https://www.furaffinity.net/user/azarian/

Azarian is in dire need of money for he's gonna be evicted and other things to clear up! Please help this artist!

Hello! So...first thing's first, I hugely apologize for not doing much art as I wished. There was much happening, from Birthday that are happening next to each other, to other mental based issues that hampers my dedication to making art. There was alot on my mind I needed to sort out. So I should've returned back sooner and give you content earlier. Terribly sorry.

So as I was about ready to try things for a fresh start, and try to get back to things. Then the UK has bring out a law that requires ID authentication to access the websites you go. I can't say everything about this or go too deep into all this, but simply put, this is really a harmful law, and this has nothing to do with protecting kids at all. But it's not just there, it's happening in other parts of the world, like Australia, Parts of Europe, even more down the line, restricting adult content for no reason...for control...

Now the US is doing the same thing with two other laws, both identical: The KOSA Bill and the SCREEN Bill, and companies are doing this ID thing as well...just when I thought it's safe to return to make art I can enjoy doing for all of you...the governments had to rear their ugly heads with all this. All because some nameless parent couldn't keep an eye on their kids get uppity about this. Or some other...nasty topic with our..."HE WHO IS A MINDLESS FRUIT" is involved in...IDK...

But...do yourselves a favor and stay strong, keep on fighting, contact your representative and senate about this and ask them to say NO to all this. Even spread the word about this to anyone or everyone. It's important that this deserves attention, and very much important that we call out the US administration and the UK Government on this whole thing, even everywhere else. This censorship is just a excuse in one form or another. Stay strong and never loose hope!

I'll try some work I can upload to make up for the monthly gap I had. But for the future, I'm not sure how this will happen or how things transpire. Be safe, save your privacy and rights. Let's keep fighting what what matters: our voices and our freedom!

Sorry I never updated myself with last year's line up of picture. Just been busy with the house, tending to some things for Last Years Holidays, as well as making sure I make it to a family party for this occasion. Not to mention the mental blocks I had been having... ;3; Really sucks to deal with. But I'll be soon uploading some new pics and making sure I' make up for the tardiness.

As well as thinking about working on some life goals that I should get started on, as well as making sure I catch up and really get started on some fun pics for the new year, so I hope you understand and thank you for watching and supporting my work. Comms are still not active, so sorry for that but I'll see what I can do in the future. Hope you enjoy some ideas I made or some ideas you al supportively sent! So happy Late New Years and thank you again for all the support. Hoping 2025 is easier on us then it's hard!

Hearing that  Dragoneer has passed, feels like it's been so long. I never knew him and I'm sure I'm some random guy. But I'm grateful he build this site for so many furs like me to chat and meet other friends! It may not be perfect. But I am glad to meet so many wonderful furs, and I'm Dragoneer gave us a place to chill and meet others! May you pass on to a peaceful rest, and I pray you have move on to the next world safely! Deep condolences to his friends and loved ones, and many who felt this impact.

Thank you Dragoneer, May you Rest in Peace!

I love to thank you all for the pre and post B-Day wishes. 33 years old and still continuing since 2010...goodness...It's really been more then 13 years since I started this account!

I never done much in terms of viewer count, or watcher count and all. But I want to say thank you all for tuning in and checking out my work! BIG LOVE TO YOU ALL! ^^ *Tight hugs*

33 and man I feel like a old loaf! ;3; I'll make the best of all this! Xp Thank you all for the support for all these years!

Hey guys, been a while since I made a journal here! As you know, I have been trying to get back into the groove of everything. Mental wise, I'm working to be in proper tip top shape, and making sure I get better! As for everything else, I have been busy around a bit, and helping with some things in mind. Like getting a new fence up, having some work done around the house. As well as getting the logs we had chopped and dealt with. I'll try to keep up with art when possible, may have some lying around when possible. But we shall see!

As for our Fur, You should check out InuKazane on Twitch

He's a Raptor Streamer that plays and enjoys a variety of games from Final Fantasy, to Kingdom Hearts! He Grows, He "KWEHS" and has so much experience with plushies! owo Even has a female counterpart that get's very big and has quite a booba! But more importantly, he needs rent money, as well as stay living after deciding to leave his job at a fast food place after his suspension after leave of absence. So support and subscribe to InuKazane!! He needs it! Tell him that AMP sent you here~ ^u^ Don't forget to check out his discord for arts and fun times! I might have posted a few in his gallery~ ^^

==> InuKazane on Twitch <== THAT IS ALL!

I have been through the process in organizing everything I have here in my gallery, even some old stuff that I feel deserves attention, as well as characters.

I'm still working to see if I can offer updated Bio Pics, and New Profiles for those that remain, as well as remake the old pics to date here, with some new settings and ideas in mind!

If you guys have anything you like me to bring to life more and such, let me know, I have been lacking a bit and I need to pick up the pace here! owo

SIMPLY PUT! I hope you have a wonderful holiday and a wonderful time with friends and loved ones! =3

Hey guys!

I hope you all are doing well here. For what's been going on here for many weeks I have waited to see how it all turns out. and I have some news to say here, unfortunately...It doesn't look good here.

I would unfortunately not do commissions. Due to the scam that I was tricked with, the family would switch to Vemno and not sure if I can use it this time, or use it at all. This would lead to such a bullshit outcome where I have to use their permission so purchase something, if...given the chance here...But have to make up some other method of payment to get something.

...Grand...This would have to lead to something I need to work with you all somehow...or I would need to work a job to get...3 grand paid off. I'm trying not to think of this as my fault here...But the family is "in mind" scolding me about this...Or that's what I'm thinking to myself and I'm just wishing this shit never happened. So...FUCK SCAMMERS...FUCK HACKERS. They are one of many scums of earth. I wished these exploits never happened here. Doesn't help any more that my mother's old Fashioned and my sisters would be of no help here...

so...this is what I'm feeling.
Wishing to all scum the worst of all punishments...and horrors...
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxpo4mkM.....feature=shared

I have to wait till next year to see what can be done here...if something can be made here......being tricked last minute, and dealing with someone using a friend account is one thing. But told about it three days after it happened...having to be scolded by one's family and being unaware about this whole shit......

*SCREAMS OUT LOUD*

...Well, I'm so sorry for anyone waiting for their comms. I'll see what can be done here. but I am pissed about this whole thing, and realizing that paypal can't do anything about this...and that hacking ass scammer is using my old discord account to do this...I'm just...livid!...

So...Reminder, it's best to remove my old account "MadAmpMan" from discord for safety and consideration! It's best not to take risks for sure! Even though I filed a report on this, and did another to get something back for any information! I made a new account you can add. You can note me if you know me so much! An FYI for sure to let you know!

So turns out, I was hacked, and easily played with. As you guys may know, I'm not the best in tough situations, but this might be pretty damaging.

To be serious, If you noticed someone using my name, and even threatened you with a ban, Via Discord or Steam, Don't trust it! That person is a hacker, and would even use the fake Gregcherlin account to do such shady things. DO NOT TRUST THIS! EVER! Never trust the name MadAmpMan in you discord if you noticed a link, or a photo of a legit threat on your discord. This is a scare tactic to getting hacked. Never trust any fake Gregcherlin name!

What's worse, I am to believe that I gotten scammed out of so much money from this, and my mother is absolutely livid with me doing this. So I would sadly have a halt on all Commissions that are active. Probably for a long time, since not only we need to sort this matter out, legally, but financially. This devastated my mother, but devastated me worst of all...so I'm not sure what I can do now. But I have to wait and see any resolves or answers we'll do with this matter.

But go and add me on a new alternative dicord account name (AMPtheMADMAN)

So until then, I'm not just fucked...I'm royally screwed for now, and for a while till I have to do something to make up for this...

So yeah

AMPtheMADMAN on discord

Let me know and I'll add you, or you add me. Alternative account in case things go south.

Now normally, I would be in bed hours ago, but due to some sudden matter if it was accidental, or some confusing matter, even worked on hours to sort out. I was not sure if this was literately me being tricked, or I was falsely claimed I made a separate account.

But a friend I had accidentally ticketed me under what seems to be a similar name on steam, and I was not sure if he means it, or really did something by such accident, risking my old account with a ban, and permanent removal. I had to contact someone with connects to steam and discord, and sort this out for hours. Please let me know if there was anything going on. In the mean time...

I'll be under this name on discord ( AMPtheMADMAN ) (No parentheses) make sure your who you are and request me. IF this is a joke, or the biggest fuck up ever. I will be seeing RED! Especially the one person.

One of my close loving milf dragons,  Goddess_Ceres has been struggling with her old laptop and it's on the last leg of it's journey. She is a bit low on cash and trying to keep up with things, including with managing with carpal tunnel syndrome. She's a very nice fur, and a sweet dragon. She would need much help as she can to get a new one. Any donation is appreciated, and if you like to note her to help, contact her on Notes, or in her Discord~ asking others if they like to help is also appreciated!

Thank you for this and show there's still much love here for others!

I would love to say, thank you all so much for the B-Day wishes. Your all so sweet and loving! ^///////^ *hug* Thanks again~

...;3; Another year. Another day closer of getting winkles! lol Oh well-PPPAAAAARTTYYYY!

This is a big reminder to the FA Staff

...if any of my friends are kicked, banned, or removed because of this ridiculously confusing policy...consider this me leaving this site if so! I never wanted to lose what I have...but I'll so consider it if this backfired heavily!

I have of course Weasyl to work in uploading anything I have here over to that site. For other sites...it depends if there is anything I can work on.

I'm still in wait for one to see if this works. But I'll try some others that wishes for comes. Prices not sure I have sorted out yet, and I could leave them as line arts, or shaded, I think when ever I'm in the mood here. But note me if you like to try some a com we can work out. Let me know by replying in notes, or if you have me on discord.

Hello guys!

Thought I would toss this in cause I don't wish to keep things in mind. There are several things in mind that I would try to address that can be up to you to make opinions about, or offer some fair criticism about. Just knowing that if I keep it all in, then it wouldn't help me at all.

First, I would be testing out the possibilities of Commissions. But I'll be keeping this in notes here. But I would think about trying a few test tries to work out if this can be possible. Being positive about this and such. But I might be open to try commissions to do some bit of motivation, or something else that helps.

Second, is the idea of a job. But here's what I would acknowledge, the idea of being out there for your economy, and work for your wage, and be able to continue would be something to feel like you improve on would be something to think on. Even requiring dedication to keep in track of like scheduling and such. But If I'm honest here...I am sensitive as shit, and It would be the first time I try something like this. For someone like me, that has to some to relinize that I'm autistic, an Introvert, and have the possibility of anxiety that felt like putting me into a Air compressor. Even given the idea that working on a job that makes you happy, would just lead you to not loving what made you happy. but I'm conflicted and feel like I could be over thinking it. Especially the repetitive nature of getting up, work, get back sleep and repeat. It may be me, but I'm not sure really, I may not have that answer

Third, is weather or not I'm just over thinking about my mental state. As before I stated about myself as a person. I have been working to think about my mental state, my stress and anxiety more so, maybe a few other things. Trying to clear my mind, gently getting myself in a calmer state, even making myself over worked. Trying to clear my head. Going with what helps me be happy. But I'm not sure about about anything else. I had to be dedicated to something that I need to do. But I'm someone that never has a clear identity made. Life, Family Divorce, loss, and bullying is a bitch. They say that they just happen and move on from it. But they leave marks, scars. I think I kinda blame on the lack of support, emotionally that helps me out in the long run. Not sure...But it sucks.

So yeah...I'm trying to take this small step after another. Only thinking about what helps me out bit by bit. Something that I can work to feel committed to. Just dealing with my mind not able to handle simple shit, tackling adult things responsibility or maturely, and such. I would just think about what would help me in the long run. Question is...what is it.

I would see about being more open to coms, anything that helps me keep myself distracted here, even if it's just something simple, with some money to think about contributing to. But again, I'm open to comments, opinions, some fair criticism and such. Let me know please.

I don't even know what to say here. Just something to type down to have these thoughts out.

Have anyone would even question themselves, and before it comes to some answer to mean anything, shows little impact it would do in the end. Im just trying to get by, have something getting started and try to feel...not so useless and be valuable, and worthy to myself. But it's this world, it's people in life...just are not that helpful. They say something that would just hold no weight, or just not bother with it at all. They just tell the person what they think, rather provide what can be done. Just excuses or talk, nothing at all.

I won't care if the pandemic or this winter is the problem, when the world can just act like they don't know, or wouldn't care. Im left to make my best guesses when i'm just staying at a house, with a parent that felt that ones problems are more important, then giving some aid to help me. Not even some advice that would be good. It felt like nothing but talk...just talk...mindless, and uncertain dribble. People would think they would better understand after years...2 fricken decades after learning about your current situations and conditions. But felt like a loop, just lost doing the same thing, over and over again. Nothing new, and your just praying for something new...

I just want to get out, want to just take things somewhere...if i had the cash...if i have somewhere to go...if people would care about ones dilemma. I had to try to think through my very limited choices for...something. I feel like i'm dying inside, just crying...wishing for something to help me. Just me...just want to slam my head into a wall, wanting all of this to end...This depressing cycle of mine...What can i do here...is there really something i can do here? I just want to tear up, just curl in a corner in the shadows and wait...just wait...

Im just stuck here...felt like talking to a void...whatever i talk, echos out to nothing...just me...and emptyness...

Hope you had a fun hallow's eve and enjoy this nights festivities~ =3

I'm wondering what you like to see for one of my characters. Can be Simple, Interesting, SFW, NSFW, or somewhere in between. Anything you like to think can work for them. I made a poll on who you like next for me to work on! Even leaving a comment here, or in the link here!

https://twitter.com/MadAmp15/status.....31992810889216

The poll ends in 3 days!

Welp...9 days till I hit 31...;3; please let me not start losing hair in a few more years

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47021177/

She's open to make a new pic of a fan girl to admire you, one in particular you love alot~ Join in and be a watcher to take part in this till May 31th~ Good luck!

No OC of choice~

You wanna know what grinds my gears?

The fact that people can at times not appreciate what I make. I at times would try making some fetish work and normal work, at times it's digital, and other times it's traditional. I wouldn't mind if it's a figure study, or some work fixing up some things to make it better. But the fact that people seems to only like what they "Want most" and only enjoy certain pieces makes me feel less appreciated.

I don't know if I'm not getting much attention from many others, or they don't seem to care about the effort I put in. They want what they all want, and I have been trying to keep up with other things. Getting back to old OCs and make them new, or some mini series that would expand here, or simply do some small skits here. But only certain people like certain things and that bums me out, having small view numbers and before they knew what I have on the table, they get bored and moved on.

Not sure if it's me, I doubt it, but I can't get some idea across what you people want, and I hope to press on, but as of now, feels like popular characters is all I have to go by. But no care for the smaller artists that do their best.

That's what really grinds my gears!!

Thank you for Reading