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MAC Journal #81 work over the "Northern Lights"!
Posted 8 years ago[EN] Now i totally focused on this album, will draw new and old unfinished works, what i left in past december.
Commissions and YCH closed till 1th January. New ghraphic card R7 240 has arrive so i can do some streams.
And i planned improve head/face anatomy, and overal shadows drawing.
About sex scene of Cherry and my fursona - it was stupid question on my twitter, but anyway exist sketch of this scene, and i not upload it due some disagree voites, have reason to thinking.
[РУ] Теперь я полностью сфокусирован на этом "альбоме", буду пилить новые и старые незавершенные работы, которые я оставил в прошлом декабре.
Комишены и Ючи закрыты ... хотя кому оно надо. Новая графика приехала так-что я буду периодически делать лайфстримы.
И я немного запланировал улутчение головы.лица анатомии, и сам шейдинг.
Об секс сцене Черри и моей фурсоны - это был дебильный вопрос в моём твиттере, тем не менее существует скетч, и я его не гружу из-за тех некоторых негативных голосов, есть о чём подумать.
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FROM ME IN SOON - "Norhtem Light" sketching and drawing, not many.
RANDOM PICK - CLOSED.
COMMISSIONS - CLOSED till 2018th year.
ART TRADE- NEVER..
REQUEST - NEVER.
Commissions and YCH closed till 1th January. New ghraphic card R7 240 has arrive so i can do some streams.
And i planned improve head/face anatomy, and overal shadows drawing.
About sex scene of Cherry and my fursona - it was stupid question on my twitter, but anyway exist sketch of this scene, and i not upload it due some disagree voites, have reason to thinking.
[РУ] Теперь я полностью сфокусирован на этом "альбоме", буду пилить новые и старые незавершенные работы, которые я оставил в прошлом декабре.
Комишены и Ючи закрыты ... хотя кому оно надо. Новая графика приехала так-что я буду периодически делать лайфстримы.
И я немного запланировал улутчение головы.лица анатомии, и сам шейдинг.
Об секс сцене Черри и моей фурсоны - это был дебильный вопрос в моём твиттере, тем не менее существует скетч, и я его не гружу из-за тех некоторых негативных голосов, есть о чём подумать.
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FROM ME IN SOON - "Norhtem Light" sketching and drawing, not many.
RANDOM PICK - CLOSED.
COMMISSIONS - CLOSED till 2018th year.
ART TRADE- NEVER..
REQUEST - NEVER.
New info of commission
Posted 8 years agoI change price and increace them due ... im so angry, because seems like my commissions with customers ideas no-one want to see (have only 3 people where in near past me asked at four times more) so, i hate to know that.
Now from me will comes only YCHes, commissions still allowed but i'm sure no-one will buy it anymore, even with old cost.
http://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/macmegagerc Да НE БОМБИТ У МЕНЯ!
As for aside works, well, comes only Cherry, inspiration of Cassandra i lose when saw this factor.
Now from me will comes only YCHes, commissions still allowed but i'm sure no-one will buy it anymore, even with old cost.
http://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/macmegagerc Да НE БОМБИТ У МЕНЯ!
As for aside works, well, comes only Cherry, inspiration of Cassandra i lose when saw this factor.
COMMISSIONS ...
Posted 8 years agoThats was journal where i was very offended!!!
<<COMMISSIONS I TAKE FROM PRIVATE MESSAGES
On "note" show me your character first, what you want to see from me, behind character holds my possibilities in drawings - for me NOT have all samples of character in drawing, and exist for me a uncomfortable design of characters.
After some agreement i make sketch and after showing this sketch and full agreement - buyer must send money, after getting i continue doing work.
NOT DRAW THEMES FOR NOW - BEACH/TROPICS themes
110$ - 75% of character height.
130$ - full character height
Commission rules:
► Colored only.
► Paypal only.
► Female and Male.
► Species allowed¦ Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+
• Necessary reference of character or at last 4 artworks about character.
▬ Pretty problematic will be draw anatomy what i not draw before.
I draw slowly (+ not have graphic card and all stuff slow down at 4 times) that's my big minus, but at this point, buyer can ask me in anytime about showing current status of work (if i gona be online)>>
<<COMMISSIONS I TAKE FROM PRIVATE MESSAGES
On "note" show me your character first, what you want to see from me, behind character holds my possibilities in drawings - for me NOT have all samples of character in drawing, and exist for me a uncomfortable design of characters.
After some agreement i make sketch and after showing this sketch and full agreement - buyer must send money, after getting i continue doing work.
NOT DRAW THEMES FOR NOW - BEACH/TROPICS themes
110$ - 75% of character height.
130$ - full character height
Commission rules:
► Colored only.
► Paypal only.
► Female and Male.
► Species allowed¦ Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+
• Necessary reference of character or at last 4 artworks about character.
▬ Pretty problematic will be draw anatomy what i not draw before.
I draw slowly (+ not have graphic card and all stuff slow down at 4 times) that's my big minus, but at this point, buyer can ask me in anytime about showing current status of work (if i gona be online)>>
Slow down at 4 times
Posted 8 years agoJust graphic card broken, work through motherboard but its really slow down my drawing work, and really not soon will change for new, because first - motherboard old, together with energy suply (6pin for graphic card) seond - economical blockade, not have good or normal goods.
Slowly down in to depression.
But anyway i can draw, only very slowly.
Slowly down in to depression.
But anyway i can draw, only very slowly.
COMMISSIONS [CLOSED]
Posted 8 years agoCOMMISSIONS I TAKE FROM COMMENTS IN HERE *NOT FROM ALL, BECAUSE I HAVE LIMITS IN CHARACTER DRAWINGS* PAYPAL only
In here i must say true:
I draw slowly, that's my big minus, but at this point, buyer can ask me (in anytime) about showing current status of work (if i were be online)
On question in comments, please, show me your character before, what you want to see from me, behind character holds my possibilities in drawings. For me NOT have all samples of character in drawing, and exist for me a uncomfortable design of characters.
If i skip question - i cant draw character, slots is full or i been offline. Yes, its choice like cherry ones but i already explained it, work can turn out ugly even after -1 fixes.
In a beginning all dialogue will be going through NOTEs, after some agreement i make sketch and after showing this sketch and full agreement - buyer must send money, after getting i continue doing work.
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Theme: DEAD ISLAND- beach, tropics, resort, summer themes. 150-180$ (depends of details in work) for each new character(s) +30$
Commission rules: SFW only | Colored only | Male and Female (can be draw togeter)
Species allowed: Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+
Necessary reference of character(s). Or, at last 4 artworks about character(s).
Possibly to use:
°Use completed my pictures as base. I can redraw them if you like base from one of work.
°Draw together with some of my characters. (Exept: Cherry and Mac)
3# SLOT [Shadd21]
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Theme: REGULAR - same as i draw usually, without detailed background, and exept what have in DEAD ISLAND themes. 120-140$ (depends of details in work)
Commission rules: SFW & NSFW| Colored only | Male and Female only
Species allowed: Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+
Necessary reference of character(s). Or, at last 4 artworks about character(s).
Possibly to use:
°Use completed my pictures as base. I can redraw them if you like base from one of work.
1# SLOT [YeshuaOlympusLogos]
2# SLOT [Nayami]
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Theme: MILLITARY - hard and still experemental theme. Focused mostly on modern base aka our time. 140-150$ (depends of details in work) for each new character(s) +40$
Commission rules: SFW & NSFW[no fucking matter]| Colored and Flat colors| Male and Female (can be draw togeter)
Species allowed: Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+, Dragons+
Not draw:Nazi elements
?SLOT [OPEN]
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After some time i become alone, and without work and totally without from incoming money, so these commissions are my food and water ...
But for getting this money i must say thanks to SilverYoshi|Umber24, YeshuaOlympusLogos and Ihtiander, they help me a lot with getting money.
Спасибо вам огромное, ребята!
In here i must say true:
I draw slowly, that's my big minus, but at this point, buyer can ask me (in anytime) about showing current status of work (if i were be online)
On question in comments, please, show me your character before, what you want to see from me, behind character holds my possibilities in drawings. For me NOT have all samples of character in drawing, and exist for me a uncomfortable design of characters.
If i skip question - i cant draw character, slots is full or i been offline. Yes, its choice like cherry ones but i already explained it, work can turn out ugly even after -1 fixes.
In a beginning all dialogue will be going through NOTEs, after some agreement i make sketch and after showing this sketch and full agreement - buyer must send money, after getting i continue doing work.
---
Theme: DEAD ISLAND- beach, tropics, resort, summer themes. 150-180$ (depends of details in work) for each new character(s) +30$
Commission rules: SFW only | Colored only | Male and Female (can be draw togeter)
Species allowed: Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+
Necessary reference of character(s). Or, at last 4 artworks about character(s).
Possibly to use:
°Use completed my pictures as base. I can redraw them if you like base from one of work.
°Draw together with some of my characters. (Exept: Cherry and Mac)
3# SLOT [Shadd21]
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Theme: REGULAR - same as i draw usually, without detailed background, and exept what have in DEAD ISLAND themes. 120-140$ (depends of details in work)
Commission rules: SFW & NSFW| Colored only | Male and Female only
Species allowed: Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+
Necessary reference of character(s). Or, at last 4 artworks about character(s).
Possibly to use:
°Use completed my pictures as base. I can redraw them if you like base from one of work.
1# SLOT [YeshuaOlympusLogos]
2# SLOT [Nayami]
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Theme: MILLITARY - hard and still experemental theme. Focused mostly on modern base aka our time. 140-150$ (depends of details in work) for each new character(s) +40$
Commission rules: SFW & NSFW[no fucking matter]| Colored and Flat colors| Male and Female (can be draw togeter)
Species allowed: Felines, Canines; Bovines; Red Pandas+, Sharks+, Dragons+
Not draw:Nazi elements
?SLOT [OPEN]
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After some time i become alone, and without work and totally without from incoming money, so these commissions are my food and water ...
But for getting this money i must say thanks to SilverYoshi|Umber24, YeshuaOlympusLogos and Ihtiander, they help me a lot with getting money.
Спасибо вам огромное, ребята!
Returned from hospital
Posted 8 years ago... togehter with mother, she's still cant use arms and legs (for some time), but how is not ridiculus to wrote - feel better. I too, form 57 to 61 i grow hemoglobin, feel better but for me is also not ower yet. Back to drawing, cuz have plans ... where not have life [sarcastic laugh]
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FROM ME IN SOON - COZZE!!!
RANDOM PICK - STOPPED.
COLLABORATION - TO WHOM I'LL BE GOOD SUPPLEMENT.
COMMISSIONS - BDSM Commissions will be opened after i'll upload 2 works about Cozze.
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
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FROM ME IN SOON - COZZE!!!
RANDOM PICK - STOPPED.
COLLABORATION - TO WHOM I'LL BE GOOD SUPPLEMENT.
COMMISSIONS - BDSM Commissions will be opened after i'll upload 2 works about Cozze.
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
I in Hospital ...
Posted 8 years ago... together with mother who STILL! in not good shape, but fun fact that everyone said that i looks worsen, i have 57 himoglobin.
Already 5 days i in hospital, will keep 5 days more, or just will be more, depends how situation with mother will be moves ...
Gonna be offline pretty long time.
Already 5 days i in hospital, will keep 5 days more, or just will be more, depends how situation with mother will be moves ...
Gonna be offline pretty long time.
Hard time, gone for sometime.
Posted 8 years agoMother feel much worse, if sometime ago she's began walking by herself and doing very small work now she's can't walk and can't use own hands. because of convulsions, have leak of nessesary "material" in food + bowel doesn't digest everything. Hospital no want to take her, only gives advice, morons.
Anyway, here i not have personal time, have depression where of course not comes drawing. And i got some more disease, something began wrong with my heart, lungs, and with legs.
Who can help - i don't know, i all alone (no other parents and familiars) so situation very hard, but not extrime.
Anyway, here i not have personal time, have depression where of course not comes drawing. And i got some more disease, something began wrong with my heart, lungs, and with legs.
Who can help - i don't know, i all alone (no other parents and familiars) so situation very hard, but not extrime.
MAC Journal #80
Posted 8 years ago[EN] Commissions, i began doing [whatever i cant now got money from Paypal, itself PP works! to me just can't do cash out, blockade by ukraine still going and comes impenetrable trubles with other side, where i before getting] BUT takes commission i began after! i upload prices and stuff, because i no want draw many things, what me asked before. What planned as for theme: Regular, what i always draw (but where are the main limits), "DeadIsland" Beach themes, Bondage/BDSM themes, Millitary.
Other ... i cant say anything speciall, gonna draw few works, about Cassandra, Cherry, Nancy "in her nature" where NSFW version will be on my Patreon, aslo, with new "art" about ... Krystal, i had pretty many hidden practice where only have fureaking vulgar themes, and this character been in it.
But, ideas have, inspiration not, can call it art block.
With situation around ... ukraine millitary use missiles with fosfor, someone know? i guess no-one care ... but it last interesting thing, intensive of battles there only 2 of 10, and all goes only on red line.
*update: a-ha-ha, forget most annoying thing: to us (DNR) cut off a call from republic to other countries, now telephone works only inside republic.
[РУ] Заказы я начал делать [не смотря на то что денгу не могу получить с Пейпала, блокада от украины до-сих-пор продолжается и ещё добавились непроходимые проблемы с другой стороны, в которой я получал] НО набор заказов я начну только после того как выложу прайз и пр. т.к. не хочу делать множество вещей. Что планируется как по темам: База, что я в основном делаю (но где и лежат основные лимиты), "DeadIsland" Пляжная тематика, Фетишь\БДСМ темы, Военное.
Об другом ... ничего не могу особого сказать, собираюсь сделать несколько работ об Кассандре, Черри, Ненси "в её естественной природе" где взрослая версия будет на моём Patreon, также, в месте с новой работой об ... Кристал, у меня большая скрытая практика где имеются только безумно пошлые работы, в которых она тоже присутсвовала.
Но, идеи имеются, но вдохновения нету, можно сказать артблок.
С ситуацией во округе ... ВСУ использовала снаряды с фосфором, кто либо знает? всем насрать ... но это единственное интересное, интенсивность боевых столкновений только 2 из 10, и то, всё на линии соприкосновения.
*обнова: а-ха-ха, забыл об самом ёбнутом: нам (ДНР) перекрыли звонки за рубеж, телефонные звонки только на территории республики.
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FROM ME IN SOON - Something.
RANDOM PICK - HMM...
COLLABORATION - TO WHOM I'LL BE GOOD SUPPLEMENT.
COMMISSIONS - CLOSED UNTIL I NOT SHOW PRICES.
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
Other ... i cant say anything speciall, gonna draw few works, about Cassandra, Cherry, Nancy "in her nature" where NSFW version will be on my Patreon, aslo, with new "art" about ... Krystal, i had pretty many hidden practice where only have fureaking vulgar themes, and this character been in it.
But, ideas have, inspiration not, can call it art block.
With situation around ... ukraine millitary use missiles with fosfor, someone know? i guess no-one care ... but it last interesting thing, intensive of battles there only 2 of 10, and all goes only on red line.
*update: a-ha-ha, forget most annoying thing: to us (DNR) cut off a call from republic to other countries, now telephone works only inside republic.
[РУ] Заказы я начал делать [не смотря на то что денгу не могу получить с Пейпала, блокада от украины до-сих-пор продолжается и ещё добавились непроходимые проблемы с другой стороны, в которой я получал] НО набор заказов я начну только после того как выложу прайз и пр. т.к. не хочу делать множество вещей. Что планируется как по темам: База, что я в основном делаю (но где и лежат основные лимиты), "DeadIsland" Пляжная тематика, Фетишь\БДСМ темы, Военное.
Об другом ... ничего не могу особого сказать, собираюсь сделать несколько работ об Кассандре, Черри, Ненси "в её естественной природе" где взрослая версия будет на моём Patreon, также, в месте с новой работой об ... Кристал, у меня большая скрытая практика где имеются только безумно пошлые работы, в которых она тоже присутсвовала.
Но, идеи имеются, но вдохновения нету, можно сказать артблок.
С ситуацией во округе ... ВСУ использовала снаряды с фосфором, кто либо знает? всем насрать ... но это единственное интересное, интенсивность боевых столкновений только 2 из 10, и то, всё на линии соприкосновения.
*обнова: а-ха-ха, забыл об самом ёбнутом: нам (ДНР) перекрыли звонки за рубеж, телефонные звонки только на территории республики.
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FROM ME IN SOON - Something.
RANDOM PICK - HMM...
COLLABORATION - TO WHOM I'LL BE GOOD SUPPLEMENT.
COMMISSIONS - CLOSED UNTIL I NOT SHOW PRICES.
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
Absurd time ... i got chicken pox.
Posted 8 years agoYeah, i got this and now ... well, i now under home treatment, no drawing, or i do some very special sketches, who MAYBE will be on my Patreon.
But no any serious things, i feel bad and this continues minimum 10 days.
But no any serious things, i feel bad and this continues minimum 10 days.
MAC Journal #79 Experimental military YCH
Posted 8 years ago[EN] Mother at home, feel not good, but each day are makes very small improves, and still, colostomy bag from hell still need.
Anyway i have small time (whatever on outside rize new level of battle (hell'o form Donetsk) and i get new PP, old with money is completely dead.
I now want make what planned long time ago - YCH where gonna be male characters! yes! but its be millitary YCH line, and then commissions.
Gonne make one for test, multiple characters, cost for each slot around 70-120$, other details will be in YCH.
[РУ] Мама уже дома, но ей не лутче, хотя, с каждым днём есть маленькие улучшения, и проклятая дрянь как Калоприемник всё ещё присутствует.
Так или иначе, у меня появилось немного времени (не смотря на то что ситуация тут обостряется) и появился рабочий Пейпал, старый с баблом сдох полностью.
Теперь я хотел-бы сделать то что задумывал - ЮЧЬ где будут присутствовать персонажи мужского пола! да! только это будет военная линейка тематик, а потом будут доступны в коммишенах.
Сделаю один для теста, несколько персонажей (слотов), каждый слот будет стоить около 70-120$, остальные детали будут в самом юче.
Anyway i have small time (whatever on outside rize new level of battle (hell'o form Donetsk) and i get new PP, old with money is completely dead.
I now want make what planned long time ago - YCH where gonna be male characters! yes! but its be millitary YCH line, and then commissions.
Gonne make one for test, multiple characters, cost for each slot around 70-120$, other details will be in YCH.
[РУ] Мама уже дома, но ей не лутче, хотя, с каждым днём есть маленькие улучшения, и проклятая дрянь как Калоприемник всё ещё присутствует.
Так или иначе, у меня появилось немного времени (не смотря на то что ситуация тут обостряется) и появился рабочий Пейпал, старый с баблом сдох полностью.
Теперь я хотел-бы сделать то что задумывал - ЮЧЬ где будут присутствовать персонажи мужского пола! да! только это будет военная линейка тематик, а потом будут доступны в коммишенах.
Сделаю один для теста, несколько персонажей (слотов), каждый слот будет стоить около 70-120$, остальные детали будут в самом юче.
Operation successful
Posted 9 years agoEverything what planned surgeons already completed.
Third operation ...
Posted 9 years ago... tonight-tomorrow will come for my mother, her situation not improved, only a little bit worsen.
I need refocus but i can't find right place, drawing is really small shitty thing.
I need refocus but i can't find right place, drawing is really small shitty thing.
Gonna gone for some time.
Posted 9 years agoEveryday not makes easy, gonna fully skip these celebrations and focusing to keeping myself alive (have a troubles with my less feeding and old disasters) and helps mother as much as i can.
Maybe can upload a latest wip for this year, and if everything turns out well - return after this will be possible, because even if mother will leave hospital i will not get time for drawings.
Maybe can upload a latest wip for this year, and if everything turns out well - return after this will be possible, because even if mother will leave hospital i will not get time for drawings.
This is fucking celebrations.
Posted 9 years agoIf someone tells me "Happy Christmas" - FUCK YOU!!! i have terrible Christmas!!! i hate this time very much!!!!!!!!! each year with positive and believing in good future\next year - turns out exactly worsen year!!!
Mother now invalid, still in hospital, but for her cut off bowel and now she live with "Colostomy bags", this is hell!! how do fuck you will happy with that bullshit who each time makes leak where comes liquid feces ?!?!
Fuck off with your fucking, useless celebration!!!! i hate this time so much!!!
Mother now invalid, still in hospital, but for her cut off bowel and now she live with "Colostomy bags", this is hell!! how do fuck you will happy with that bullshit who each time makes leak where comes liquid feces ?!?!
Fuck off with your fucking, useless celebration!!!! i hate this time so much!!!
Mother tonight get emergency\unplanned operation ...
Posted 9 years ago... happen hole in the wall of sore bowel, operation wasn't under anesthesia but operation was successful. I now really fear of future.
Mother feels better, for now everything fine.
Posted 9 years agoThanks everyone again, for supporting, moter today have more "living" looking, recovery continues, but a little slow ...
I only just tired, have small thinking to draw but not have power, everything lose on road, helping in hospital and buying supplies.
Donation if passable: mc.trancefox2[at]gmail.com (any amount are welcome)
I only just tired, have small thinking to draw but not have power, everything lose on road, helping in hospital and buying supplies.
Donation if passable: mc.trancefox2[at]gmail.com (any amount are welcome)
Second moments, good, but need small help.
Posted 9 years agoMother returned to consciousness! and she's in much better shape than said and waited doc. I have talk with her.
And alternative of operation also could work, this tube specially puted to make "non stop" movoment for "food", in Crohn's disease this "food" stuck and makes inflammation and abscess. So, for her need time and "saline solutions" or somethin like, not know how to many but with money i had badly situation.
So, i have future, and a ask about help, donation, i'll be very welcome for even small donation, on this mail - (mc.trancefox2@gmail.com)
And thanks everyone for prayers and supporting, it's actually helps, "thoughts are material"
And alternative of operation also could work, this tube specially puted to make "non stop" movoment for "food", in Crohn's disease this "food" stuck and makes inflammation and abscess. So, for her need time and "saline solutions" or somethin like, not know how to many but with money i had badly situation.
So, i have future, and a ask about help, donation, i'll be very welcome for even small donation, on this mail - (mc.trancefox2@gmail.com)
And thanks everyone for prayers and supporting, it's actually helps, "thoughts are material"
Extrime situatioin, fitrs moments
Posted 9 years agoToday i was with mother in hospital, and result was very bad, she's in very bad shape for surgery, depleted, and very bad stage of Crohn's disease (long time not paid attention).
For surgery has very small chances with success, but doctor said it before goes to operation. I have waiting around 3 hours and to me doctor not said that she's dead, but, she's stay in very bad shape and operation wasn't successful, to badly these parts of bowel looks, can't operated, and they did other thing where used "a probe hose to break through a blocked parts in bowel and slow down\remove intoxication" in this moment i not understood well.
After i leaving hospital alone and almost in same feeling she's been under unconscious. Thats horrible when you're alone ...
Anyway, tomorrow i'll go with mother girlfriend to with her, with hope in good, and this will be in "second moments"
Сost of operation doctor not said but i have used not small money to consumables.
For surgery has very small chances with success, but doctor said it before goes to operation. I have waiting around 3 hours and to me doctor not said that she's dead, but, she's stay in very bad shape and operation wasn't successful, to badly these parts of bowel looks, can't operated, and they did other thing where used "a probe hose to break through a blocked parts in bowel and slow down\remove intoxication" in this moment i not understood well.
After i leaving hospital alone and almost in same feeling she's been under unconscious. Thats horrible when you're alone ...
Anyway, tomorrow i'll go with mother girlfriend to with her, with hope in good, and this will be in "second moments"
Сost of operation doctor not said but i have used not small money to consumables.
Extrime situatioin, fitrs moments
Posted 9 years agoToday i was with mother in hospital, and result was very bad, she's in very bad shape for surgery, depleted, and very bad stage of Crohn's disease (long time not paid attention).
For surgery has very small chances with success, but doctor said it before goes to operation. I have waiting around 3 hours and to me doctor not said that she's dead, but, she's stay in very bad shape and operation wasn't successful, to badly these parts of bowel looks, can't operated, and they did other thing where used "a probe hose to break through a blocked parts in bowel and slow down\remove intoxication" in this moment i not understood well.
After i leaving hospital alone and almost in same feeling she's been under unconscious. Thats horrible when you're alone ...
Anyway, tomorrow i'll go with mother girlfriend to with her, with hope in good, and this will be in "second moments"
Сost of operation doctor not said but i have used not small money to consumables.
For surgery has very small chances with success, but doctor said it before goes to operation. I have waiting around 3 hours and to me doctor not said that she's dead, but, she's stay in very bad shape and operation wasn't successful, to badly these parts of bowel looks, can't operated, and they did other thing where used "a probe hose to break through a blocked parts in bowel and slow down\remove intoxication" in this moment i not understood well.
After i leaving hospital alone and almost in same feeling she's been under unconscious. Thats horrible when you're alone ...
Anyway, tomorrow i'll go with mother girlfriend to with her, with hope in good, and this will be in "second moments"
Сost of operation doctor not said but i have used not small money to consumables.
Pretty necessary notice.
Posted 9 years agoIn brief - if everything will be have good end i'll return to drawing, for now i very slow down/stopped and have big problems with last parent.
Explain: I have many troubles but let's say what i have for now - Mother, she's in a bad shape, but not so much, intestinal inflammation (Crohn's disease in past) and she's cant eat normaly or just somehow, tomorrow she's will be sent to the hospital, clear why, for healing, but now goes second truble.
Money in my family have only for 2 months, and then end, so for healing could be not have money, i can't say for sure at now. But! technically, right now making attempt to get some more cash what i have in my PayPal wallet, not many but this could help with situation. About "Donation Pool" i can start but not now, i want to know what will be in near future, if my mom will have it, then i will have and i maybe will ask about some donation (if will be critical, in where i almost in)
About some RL friends who could help, mother had 2, they can do for us help but very limited. [i have no-one, for me just mother have]
Right now i can't draw and be online, maybe! even will not complete latest sketches, this whole situation takes my attention and nerves.
Explain: I have many troubles but let's say what i have for now - Mother, she's in a bad shape, but not so much, intestinal inflammation (Crohn's disease in past) and she's cant eat normaly or just somehow, tomorrow she's will be sent to the hospital, clear why, for healing, but now goes second truble.
Money in my family have only for 2 months, and then end, so for healing could be not have money, i can't say for sure at now. But! technically, right now making attempt to get some more cash what i have in my PayPal wallet, not many but this could help with situation. About "Donation Pool" i can start but not now, i want to know what will be in near future, if my mom will have it, then i will have and i maybe will ask about some donation (if will be critical, in where i almost in)
About some RL friends who could help, mother had 2, they can do for us help but very limited. [i have no-one, for me just mother have]
Right now i can't draw and be online, maybe! even will not complete latest sketches, this whole situation takes my attention and nerves.
MAC Journal #78 work over the "Northern Lights"!
Posted 9 years ago[EN] Yeees! time to draw sketches! and now with really on good paper, and parallel try grow anatomy and proportion skill with keeping in Tailsrulz style.
And for this year - no more commissions except for one, and no more YCH'es, it's end for this year for paid works, my NorthernLights line of works not for this. Only i planned one (nostalgistic from 2014th) or manybe two collabs.
And yes, i little bit use Twitter, only i don't know why ... https://twitter.com/McTranceFox
[РУ] Дааа! время пилить скетчи! и теперь не на туалетной бумаге а на специальной, для скечинга, и в параллель попытаться улучить анатомию и пропорции оставаясь в рисовке Tailsrulz.
И для этого года - нет больше коммишенов за исключением одного, и нет больше ЮЧЕй, уже конец для платных работ, мою линейку работ NorthernLights категорически не хочу делать на оплату. Только планирую одну (настольгистической с 2014ого) или две совместные работы.
И да, немного стал юзать Twitter, захер? не знаю ... https://twitter.com/McTranceFox
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FROM ME IN SOON - "Norhtem Light" sketching and drawing, not many.
RANDOM PICK - CLOSED.
COLLABORATION - [1. Diaminerre] [2. For the person who will remambe our collab in 2014, in same days].
COMMISSIONS - CLOSED for 2016th year.
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
And for this year - no more commissions except for one, and no more YCH'es, it's end for this year for paid works, my NorthernLights line of works not for this. Only i planned one (nostalgistic from 2014th) or manybe two collabs.
And yes, i little bit use Twitter, only i don't know why ... https://twitter.com/McTranceFox
[РУ] Дааа! время пилить скетчи! и теперь не на туалетной бумаге а на специальной, для скечинга, и в параллель попытаться улучить анатомию и пропорции оставаясь в рисовке Tailsrulz.
И для этого года - нет больше коммишенов за исключением одного, и нет больше ЮЧЕй, уже конец для платных работ, мою линейку работ NorthernLights категорически не хочу делать на оплату. Только планирую одну (настольгистической с 2014ого) или две совместные работы.
И да, немного стал юзать Twitter, захер? не знаю ... https://twitter.com/McTranceFox
_____________________________________________________
FROM ME IN SOON - "Norhtem Light" sketching and drawing, not many.
RANDOM PICK - CLOSED.
COLLABORATION - [1. Diaminerre] [2. For the person who will remambe our collab in 2014, in same days].
COMMISSIONS - CLOSED for 2016th year.
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
FUCKING AWESOME TIME!
Posted 9 years agoI GOT NEW TABLET (Intuos Pro L)! I GOT NEW WIRLESS KEYBOARD AND MOUSE! THIS IS AWESOME!!! but very tired, the road to get this stuff was very long, with freaking cold storm and under heavy hunger, but parralel of my stuff i finally vist Russia!
Now i need time to heal myself and fix new stuff.
AWESOME TIME!
Many thanks to NikaSharkeh, Diaminerre and Ksantor
Now i need time to heal myself and fix new stuff.
AWESOME TIME!
Many thanks to NikaSharkeh, Diaminerre and Ksantor
Returned after humiliating ban
Posted 9 years agoYeah, in past i got message about some works who must be in Mature content in where (with explain why) i can't disagree and i redraw them and put back in General content, but moderators not saw difference and make me banned for 3 days and put these rebuilded works again in Mature content. (reason: ratings changed from General to Mature due to the nipple bulges)
I once again reput on general, these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21011183 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19600183 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19267229 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19134360 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19055304 (here just absurd, moderators imagination ignore fluff); and have redraw my last 2 YCHe's samplies.
If my account will be banned, this problems at now really be belong to stupidly of Modders of this site, with his ignoring of update drawings itself.
From me soon comes really unusual\bad\unusual works, if i not got upgrade with drawing tool.
I once again reput on general, these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21011183 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19600183 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19267229 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19134360 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19055304 (here just absurd, moderators imagination ignore fluff); and have redraw my last 2 YCHe's samplies.
If my account will be banned, this problems at now really be belong to stupidly of Modders of this site, with his ignoring of update drawings itself.
From me soon comes really unusual\bad\unusual works, if i not got upgrade with drawing tool.
MAC Journal #77 Whiskey time!
Posted 9 years ago[EN] First - THANKS SO MUCH! to all who answer on my questioning journal, and result - i'll began draw NSFW but very rarely.
Some such work will be up ahead, strip bar themes, where YCHes will be too on this theme.
And now some freacking form me - thematic atmosphere like have in mission "Paris" of new Hitman game will be too ... yes, me this game also gives inspiration [interesting what will be if i will play by myself ...]
Whatever, many work up ahead, i afraid that my technical stuff will not gives this all.
About situation on my Donetsk ... more stable than 2 weeks ago, anyway near missiles not fall again, for this time.
FROM ME IN SOON - "DRAWINGS WITH WHISKEY!"
COLLABORATION - OPEN WHO ASK, even for commissions ...
COMMISSIONS - ONLY YCH'es WILL COME! Wait it! (or you can get standard commissions from only one place where is not through browsers but through internet)
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
[РУ] Перво наперво - ОГРОМНОЕ СПАСИБО! всем кто ответил на мой вопросительный журнал, результат - буду рисовать NSFW работы но очень редко.
Некоторые из них в пути, "стрип бар" тематики, где место будет и в ЮЧЯх.
И немного безумия от меня - рисунки в тематической атмосфере как в миссии "Париж" в новом Хитмане будет тоже ... да, меня эта игра тоже вдохновляет [интересно что будет если я сам поиграю ...]
Так или иначе, много работы впереди, только побаиваюсь что физ. инструменты не допустят этого всего.
И об ситуации в моём Донецке ... более спокойная чем 2 недели назад, во всяком случаи снаряды не лажатся в округе, на данный момент.
[как это блядь смешно когда читаешь "время виски" от бомжа чьи деньги находятся далеко от его места]
Some such work will be up ahead, strip bar themes, where YCHes will be too on this theme.
And now some freacking form me - thematic atmosphere like have in mission "Paris" of new Hitman game will be too ... yes, me this game also gives inspiration [interesting what will be if i will play by myself ...]
Whatever, many work up ahead, i afraid that my technical stuff will not gives this all.
About situation on my Donetsk ... more stable than 2 weeks ago, anyway near missiles not fall again, for this time.
FROM ME IN SOON - "DRAWINGS WITH WHISKEY!"
COLLABORATION - OPEN WHO ASK, even for commissions ...
COMMISSIONS - ONLY YCH'es WILL COME! Wait it! (or you can get standard commissions from only one place where is not through browsers but through internet)
ART TRADE - CLOSED.
REQUEST - NEVER.
[РУ] Перво наперво - ОГРОМНОЕ СПАСИБО! всем кто ответил на мой вопросительный журнал, результат - буду рисовать NSFW работы но очень редко.
Некоторые из них в пути, "стрип бар" тематики, где место будет и в ЮЧЯх.
И немного безумия от меня - рисунки в тематической атмосфере как в миссии "Париж" в новом Хитмане будет тоже ... да, меня эта игра тоже вдохновляет [интересно что будет если я сам поиграю ...]
Так или иначе, много работы впереди, только побаиваюсь что физ. инструменты не допустят этого всего.
И об ситуации в моём Донецке ... более спокойная чем 2 недели назад, во всяком случаи снаряды не лажатся в округе, на данный момент.
[как это блядь смешно когда читаешь "время виски" от бомжа чьи деньги находятся далеко от его места]
