coming to you... uh... live from Sacramento I'm your host Marc Kaiju. Tonight! Furries spotted on college campus. Redwoods are infact that big down there. And the furture of every faggot in California is in jepardy! This and more on tonight's show.

OK enough of that.
So, first off I need a little help as I'm very curious. I was on the campus of UC Davis and guess what I saw? *Hint read the primer* Yep, someone who I would bet BOTH my balls was a furry. I mean, he was only wearing fox ears in public. So I need some help identifying Random H. Furry here. Unfortunatly all I can say about HIM was that he was wearing black fox/cat ears, or wolf as they were triangular.

Went to the redwood forest and felt...short... I hate feeling short but it was ok cause I can always break the trees and make them shorter muahaha! Never seen such big trees in my life! As for being big "down there" I'll show you some pics if you pm me.

And finally Proposition 8. Meh, whatever. I'm not from Cali and therefore I've nothing to say about it.

In other news I need another memory card, only 2 weeks into this trip I've used up more than 3gb of my 4gb card, I'VE 2 WEEKS LEFT TO GO!

Ya know... I've many opinions and misconceptions about this mystical land called Califronia, and I must admit I've been pleasantly suprised. For one the corner drug store has a wider liquor selection bigger than the state store in my hometown, though I havn't drank any of it... yet. The mountain hippies seem to be doing well for themselves, though they are still skinny as a twig. I havn't seen a gay pride march yet and the only rainbow I've seen was painted over tunnel, outside of San Fransisco, but none out here in Santa Rosa. The most shocking thing I've learned however was today when I noticed our token Norweigen was more tan than me! AGH!

But oh well, This place is pretty cool. There are vinyards everwhere up here in Sonoma and Napa and it's all so very very good. Unfortunatly it's all pretty expensive so I'm not drinking it all... damnit! I think if I'm going to move anywhere I think it'll be out here. it's pretty cool and is far enoug away from the larger cities to like.


Onward to Ukiah!




**still looking for furs to meet/greet/hang out with**
*taking suggestions to see some sights*

It's that time I suppose, oddly enough my wine seiminar feels like it's come too early. That or maybe I've been instutionalized and I need to go stab someone to stay here in NY.

*shrug* dunno for sure, but what I do know for sure is that I have 4, count them, four weeks in the far away legendary land of California, "where the deer and and antichrist play!" erm... sorry, that's Hades. It should be an experience I won't soon forget. We're seeing vinwayrds in Napa Valley, tasting wine, visting a distilery and maybe a brewery, the Monteray aquarium (they don't have orcas sadly ;.=.; ), and spending a flipping week in san Fransisco. Now this begs the question, what the hell am I going to do with all my free time? Calit Furs, what say you? I'm planning on meeting up with another fur but I'd love to meet more as I make my way through the state.

I'll try to be online and poking around FA when possible, some hotels have wireless some don't, and others have a 10 year old computer in the lobby with some kind of internet.

See yall when I see you!

-MK-

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/460947/
Who called it? ME! Unfortunatly there was no cake, just pain.

Oh, and for those of you who don't reside in Ohio, that's not fucking Dayton International Airport.

or at least take a macro-sized chill pill. ontop of all the stuff I can't see apparently Webscene has set it's sights on Youtube, specifically videos with a "mature" rating. I can't say I was very happy when I attempted to watch an uncensored Rob Zombie video. FA is just a few weeks away, I can feel it. Actually, considering some of the fetishes and explicit material I'v....... here I'm ..prised the cam... c....ter-nazis ha......roken down my doo.....ile I.....fap......and hauled me away without....pants...n. *beeeeeep*

Like the title says, mechanical bulls are fun. yea I got thrown off every time in under 25 seconds but it was ooo much fun!

But, I think my xbox exploded yesterday. it froze up and the screen pixels went all rectangular... today it won;t even start up properly. it won't even get through the starup logo before it freezes and rectangle pixels and makes a loud "klunk" noise

Holy jesus shat on a shingle this week sucked. Nearly failed a final, nealy failed that class, a week of gearing up for 2 finals projects and pretty much blowing em cause I paniced infront of class, fell in and out of emo fits, and just in general felt like shit. So like I said, thank god finals week is over and we' didn't go too insane.

You can tell somethign bad is going to happen real soon. Gamer comspiracy theorists and crazy folk are freaking out over the Hadron (hardon) super collider and the fact there's a picture of a man standing next to it who looks an awful lot like my hero Gordon Freeman. When I first heard of this thing the first thought on my mind was Black Mesa, but with teh surfacing of this picture I'm actually honestly starting to worry. I believe that it's been swtiched on already and they're planning to shoot it off here in the next couple weeks and when that day comes I don't think I'm going to leave my dorm. No, I'm going out to buy a cna of chicken noodle soup and barricade the door with my bed then curl up on the cold floor and wait for the end.

Screw you Jack Thomson! Videogames were preparing us for the end!

ok, I've been wanting to say this since I first saw the preview and the more I thinkabout it the more it makes sense. the chick on the phone in these movie previews has to be Glados! think about, she knows everyting before it happes; she has the same monotone voice, and... yea thats all I have. but I swear, at the end of the movie there will be cake...

Ever have one of those emo weekends? weeks? unknown periods of time? that time of the month prehaps? well it's about that time. see yall in a little bit, I have to clear my head, set something on fire, go outside in the sunlight and play in traffic. It's finals week and on top of normal finals I have 2 serious projects. God I can't wait till it's over, after this everything will be better cause I'm off toCALIFORNIA! yay! 3 weeks of drunk debauchery... er... maybe not. tales from others about me and china are still haunting me. the pandas have yet to forgive me >.=.>; I digress, 3 weeks hanging around San Fransisco will be fun. I even ahve the weekends off so... any suggestions out there what to do/see/avoid?

I didn't want to think about it, I didn't want to say it, I didn't want to in any way get drawn into it but GOD DAMNIT THEY DIDN'T KILL THE RIGHT PEOPLE ON 9/11/01!

I'm sitting at the bar enjoying a pint and a greasy cheeseburger when it happens, some drunk makes the comment that "9/11 just doesn't make any sense, it doesn't all add up. how could those buildings fall taht way?" at which point I took a fortifying gulp of my ale and prepared for the worst. I looked at the man and said, "the buildings fell yea, but there's really nothing suspicious about it when you think about it" As luck would have it that was the wrong choice of words.

Oh we bickered and raved and made apparent the level of alcohol in our systems and the winner was.... nobody.... thoug I swear I won since I had the lowest BAC and was not an idiot.

but seriously, why do people think there was a conspiracy? why do people find the fact that the towers fell after being hit with 2 fully loaded passenger jets? what's so suprising about a building made of a spiderweb of steel failing when it's being torced with hindreds of gallons of high octane jet fuel? I've had people come out and say "it was the government to me, they blew up the base of the building, taht's what really brought it down" to my face! GAH! FUCKING IDIOTS! I can't explain all the phyiscs, luck, timing, and engieering that was September 11th 2001 in NYC, but by god if you say to me that there was in any way a conspiracy, or hint that there was no way teh buildings should have fallen the way tehy did EXPECT A FUCKING BATTLE IF YOU BRING NO FUCKING EVIDENCE!

if you want my all of my opinons and thought you can write me personally; but I will sahre a few.

1. there was no governmt conspiracy to bring down the towers with explosives
2. the 1993 attack was a misplaced truck bomb, not a 10 ton flying bomb moving at 500mph
3. if you want to see the tower fall in your home, get some friends and play a game of Jenga. I can't explain it, but that's the way thigns fall sometimes.
4. the towers were not solid like jenga blocs, they were a hollow network of I-beams, wires, adn concrete that was on fire
5 (directed at the fuck at the bar) the towers were not in any way sliced in half by the plane like you'd expect with a razor sharp catana, it was smashed into.

god damnit, all I wanted was to live today like any other day. I avoided FOX news, CNN, and various medias today for a reason. fuck, the wall street journal and NY times didn;t have anything about 9/11 on their from pages that I'm aware of. to me that says something; 9/1101 was 7 years ago. Today is 9/11/2008, make note of that 8 people, those people are just as dead now as they were at this point in time 7 years ago. Yes it sucked, but please get over it, get educated, and move on.

and if I'm wrong about anythign I just siad; fine I'm wrong. tell me what I'm wrong about and why. just don't present some dumber opinion than mine

getting a stick in your eye x.=.o

just an fyi to those out there who don't live in close proximity to sticks, twigs, branches, or vegetation in general.

as the leaves change colors and the morning air begins to chill happiness begins to grow in my heart as the autum comes. why? ren fair season is here! nowhere else outside of haloween or a furry con will you see so many people with tails, masks, and those happily handing over money for pictues of dragons and elves and unicorns. but the thing I treasure most fondly is not a leather bound sketchbook, nor a turkey leg, or a much of shiney trinkets. no, it's THE MUD SHOW! the name is what it implies, tales of olde performed in a bone chilling pit of mud. there is nothing more funny, more satifying, or as dirty as a mud show. alas again I have to miss the ohio ren fair where these good times are. oh well I'll catch it next year, I can go one year without being plastered head to toe in mud,. one more year without the cookie lady and her Trollhouse chocolate chip cookies that you have to eat before teh show lest you have to count the chocolate chips before. one more year without the best improve you'll ever see performed in mud... I think I'd rather be shot in the head with a arrow than miss it.

http://totallylookslike.com/ is a funny site
http://totallylookslike.com/ is a scary site
http://totallylookslike.com/ makes Neo go "woah..."

seriously; it'll make you laugh, cry, scared, and appaled. Totally going in my bookmarks.

The BK Chicken whopper baconator burger thing on a bun thing with stuff... You know, the one where the guy is cheating on the cow by eating chicken. That commercail is so perverted and sexually wrong and damn it if it makes you hungry for massive trans fat. I find it somewhat disturbing, even for a furry, to see a man calling a heffer "sweetie" which implies that they had some kind of baryard burger relationship. Yet, if I were to see that on FA... I would probably like it. It's just the whole human on bull thing I find dirty, that and the cow seems really upset. Hell hath no fury like a bull who's being cheated on by some cock.

I know there's a couple Italian furs that read my journal every so often so this is kinda greared at them, and whoever else is interesting in this particular movie.

the campus does an international film series and last night they played La Dolce Vita (the sweet life) as well as had some snacks to draw people in; proscuitto and melon, lentils, ect. Apparently this movie was made back in the 1950's and it was so utterly controversial and "pornographic" that it was banned by teh Catholic church of Italy, and subsequently didn't really hit theater screens and movie stores widely until almost the 90's; or so I am led to believe. So with taht being said I assumed there was alot of flesh, and kissing, and drug use, and other naughty things god hates. But no, not exactly. There is some kissing, and a scene near the end where the main guy loses it and convinces a woman to strip and she's almost there when... someone walks in and she runs off still somewhat clothed. So close, damn! Down to the bra, amost had it. This is the most flesh in the movie and when it ended I could only think to myself "That's it? the movie was banned cause she was almost naked?" well seeing how christians have always run away with their hands over their eyes when it comes to sex I'm not too suprised.

Then, there's the fact the dirctor was a famous/imfamous one and the movie in itself was a work of art. OK, I can dig that. I'm one of the few furs around this Basilica of furry sin (and no jesus) who can honestly look athte most hardcore and bizzare works of pornography and enjoy them for thier artistic value but... La Dolce Vita kidna reminds me of Clerks, in that it's about a guy and his life which has been recorded in black and white. Also in the sense that it's better, in my opinion, when drunk. Maybe it's because I'm an American and can't enjoy something unless the specific aspect is right in my face with explody and nuget filled explosions but it could just as easily be that it's overrated or one a European movie thing that you'd imagein the Cannes fil festivle to be like. Smart on a whole different level that we over here don't know or can fathom.

The scene transitions are interesting as well, each scene ends with the morning sun and begins again that night. This leads to some... well a few unanswered qestions like "ok how, where, and why are they all driving drunk down the road like some drunken Italian road rally and breaking int this friend's house after being at a bus stop after a murder? Ya know, questions like that. Of course I realize that life does that to you sometimes and I'm not use to major leaps like that.

Just wanted to get this off my chest cause I'm really confused. An interesting move but definatly not one of my favorites.

Chapter five in my quest for sobriety

So I've been taking advantage of the counseling my school provides for sutdents and I'm told to go into detox for a weekend for general observation. "Okay" I say "I'll call them this weekend" and I do. Dutchess country has quite a few alcohol counseling serives and I ahve theri number so I dial and talk away. AAAAANNDD! they won't take me... o.=.o

yup, not one will admit me for varying reasons... I feel... rejected...

A meme Bioxz23  bioxz23 put up and now I guess I have to put up so he can fil out for me causethatsthedealandIhopehedoesn;tkilmefornotputtingituplatecausekillingmewouldbebad. Ja, so here we go fill it in and play along folks!

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
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2) What was your dream growing up?
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3) What talent do you wish you had?
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4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
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5) Favorite vegetable?
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6) What was the last book you read?
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7) What zodiac sign are you?
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8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
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9) Worst Habit?
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10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
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11) What is your favorite sport?
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12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
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13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
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14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
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15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
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16) Do you have any pets?
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17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
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18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)
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19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
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20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
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21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
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22) What color eyes do you have?
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23) Ever been arrested?
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24) Bottle or can soda?
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25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
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27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
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28) Do you believe in ghosts?
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29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
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30) Do you swear a lot?
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31) Biggest pet peeve?
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32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
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33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
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34) Do you believe in God?
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35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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on the eve of a language test I thougt it'd be okay to have a drink or two after class. Which lead t 4. Then 5 and a half and not I think I'm finihed... wthout knowing anything.

yes, detox is coming. No I did not go last weekend and at tis point in time I regret it.... buuuhhhhh.... *die* X.=.x

Shows waht I know about computers... took the lug to the geek squad and have them work their premium-paid magic. They checked a couple things, looked around, and clicked and now my wireless works. I gladly thanked they guy and shut my lid and RAN LIKE HELL. Considering they want $80 for over the phone tech support I rand out of the BEstBuy as fast as I could before he could ring me up since he actually touched and therefore "worked" on my machine.

I swear to god... my computer is cursed. in the last year it has proven to be the most cursed chunk of plastic and wires on the freaking planet. Just in the past month and a half I've gotten the AC jack replaced, found a nasty short in my cord, had to reboot XP (losing almsot everything), got it running and went through hell to get all the drivers back, bought a new power cord, plug it in and instantly lose my internet connection. motherfucker!

Course this time I'm sure it's not the computer it's the IT department taking away my privilages again for some bs reason like I havn't updated AVG in 4 days... They've done that to me before and then deny it after telling me they had.

I swear, I have more computer drama than FA has furry drama!

it seems I'm not the only dragon who's stalking out orca hangouts... For strange and obvious reasons dragons are naturally attracted to orcas. Probably the shiney skin, maybe because orcas are just hot, could it also be some kind of primal instinct? Any could be right for what I could guess but what I do know is that I must kidnap and hoard more orca before the other dragons and cats get them first! Now if you excuse me I have some phishing to do.

Yes I admit I have a drinking problem. YEa, thusly probably.. definatly some chemical dependency but come on detox? I don't want to STOP drinking, just get it under control. Detox is for those Holywood skank movie stars, musicians, and that creepy child molster down teh street who sits on the porch with a fifth of Jack Danials. I AM AN ARTIST! I'm differnt, I drink to see wavy lines and beauty in horrible modern art.


ok fine I'll go... sheesh... >.=.<

god this sucks, as if I'm not already a stinking drunk cause I suck (and suck cause I drink) I found myself this afternoon with the realization that I somehow got myself addicted to coffee. this time last year I swore up and down that I hated the stuff now I drink it till I about OD and start shaking like twitchy little chiwawa. AND DAMNIT IT'S NOT FUNNY! I admit watching other artists and people get twitchy after their 12th cup of coffee and run from Poughkeepsie to Manhattan and back; but it's not funny when I can't and lay around feeling hung over on coffee. why can't I become chemically addicted to something like... oh... say drawing? nooo, it has to be alcohol, caffine, ritilin, whatever that stuff is that gives you that warm fuzzy feeling after your first FA of the day.

but I digress... The Fall is a horrible book, how the hell did that guy win a nobel prize?

For the record I'd rather shoot myself in the face TWICE than continue to subject myself to the necessary evil that is accounting. Granted I'm here ranting and whining when I could be getting that homework done but where's the fun in that? I'd gladly take slicing my fingers off like I was in the kitchen classes than do bookwork. A little prick and a squirt of blood never killed anyone but I'm sure a 20 pound textbook could, especially when dropped on a small child.