped me more ways than you think
you guys are the reason why im still breathing
you guys are the reason that I smile
you guys are the reason my sanity is still intact.....sort of
you guys are the reason I didnt slit my own throat

Thank you guys
I am grateful to have nice friends
I am grateful to have all you people watching me
I am grateful that im not alone

I wish I could meat you all in real life so I can shake youre hand and hug you all

Thank you

Yeey im gonna be doing a live stream this Saturday and im gonna be drawing characters that didnt quite get the popularity they disserved and was forgotten wen they had one draw I g of them . Take note thees are characters that wet drawn once and never seen again ..so..yeah no lance since prop notice him

The characters I had in mind


Dunkin
Leosa
chippy


They are going to be re-designed and re-released

The stream is this saturday since today is Halloween and im tired XD

So yeah

that moment wen you found an artist who uses the same graphic programs as you do..and they do it beater..*pen tablet com-busts into flames* 1000000000x beater

no reely ...what happened?

how the holly moher of shit did i come from this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11492880/ to this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14842128/ ..............?

ITS A MIRICLE FA IS BACK

if anyone knows any awesome artist using open canvas can you pleas share?

I dount think I need to point out the obvious. But apparently I do..there is allot of "questions" about the previous journal, and ....its the fetish pictures. There geting out of hand. And this site is turning into a fetish page..now im well aware furrafinity is not the most innocent cite .but again ive been focusing on what the people want to see me draw and less on what I want to draw. And I do want to draw f etishy stuff dount get me wrong. But there becoming too recent and too many. And I dount want tgis becoming a fetish site .its geting to the point were people are JUST WATCHING ME FOR THOES PARTICULAR PICTURES .and not the things I take seriosly.

Now does this mean im done drawing he'll no. Does this mean im done with the fetish picture ..no but there going to be not as ...much as they became . And im just going to put this hear IF YOU JUST WATCH ME JUST FOR THE FOOT FETISH PICTURES THEN YOU BETTER PRESS THAT FUCKING UNWATCHBOTTON NOW!!! BECAUS I DRAW OTHER THINGS!!

Also people in real life are watching me hear and...its r eelu reely awkward in school wen one of the coolest friends I have and he sees the shit I draw and..its really awkward explaining it to him .granted he doesnt mind.but its doo fucking awkward

Abyway pleas understand

On the other side..I have some scetch comics

They usually last for three or lessb pages long .. and these scetch comidide jave been roting in me scetchbook and I didnt realise ive been writing gold ...basicly its my character being dicks to each other XD so thats somethi bf to look forward too

..yeah...mabby ..*sniff* mabby...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK GOD DAMMIT GOD DAMMIT GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!!! AN INTIRE FUCKING WEAK OF WORK ON A PICTURE AND I SAVED ANOTHER PICTURE ON ITS NAME...MEENING IT GOT DELETED AND REPLACED WITH THAT ONE PICTURE I DIDNT PUT CREDIT ON ...SONE OF A MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING DICK LICKING ASSWIPING COW FUCKING POT SMOKING CRACK SNORTING SHIT EATING DICK GRABING ASS FUCKING PONY FUCKING STUPID DUMBSHIT GOD DAMN MOTHERFUCKER!!!

There's still slot 3 that hasn't been taken yet

You may notice im doing more ych with more ailable slots ..well I figured instead of it being one person who wins and everyone need to try there luck next time wile that one porson gets the glory..why not add more ..more people can win and more people will be happy. Its more work on my shoes but hey its worth Makingg people happy :)

The rules .yes you can change youre guess but only once

You must have a full detail reference of youre characyer you wish to be in the pic or at least a picture of him/her I WILL NOT PLAY THE GUESSING GAME!!!!!!!!!!

I refuse to draw homestuck
I refuse to draw mario
and I REFUSE to draw my little FUCKING pony!!!!!!
make sure you dount give me a character that is waau too detailed

Humans...you need to ask me about humans

And if you dount get selected ..dount worry there WILL be more im trying to make them weekly so keep trying and soon you might be next

i forgot to mention im using a new program called open canvas and all i can realy say about it is photoshop and paint tool sai had drunk sex together and they had a babby ...thats the beast way i can discribe open canvas

so...yes....with that imain youre head art trades are still opened :3

sigh well time to be the outcast gamer again and everyone ignoring me because i dount think super fap fuckers orgy is the messiah of videogames

sigh well time to be the outcast gamer again and everyone ignoring me because i dount think super fap fuckers orgy is the messiah of videogames

sigh well time to be the outcast gamer again and everyone ignoring me because i dount think super fap fuckers orgy is the messiah of videogames

SHO!! Update

School has been stress fill l ateley and eating up my time..how many times a day do you guys hear that XD ..im done with people tho we. Im sorry for the wait on some pictures. In the mean time I am opining art trades but requeasts will remain closed for now . There will be more ych.

In other news art trades are open and stuff

should i ether do Mark,me (in my neon form) or x-zero

just felt like doing this :D

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal(im not tagin people :\)

OC Chosen
Mchroshka

1. What is your name?
Machroshka Sadoka Auditorez

2. Do you know why you were named that?
my trainer named me that..i just added the sadoka and auditorez

3. Single or taken?
....single

4. Have any abilities or powers?
im a trickster !! i can make things appear out of thin air and cause pranks on people..sometimes deadly
ones

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
GO FUCK YOURSELF!!! or youre gonna be on my hit list

6. What's your eye color?
its actually demonic red but my crystal eyes make it blue

7. How about hair color?
are you blind? its grassy green

8. Have you any family members?
.....not anymore


9. Oh? How about pets?
does.....my trainer count?

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
en people try to hurt my trainer..and my friends

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
well pranks, making people laugh just for the hell of it..uuh OH!! and recently drawing

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
......

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
lets..change the subject pleas

14. What kind of animal are you?
ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND? OR JUST STUPID im a sableye dummy

15. Name your worst habits
cracking a joke on the worst time......HOW THE FUCK WAS I SOPOSE TO KNOW HIS MOTHER DIED IN A CA-

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
my trainer of cores ..and redshard i guess

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
i go both ways babby

18. Do you go to school?
uh yeah..but not anymore ever sense the big riot on 34

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
i would hope so

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
oh god....no..mabby.......i think

21. What are you most afraid of?
*looks in a mirror*

22. What do you usually wear?
seriosly?..are you...fucking stupid? cant you see this red hoody blue jeens and shit?..i also wear trunks and under this hoody is a nice t-shirt

23. What's one food that tempts you?
rock candy..cakes...anything that has to do with sugar..oh god strawberrie short cake *moth waters*

24. Am I annoying you?
yes

25. Well, it's still not over!
...............................................................i fucking hate you

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
use to be high...but now im low now

27. How many friends do you have?
if you count red shard as a freind..just him i guess oh and my trainer

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
.....FUCKING BUBBLES!!!!

30. Favorite drink?
hmmm >3>... ive been enjoying energy drinks lateley ..oh and strawberry flavored drinks mmmh!!

31. What's your favorite place?
they dount call me Californian sableye for nothing

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
redshards kinda cu-III MEAN leosa

33. That was a stupid question.
....shure

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
......Californian sableye...*whisper whisper* huh?...*whisper whisper* oh there's lakes in California? *whisper* oh..well i didnt know that....ocean.... *looks at the map in california and sees a lake* ohlook at that you learn something new every day

35. What's your type?
anyone that loves to laugh and make me laugh
36. Any fetishes?
uhh..n..no!! not..uh heh not ...at...all...........no...no...........dount be silly *tickling foot fetish* WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT I WANT NAMES!!!!!!!!!!

37. Seme or uke?
*seme.....* WHOES SAYING THAT!!!!

38. Camping or indoors?
mostly campin since me and my trainer are almost always on the move

39. Who are you gonna tag?
no one........................syeeeyys

so yes as the tittle says im going to be doing a livestream all weekedn friday through sunday im going to be doing a fewe picture requeasts and stuff

on a side note i decided to make an alt account thinking this is were my fetishy picture will go still debating on it but its still something to keep in mind  machey go ahead and watch it of you want ..still i might not use it so...yeah :|

id like you guys to tell me youre favorite character of mine and explain to me why you like that character and what i can do to make him/her beater and how would you gus like to see them .i would really appreciate if you guys did this .so id know who to draw more and wht you guys are more interested about them .just pick a character and explain what you like about them why you like them..feel free to pick more thain one.

yeah i find this easyer thain doing requeasts and stuff

Like seriously .....an account were all my fetishy crap will go?..just a thought

Im sorry I had to say something.ive been geting stressed out lately you'd think having half days at school would be easy .but its not ..you dount see you're freinds at lunch and some dount even want to speak to you anymore ..and others just..well..im sorry I had to say thees things somewear ..i have no excuse sorry itl never happen again

Whats the point of making friends ..all.my freinds has ether leaft, dissapeard, ignored me, abandoned me, moved away or died ..I give up...im use to being alone..throughout my life .ive been alone.and im just use to it .freinds always come.but easely go so whats the point

Oooooooh old mc Donald had a farme eyieyiyo!! And on that farm he had a cock eyieyiyo And a bwak bwak hear and a bwak bwak there hear bwak there bwak every wear bwak bwak

Old McDonald had a farm eyieyiyo and on that farm he had a pussy heyieyioh and a meow meow hear and a meow meow there hear meow there meal every wear meow meow

Old McDonald had a farm eyieyioh and on that farm he had a....dick eyieyioh and a fuck fuck there and a fuck fuck hear hear fuck there fuck every wear fuck fuck old mcdalnold had a farm eeeeyiiiieeeeyiiiiooooooooh.....I'm sorry


..why...I told you to ignore this journal!!!!
.....I'm sorry ....anyway lots of fetish raffles fuming up with both redsha d and kiru that im quite sure all of you will be all over that like fans on machroshka naked body ...and his foot